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I'VE ALWAYS BEEN YOUR FUCKING DOG   . . .

#LISTERINED ⁝   multimuse   selective blog. mature content will be present. low activity. minors dni. written by jace.

rules & muses under the cut ( under construction ).

rules are simple : no minors , don't be an asshole , please be patient as this is a low activity blog but i don't mind a mild nudge if there's something i miss ! all characters are queer so don't interact if you're only expecting heterosexual pairings. mature content ( drug use , sex , violence , horror and gore , etc ) will be present and if you need me tag anything specific , please lmk.

#ORIGINALCHARACTERS.

ramona rosales ⁝ a young seamstress who had to raise herself after her mother's disappearance and her father's descent to alcoholism ; yet still looking at the world with a smile and unabated optimism. twenty1. played by jenna ortega.

blue slaughter ⁝ the social pariah of her small town just because she was born to negligent crooks , learned to be frank and apprehensive for self - preservation but yearns to develop more connections after the grandmother who raised her passed away. twenty3. played by milly alcock.

malakai kinsey ⁝ an artist from a deteriorating suburb with no future , hitchhiking across the country to seek out solace and connections for inspiration and experience ; but unsure of what he's truly looking for in life. twenty5. played by harris dickinson.

spike gutterson ⁝ aloof and cynical local weed dealer , butcher , busboy ; been working multiple jobs to support himself since getting emancipated at sixteen , with aspirations to leave the suffocating small town behind and experience a brighter life. twenty5. played by archie renaux.

bodhi mulaney - rilke ⁝ bassist for an up - and - coming indie band , hiding his history as one of the few survivors of a summer camp massacre ; using humor and a well - constructed happy go lucky persona as defense from ever facing his traumas. twenty5. played by rudy pankow.

nadine xiao ⁝ beauty , brains , and the drama ; both a big city it girl and an aspiring lawyer with ambitions to help the less fortunate , wanting to break away from the family dynasty of ruthless and corrupt politicians. twenty5. played by havana rose liu.

tabitha kearney ⁝ an intrepid writer for a small town newspaper , always on the lookout for a new story and unafraid to get her hands dirty and stick her nose where it doesn't belong to find the truth ; even if it means putting herself in danger. twenty5. played by hunter schafer.

august calloway ⁝ the only child of two tech industry giants , intelligence wasn't inherited but found his calling in broadcasting himself to the world and creating a online community while doing all the things he loves and going wherever impulse will take him ; whether it be gaming or travelling. twenty5. played by brian altemus.

isaac pearson ⁝ considered to be the hero of their small town after leading his high school basketball team to victory in a state championship , but lost his opportunity to go professional after barely surviving a summer camp massacre that ruined his ability to play again. twenty5. played by mason gooding.

soren kristensen ⁝ aimless orphan set for life with his inheritance and a large insurance settlement , always getting into trouble and violence due to his indifference and relentless bluntness when interacting with anyone. twenty5. played by nicholas galitzine.

everett monroe ⁝ a self - proclaimed conspiracy theorist and urban explorer , searching for clues about her sister's unexplained disappearance ten years ago , following clues from recovered footage of her last excursion and her online conspiracy forums. twenty6. played by corteon moore.

jude mckenna ⁝ nepo baby of two 90s superstars , wasn't blessed with his parents' acting chops but made a name for himself as a pleasure - seeking reality tv star , always ruled by his promiscuous impulses and need for attention. twenty7. played by leo woodall.

tegan ezeli ⁝ a rags - to - riches story after an award - winning hollywood director found her comedy skit youtube channel , now a screenwriter for everyone's favorite sadcoms but remains dazed and confused in navigating her own life. twenty8. played by ayo edebiri.

danny jarvis ⁝ a reticent jack - of - all - trades and handyman accepting any work he could get in their small town , a social outcast since his brother was arrested for serial murder years ago although they are nothing alike. twenty8. played by kyle allen.

