[lin-8852]

I wanna start posting on here regularly but i genuinely have nothing interesting to say just like random shit ig💀

Im thinking about making this like a cutesy public diary but idk yet. Ig we will see where this goes lmao🤷🏽‍♂️

(Also I am not a great writer by any means😭 I use a lot of emojis and I can garante there will be tons of spelling mistakes. I’m sorry if that’s gonna make some of yall mad so here’s my official psa☝🏽)

[lin-8852]

Honestly I think the hunger games fandom is the most accepting fandom out there. I was lowkey scared when they announced the cast for srotr because I looovvveee Joseph zada cuz i remembered him from we were liars and i thought he was a really good actor so I was kinda scared that the fandom would not like the casting but everyone has been so excited for him and i really thought there was gonna be a majority of people hating the casting (like most fandoms do) but i was pleasantly surprised.

I’m so glad that the hunger games fandom is excited for a lesser known actor and it makes me excited too cuz we finally get to see some new talent!!! I genuinely cannot wait to see him on the big screen, honestly I’m just excited in general for this movie 😋😋😋

[lin-8852]

Heeeeyyy so…..I’m actually not okay after reading sunrise on the reaping

Why did nobody warn me on how fucking depressing this book is😭😭

[uniicorns-arereall]

you know what, fuck it be free, keep reading that bad fan fiction, keep writing that bad fanfiction, keep using y/n, keep staying up to 4 a.m reading x reader, to be cringe is too be free

(just NO a.i)

[vetckkie]

girl get off that c.ai and embrace the 'x reader'

[wadafuckdel]

why are people using ai to write fanfics now WHAT HAPPENED TO CREATIVITY AND IMAGINATION

[lin-8852]

The meds are working and its getting warm outside again.

[lin-8852]

I feel like I’ve grown up a lot tbh. I was mad at my friends cuz i thought they just didn’t really care for me as much as I cared for them but that’s not it. They just don’t know how to help me and I feel bad but also grateful that I was able to feel those emotions and not burry them with alcohol or weed. I still love them and I do get hurt that they’ll be able to experience college life without me but I’m learning to be okay with that. There good people and even though they can’t help me there still a ton of fun to hang around.

As for everything else it still sucks my life is still hell but at least I feel like I can handle it a bit better

[lin-8852]

I actually hate high school so much i genuinely can’t wait to graduate. Everyone’s so fake I hate it ☹️ and ig what’s even worse is i genuinely care for these people and they don’t really care about me it fucking sucks

[lin-8852]

The days are just blending into each other and everything is so blurry. Idk what day it is and I even forgot my own name. Everything is so fast yet slow

[lin-8852]

I’m so upset at myself that I’m breaking like this. Things were just going good and now I genuinely can’t go to school without genuinely freaking out.

I hate how unfunctional I’m becoming.

[lin-8852]

Mental health is so weird like “ooooOOOoOoOoOoOo I wanna kms bc I’m sad”

Like bro it’s so embarrassing!!!! I just wanna feel normal cuz it’s honestly so embarrassing that I can’t function because I’m sad all the time.

Bro just kill me now🫩🫩🫩🫩

[teathattast]

[lin-8852]

Yk I’m still sad about a lot of things but I’m a lot happier, I have a new job and amazing coworkers well more like friends. I do love my job and even though last year literally destroyed every part of my being I will say I’m very happy how everything is turning out.

Ig it does get better lol.

[lin-8852]

I think i became i jealous and bitter person because my mom ripped away my dream college from me…. And I even got accepted and everything and I still can’t go.

[lin-8852]

Does anyone else have these intense waves of jealousy, I don’t like being jealous of people. Ik we live different lives but I can’t help to want what they have. Good home life, amazing parents, going to their dream college and well me… I have a horrible home life and my parents fucked me over so bad and now I can’t go to my dream college. Everyone around me is going to the college they love and I can’t help but feel like I wanna be them, it’s becoming so bad that I’m starting to hate my friends. They can never understand what I through and ik it’s selfish of me to ask that of them but everytime they talk about their perfect major and their perfect family i genuinely wish it all crashes and burns so someone knows how i constantly feel.

College was my escape, my sanctuary away from my parents and that was ripped away from me. Now I’m more alone than ever and the last thing I need to hear is the people around me loving the life they want and have.

Deep down I hate myself for hating my friends. They can’t understand the feeling of desperately wanting to escape. I feel stuck, I feel like I can never escape like I’m just destined to rot in this house. And that’s something no one around me could ever understand.

I want to be seen and understood so I can stop feeling this hatred towards my friends. It’s like they’re torturing me with their perfect lives and I hate it. They get to have everything that I want and not worry about it being ripped away from them violently. It makes me mad. I don’t want to be but I am.

I genuinely hate my friends. But I hate myself more.

[lin-8852]

Life update

I got my nails done gonna get my dream hair done today and tbh I’m kinda over my ex. Definitely getting used to the single life but I feel a sense of freedom ig. It’s like I was being caged by a man which btw EWWWWWWW🤢 I mean I’ve always hated men but now it’s like the thought of dating one again is disgusting.

Anywho I’ll update yall on how my hair looks in the next 5 hours (maybe)

Update: HERES THE NEW HAIR I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! It did take 9 hours tho… BUT IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT