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⨠genre: angst, just angst. genuinely no happiness here
⨠warnings: cheating, arguments, crying, emotional manipulation, mentions of anxiety, heartbreak, unhealthy coping, open ending, crying in the rain bcs im evil hehe. lmk if i missed anything.
⨠word count: 1.6k
⨠a/n: hello? finally? i never thought i was gonna do this cuz it has been like 2 years since i wrote part one. but yeah uhm this was not planned i literally wrote this at 2 am and then proof read and edited it in the morning so bear with me! i havent been active in so freaking long yall have prob forgot abt me but OH WELL here it is FINALLY lmk what u think. pls like and reblog, love u all very much!
Three months. Three whole months since everything fell apart. Three months since Minho looked you in the eyes and said words you still heard at night when your room got too quiet.
Three months since you found her lipstick in his apartment. Since you sat in your car afterward crying so hard you almost threw up. Since you kept asking yourself what she had that you didnât.
And the worst part? Even after all of it, part of you still loved him, and you hated yourself for that. At first, moving on felt impossible. You stopped answering texts. Stopped going out unless someone forced you to. Some nights youâd just lay in bed staring at old pictures of him until sunrise, crying over someone who probably wasnât even thinking about you anymore.
But eventually, the crying became less frequent. Then one day, somehow, you met Chan.
It wasnât dramatic. No movie moment. No love-at-first-sight bullshit. You met him because your friend dragged you out for coffee after weeks of isolating yourself. And Chan was just⌠there. Quiet, easy to talk to, gentle. The kind of person that never made you feel pressured to fill silence.
At first you kept your distance. You expected him to lose patience eventually. Everybody did, but he never pushed. When you took hours to answer texts, he didnât complain. When you cancelled plans because your anxiety got bad, he just told you to rest well. When you zoned out mid conversation, he noticed immediately.
âYou okay?â he asked softly one night. You blinked, realizing youâd completely stopped listening.
âSorryâ
âDonât apologizeâ He smiled a little. âYou looked overwhelmedâ
That almost ruined you. Because Minho used to get awkward or frustrated whenever you shut down. Chan just noticed, and that was the difference.
However, the scary part was how careful he was with you, like he knew youâd been hurt before. And maybe he did. Not because you told him every detail. You didnât. But one night, while sitting in his car outside your apartment, he looked at you quietly and said,
âYou donât have to talk about your ex if you donât want to.â You froze. Chan kept his eyes on the steering wheel.
âBut whoever he was,â he continued softly, âhe clearly hurt you pretty badlyâ Something in your chest tightened painfully. Because he said it so gently, no judgment, no irritation, no jealousy, just pure softness and understanding. And god, you almost cried right there.
â
The first time Minho saw you again was at a cafĂŠ. You were laughing, actually laughing after weeks, maybe even months. You weren't forcing a smile, neither pretending. You were laughing so hard your eyes disappeared the way they used to around him.
Except now it wasnât him sitting across from you, It was another guy. Minho felt sick instantly. He stood frozen outside the cafĂŠ window, staring at the sight in front of him like it physically hurt.
Then he noticed the hoodie. Gray oversized hoodie, obviously not his. Some other guyâs hoodie hanging off your shoulders while you smiled at someone that wasnât him. And suddenly he couldnât breathe properly, because you looked lighter. That was the worst part.
You looked okay without him, maybe even happy.
Chan reached over the table and wiped whipped cream from the corner of your mouth with a laugh. You shoved his shoulder jokingly, smiling so brightly that Minhoâs chest genuinely ached. You used to smile at him like that, and the realization hit harder than he expected. He ruined the best thing he ever had, and now someone else was getting the version of you he destroyed.
â
After that, Minho couldnât stop thinking about you. He noticed everything. Your Instagram profile picture changed, the necklace he bought you disappeared, your captions stopped sounding sad and you stopped posting late night songs that reminded him of you.
And the thing that hurt most? you stopped reaching out. no drunk texts, no missed calls, no nothing. It was like you were finally learning how to live without him, meanwhile Minho was losing his mind. He started replaying your last argument over and over again at night.
âI wish I never fucking met you.â He didnât mean it. God, he didnât mean any of it. But he still said it, and now heâd do anything to take it back.
â
It was raining the night he finally confronted you. Of course it was raining, the universe loved dramatic timing. You had just gotten out of Chanâs car when you saw Minho standing outside your apartment building.
Your stomach dropped instantly. He looked exhausted. Dark circles under his eyes, hair messy, hoodie soaked from the rain and looking more depressed than ever.
For a second, neither of you spoke. Then his eyes landed on the hoodie you were wearing. Again, not his. Chan noticed the tension immediately. âYou want me to stay?â he asked quietly, standing beside you, giving Minho a quick glare.