kendall burns ⁝ the future heir to a hotel and casino empire , but more fond of archaeology and history ; traveling the world to explore ruins and historical places whenever he's not managing his own antique store. thirty. played by drew starkey.

kaine kilgariff ⁝ a rave dj who spends nearly every single night at nightclubs across the city , always looking for spontaneous and beguiling distractions to fend off the grief always looming behind since the death of his twin sister. thirty. played by maxence danet - fauvel.

daniella lim ⁝ an executive assistant to a media conglomerate ceo , devoted her entire life to fixing messes and making other people's lives manageable without time to dedicate to herself , finding it awkward and difficult to start a life of her own now that she's older. thirty1. played by jessica henwick.

colin song ⁝ an outstanding video game designer creating colorful and intricate worlds , but own life is a burning hill of mess — dealing with heartbreak from a fifteen - year relationship and only now really figuring himself out. thirty2. played by justin h. min.

emilio bolivar ⁝ a former pornographic actor and escort who had no direction in life , unsure where his passions truly lied until a client introduced him to a lavish culinary world ; learning to use his hands for a brand new purpose as a pastry chef. thirty2. played by tommy martinez.

dean morrissey ⁝ the middle child out of seven siblings , victim of unintentional neglect , finding solace in being a social butterfly and shoulder to lean on for everyone else while repressing his own emotions ; found the perfect calling in being a bartender and nightly shrink for drunken patrons. thirty2. played by callum turner.

eurydice hemphill ⁝ coming from a family of musicians , it is just expected of her to continue the legacy ; a lounge singer with the voice of an angel , though has a penchant for trouble and looking for love in all the wrong places. thirty2. played by laura harrier.

wren mayhew ⁝ an investigative journalist who left his hometown as soon as he turned eighteen to escape the cruelty and control of his pious mother , now back to where he started to uncover the truth behind recent disappearances and murders. thirty4. played by brenton thwaites.

miles montague ⁝ a charming and sly corporate lawyer who isn't afraid to use everything in his power to win , always used to getting any prize he lays his eyes on ; unapologetic in his manipulation to get what he wants and advance his career. thirty5. played by nolan gerard funk.

steven visser ⁝ a park ranger and seasonal fire watch , choosing a life of solitude since losing the love of his life in an accident ; had seen and experienced bizarre and unexplainable things in the forest , slowly coming to terms with the need for companionship. thirty9. played by peter gadiot.

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ok new blog @quaalude !!!

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ok new blog @quaalude !!!

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why is tumblr not allowing me to make new blogs thru just adding a plus sign and some random word to the base email address anymore 😭😭😭

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looking at this blog and its not sparking joy ... so feeling like remaking again. watch this space for the new url once i make the new blog lmao

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who has starters !!! i wanna go back here !!!

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" shut up . " is all but growled toward the other man , but he can't help the stupid laugh that escapes him with the playful lick to his lips . he moves in then , kissing him . kissing him . but there is a voice in his chest that won't leave him alone , nor quiet . he's not him , he's not him . no man has kissed north , touched north , since he was released from holding to find himself a widow . and the memory of his late husband is so crumpled and turned to jagged shards by his grief , he can't escape him , even with another man on his lips . the kiss gets broken , and north pulls back . jaw clenches as he looks away . " so what are those reasons , then ? " he mutters the question out , and washes back the lingering taste of elio from his lips with another sip of wine .

