Mark Hoffman's Left Foot

I like ant and SAW.

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I'm taking a break from Tumblr I think, there's a lot of shit I'm processing rn, most of it stemming from a scary realization I had last night.

So for a little while, i will be gone. But mark my words, I will be returning

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Park day park day park day!!!

Yay parade, yay I'm being pushed in a wheelchair to perform because I really wanna be included, yay mr shorts!!!

This is really gonna test if I can do rollercoasters tho

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So new symptom alert, I had a fucking out of body experience.

While trying to get a bag of Cheeto Puffs.

I guess the chips are scary

Anyways Prince Harry yawn and Luna's behind.

[sycamorality]

mobility aids and glasses AND MEDICATION should be free for everyone

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So weird character development update, I discovered I'm sexually attracted to women, but not romantically. With men, it's both.

New Ava lore just dropped!!!!

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I like bug

[kaomojiloser]

rocky learns how to do a keyboard “smash”

[maedaeeee]

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7

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@littlebeanantenthusiast guess what

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Wutt?

[maedaeeee]

there was ant in my room :3

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ABT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT

[maedaeeee]

yes!!

i save her

i put outside !!

[littlebeanantenthusiast]

Yes!

[maedaeeee]

@littlebeanantenthusiast guess what

[littlebeanantenthusiast]

Wutt?

[maedaeeee]

there was ant in my room :3

[littlebeanantenthusiast]

ABT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT ANT

[maedaeeee]

@littlebeanantenthusiast guess what

[littlebeanantenthusiast]

Wutt?

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WGERE FID HE COME FROM?!?!?!?

Update on me: I'm in the mountains and I've been abused for no reason other than I was having an FND episode.

I've also been verbally abused this whole way here. I can't wait to move in with my mom bro.

I hate my dad, I hate that he's taking time away from my mom's weekend without asking her, I hate that he doesn't believe the FND is real

[littlebeanantenthusiast]

There's no better feeling than listening to The Dark Side of the Moon in its entirety while going through a depressive episode.

This makes me feel so alive yet not

Like I'm just floating in a dimension of my own making

Like every little thing that made me freak is far beneath me

[bug-skin]

I’ve been wanting to do a hell ant for a very long time now and here she is! Hell ants are an extinct family of ants from the Cretaceous that have these massive pincers and head spikes. Some scientists think they caught prey by trapping them between their horns and pincers

[maedaeeee]

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evil ant

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Oh my sweet crumbs, she's hot.

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17 ant

Wowza! That's a lot of ants!!! Did you know that the first recorded instance of Chimerism was actually in the Yellow Crazy Ants?

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So my dad won't let me get physical therapy.

My legs are 100% going to get worse now.

I'm not saying this as if I'm looking for the negative, I'm saying this because it's true. FND is "treated" with counseling and physical therapy. Of course my dad thinks he knows best and says I only need the counseling.

So hello possible permanent fixture in my life, goodbye independence!

And before you guys say "can't your mom schedule it?" She can't without his permission because of insurance.

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So in other words, I did a thing.

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So my seizures have been more frequent, more violent, and more unpredictable. What the freak is up with that.

I'm not stressed, I'm not in a depressive episode, nothing should be causing these but I've fallen to the floor because they've suddenly hit while I'm putting dishes away, or I'll fall out of my chair while doing a paper craft.

I hate this so much, I hate that my body is just doing this to do it, God I wish I was able to go to physical therapy so I could get another mobility aid.

On the bright side, I'm getting my grandma's cane because she uses a walker and wheelchair now.