Minho heard that, and it killed him even more because Chan didnât sound possessive or angry. Just concerned. You shook your head slowly. âIâll be okay.â you gave him a faint smile. Chan hesitated before nodding. âCall me if you need anything.â
Minho noticed that too. The way Chan looked at you carefully before he went inside the building, like he genuinely cared, which he of course did.
The second Chan disappeared in the apartment building, silence filled the space between you. Then Minho finally spoke, his voice low, âSo this is it?â You frowned slightly. âWhat?â
âYou moved on that fast?â
You actually laughed. Not because it was funny, but because it was unbelievable. âFast?â you repeated quietly, âAre you serious?â
Minho clenched his jaw. âYouâre already with someone else.â
âAnd you fucked my ex best friend.â
That shut him up immediately. Rain poured around both of you while your breathing grew uneven. âYou donât get to do this,â you said shakily. âYou donât get to act hurt now.â
âI am hurt.â
âGood.â you muttered, looking into his eyes, not giving a damn about his feelings now. His expression faltered. Good. Maybe now he understood what it felt like.
âYou know whatâs crazy?â your voice cracked. âI spent weeks crying in parking lots over you. Weeks wondering why I wasnât enough for you.â
Minho looked down. âAnd now suddenly you canât handle seeing me happy?â your voice cracked again.
âI never wanted to lose you.â
âYou shouldâve thought about that before cheating on meâ
âI know.â
âNo.â You shook your head. âI really donât think you doâ. His frustration started showing then. âCan you stop acting like I donât regret it?â.
Your eyes burned. âRegret doesnât erase what you didâ. Minho ran a hand through his wet hair aggressively. âI said Iâm sorry!â
The second his voice raised slightly, you instinctively stepped back. Tiny movement, barely noticeable, but Minho noticed and immediately went silent. Because suddenly he remembered everything.
The screaming.
The shouting.
The fear in your face during your last fight.
You used to feel safe around him. Now you flinched when he got too loud. His face completely fell.
ââŚfuckâ. You looked away quickly, embarrassed by your own reaction, but Minho looked destroyed, like something inside him genuinely snapped.
âI did that to you,â he whispered. Neither of you spoke for a few seconds. Rain soaked through your clothes while tears mixed with raindrops on your cheeks. Finally, Minho spoke again, quieter this time.
âI hate myself for what I did to you.â Your throat tightened painfully. âGood,â you whispered. âBecause I fucking hated myself for loving you.â
He looked like you slapped him. And maybe part of you wanted him to be hurt like the way you were before. âYou only miss me now that someone else loves me right?â
âThatâs not true.â
âYes it is.â
Minho shook his head desperately. âI loved you before him.â
âThen why did you destroy me?â. He had no answer, because there wasnât one. You wiped your face angrily. âYou know what the difference is between you and Chan?â you asked quietly.
Minhoâs expression tightened instantly. âHe doesnât make me feel hard to love."
That one nearly killed him. You could literally see it happen. His eyes watered immediately while he stood there looking completely shattered. âHeâs patient with me,â you continued. âWhen I get quiet, he waits. He doesnât yell, and he doesnât make me feel crazy for being hurt.â
Every word hit Minho like a knife, because that used to be his place. And he ruined it himself. He ruined that place himself.
âI still love you.â The confession came out broken, raw and real. And shit, that hurt. Because part of you still loved him too. Not quite romantically, but in a way even you couldn't describe it either. It was complicated. But love wasnât enough anymore. Not after this, not after everything.
Your lips trembled slightly. âI loved you so much that I let you destroy meâ
Minho started crying then, actually crying. Right there in front of you. Somehow that hurt even worse because months ago, this was all you wanted, for him to understand your pain. For him to regret it, and now he finally did.
Too late.
You took a shaky step backward. Minho looked terrified immediately, like he already knew. which he did.
âI canât do this again,â you whispered.
Then you turned around and walked toward your apartment building. This time, Minho didnât stop you. He just stood there in the rain crying while the girl he loved walked away from him for the second time.
okay iâm gonna say it: fandoms are kinda dying on tumblr, and theyâre starving because nobody reblogs anymore.
like⌠i donât wanna be that person but be for real?? likes are cute and all but they do nothing for creators. ZERO. NADA. a reblog is literally the oxygen mask keeping this blue hellsite alive. you say you âloveâ a fic, an edit, a gifset? then BABES⌠reblog it. boost it. let it breathe.
half the time creators are out here pouring their entire soul, spine, AND three vertebrae into something just for it to get 200 likes and 3 reblogs, two of which are their own. thatâs why people stop posting. thatâs why fandoms feel empty. content doesnât magically fall from the sky â it comes from people who feel seen.
and i promise you: reblogging is free. it costs you like 0.2 seconds and suddenly youâre personally responsible for keeping a whole fandom alive. congrats!! so yeah. if you like something? reblog it. scream in the tags. yell. keyboard smash. put sparkles. do whatever. just donât let creators feel like theyâre shouting into a void.