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elio loved his husband once upon a time ; but that was a long time ago , had spent so long yearning for something new. someone new. falling out of love was difficult , but he didn't have the freedom to walk away either. especially not from some kingpin who'd rather see him dead than see him live a new life. then , he heard about the n9ne. and now here he was , kissing the same man he hired to kill his husband. and maybe it had been too long since he kissed anyone he had any real fondness for , but elio found it comforting — physical intimacy was always the best language he spoke after all. he wanted more , kissing without hesitation , mouth open and wanting ... until north pulled back and for a quick moment , elio unconsciously chased after north's lips with his own. but elio didn't want to cross a boundary despite the disappointment bubbling in his chest. "   kissing you is one of them. but i also just don't really like being alone , " voice was low , first time that he was probably completely honest but they had the kiss to blame for that fleeting moment of vulnerability. it was his turn to hold north's hand to stop him from taking another drink , other hand on the assassin's hip as he leaned in again for a kiss , soft and chaste this time , almost as if gauging how to proceed. "    tell me you don't want me to kiss you again then i won't. "

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should have damn well known better than to set himself up with those words . against his own better judgement , he has become well accustomed to how elio likes to play word games . and make a common victim of north . dark eyes roll and the briefest smirk flickers across stone features . " you know exactly how you look at me . " space between them gets closed a little more and a hand comes up to pause elio's from lifting his glass any more . " did i say strangers ? " he asks . the assassin's voice is low and he's closer than he has been to anyone in a long while . " your games are entertaining , pretty boy . but i'm more one for the end results . and we both know you got me here for one reason . "

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realization came in tandem with a smile tugging at the corners of his lips   ; the weight of north's hand against his , the timbre of north's voice , that feeling of being seen under north's gaze — nothing else really mattered in the moment , a surge of warmth coursing throughout his body just thinking of where this could go. "   not strangers , not friends. " easy for his mind to go through the few options left , but the one he yearned for still felt difficult to imagine with north's reticence. still , they had to start somewhere. "   there are multiple reasons , actually ──── but i'll let you be wrong for now. i mean , who am i to deny you of that one reason ? " head canted as he leaned in , stopping only an inch away with a little smile on his lips. he licked at north's lips , a laugh stifled in his throat , but elio didn't move away and simply settled into just waiting for their lips to meet in north's own discretion.

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of course faye's prints are on his call home . grey orbs roll and he shakes his head . " say you returned me and you're cleared . i don't know why the hell she keeps coming 'round for me . " because , unlike their brother or parents , blood is thicker than water for his sister . unless the water was that which bonded them and grey . but that was only for her and nate's knowledge . god help anyone around grey when he learned that . his mind is slipping from the current scenario and he shakes his head to jump back to the present . " is this you askin' to fuck , ken - doll ? " he laughs , a sound that indicates something less than sobriety . " cause you're not exactly my type . and no , just leave me alone dude . "

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kendall found nate , safe and maybe not so sound , but that should be it ; he could just tell faye that her brother wasn't choking on his own bile in some alleyway and that should be enough to get an A for effort. but kendall just couldn't leave him alone , not like this at least. " you fucking wish ──── you're not really my type either. " he let out a sigh , finally dropping his hand back to his side — couldn't really force nate to do anything. but that didn't mean he'd just abandon him either. kendall rolled his eyes and leaned against the wall , head turned to look at the other man. " i'd really rather be under your brother , " he said , though really just out of spite. but features softened a little , tired and way too late in the night to waste energy being frustrated at someone inebriated. " if you're not coming with me , then i'll just stay here to make sure you don't get yourself killed until you're sober enough. "

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@listerined sent 🌸 for a random muse / starter .

" woah , what the hell ? i told you i was sober , the hell are you doing here ? "

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kendall   couldn't   comprehend   what   would   possess   faye   to   ever   call   his   number  ; never really liked each other since they were kids , but quick to recognize hint of desperation when he finally answered. " your sister asked me to find you ──── owed her one for bailing me out of some legal trouble. she's a very busy woman , y'know ? " arm still pressed against nate's chest to pin him against the wall , couldn't let him slither his way out till they come to an agreement. " guess she thought you were dead in a ditch , but luckily i know where all the shitheads hang out. you comin ' home with me or what ? "

