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died off a hot cheeto//🌈 // 36 //

[lipsredxasarose]

lipstick queen💄 💋

[monster2003]

Well that’s not very in love with me of you

[cosmicanger]

[lipsredxasarose]

I hate salads, probably bc i was forced to eat them my entire childhood so I would lose weight (which didn't work btw).

So I generally avoid them but recently I was like ok maybe if I load it up with protein, it will fill me up.

So I made this tuna salad with tuna, peas, elbow noodles and red onion, and mixed it with a bunch of chopped romaine. I was like ok I got 2 kinds of protein, a veggie, and some carbs. This should be perfect.

And that's been my lunch this week and it's delicious and fresh and it's filling when I eat it.

HOWEVER. 1 HOUR LATER I'M STARVING LIKE I'M GONNA DIE!!!! LIKE A HUNGER SO INTENSE I WANNA BINGE EAT

so its like...... this isn't working lmao. I think salad just isn't a meal to me :(

[achillesinhighheels]

[fatartappreciation]

Fold by artist Scott Hutchison

[lipsredxasarose]

My therapist met her fiance on Tinder. And I'm just like wdym, on Tinder I only found a man holding a fish who asked me what color my aerolas are and if my buttcrack is long or short :(

[nochillvids]

dude you look forsaken as fuck right now

[skinny-dipping-sasquatch]

Reblog daily for health and prosperity.

[lipsredxasarose]

I think about the topic of oversharing vs keeping your thoughts and feelings and business to yourself.

I think there's a balance. Never opening up is not healthy, and telling everybody everything is not safe.

I put a lot of my business here on this app, mainly because I don't know y'all. Lol. Like we will never meet, you're not my coworker or a guy I met at a party.

I used to trauma dump on anyone I became semi close to. It's like I couldn't stop myself. Once I got all that out in therapy, I stopped doing that and now I am careful with what I share with others. I think I just desperately needed to be heard and I had not dealt with my trauma so it was just flowing out of me uncontrollably.

In general though, I tend to lean towards being open vs being "private". Things like "keep it in the family" are toxic and abusers use this mentality in their victims. Secrets breed shame as well.

When you are open and authentic, you invite others to do the same. I can't tell you how many times people have told me that I'm authentic and how they feel comfortable around me because of it.

When I say yeah I'm struggling financially, yeah I'm struggling with my mental health, yeah I'm in therapy and I take meds, yeah I struggle with body image issues, etc, it helps others to see they're not alone and that it's okay to be flawed and to be human and to struggle. It brings me closer to people. Secrets build walls.

There's simply a time, a place and the right vs wrong people to share with. And you don't have to share EVERYTHING. Do what you're comfortable with, be discerning. Is this the right time to share this? Is this the right setting, the right person? If I share this, will I feel embarrassed after? Will this be safe with this person, do I trust them? Etc

But just. DON'T CARRY EVERYTHING ALONE. PEOPLE ARE OUT THERE TO CONNECT WITH. DON'T BLOCK THEM OFF. I LOVE YOU.

[lipsredxasarose]

The new Michael Jackson documentary on Netflix changed the way I view him forever and now he disgusts me.

I know a lot of people will defend him to the death and that's really crazy if you have all the facts.

I was too young to care when the trial was happening, so I had never paid attention. I always felt like "maybe he did, it's weird his house is a carnival, but maybe he was just mentally ill and searching for the childhood he never had, and people took advantage to get money".

After getting the facts and learning more about everything, absolutely not. This man was a pedophile, period.

People claiming that documentaries are "just trying to make him look bad", YES BECAUSE HE IS BAD.

A video of him sitting on a couch with a 12 year old boy, holding hands and the child cuddling into his chest, and Michael talking about how yes they share a bed together but it's not sexual. Excuse me? He moved this child into his home as well. And, when the child lived at his own home, Michael visited countless times and slept in the child's bed with the child. The mother allowed this and said it herself.

This same child was able to describe Michael Jacksons penis in detail, including specific marks, which later were confirmed by exam of Michael's penis. Explain that?

There's so much more and it's so sick. And it was always little boys from troubled homes with single mothers that he "befriended", moved into his house, took on tour, and brought to his bed. The website MJandboys has a detailed lists of all the boys Michael Jackson moved into his house or took on tour or slept in his bed and it's shocking.

Like don't forget the child he took in from I think it was Nepal. That child lived with him until his death and was in every family portrait with Michael and Michael's kids 🤔 and yes they shared a bed.

Also don't forget the CHILD PORN OF LITTLE BOYS FOUND IN HIS HOME. HELLO

The only reason he was not found guilty is a combination of having an incredible attorney and the jury's bias of being star struck by Michael.

No one can change my mind. I'm actually mind blown that anyone could defend him after all that.

He was a pedophile. Done.

[lipsredxasarose]

yesterday some random blog by a dude who posts his penis commented on one of my lewds with: "i forgot why I followed you. now I remember"

?????? why would you say that. Like what response do you think i would have to that? was it supposed to be a compliment? it's giving "i can't control what comes out of my mouth". fuckin idiot

[lipsredxasarose]

I either slept through my alarms, or canceled them all in my sleep. I'm supposed to be to work at 8, and I woke up in a start at 7:46 😒

I was having deep ass dreams about the person who traumatized me too, which is wild bc I haven't done that in a long time.

Yesterday I was feeling incredibly tired and sleepy. Like severe headache, eyes watering, just absolutely miserable and I was like ok I didn't sleep enough, I need to lock in tonight so this doesn't happen again.

So I went to bed at 10:30 last night, which should've given me 8.5 hours of sleep. But since I overslept, I got a little over 9 hours. And I'm still feeling so sleepy and tired.

Idk what's going on. Can't blame my period, can't blame school. Can't even blame work. I just don't see a reason why I would be this tired. Probably just my DUMBASS BIOLOGY FOR NO REASON.

This week is a struggle already lol mama's tired fr

[van1llaskys]

[seasonofhorror]

AMERICAN HORROR STORY: COVEN | 3.03 "The Replacements"

[dominants-dominion]

You deserve the sex you fantasize about.

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