reblogs feed creators. reblogs keep fandoms thriving. reblogs literally save lives (okay maybe not literally but u get it).
support the creators you love !!!!!! or else weâre all gonna be sitting in empty tags like clowns.
my mooties ! (in no particular order)
pt. 1 || pt. 2
@mjailene15: hehe i don't think we interact much either but i looooooooove your reblogs ! from what i know, i think you're multi-fandom ! it's so cool to see other fandoms among our little kpop community on tumblr hehe <3
@extrhotjne: jane... your reblogs... so fucking yummylicious i find soooooooo many twt links on your page lmaooo, pls stay freaky and never change <3
@tujhe-chaand-ke-bahane-dekhoon: aaa hi ! i'm pretty sure we met through koko, and i'm not even quite sure if you're a part of this fandom lol, but i hope we can interact again soon <3
@becomingmina: minaaaa ! lord im literally in love with your fics. you are such a talented fucking writer and i love the way your writing is so like... neat idk how to explain it. either way you're literally amazing at what you do, hope to see you back after your break <3
@ashxxgyu: ashhhh hehehe :3 i love your works they're literally soooo amazing and i def have to go through your masterlist soon ! the first kiss series actually changed the trajectory of my life js so yk <3
@soullostinspaceandtime: hehhwhahahah... i don't think we've spoken to eachother since like kylei or wtv, but you're genuinely so fucking hilarious i love you so much <3
@oddinarylani: fuckk your angst is so inspiring... i remember crying over your fics/scenarios when i first read them, and even now i still go back to them from time to time. you are genuinely such a talented writer, i love you <3
@xpeachesncream: hehehhahah i think we lowkey have like the same name or something but your drabbles are so augh... you're so cool i literally love you pls never stop writing your fics are my lifeline <3
@mnwrld: kana !! i think you've gone offline too, but i miss your fics :( i'm pretty sure you've deleted them all to but omgggg i loved them ! i hope you're doing well now <3
@vanillacupcakefrosting: lordd i'm pretty sure we first started interacting through reblogs but i've just recently read one of your fics and i loved it ! glad to see you're still around love <3
@2miniverses: aaa hi :3 i don't think you're too active rn, bc i'm pretty sure the last thing i saw from you was like a month ago... but i hope your writing career here goes well ! excited to see what you put out <3
@vixialuvs: kjhewgfukjwf idk if you write anymore, but holy shitttt your smut is so fucking good. i think you went on a little break around the same time as me, but omg i still go back to your fics every now and then. they're soooo good <3
@bangchansgirlsblog: i remember reading your little series 'my biggest regret'. i loved it soooosososso much but i'm honestly just a sucker for angst lmfaooo </3 but omg it was sooo good ! i hope we can interact again soon <3
@minhosbitterriver: aaa miss you so much ! i was way too scared to reach out over discord, but your fics are absolutely phenomenal. i don't even know how someone can write that well uwegfiowilf omfg. but all that aside, i hope life is treating you well <3
@maximumkillshot: omg we've been mooties for sooo long honestly it's hard to remember how we first found eachother ! i love the entirety of your skz masterlist it's soooo good ! hopefully we can interact again soon <3
@linos-kitten: eugfuwfi aaaaa omg i miss you so much :( i'm pretty sure you're only active as a reader rn but your fluff is so heartwarming and i feel like i'm genuinely going to melt whenever i read it hehe ! i hope you can get your spark back soon !
@babybreadddd: i've only read one of your fics i think, but it genuinely has me in a chokehold. i love the way you write angst so much, it's genuinely so perfect ! i'm not sure if you're active anymore either, but i'll always miss our interactions on here <3
@astraysimp: aaaaaaa hehehaha your cutie little fics omgg ! i love them sooo much and even tho i honestly don't know how much you write anymore, your fics are still better than everrr ! sooo cute hehe <3
@skzstannie: i honestly don't know how long it's been since we've spoken to eachother, but i honestly love your fics ! especially your angst hehe :3 i'm glad you're still active here hehe <3
@ihrtsimi: waaa omg i love your fics omggg especially the smut ?! say less. i know you haven't been too active recently because of school and mental health stuff, but i hope you know you always have a place here <3
@laylasbunbunny: layla aaa holy shit i missed you ! honestly you were one of my first moots ever, and even tho you don't write much, the things you write are amazing ! hope to see more from you soon <3
@number1jeonginstan: aaa hiii omg i miss you ! your fics are so incredible and honestly they inspire me to be a better writer myself hehe :3 i always go to your account when i need something to read, i hope you come back soon <3
@felixvsp: hehe i'm pretty sure you mainly reblog, and i'm not rlly sure if we've interacted much aside from that, but i hope we can talk more soon ! you seem so sweet hehe, glad to see you're still active <3
@jazziwritesthings: aaa jazzi ! i know you don't write much for skz but i loooove your fics sm regardless ! i'm pretty sure you reblog a looot of good fics too so thank you for that hehe ! hope we can talk soon <3
@linocvp1d: hiii hehe ! i know you don't write but i honestly think you're so cool... i'm just way too shy to talk to you haha... hope we can interact sometime thooo <3
@gyustarzzi: aaa omg i'm pretty sure you've gone offline too, but i love your fics ! your entire blog is just soo cute and i love your little headcannons/scenarios, i hope you can come back to us soon <3
@onmykneesforstraykids: your audios holy shit. don't even play i literally listened to like 5 this morning i can't even lie to you. i'm deadass pretty sure we became moots today but aaa i hope we get to talk more <3
@panthresss: i also think we literally became moots this morning but you are sooo cool and i love the things you reblog ! iâm not even sure if you read or write but your posts are honestly so relatable lol <3
but yeah its true, im only active as a reader rn (barely even that). i have no clue if i will ever write more stuff again but it depends honestly. im working to become a med student so i clearly dont have time for writing fics here đ BUT WISH ME LUCK, MY DREAM IS BECOMMING A SURGEON..
