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angelina ricci, 30, wife, abuse victim, lonely.

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sugarbabeval:

Valerie tilted her head. “Too big, huh? Why not get a pet?” she asked. “I used to have a cat. Her name was Persephone.” she replied, giving a light smile. She moved to hold the bottle out. “Sure, I’d like some.” she moved to sit by the other woman, taking a moment to look around. “So how are you liking it so far?”

“I’m more of a people person. Besides, I don’t think that pets are a good idea in this kind of environment.” Taking the bottle from the other, she placed the glasses on the bedside table and started to pour the drinks. “I’ve been here a while so I’m feeling a little isolated.” Looking down, the little blonde sighed. “Lots of people don’t stick around here and I’m just living in the past a little.

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scphiesmith:

“This place is beautiful. I don’t know what I should do first!”

“It does take a bit of getting used to. I’d start with introducing yourself to some people, that makes it easier. I’m Lina.”

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sugarbabeval:

Valerie smiled, happy she wasn’t in any trouble. She nodded and stepped inside, looking around. She had never been in a mommy or daddy’s room, although she enjoyed speaking with Milo and there was the disaster that had been the attempted shower with James. Milo was the nicest of the daddies she had met, and Lina was the first mommy to really speak with her. “Wow, this is a really big room.” she mused, looking around. “You have all of this space to yourself?” she asked, turning to face the woman with a soft curve of her lips.

“Yes, it’s lovely, isn’t it?” Although Lina had lived with riches for a while, she never lost appreciation for the beautiful things around her. “It is a little too big for one person though. It’s hard to fill the space.” Walking towards her vanity where she had a box of newly bought glasses, the blonde brought out two and sat on her bed. “Would you like some of that?” She pointed towards the wine that Valerie was holding. It was pleasant to be in the company of another; it had been a very long time since she had done that.

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sugarbabeval:

Valerie had gotten the bottle of wine, hoping it was the right kind, as she walked up to the room. She was in a simple outfit, form fitting Jean and a tank top covered with a short sleeved button up. As the door opened, she gave a smile. “Thank you for inviting me.” the baby replied. “I got white wine, is that okay?” She held up the bottle, a hopeful smile on her face.

Nodding towards the younger woman, Lina gave a responsive smile before sighing. “Of course, it is. I have developed a taste for different types of wines over the years. It’s perfect. Please-” Opening the door further, the little blonde gestured for the other to enter. “Do come in.”

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sugThe loneliness was starting to get to the woman once more; babies had come and gone and she always seemed to get attached when they only needed her money. However, the little blonde was one that needed someone to be there, anyone to have their arms around her. It had been a pleasant surprise for her to receive a text from the young and beautiful woman and it only felt right to invite her up to her room. Of course, this was still Bradford and she needed to make herself look presentable. Long blonde locks contrasted with a deep red lipstick, the woman floated towards the door before opening it. “Thank you for coming.”

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rhiannonxlynn:

Rhiannon took in the sights, bag slung over her shoulder. “It’s so big,” she commented as she looked around. The insides were lavish and far nicer than anything she had ever been in. She walked around the foyer, gaping at the fixtures. “I wonder what everyone does for fun,” she mused.

“It’s a little overwhelming at first but you’ll grow into it.” The small blonde gave her a kind smile. “Mostly the obvious but I’m always up for just a chat.”

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Lonely Baby | Text

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sugarbabeval:

Valerie: Any plans tonight?

Lina: No, everything’s quiet…Want to come up?

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Valerie: That sounds nice. Do you want anything specific?

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Lina: Wine would be nice, thanks x

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Lonely Baby | Text

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sugarbabeval:

Valerie: Any plans tonight?

Lina: No, everything’s quiet...Want to come up?

[linasx-blog]

“I hoped that the novelty of being here wasn’t going to wear off but I’m afraid it has. If anyone wants to convince me otherwise, I’m all ears.”

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— ares blinked away the tears that had formed in her eyes and just stood there, listening to angelina as she spoke. “it’s okay. i forgive you.” she said to the other, older woman. her own arms had loosely wrapped around angelina. it felt so good to have her back, to be held by her again; being in her arms, and near her in general, was something that she had missed dearly. “that sounds.. like a great idea.” she gave the older woman a squeeze before pulling away from the embrace so that she could look into her eyes.

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The woman just needed to feel some kind of contact from someone else; it was never suffocating and it made her feel protected, even though the people who were closest to her had the power to hurt her the most. Smiling towards the other, Angelina nodded. “We’ll do that, then. Just talk, relax and watch the sun go down.”

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Bree popped the bottle and let out a small laugh taking care of the over flow with her talented tongue. “time to celebrate, new beginnings?”

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“Are you trying to arouse me?”

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— “no. you’re not a bad guy.” ares didn’t even know what to say at this point. it all seemed so.. pointless now. it seemed like she had been mad and upset for either nothing or for stupid reasons. she felt extremely bad now. there were no words to express just how sorry she was. “i just got scared. i got attached to you so quickly and then after hearing that you were married, and how you actually wanting to go back to him, it just.. i thought that..” she didn’t even know how to put it into words. “i thought that you didn’t want anything more than.. you know. plus i figured the last thing you needed was someone clinging to you while you’re trying to get over your past.” for the first time since their conversation started, her watery eyes traveled up to meet angelina’s. “i’m really sorry, angelina. you are not a disappoint and you are not anything other than an amazing and extraordinary person. i mean that.”

