Lis

SHE/HER/HERS 1989🇺🇸 🏔️ I love reading, writing, driving, and getting obsessed with a song until I hate it. Writer on AO3 #dodgerfox #jiara https://archiveofourown.org/users/Lis4

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Forever Chapter 6. Paralyzed

She puts in her key and turns the lock. The door creaks forward. "Do you want to come in?" She asks, innocent eyes blinking back at him. Nothing innocent about how she looks at him though. Not one bit.

JJ smirks then shrugs. "Wouldn't mind a night cap."

Kiara giggles a scoff as they enter the small one bedroom. It's not quite dark out, the sun is still setting. That being said, nighttime is coming, and the night is still active for some.

"Is Cleo gonna be around?" He asks.

"No," Kiara says, leaning against her desk. Doesn't give him any more of an explanation. Really, he doesn't need one.

His look is devouring. His eyes rake over her, slowly. Shamelessly. Hungrily. It makes her wet knowing what he wants. Knowing that she wants to give it to him.

He slowly stalks towards her, possessively staring down into her eyes when he's close enough to lift her chin up. "You gonna be a good girl for me?"

"What will you do if I'm not?" She wonders.

JJ looks up in contemplation. "What do you want me to do?"

"Use your imagination," is her witty reply.

He nudges his way between her legs, leaning towards her ear. If she thought he really didn't know what he was going to do, she was crazy.

"How about I just show you."

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New fic 😎

Chaotic

chapter 1. All the things she said

"Shane Hollander," Ilya breathed with a smirk. His tone was far more relieved than anything else. "Is your head okay?"

Shane had his face in a scowl. "Shut up. Why are you following me?" He demanded.

And, okay, that's a fair question. But Ilya didn't have a simple answer. His thoughts about wanting to mend things and watching his chance slip out of his grasp feel like distant thoughts with Shane's hands against his chest. He didn't want to mend anything right now, because he has pride. He wanted to be a dick.

Instead, he grits his teeth and pushes Shane back across the short width of the hallway and pins him against the wall. Shane's face looks surprised but not afraid. Like he expected his rival to react in some way and this isn't an unexpected action.

"Is where you want to be, Shane Hollander?" Ilya asked, suggestive smirk returning to his face.

"God, you're such an asshole," Shane said. He didn't make a move to have Ilya release him though, so Ilya didn't. "What are you doing?"

Ilya didn't have an answer for that either. He's a man without answers. All he had were questions. Why did Shane freak out over a can of soda? Why was he dating Rose Landry? Why didn't he reach out to Ilya after the game? He can't ask those questions though. He already knew most of the answers anyway.

Ilya shrugged his lips. "What are you doing, Shane Hollander?"

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[lis4ux]

Hi,is there going to be a new forever chapter today? I’m excited!❤️

I’m so happy you’re excited! I will not be posting until next week because right now I’m visiting my family out of state, so not a lot of time for much else. I promise to have the chapter as soon as I get back though! 😘

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Hi!

Please tell me you’re going to upload the new forever chapter today!🙏❤️

Oh my gosh I’m so sorry! I’m still editing. This weekend was crazy and work is just as insane. Gonna do my absolute best to have it done tomorrow! I’m super excited for it and can’t wait for you to read 🥹

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Forever Chapter 6 is written! Now I just need to edit. Gotta say I am pretty satisfied with this one and I do not think you will see what I have coming 😘

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Is there gonna be a new forever chapter soon?🙏

Yes! I’m almost done with the chapter! Hopefully this weekend!!

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Hiii are you gonna update forever today?

Please do I can’t wait for the next chapter🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

I’m working on the chapter as we speak! Hoping to have it complete this weekend! I’m happy you’re excited 🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Forever Chapter 5. To being here

Once out of ear shot, JJ feels a slight slap on his arm. "Ouch! What the hell?" He cries.

"Why is Markus going after her, she has a boyfriend," Kiara scolds. "You know how dumb it looks for me to ask her to flirt with another guy?"

"I told you that already!" He defends.

"Yeah, well, it's not information I remembered at the time," she argues. She should have, but it's not like Avery was on her top list of people she was invested in. The information was clearly in one ear out the other, because she didn't care at the time.

Through the sliding door that was left open, the sound of Avery laughing can be heard from somewhere within the home. Markus is clearly making the best of their private conversation and getting on her good side.

"Doesn't sound like she'll have a boyfriend much longer," JJ comments over the rim of his solo cup.

Kiara scoffs. "I don't think it's Markus she'll end up breaking things off for."

JJ scrunches a brow. "What, who for then?"

Kiara drops her head dramatically to the side, like he's being dumb to even ask that. She pointedly tells him her theory.

"You."

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Hi

Are you going to upload the new forever chapter today?🙏❤️

I will be shortly!

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Forever Chapter 4. Classes, Friendships, and Enemies

As she practically sprints through the door to the stair well once she hits the first floor, she just about collides with more than her environment.

"Geez!" JJ yelps when the door comes an inch from his face.

Kiara doesn't stop, leaping herself into him in an embrace that he is completely ready to reciprocate once her arms wrap around his center. She loves the way he folds into her when she gives him affection. It was one thing that she never has taken for granted. JJ wasn't always like that.