my mooties ! (in no particular order)
pt. 1 || pt. 2
@mjailene15: hehe i don't think we interact much either but i looooooooove your reblogs ! from what i know, i think you're multi-fandom ! it's so cool to see other fandoms among our little kpop community on tumblr hehe <3
@extrhotjne: jane... your reblogs... so fucking yummylicious i find soooooooo many twt links on your page lmaooo, pls stay freaky and never change <3
@tujhe-chaand-ke-bahane-dekhoon: aaa hi ! i'm pretty sure we met through koko, and i'm not even quite sure if you're a part of this fandom lol, but i hope we can interact again soon <3
@becomingmina: minaaaa ! lord im literally in love with your fics. you are such a talented fucking writer and i love the way your writing is so like... neat idk how to explain it. either way you're literally amazing at what you do, hope to see you back after your break <3
@ashxxgyu: ashhhh hehehe :3 i love your works they're literally soooo amazing and i def have to go through your masterlist soon ! the first kiss series actually changed the trajectory of my life js so yk <3
@soullostinspaceandtime: hehhwhahahah... i don't think we've spoken to eachother since like kylei or wtv, but you're genuinely so fucking hilarious i love you so much <3
@oddinarylani: fuckk your angst is so inspiring... i remember crying over your fics/scenarios when i first read them, and even now i still go back to them from time to time. you are genuinely such a talented writer, i love you <3
@xpeachesncream: hehehhahah i think we lowkey have like the same name or something but your drabbles are so augh... you're so cool i literally love you pls never stop writing your fics are my lifeline <3
@mnwrld: kana !! i think you've gone offline too, but i miss your fics :( i'm pretty sure you've deleted them all to but omgggg i loved them ! i hope you're doing well now <3
@vanillacupcakefrosting: lordd i'm pretty sure we first started interacting through reblogs but i've just recently read one of your fics and i loved it ! glad to see you're still around love <3
@2miniverses: aaa hi :3 i don't think you're too active rn, bc i'm pretty sure the last thing i saw from you was like a month ago... but i hope your writing career here goes well ! excited to see what you put out <3
@vixialuvs: kjhewgfukjwf idk if you write anymore, but holy shitttt your smut is so fucking good. i think you went on a little break around the same time as me, but omg i still go back to your fics every now and then. they're soooo good <3
@bangchansgirlsblog: i remember reading your little series 'my biggest regret'. i loved it soooosososso much but i'm honestly just a sucker for angst lmfaooo </3 but omg it was sooo good ! i hope we can interact again soon <3
@minhosbitterriver: aaa miss you so much ! i was way too scared to reach out over discord, but your fics are absolutely phenomenal. i don't even know how someone can write that well uwegfiowilf omfg. but all that aside, i hope life is treating you well <3
@maximumkillshot: omg we've been mooties for sooo long honestly it's hard to remember how we first found eachother ! i love the entirety of your skz masterlist it's soooo good ! hopefully we can interact again soon <3
@linos-kitten: eugfuwfi aaaaa omg i miss you so much :( i'm pretty sure you're only active as a reader rn but your fluff is so heartwarming and i feel like i'm genuinely going to melt whenever i read it hehe ! i hope you can get your spark back soon !