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" if i were optimistic and cheerful , i'd require a head check . all things considered . " trust , he's seen it . continues to see it with certain colleagues of his , some of the n9ne employees that have a concerning exuberance while conducting their business . he was not always so cynical , or rather realistic . there had been a time that work was nothing more than that , his unconventional 9 to 5 that paid his bills and gave him something to wiggle comfortably with , to spend on a man who held his heart . but then death jaded him , and so playing reaper daily had began to chip away at any resolve or effervescence that remained . " friends . " he echoes and he looks at elio . he licks his lips and glances away for a brief moment , as if trying to decide whether or not to really let thoughts slip off his tongue . " we're not going to be friends . " his voice is low as he admits it , looking back to elio . brown eyes are dark , and deep . " not with what i've done . and the way you keep looking at me . "

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an   unstoppable   force   versus   an   immovable   object   ; anyone else probably would have given up by now , but elio preaker had always been stubborn. a liar , a cheat , selfish and greedy , but if there was something remotely admirable about him then it must be how he liked to see things through , no matter the outcome. this wasn't any different — sure , north was attractive but something inside him just gravitated towards the assassin. a recognition of some sort , both with blood in their hands but elio doubted north had always been this way. just like how he wasn't always the conniving bastard he turned out to be. " i could give you that head check if you want , " a chuckle , but north was asking for that innuendo when he said those words so elio was hardly to blame. he finished his drink before pouring himself another , features feigning innocence against north's words. " i don't look at you in any kind of way , " said before doing exactly what he was being accused of , practically undressing the assassin with his eyes. then , a laugh when their gazes met again. " not friends. then what ? i don't think we can be strangers again. "

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his stomach aches as he watches the other read all the texts that constantly seem to be coming through. he wants to go home. thoroughly embarrassed and entirely pathetic -theo tries not to let it show across every inch of his face. he's always been bad at hiding how he feels. an open book through and through. heart on his sleeve for everybody to see. it should be different now, he knows, it's only been a few times. theo always gets deep in his feelings for every single person who looks at him twice. quick to fall and easy to sway. theo knows this is his fault too. he doesn't say anything which is a rarity. theo always has something to say, mouth always running away from him. he flicks his gaze back to the phone before he's pushing himself out of the bed. his fingers feel numb as he begins to pull his clothes back on. "no worries man. it's all good on my end." theo grins as he swallows the lump in his throat. he feels sick. "what made you get back together?'

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jude would never claim that he was an empathetic person , but he didn't need to be mother theresa to recognize the drop in theo's mood , that sudden reticence twisting knots in his stomach for being so unusual to witness. gaze watched theo for a moment but just couldn't stand the idea of letting him walk away so jude shifted a little and with a hand outstretched , tugged theo back to bed as gently as he could. "   if it's all good then you'll stay , " he whispered , a kiss pressed on his neck , so uncharacteristic to show as much tenderness. and although jude would never say that he had developed an attachment to theo , he had never been the type to be meticulous with his actions — body always acting on impulse while his words often lied , to everyone. to himself. "   i don't know , we've been on and off and on and off for years that it just feels expected now to get back together after every time we go on a break ... " at least that much was true , just how things went especially for reality stars who built a following from a terrible relationship. "   it has nothing to do with love , if that's what you're asking. hell , i don't even know if i'm built for that. "

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this wasn't his first rodeo. this wasn't the first time someone had put him in this situation and somehow, this was the one time it had stung? it had even hurt a little. besides the fact that jasper had thought jude was single, he had also thought jude was definitely anything other than in a relationship with a woman. unlike the flings jasper has had before, jude knew exactly what he was doing in the bedroom. "wait so, that break like- ended?" he asked, head tilted to the side. "you're no longer on that break? and you still.. came over?"

