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People who take pictures of you when you pass out at school > people who go get help.

I’ve always wanted to know what I looked like when I pass out lol.

I’m so lazy that I’ve been procrastinating my suicide. I just don’t have the energy. I don’t have the energy to write the note. I don’t have the energy to make the plan. I don’t have the energy to get the supplies. I don’t have the energy to follow through. I don’t have the energy to live anymore, but also I don’t have the energy to die.

#outfit #style

roslynns

literally-dying-to-be-thin

Bulumia

randomanorexicuser

Reblog this to be at least 20lbs lighter when quarantine ends

So everyone will look at you with envy because they gained weight out of boredom

Stay safe lovelies

That nicotine do be hitting different on a empty stomach tho

*scrolling through tumblr looking at thinspo while eating pizza*

Me: “why can’t I look like that :’( “

Ed: “bitch...have I taught you nothing??”

-unfortunately based upon true events

One day...

One day people are going to ask if I’m okay

One day I am going to be asked “have you eaten?”

One day people will comment on my weight loss

One day people ask me how I did it

One day I will be the smallest in the room

One day I will be able to feel the breeze between my thighs when I walk

One day I will look great in any outfit whether it’s an oversized sweater and leggings or Brandy Melville

One day even the smallest size will be loose on me

One day I will have dainty wrists and delicate hands with thin fingers that even the smallest rings slip off of

One day I will be able to see my unique bone structure. My hipbones, ribs, collarbones...

One day I will be so fragile that nobody dares to touch me

One day I will look good from every angle

One day I will have collarbones that look like you could snap like a twig

One day I will feel so light that nothing can weigh me down

One day I will be unrecognizable

One day I will turn heads

One day I will drop jaws

So my parents took the scales out of the house when I came back from inpatient so I’d just weight myself when I went to the gym but the gym is closed because of COVID-19 and I have no idea how much I weigh or if I’ve gained or lost and it’s giving me so much anxiety but I pray to god that when I’m finally able to step on a scale it will be jaw dropping.

sad-enbye

I wanna starve myself and want everyone around me to be worried for me but I also want to go on without them noticing but I also wanna lose weight very fast but I also wanna eat food but I also wanna feel the hunger pangs but I also want to just have a healthy relationship with food but I also don't wanna gain. help.