@babybreadddd: i've only read one of your fics i think, but it genuinely has me in a chokehold. i love the way you write angst so much, it's genuinely so perfect ! i'm not sure if you're active anymore either, but i'll always miss our interactions on here <3
@astraysimp: aaaaaaa hehehaha your cutie little fics omgg ! i love them sooo much and even tho i honestly don't know how much you write anymore, your fics are still better than everrr ! sooo cute hehe <3
@skzstannie: i honestly don't know how long it's been since we've spoken to eachother, but i honestly love your fics ! especially your angst hehe :3 i'm glad you're still active here hehe <3
@ihrtsimi: waaa omg i love your fics omggg especially the smut ?! say less. i know you haven't been too active recently because of school and mental health stuff, but i hope you know you always have a place here <3
@laylasbunbunny: layla aaa holy shit i missed you ! honestly you were one of my first moots ever, and even tho you don't write much, the things you write are amazing ! hope to see more from you soon <3
@number1jeonginstan: aaa hiii omg i miss you ! your fics are so incredible and honestly they inspire me to be a better writer myself hehe :3 i always go to your account when i need something to read, i hope you come back soon <3
@felixvsp: hehe i'm pretty sure you mainly reblog, and i'm not rlly sure if we've interacted much aside from that, but i hope we can talk more soon ! you seem so sweet hehe, glad to see you're still active <3
@jazziwritesthings: aaa jazzi ! i know you don't write much for skz but i loooove your fics sm regardless ! i'm pretty sure you reblog a looot of good fics too so thank you for that hehe ! hope we can talk soon <3
@linocvp1d: hiii hehe ! i know you don't write but i honestly think you're so cool... i'm just way too shy to talk to you haha... hope we can interact sometime thooo <3
@gyustarzzi: aaa omg i'm pretty sure you've gone offline too, but i love your fics ! your entire blog is just soo cute and i love your little headcannons/scenarios, i hope you can come back to us soon <3
@onmykneesforstraykids: your audios holy shit. don't even play i literally listened to like 5 this morning i can't even lie to you. i'm deadass pretty sure we became moots today but aaa i hope we get to talk more <3
@panthresss: i also think we literally became moots this morning but you are sooo cool and i love the things you reblog ! iâm not even sure if you read or write but your posts are honestly so relatable lol <3
but yeah its true, im only active as a reader rn (barely even that). i have no clue if i will ever write more stuff again but it depends honestly. im working to become a med student so i clearly dont have time for writing fics here đ BUT WISH ME LUCK, MY DREAM IS BECOMMING A SURGEON..
Don't get me wrong, I love them. But I haven't watched much content of theirs or think of them. I don't even know what I'm trying to say? They seem so busy and successful with these events and I guess it just doesn't feel as it used to. Maybe it's me being silly but I just miss them. It just isn't how it used to be. Maybe it's because of the political things and what was it Palestine? But that definitely changed a lot and I feel like I'm losing a spark. One that made me really happy. I want to listen to their new song but uhm best I know is that we're boycotting it because Charles is some weirdo I don't know anymore
no i understand this totally :( everything became a little off after charlie imo, plus the insane amount of popularity now. iâm super proud of them, but coca-cola, tommy hilfiger, charlie puth, and then the met? i canât rlly explain it either, it just doesnât feel the same with the boys as it used to. and it sucks bc skz, nmixx, and itzy are all amazing groups but jyp has been doing all these collabs and i think i might js boycott jyp groups in general. like i really love all of their music and probably will continue to write for them, but i feel weird listening to their music now bc of everything. idk if that makes sense at allâŚ.. i miss them too mimi, youâre not alone on that đĽşđ
sometimes, it dawns on me just how incredibly happy i am that fanfic exists as a medium. like. the amount of experiences had; excitement and thrills and tears and joyâand moreâthat writers of fic can give to so, so many people is immeasurable. it's wonderful.
and just. what an amazing thought, you know? in a world where we're all struggling to get by, recognising this beautiful thing we've created. knowing that we're all sharing in taking some sort of pleasure or lesson or comfort etc from reading and/or writing it?
donât give the promos views. donât give the song any streams. this is not gonna hurt skz. if anything, itâs gonna show them how serious the fandom is about who skz interact and collab with. itâll show jype that their desire to rake up cash from dubious people wonât work because the fandom does not support their favs selling their souls for western validation.
skz have better music theyâve done themselves. and better collaborations with better people. they also have a comeback coming up. come on nowâŚ.
people are being killed. and cruel, heartless zionists have been raising money for this one song out of spite. something theyâve never done for skzâs other songs. do you realise how fucked up that is? do you realise that this song isnât just a song, people are using it for political gain? all art is political, no matter what. no matter the intention. why do you think kpop artists arenât allowed to speak on such matters? skz are an up and coming kpop group in the western market and ofc all these morally inept companies and individuals are going to take advantage of that.
donât sell your souls. and if you care about these men⌠show them that you donât want them to sell their souls either.
skzâs motto is âstray kids everywhere all around the worldâ. that world includes the palestinians being murdered in cold blood that you need to stand up and speak up for.
