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died off a hot cheeto//🌈 // 36 //

[lipsredxasarose]

lipstick queen💄 💋

[van1llaskys]

[seasonofhorror]

AMERICAN HORROR STORY: COVEN | 3.03 "The Replacements"

[dominants-dominion]

You deserve the sex you fantasize about.

[04k96]

[lipsredxasarose]

I had the HOTTEST fucking dream the other night. Anyways I can't tell you tho lmaoooo byeeee

[lipsredxasarose]

dang girl what was it 😭 was this the one with the chair

[lipsredxasarose]

Did I say this before? Well, just in case I didn't:

Ice cream sandwich.

[nintendometro]

Yummy ‘Super Mario World’ Super Nintendo

[fatartappreciation]

Lift (2017) by artist Erin Sandsmark

[girlnamedbug]

please be perverted about me in these trying times

[lipsredxasarose]

Also, I gave a little intro about the toxicity of my job and she told me that she worked at the suicide hotline for 5 years and that she highly recommends it. It's funny because I have already thought about doing that before. I know I would be good at it. I am calm in emergencies and very good at providing comfort and talking with people who are upset. I can practice my counseling skills as well. Plus she said the benefits are incredible and that there's a lot of down time to do school work or watch movies or read, whatever you want. I'm like dude this sounds lit. So I'm gonna look into that.

[goldcrescent]

[toiich]

Suzanne's Career (1963), dir. Éric Rohmer

[pmamtraveller]

[idonthavepurplehair]

Chat gpt you will never be her

[kosmogrl]

[lipsredxasarose]

Meeting my therapist went very well. It felt like meeting with a friend. Sometimes I'm not sure if that's good or bad but I'll take it.

I chose her specifically for her focus on body image. She knows what it's like to exist as a fat woman, even though she no longer is one. She had gastric bypass surgery, as well as several other body surgeries. I love that she openly shared this with me. It's a little hard because it's like girl you look perfect lol but I'll still take her any day over someone who has never been big. She was like "i was a model at 300lbs and I'm a model now. It doesn't fucking matter". Ok queen, slay.

The same way I can't sit across from a gay man and be like YES I KNOW YOUR STRUGGLE, a fit 120lb woman can't know my struggle. I need someone who really understands and that alone I think will be healing for me.

I'm genuinely excited to see her again and see what happens. 💜