She can remember a time in which he struggled with physical touch. When they were much younger, and she wasn't completely aware of what was going on with Luke, she thought he just didn't like to be touched because she was a girl. Really it was because he'd have an underlying bruise he didn't want to get bumped or fast movements triggered his body to flinch away.

That's not how it is now. He trusts her completely, never hesitating to hold her close when she wants it. Always open whenever she needs him. And she does the same. Has long stopped pretending that his touch was something she didn't want anything to do with. Now she seeks it out and leans into it when he gives it unprompted.

He swiftly kisses the top of her head before releasing her, pulling at the straps on his back pack. He's wearing board shorts and a white fast arch t-shirt, backwards hat.

"Ready to go?" He asks.

"So ready," she confirms, swiftly kissing his cheek before they continue towards their classes.

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will we be getting an update on forever this weekkk ??

Literally me right now lmao working on it!

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NO PRESSURE THO!!!!! I love your work!!!!

LOL 😘 you’re totally fine. I don’t get upset when people ask about updates. You all are very kind readers that I am happy to write for. I appreciate you being invested 🥰

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I have a question!!!!!

Will you be posting chapters more often or like just on Mondays?

I literally can’t wait for the next one

I am trying to space them out lol. Right now it’s Mondays. That gives me more time to write consistently. I am happy you are enjoying the story so far! I wasn’t a super fan of chapter two lmao so I’m more excited about what’s coming for you all😎

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Hi girl!!!! I just read your new book forever it’s absolutely amazing I can’t wait for you to continue it really

I just wanted to know when will you be posting it on wattpad?🫰

It’s up now! I was in such a hurry to post on AO3 I forgot on Wattpad but it is there now ❤️

So happy you enjoyed it so far, I’m very excited ❤️

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Coming Monday 😆

Forever

Chapter One. Welcome to San Diego State University!

"We are gonna be okay, alright?" JJ leans in, face inches from hers. A way of making sure she knows that he's serious, that he's here. "Okay?"

Kiara nods in sincere understanding. Then she watches his eyes drop to her lips when he believes her answer. Her eyes do the same, and her lips close the gap. His hand comes to her neck, lips moving gently over her own.

They're lost for a moment. Just them. The way it always feels when they are alone. Like no one else in the world exists. Of course, that's not actually how things are. And as JJ feels the growing itch under his skin that makes him want to tear Kiara's clothes off, that fleeting thought is loudly replaced by a pair of hands slapping the front hood.

JJ and Kiara break apart, startled by the interruption and look forward to see some douche giving them shit. "Uh-oh freshmen getting it on in the parking lot?" The student says. "Wait until you get to your room, shit."

JJ throws him the finger while Kiara is a little shell shocked by the move.

"Welcome to San Diego State!" He calls, walking away, completely unbothered.

"Well, that's..." Kiara trails off, not exactly sure what to say.

"A grade A asshole," JJ finishes.

Kiara sucks in her lips. "I mean, we are in a parking lot," she rebuts, holding in a laugh.

JJ does the same, for a split second, before they both burst forward with gasping laughter. "God, wait til John B hears about this," JJ muses. "Couldn't last two minutes on campus before wipping it out?" he imitate.

"Hey!" Kiara exclaims with false indignation. "I was not going to fuck you in the student parking lot."

JJ throws a cocky and suggestive grin in her direction, adding a wink to match. "Sure," he simply says, before climbing out of the Jeep.

"Wh—hey!" she laughs, getting out to follow him towards campus.

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New work incoming 😎

Can you guess what? I’ll give you a hint.

Two years later…

We pickup right where we left off 🖤🖤🖤

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Anything for you

Chapter 1: what I do for you, you can’t do for me

"I'm not going anywhere," she says, forcing him to meet her eye. "The surgery held, it will continue to hold. I am well."

He came into her room thinking that he would tell her about his plans. That he would be able to give her hope that she was going to be okay. But now he wants to argue with her over it. Wants to tell her that no, it will not work. She will not be okay unless he is able to pull off this act of criminality.

At the same time, he does want to believe her. He wants to have that level of blind hope. Wants it to be true that all she needed was one surgery. That he was able to actually perform it in a meaningful and lasting way. But, he doesn't really believe that she believes this will hold either. She was also transparent.

She was being brave for him. And perhaps sometimes she does believe that he truly saved her. But he can see the flicker of doubt, the insipid worry that gnaws at them both. The truth that they will face a harder future one day. It is almost certain.

And Fagin isn't wrong. She wasn't a fan of him putting himself in the way of danger, specifically when it could land him in prison and risk their future together. Even if it cut short whatever time they had together, she would not let him risk his life for hers.

"I know," he lies, fingers gently stroking her cheek. "I love you, is all."

Belle smiles. "I love you more."

Jack chuckles. He's not sure he could handle that if it were true. What ends would she go to save his life should the roles be reversed? Would she put herself at risk of prison or death for him? Her brown eyes shines up at him, the glow of candlelight illuminating her face, and he knows, that she most certainly would.

And like her, he would be unwilling to allow her to do so. He could never risk her like that. He would never allow her to put himself before her.

One would think that would mean that he would not keep his plans a secret. In truth, it gives Fagin's logic more merit. If they loved each other equally, there is no possibility that he can let her know that he is doing this.

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