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died off a hot cheeto//cottage cheese thighs//🌈 // 36 //

[lipsredxasarose]

messy ❤️

[xeptum]

[toiich]

Until the End of the World (1991), dir. Wim Wenders

[clleanlliness]

some of y'all weren't suicidal at 12 and it shows

[lipsredxasarose]

I feel stupid because I feel uncomfortable and even scared, after that woman so brazenly came up onto my porch to steal from me right in the face of the camera in bright lights.

She looked high as hell and I'm sure this was just a crime of opportunity but it plants a seed of doubt. Would they be brazen enough to return? All the sudden I wonder if my car is safe? My shed? My home? Do they live around here?

It's like it just feels violating. And I'm never free from the fact that i live alone as a woman. And suddenly I feel scared to go to sleep, like if I'm afraid of what could happen in the night, or what I could wake up to. I just had sort of a sense of safety removed from me

I'm sure from far away it sounds silly but when it's you alone to deal with it, it feels very threatening and uneasy.

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

"you're so chill" thanks i don't care about anything anymore

[mentally-ill-loser-rants]

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

[unicorngirl2007]

if i’m eating and u start talking to me actually get out

[toiich]

Negative Hands (1978), dir. Marguerite Duras

[wiki-but-made-them-up]

[astercrash]

[library-mermaid-blog]

My street this week 🍁✨🍂

[anxeious]

[peachpopping]

i think it’s so neat that everyone develops their own unique handwriting even though we’re all taught to write our letters the same way really it’s so cute

[lipsredxasarose]

my heart

[lipsredxasarose]

I have a good handful of people I consider friends but there are exactly two who really step up to help me in times of need, like financially or like "I'll come over and help you with that". And i cry every time because i just can't believe they would do that for me

[lipsredxasarose]

some random woman just ran up onto my porch and stole my weed whacker and leaf blower before running and jumping into a car that sped away lmao. thank God I'm cheap and this shit was only worth about $50 and I have the battery inside with me lmfao bitch you really risked it all for $50. go to hell

[tumblaaaahhh]