Little Bitt

🅼entally unstable but in a cute way. 🅵lorida-born 🆅irgo who is sweet enough to bring home to your mom, unhinged enough to ruin your sleep schedule and your emotional stability. 🅼ostly fueled by dirty thoughts, odd music, and the dangerous belief that “one more bad idea” will fix me.

[littlebitkinkyy]

I let him touch the parts of me I usually bury beneath bad choices, reckless nights, and distractions.

He taught me that sharing a bed doesn't mean sharing a heart. That someone can pull you close every night while wishing you were someone else.

Now every choice he makes takes another piece of the good left in me. He taught me that someone can hold you all night and still make you feel like they'd rather be sleeping beside anyone else.

I used to believe love could save people like us. Now I just know it can ruin you, too.

[littlebitkinkyy]

I'll keep pushing myself to only want the physical side of you because it’s the only time I feel wanted without confusion attached to it. Mindless,Meaningless, touches from you. I couldn't be digging myself into a dark corner so pathetically faster than I am now.

But maybe that’s because I’m starting to believe this really never will fully be serious.. How much I actually like him won't ever be accepted by him because it's not anything he could want. So for now psychical closeness when he's available is what I'll settle for instead. And im craving it like a fool.