LittleLady

🌸Self-destructive but full of love🌸 TW on my page! Stay safe! Aquarius ♒ Mummy of the cutest kitty 💕

[ventblog-777]

i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL

[saddi3grl]

[caffein3addict]

why would i stop when everyday im just getting thinner and prettier?

[honestloverboy]

Sometimes you're just minding your business and suddenly a random wave of loneliness hits and you feel like the most pathetic being on the planet.

[brocofarts]

Using my vivid imagination to eat imaginary food >>>

Eating actual food <<<

[c4nnid0ll]

to all the new people that are now getting on edblr for motivation TURN BACK NOW, you are still in time for recovery and get better <3

[c4nnid0ll]

bet my mother is regretting calling me fat, now she is always suggesting that I eat more. Like ily but you did this

[weebingwithana]

Recovery my ass. I've never been fatter in my life. Welcome back old friend. I gotta get my shit together so I stop looking like a land whale.

[curiasdairy]

Being suicid@l and fat at the same time really helps to lose weight cause I can just not eat cause I don’t wanna live anymore

[belleeebelleee]

i think the thing about grief that no one can fully explain and no one who hasn't experienced it can fully understand is just how all consuming it is. how constant and unwavering it is. that even when you're doing good, the thought of them and how much you miss them is always there.

and that it's in the mundane things. the way you turn to tell them something and at the least second remember that they're not there. or you see something you think they'd like and go to buy it or send it to them, just to realise that they're gone.

[letsberealgenz]

heartbreak

“Love is the only substance where you could get so high and low, both at the same time, so deeply but deadly.”

I still remember that first day receiving that call of losing you. Felt as if my body was floating in this great vastness of emptiness. As if the gravity of pull and push had finally reached to an equilibrium level where being lost in the middle seems the only viable option at that very moment.

Sometimes it makes me wonder – was it ever my fault to had thought that you would be by my side for life? Or was it your fault to have given this bond of ours a meaning of eternity?

Either way, it seems we are both stuck in this vastness of emptiness but I guess the only difference is — I am left alone here to feel this aftermath of ours so deeply where now I can’t even seem to recognize the difference between my sadness and happiness anymore. Somehow, it felt the same, for once.

But I guess that’s what happens when you lose someone you cherish so deeply until one day that illusion gets shattered into million different pieces.

But looking back — the loss itself brought a new meaning out of its own birth. If I have not lost you, I would not know the meaning of love itself. If I have not lost you, I would not know on how to live by myself, for myself and with myself. If I have not lost you, I would never know the essence of life itself. To lose is to live.

And do you know something? I found the recipe to my heartbreak – it’s through attachment, expectation births and it’s through expectation, disappointment plays its soap opera so grandly where in the end when the curtain falls, your heart falls too, it breaks!

You can never separate love and heartbreak. Both comes hand in hand. To love is to expect heartbreaks.

All you could do is to find someone whom would celebrate every heartbreak of yours with love. To heal that heartbreak with love because the only remedy would be love at the end of the day right?

“To love without love is to love.”

[problematic-poetess]

You were my person.

You are my person.

You’ll always be my person.

The person i could say anything and everything to.

You were unparalleled.

You were amazing to me in every way.

you were my best-friend.

You are my best-friend.

I’ll never stop imagining what life would be like if you were here.

I’ll never stop wishing you were here.

I’ll never stop remembering every second we spent together.

I’ll never stop loving you.

I’ll never stop missing you.

[denimnan]

sitting here thinking of you

wishing you were here with me

i know you are not coming back

but i still wish you were

have so many things i want to tell you

feeling alone and sinking in my misery

screaming my heart out

hoping you can hear me

- N.R.K.

[deadpoetneenzs]

[becherdireinen]

„Grief, l've learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.“

[cosmicpurplefox]

Come on girl!💕

Resist that crave!💪

You deserve to be skinny!🪶

I believe in you! 🫶

[liasecretdiary]

When that one skinny girl talks about how much she loves food and could never understand why people don’t eat and she literally eats so much and still is perfect.