A/N ⢠This is last part of the fic! You can read part 1 and part 2 here
Summary ⢠The boys have one rule in their shared apartment. Don't bring girls over for sex. So when Chan, Hyunjin, and Changbin walk in on Minho fucking the living daylights out of you in the living room, he has to lie to save his own skin. His excuse? That's not a girl under him... you're a sex robot. And now they all want to try you out.
Genre ⢠smut, sci-fi ish? (sex robots are a thing in this world that people know about and use)
WC ⢠2.9k
Content ⢠reader pretends to be a sex robot, free use, dubcon, groping, dry humping, sexual comments, piv penetration (with feelings!), clit stimulation, orgasm denial, riding
Minho walks you out of the bathroom, and you arrive to the empty living room. Chan was definitely still recovering after what he just did, but where were the other two?
You sit on the couch, right in front of the coffee table that started it all. This would have been a completely different day if you fucked in his room instead. Maybe you would've had to try and sneak out of the apartment without being caught. That would've been thrilling.
But you have to admit, today was fun too.
You hear Minho's phone vibrate in his pants, and he takes it out to see who's texting him.
"Oh, it's Jisung. He says he's gonna be here very soon."
"Talking to the robot? I know you're lonely, but come on."
Hyunjin strolls into the room, wearing nothing but loose, cotton pajama pants. You freeze, eyes staring straight ahead. As soon as he sees you sitting pretty in the middle of the couch, he stops caring about whatever he was going to do, and makes his way towards you.
Minho's eyes furrow, but he ignores Hyunjin's teasing to text Jisung back.
Hyunjin takes a seat behind you, and snakes one hand under your shirt to fondle your boobs.
"Do we have to give her back?" he whines.
"Yes..." Minho says, and looks back up from his phone, only to see Hyunjin groping you like he wasn't even there. "Do you have to be doing that? Have some decorum."
"I literally saw you with your dick in her a few hours ago. You don't get to talk."
As if to spite Minho, he moves himself to sit behind you, and both his hands travel under your shirt and to your chest. He continues squeezing you, palms rubbing over your nipples until they poke out under his hands. He pulls and pinches them, and you try to suppress the noise you make, but a soft whimper slips out anyway. You feel something hard press against your lower backâ he's turned on. You sit there as he fondles you, and his erection grows stiffer. Suddenly, you feel movement, and you realize Hyunjin has started rubbing his dick against you. He grinds his cock against your ass, slightly bouncing you up and down, and Minho just stares in silence at the scene unfolding in front of him. His own erection forms as he watches Hyunjin grope and dry hump you. Unconsciously, his hand lowers down to palm at his crotch.
Finally, Changbin walks in, and when he sees Hyunjin humping you on the couch, he kicks him out from behind you. Reluctantly, Hyunjin stops, and his hands come out from under your shirt. He moves to sit beside you once again.
"Do that in private, man. Gross."
"Well, Minho liked it," Hyunjin says, and Minho's cheeks flush.
"What? No! I was in shock! I can't believe you did that."
"Mmhm. Sure. Look where your hand is right now."
Minho looks down, and his eyes widen when he sees his hand mindlessly rubbing his bulge. He yanks his hand away, and you can see the huge mound that has formed.
"Both of you need help," Changbin says, and leaves for the kitchen.
A moment later, Chan walks in, and sees you on the couch.
"Oh, she comes with clothes?" he asks
"Of course she has clothes," Minho says pointedly, "I had to bring her here, and I'm not gonna be seen carrying a naked woman around with me."
"I don't know what you're into," Chan says, and walks to take a seat on the couch beside you. You're sandwiched between these two men, and Chan's hand lays itself on your thigh. Unlike Hyunjin, he doesn't go any further than that.
"He's into watching people fuck the sex robot," Hyunjin says, snickering at Minho's face getting progressively more red.
Chan's face drops. Apparently, it wasn't just 'bros helping bros' for Minho.
You hear someone pounding on the front door, startling everyone in the room, and saving Minho from this uncomfortable conversation. The door knob rattles frantically, but the door is locked, so whoever's there goes back to banging on the door.
Minho is more than happy to leave them and go open the door, and no one is surprised when Jisung reveals himself on the other side. He barrels into the apartment, almost pushing Minho down, and his eyes fix on you.
He swings his arm out to point at Chan.
"Get your nasty ass hand off of her, fiend!" he yells.
Chan raises his hands up, and Jisung points at Hyunjin next.
"And you. Put a shirt on!"
"This is literally my apartment," Hyunjin says, shrugging off Jisung's complaint.
Changbin runs back into the living room with a half empty water bottle, raised like a club.
"What the hell is that- oh. Hi, Jisung." He lowers down his improvised weapon.
"Hey," Jisung says calmly, as if none of that just happened.
"Here for your girlfriend?" Changbin asks, intending to make fun of him, but his words bounce off Jisung easily.
