SoulSpeak

･˚✧ Creator ✧ ˚･ ♥ goofball ♥ This is a personal blog for my inner thoughts + feelings.

[infectiouspiss]

violence and death and dying and blood and guts and gore and violence and viscera and fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

[lissabean]

The day ended better than it started, but still feeling uneasy, and that's alright.

I recorded a podcast episode and I'm proud of that. Happy I allowed myself the space and time to express how I've been feeling. I'm glad I had the energy for it. Things have been *stressful*

The pain is heavy, but I understand it better now, so I don't feel as mixed up as I did about it.

[lissabean]

Alone

It's a strange feeling

to grow up feeling,

like everyone else does

But then made to feel

out of touch, out of reach

You're too much

Stop feeling. You're not like

everyone else

To be noticed was enough

to make me love

those who told me I was too much

And made me feel like not enough

Never enough as I was

Too much to be who I am

Always feeling too much

of what was wrong

and not being what was right enough

to everyone else that made me feel

like I was something else

It's a strange feeling

to be nothing

in places that expect everything

of you

But want none of you

[themarchingbeetle]

[dinosaurwithablog]

Nature is the greatest artist ever!! Look at these gorgeous wings!! They are phenomenal, dontcha think? ❤️🦋🦋🦋❤️

[nuttybarzz]

Let me know all of you

[lissabean]

My mind is a little interesting right now. I'm stressed about a lot - finances, health, maintaining relationships, new changes, opportunities, creating.

I'm a bit restless with the quiet moments. But they come anyway, and I sit with them anyway.

My mind feels hazy. I sometimes think it's grief, but it feels different this time around. It feels softer, calmer. So maybe it isn't grief. I'm not sure.

I'm hopeful, not that that is unusual. I still feel rushed to do things, to figure it all out. But simultaneously, I feel more okay with moving slow.

[romancenjoyer]

i’m doing really well for someone who goes through the five stages of grief every day

[vexheart]

This

[macabrevampire]

i'm like if someone who was incredibly clingy and obsessive was also incredibly avoidant and elusive

[kosmogrl]

it will get better. but it will also get worse, and then it will get better again. and that’s how it will be forever and it’s okay

[milanesa42]

“The employees need a larger salary” “hmmmm large celery”

[lustcannibalism]

anxious attachment hiding under 9 layers of avoidance

[godkissedme]

It’s important to me that my nonsense remain high quality

[sour-echinacea]

how am i so obsessive and so avoidant at the same time

[gothredy]

[gothredy]

[strawberri-28]

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