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jude didn't really enjoy whenever things became more than superficial ; maybe that was why he stayed with his girlfriend even after their countless breaks and break - ups. it was never about love , they were just two narcissistic fame - obsessed assholes who liked the convenience of keeping someone exactly like them around , break in relationship already milked to death for social media content so it must be time for the long - awaited reunion. yet , he was here with jasper. he supposed he must really like him , but jude would never admit that out loud. "   yeah , " it was a simple answer , but it spoke volumes when being with jasper didn't exactly offer the same benefits as being with another celebrity. at least , the sex was better. "   the break was her idea , so i think she can wait another day to see me. and i don't know , fucking you just feels better than coming up with a celebratory joint instagram post right now. "

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fen just shrugs at the others question. is that spikes business? fen isn't certain but he keeps it light. tries not to look irritated. it really has nothing to do with the drugs spike sells. fen's just completely entrenched himself in the feelings in his chest that seemed to bloom from nowhere. or perhaps from proximity. there's just something cute about his plug -he can't help himself. fen shouldered his way inside anyway. it's his turn to scoff, to roll his eyes, but his eyes never lose that bright glint. like he's already wired and looking for a problem in spike. "they're not parties." fen is sure to point out. at least he doesn't consider the kick backs in his shop parties. they're just for his friends, for fun, though he's got a few horrific tattoos out of letting his stoned friends hit his machine. "now who's the one looking for reasons to see me?" fen teases with a wicked grin. "isn't prying into your customers private life a conflict of interest?"

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small chuckle slipped past his lips at fen's response ; glad to know that the other man wasn't devouring the drugs all by himself like it was christmas dinner , but it made spike squirm to know that fen could see right through him despite his best attempts to sound indifferent. was he that obvious ? but concern for a customer was completely brand new to him , true that it was a conflict of interest but spike refused to agree with fen — because if he did , then he'd have to confront the root reason of why he cared anyway. awareness seemed to suddenly wash over him , realized how his gaze had lingered on fen's features longer than normal and quickly averted his eyes to look at anything else. but the bong on the coffee table certainly wasn't as pretty. "   nah   ... i don't think it's a conflict of interest ,   " he shrugged. "   you pay me , i give you what you want. it's a really good system , but it won't work if you drop dead. is it so wrong of me to make sure you're not gonna be doing that anytime soon ? ' cause i really do enjoy paying my rent on time.   "

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it's almost too much; the music, the atmosphere and most of all her. elias can't look away. he can feel his buddy nudge at his shoulder but he can't bother looking his way. why would he? he needs to talk to her. she's staring back and he knows it's more then just a fleeting glance. like the universe dragged her gaze onto him. he wants her in an instant. entranced by a siren song, elias is a goner. his belly feels warm as the song ends but he doesn't look away. there's something that keeps his gaze on her. there's something in the way she moves that holds his attention in a way nothing else has before. elias has to get up, he holds out his hand. "where else could i look?" he asks with a small smile of his own. elias knows he's going to know her. there's no other way this goes.

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eurydice didn't believe in love at first sight ; but something about the man's eyes was completely entrancing , never knew a man could make her feel quite as seen until he looked at her. or maybe she wasn't thinking straight , blame it on the pre - performance champagne or her proclivity for basking in the warmth of the attention people gave her. but there was just no denying the immediate attraction she felt. as if the gods conspired to pull her towards him. eurydice was unable to quell the heat rushing to her cheeks due to his response , flushed and ruddy red as she shook his hand. " eurydice ,   " she introduced herself with a nervous smile , usually even more confident than this but she just couldn't help the butterflies in her stomach. " and what shall i call you besides the very charming man that caught my eye ?   "

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boredom often led to a series of very bad decisions ; did not even really need the money but curious impulse always got the best of him — sprawled on the living room floor for god knows how long , signing up for any and every sugar baby website he could find. all because of intrigue , wondering how many milfs and dilfs he could seduce till the next time he was bored. " hey , business proposal time ! " he said as soon as he heard val come out of his room , though bodhi didn't bother moving from the comfort of cold hardwood floor just yet. " would you ever take nude pictures of me ? like , y'know , the professional type of shit. i'll give you ten - percent of whatever i make from all the sugar baby sites i signed up on. " @villlains !

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gonna do replies later tonight but if anyone want starters, lmk which muse u want and i'll do that 4 u <3