even bigger clown energy

tw: Ima fat dumbass bitch ✌ please send me meanspo, I deserve it // 19 // cw 187 // ht 5'9 // ugw 115 // sw 233

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[retiredrants]

im gonna lose more weight and get tattooed and be super hot soon just you wait

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LMFAO

Bold of you to assume I'm eating Samsung

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I really spent hours today doing school work so I could distract myself from ✨suicidal✨ thoughts.

Is this self care?

[countingkals]

Pov: you’re the fat friend 😬

[bulikkallmia-deactivated2021031]

Im so scared of not having a pretty bone structure once I reach my ugw

[delicatebones]

❗️tw ana❗️

okay ana, you win. all throughout 2020 i’ve been battling against you. i’ve tried to keep you away, ive tried not to allow you into my life but yet here we are. you’re still knocking at my door, reminding me everyday that you’re still here.

you win.

i’m done trying to fight you. you won’t leave me alone. 2021 is your year ana, ruin my life, ruin my body, ruin my relationships. it’s all yours. up until the end... so do what you want. make me starve, make me hate myself even more, make my body weak. you’re in control now, do what you want.

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Me? Crying for the 3rd time today? Cant say I'm surprised

[janeplease]

*passes my reflection* god shouldn’t that bitch be dead by now

[1dayillbeskinny]

✨ January rules ✨

🍏to be pretty and skinny

1st week: 400 cal per day (or less)

500-700 cal per day (max is 1.1k on weekends)

run 2-3km 5-6 times a week

go to gym 5-6 times a week

500 abs exercise every day

2.5L of water a day

1 cup of water after and before eating

chew reallyyyy slowly

skin care in the morning and at night everyday

use retainer every night (and during the day if it's possible)

no chocolates, no bars (any type), no cereals or bread

at least 1 hour a day on tumblr (for motivation)

no laying in bed unless im reading

the only desserts i can have are 8 cal gelly and low cal fruits

🍏to be productive

wake up at 8am

study 9am to 11:30 am

read 9 pm to 10:30pm

no tiktok, no insta

🍏punishments

1 binge = no skirts for 1 week

1 binge = no music for 3 days

doesn't follow the schedule = 150 push ups

🍏rewards

less 4 kg = allowed to use my favorite jeans

waist smaller then 60cm = wear crop tops

ribs showing = wear no shirt (use only sport bra) at the gym

ugw = 3 hours on tiktok

it's my first time on tumblr

those are MY rules that i believe will work for ME, but feel free to use it

i do NOT support anorexia (be careful)

i'll start tomorrow

we can make it💖

~dany

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Feeling heartbroken lolz

You ever been in love with someone who will never love you back because you are fat

Or is that just a me thing

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I've waited all day to talk, had some exciting news. Sorry that someone thought I had potential. I will crawl back into my self loathing hole.

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Oof crush me with one sentence damn

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Just 10 more hours of fasting and I will have completed a full week of fasting

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How could I ever possibly eat knowing how disgustingly fat I am

[prettypleaseanameme]

literally check the mirror every morning as if it’s gonna be different (not that i can really see it lol)

[coffeeandcigsforbreakfast]

T_T

[blood-and-dicks]

I don’t want to be thin to satisfy the male gaze or to be attractive, I want to be thin because some deeply fucked up part of my brain wants to achieve the aesthetic of looking like I'm on the verge of death.