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"Skyggesiden af Hårdt Arbejde"

Gardinerne er trukket fra, og de mørke lejligheder bliver kun brudt af lysene fra gadelygterne. I min lejlighed er det eneste, der stadig er vågent, mig. Noter og papirer ligger spredt rundt omkring, som om tankerne er løbet løbsk og det eneste der tilbage er kaos.

Jeg lader mig drive af drømmen, den stille kraft, der holder mig i gang, mens kaffekanden langsomt koger. Duften af kaffe fylder rummet, en lille trøst i mørket.

Det er magisk, Det er ensomt, Det er skyggesiden.

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Den selvvalgte isolation var et aktivt valg, og jeg blev for seks år siden et spøgelse af samfundet.

Dette sted nægtede at give slip, da livet ikke bare testede mig, men knækkede mig. Samtidig blev min identitet revet fra hinanden, fordi jeg ikke levede op stedets forventninger.

Mens andre er blevet gift eller har fået børn, har jeg begravet mig selv levende, set verden uden de sædvanlige filtre og genopfundet mig selv.

Jeg vidste, at dette sted ville ødelægge mig – men også give mig alt. Nu stemmer forventningerne overens med virkeligheden, og alt den “såkaldte” succes byttes ud med kernen, som har været frosset herude i seks år.

#JegKanEndeligÅnde #Antropologi 📚🏁

[5555ilenthill]

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This place of home has played it part. It gave me everything I ever wanted.

This place kept me safe when this cruel world broke me while roaming every atom within me.

And now I trade all these so called achivments - for that one specific thing that has been locked away out here for six years ❤️

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You took everything away from me.

You gave me everything i ever wanted.

And still… you are not satificed enough to give me what I deserve….

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They called us a half-moon kid

They called us dreamers

They call us an outlier now within this world.

They say we will change how the veiw of leadership is looked upon.

While all I ever wanted was to get you home kiddo. - look deeper, reach further.

Home, home, home - half-moon-kid

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Six years of rebuilding - Six years of silent achievements.

This place has given me everything I ever wanted, and finally I can feel this spark again. Where these deep layers have been looked away, This pulsing feeling fills every inch of me. This passion dares to challenge the world.

I’m not here to follow the old definition of leadership — I’m here to challenge it. I truly believe if you can build people so much they achive greatness within themself they will take it into all other areas of their life.

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Everything has been calculated in the night under the lampposts. Everything was achieved through the thousand pages of this compass of a book - the years of holy ghosting are coming to an end.

This place I’ve called home all these years has played its part. It has given me everything I ever wanted… but most importantly—

I can finally feel this ancient spark again - that last gear, this soul-pulsing feeling, those inner layers where the roots have been locked away in the cold streets for six years.

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Girl Chase Boys

I have realized that there were parts of me I didn´t know were still there.

I realized that the ghost of her still haunts me.

I realized the other one made much more sense.

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It scares me… to say that I have protected my 8-year-old self from this cruel, broken world that is known for breaking you into atoms of your well-being.

It scares me… how I see the world without its fillers, and how I don’t cling to illusions like most people do.

It scares me… It scares me… to say that I am getting my dream, and that the cold streets have done their work on me… And somehow, I struggle to let go of the place that kept me safe, yet demanded everything from me.

[lintrup1995]

This generation mistake doing everything alone makes you strong—but that’s a dangerous lie. it’s admitting you can’t do everything alone.

1. Reach out to people you truly trust and be vocal to those who genuinely want the best for you.

2. Choose those who are ahead of you—emotionally, intellectually, and in life. People who are ahead will meet you with understanding, but they will push you to be better. Because they see your potional. while those who are behind will be cruel when you ask for help.

3. When the big win comes, expect the wrong people to speak proudly of you. But the ones who chose you over and over again—when this world made you feel paper-thin—will be there to truly celebrate you.

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The applause are coming in kiddo. But they didn't watched you bleed when this cruel world took everything from you.

They'll say I am doing things differently when i retreat to the dark. But they didn´t see how that place broke every atom of me and rebuilt me. They'll say I am a rebelion to this life. But they never saw all these nights I found myself broken, lonely on the bathroom floor. Yes I get my dream. Cus that place refuse to let me settle. And its my biggest curse as it is my biggest blessing.

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They’ll say im speciel.

They’ll say I can roam the living with ease.

Yet. I still look for that speciel someone who can roam me and just let me being me.

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My friends are cheering for me on the other side of the basement door and I know they have my name ready on that chair at our favorite bar.

My family speaks proudly of me among their closest ones - as they talk about the man who took this homemade-submarine ride.

Yet most importantly… I finally feel that spark - that last gear, this pulsing feeling, those inner layers that were locked away in the night of the streets for six years.

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I remember the cool guys getting jealous while I played rock-paper-scissors instead of trying too hard

I remember the popular ones confused when i got the attention for wearing a propel hat

I remember my boys shouting my last name when I roamed that one everyone tried to get.

And even though I roamed them all. They are all taken now. And its true I am getting my Dream. But they have a family now.

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I know this cruel world is trying to take you once again kiddo.

I know you’re tired, bleeding out and scared.

Yet remember what we started alone is also what we finish alone so we don’t have to settle for less and so this broken world will never come close to us again.

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I didn’t just go through a month, or even a year — but many years of work without reward.

I’ve done things I didn’t want to do, all for the one thing I want most. Dreams aren’t made here they are won.

#3Monthsleft