That’s.. nice. Change isn’t always a.. bad thing but.. i’m glad you’re getting use to them.
Though, i wouldn’t expect much from me. Meeting up is.. hard. I don’t tend to do that anymore.. meet up with people.. that is. I’ve been more,, use to staying away? So i’m unsure if you’ll ever actually ‘find my place’ for i don’t tend to have a place,, but i appreciate the shinies..
I’m back on citrine.. which is nice.. but not unfamiliar. I’ve been on citrine alot,, more than i assumed i’d ever be. It’s not a bad thing though
A lot has happened to me,, i’m really not the same girl you met a few cycles ago. I’m worn down, i’m tired. I’m in pain and the constant loneliness really gets to you after awhile. Though i’m not here to vent heh,
I,, did something stupid two cycles ago,, and due to that,, are facing the consequences of those actions,, and i never realised how much it would hurt exactly,,
But everything is fine. I’m fine.
Thank you for reaching out to me again, it’s nice.