"Yes," he says, and turns to the men on the couch, "Now bring her to me!"
Chan and Hyunjin look at each other, look back to Jisung, and when he signals for them to come, they lift you up and walk you to him. Jisung gently grasps your shoulders, and looks into your eyes.
"Blink once if you're ok."
The two men standing behind you roll their eyes at his theatrics, unaware that you can and do respond. You blink, and he breathes a sigh of relief. Jisung holds you close to his chest, and looks back at the men in the room.
"Well, thanks for using my robot without permission. I definitely wanted you to do that," he says, fake annoyance in his voice.
"Not sorry," Changbin says, walking over to where the rest of you are standing. "She was great."
"Can you send me the link to the store? I want one for myself," Hyunjin asks.
"You can't buy these online," Jisung responds, not missing a beat.
Unlike Minho, Jisung is good at coming up with excuses that are actually believable. You've known him a long time; it's a skill he developed while asking for homework extensions and calling in sick to work.
"Oh," Hyunjin says, "is there a physical location I can go to?"
"No the store burnt down. It's closed forever," Minho says, words tumbling out of his mouth faster than he can think. Jisung side-eyes him.
"Anyway, I gotta go now," Jisung interjects. He opens the door to leave, and Minho wraps an arm under you to walk you out.
"Bring her back sometime!" Chan yells out.
"No!" Jisung yells back, and closes the door.
When they're finally out in the hallway Jisung smacks the back of Minho's head.
"Ow, what was that for!?"
Minho unwraps his hand from around you, and clasps the sore spot on his head.
"Everything," Jisung says. "Never try to lie again. You're terrible at it."
"Agreed," you say.
You walk back to Jisung's car. Minho takes the front seat, so you sit at the back while Jisung drives. Everyone sits in silence, not sure what to say after all that happened. You take this time to reflect. You know what a rational person would think about all this, but they've fucked the rationality out of you. All things considered, if Minho wanted to 'borrow' you again⌠you don't know that you'd be opposed.
"SoâŚ" Jisung starts, interrupting the silence. "Can I use the sex robot too?"
This time it was Minho's turn to smack him on the head.
"I was joking!" Jisung says defensively. Minho raises his hand again, and Jisung shields himself with his arm.
"Hide your boner before you say that," Minho responds.
"What? I'm not-" he glances down, noticing the tent springing up in his pants. "This is just because I love driving. Traffic is so sexy."
"God, you're so annoying. Why am I even friends with you."
"Excuse me. I just saved your ass."
You laugh at your two friends bickering in the front seats. They can be stupid sometimes, but you're glad to have them around.
"Thank you, Jisung," you say, and they both quiet down.
"Thanks," Minho says softly.
You can see a smile form on Jisung's face in the rear view mirror.
"Don't mention it. I'll always be here for you both."
You finally arrive back home, and you hug Jisung goodbye. Minho walks with you into your apartment.
The first thing you do is collapse onto the couch. It was a long day, you're tired, and all you want to do is lie down.
"Come on, you need to wash up properly," Minho says, attempting to lift you up.
You don't budge. Minho gives up, and falls on top of you, squishing you under him.
"Hey!" you laugh, and you try to push him off, but he holds onto you.
"I thought we were laying down," he says, smiling as you struggle under him, until you finally manage to push him off. He rolls onto the floor, laying on his back. He looks up at you, and sighs.
"I'm sorry about all that. I should've just..."
"It's ok," you say, and he sits up.
"No, that was a shitty thing to do."
"Minho, really. I had fun."
His face finally softens up.
"Yeah, I could see that," he says, smirking. You throw a cushion at him.
"Don't give me that look. I saw you jerking yourself off in the living room."
He pauses.
"Fuck. They saw me do that. I'm never gonna live that down. And I didn't even get to cum," he says, collapsing back to the floor. "Why did they come home so early."
You feel bad for the guy. All his roommates got to fuck you, when the whole plan was for him to do it. You saw his dick bulging in his pants more times than you actually saw his dick today. He was probably horny as hell, but trying to keep it together.
His face is buried in his hands as he thinks about all the embarrassing things he did in front of his roommates.
You just wanted to tease him more.
"Yeah, I bet they're talking about it right now," you say. He groans. "I bet they're talking about how you helped Chan fuck me. How you bounced me on his dick and watched him cum inside me."
He squeezes his legs together. The teasing is working.
"I bet you wanted to watch the others too, right? You didn't get to see Hyunjin fucking himself on my boobs."
Minho moans, and you can tell he wasn't expecting it, because he turns to hide his face from you.
"And Changbin... he was so thick. He completely stretched me out. You should've seen the way he pounded into me. He could barely fit inside."
"You're killing me," Minho whispers.
"Remember what Jisung said in the car? I'm sure you would've loved to see him pull over and fuck me in the backseat-"
"Alright!" he shouts, interrupting you.