[linasx-blog]

Her anger wasn’t going to get them anywhere. The woman couldn’t deal with all her emotions but she did have strong feelings for Ares and she would have to out these aside. The other could only apologise for what she had done and the apology meant a lot; it was hard for people to accept their mistakes and move forward. “I didn’t mean that. I don’t know how to describe it...” He was awful but sometimes she felt so lonely that she would rather have him than no one at all. “I was just scared that no one else wanted me and I’m sorry for that.” Shaking her head, the woman wiped her eyes and looked towards the other. “I mean, I love it, sure, but you don’t have that without a connection, you know.” Angelina couldn’t get to that place if she hated the person, simple as. “Thank you” She gasped as she threw her arms around Ares. “We just need to spend time with one another, without sex and orgasms...”

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          gabriella poured herself a glass then extended another out towards the blonde. “you’re just full of compliments, aren’t you?” she smirked before taking a sip of her drink. 

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Angelina hadn’t even realised that she’d done it again. Blushing as she took the glass off of Gabriella, the small blonde looked down. “Sorry, thank you.”

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“In all honesty, I think I’ve got lost at least ten times now. Since I’m assuming you know this place better than I do, can you help a woman out?”

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“I’m always the same when entering a new place. It takes me a day or two to become familiar. Where are you headed?”

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— ares was stubborn; she refused to see it any other way besides her own way. “how was i supposed to know you really meant it?” she crossed her arms over her chest. “and how was i supposed to tell you all of this? huh? should i just have come right out and tell you that you broke my heart?” she couldn’t even pull the you didn’t even know you were doing it card because that part was on ares. “okay. so i ignored you and haven’t talked to you in days but i needed space. i needed time to think.” a deep breath was inhaled and then exhaled. ares’ voice was lowered to it’s normal tone. “’i’m sorry. okay? i’m sorry. i know you of all people don’t deserve to be treated the way i’ve been treating you for the past few weeks.”

[linasx-blog]

“So, I’m the bad guy?” That was how it always felt and He had made it seem that way. She had always believed that there was something wrong with her, some reason that validated everything he did to her. “I didn’t mean to.” The blonde was sobbing at this point and she couldn’t stop it. Angelina knew that she should have told her but she didn’t think that it would have been a big deal, especially when she had told her that she was hurt. “I just don’t know how you can treat someone like that whilst loving them, Ares. I’m the one that’s sorry because now, it’s just all ruined. You shouldn’t have treated me like that but you did... I’ve been hurt too many times before.” Ares was no way on his level. He had kicked her when she was down on the stone cold floor, had forced her to have rough sex with him and hadn’t let her go out often so that he could be the one in control. That had been ten years of her life and it had all been a waste. “I just disappoint people all of the time.”

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          gabriella’s eyebrows wiggled in suspicion. “maybe i should tell you now that most people would describe me as a kind person.” she walked over to her cabinet of liquor and poured herself a glass. “would you like something to drink? i may not be kind, but i know how to be a good host.” she smirked.

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“I’d love one, yes.” The blonde plucked up the courage to further enter the room. Perching on the side of the bed, she pulled a smile at the other woman. “When a beautiful woman offers you a drink, you must take it.”

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clearly angelina didn’t see it from her point of view. with an exasperated sigh, she got up from her place on the couch, swinging her legs around so that they were on the ground rather than hanging off the arm of the seat. “abusive or not, you were still married, angelina!” ares once again had to shake the idea of anyone hurting and abusing the person she cared about the most. “look.” her arms hanging by her sides. her voice was projecting a bit more but not as loud as angelina’s was. it was either now or never. “i really, really liked you, angelina. fucking hell.. i loved you, okay? i still do.” her hands shook slightly from the anxiety she felt at just telling the other female all of this. “do you know what it was like finding out that you were married? it felt awful.” she paused to gather her thoughts. “i distanced myself because i figure that you will never feel the way about me that i felt about you. i tried to get myself to, i don’t know, fall out of love with you but i can’t okay? i’m too far in.”

[linasx-blog]

“Did you really just say that?” What did she expect from her? Angelina had practically fled, when did she have the time for divorce? It meant nothing to the other, she had just dismissed all the pain she had gone through. In the end, it didn’t make a difference. It may have bee a slightly manipulative move on the blonde’s part but it had taken a lot for her to admit what had happened to the other and she was definitely taking it for granted. “You know how hard that was for me and you’re mad at me for what? Being married to an awful man?” Shaking her head, the woman had to take a deep breath. On the verge of tears, Angelina didn’t know what to do; she had confessed that she was in love with her and it only confused the older woman. “That’s bullshit! I told you that I loved you and you acted like this towards me. You didn’t tell me that something was wrong and that’s the worse thing.” Shaking her head, the blonde wiped her tears away. “I didn’t want to deal with it, anymore. I’d probably be dead, either way. Get back to me when the person who your in love with hurts you, hurts you over and over again, so hard, until you can’t even cry from the pain.”