He suddenly stands up, with a massive protrusion in his crotch. Without warning, he pulls down your pants, and then his own, and you see his hard, leaking cock throbbing in front of you. He wastes no time climbing on top of you. He pulls of your shirt, and throws it across the room.
"You really want to see me horny, huh? Well guess what, it worked."
He grabs your wrists and holds them over your head with one hand. He did this after your time with Hyunjin, when he was wiping you down, but you don't think he'll be as gentle this time.
"Do you know how hard it was, seeing their cum all over you, and not fucking you then and there?"
At those words, you can feel yourself getting wet. You've never seen him like this before.
His free hand goes to his cock, positioning it at your entrance. He pushes it to your core, but doesn't put it in. It throbs against you, desperate and needy, and your pussy throbs with it.
"I was trying not to overwhelm you, but it looks like I should've just fucked you every time we went to the bathroom together."
He punctuates his sentence by ramming his cock in you. It hits you hard, and you can't help the moan that comes out.
"While I was waiting for you to finish, you were getting drunk on all their cocks, huh? You like getting fucked like a sex toy?"
He rams his dick inside you again, and you moan louder.
"I'll use you like one, then."
His hands move to your waist, and he thrusts into you, again and again, finally getting to fuck you after watching all his friends fuck you first. His bucking is desperate and frantic, and you barely have time to process the way his dick plows into you before it's taken out and slammed back in.
One hand moves to your clit, and you moan out his name as he rubs circles around it. You twitch under his touch, the stimulation from inside and out of your pussy leaving you unable to control yourself. He watches you write on the couch, brain turned to mush as he fucks you senseless.
How he feels is paradoxicalâ he liked watching you get fucked, but he needed you to want him more.
He leans over you, thrusting into you deeper, and grabs your boobs.
"Did you like it when Hyunjin did this?" he asks, and gives them a squeeze. You answer his question with a moan, and he kneads into your breasts. You can feel your orgasm growing as he continues bucking into you, and your nipples harden under his hands. He pulls your nipples when he thrusts into your g-spot, and you can feel yourself about to reach your climax.
"I'm gonna cum," you moan, and he immediately stops. You feel his dick slide out against your walls, and you whimper at the empty feeling he leaves you with. Your core aches from the loss of contact, throbbing as your orgasm slowly disappears.
"Not yet."
He carries you up from the bed, making you stand up while he takes a seat. His legs are slightly spread apart, and he holds his throbbing cock up, but it's so hard that it might as well be standing up on it's own.
"Sit down," he commands, and you waste no time climbing onto his lap. He guides you onto him, and you feel his cock fill you up as you lower yourself down. Soon, his entire dick throbs inside you, hot and stiff as it presses into a sensitive spot.
"I'll make you feel better than Chan did," he whispers, and a chill runs down your spine.
He takes one of your nipples into his mouth, licking on and around it, and he kneads your other boob with his hand. He rolls his hips into you, his free arm holding your waist to keep you steady, and you melt into the feeling. His cock pumps into you, slow at first, but he speeds up as his own need builds. Your head leans back as you feel your orgasm coming, and you buck into him. His dick hits you harder as you bounce into it, and he moans into your boob. He breaks away from your chest to watch you fuck yourself on his dick. Your eyes are closed, mouth slightly open, and your moan loudly when he bucks his hip forcefully into you.
His hips roll into you faster now, watching you moan and twitch on his lap. You can feel your orgasm come quickly, and one last thrust into your g-spot takes you over the edge. You feel his dick keep pounding into you as your walls clench, and you gush around his cock. The pressure on his dick, and moan that comes out of you, are enough to take him into his own orgasm. He bucks into you wildly, and you feel his hot liquid spurt out inside you as he moans your name.
He leans back into the couch in exhaustion. You're too tired to get yourself off him, so you grab his chest to hold yourself up.
He admires how you look, breathing heavily after being fucked, sitting on his lap with his cock still buried deep inside you. He could stay here forever with you like this.
"Who was better?" he asks, "Me, or them?" He rolls his hips into you, and you twitch from how sensitive you are.
"You," you say, still breathless from what just happened.
"Of course I am."
He helps you off of his lap, and you collapse onto the couch next to him.
"Still, if you want me to 'borrow' you again, let me know. I'm sure they'd love to see you again."
You're too tired to respond, so you just nod your head.
The atmosphere surrounding the rest of the evening is very warm. He cleans you up thoroughly, and you order takeout to eat for dinner. He puts on a movie, and you fall asleep on his shoulder halfway through. When the movie ends, he carries you to your bed and tucks you in. He considers leaving, but you look so comfortable, so instead he joins you under the covers and snuggles up to you. Soon, he falls asleep too.
He dreams of Jisung fucking you in the backseat of his car.
