SFW Agere Silliness

I made this to post my silly thoughts No meanies please My big age is 22

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

I like reptiles and big mammals (blue whales and elephants!)

I like music! I really like Megan Thee Stallion and Stray Kids but there’s a lot of other people I like to listen to

I like reading! Sci fi and fantasy are the bestest

I like to knit. I’m making a sweater right now

I like spider man (especially miles) and one piece and jujutsu kaisen and sinners and heaven officials blessing

My special interests don’t really change much when I’m a different alter. Most of us are writers, and sometimes I write a bit when I’m small, but I let the other me’s handle that.

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

I don’t have to do anything today! (I will probably do stuff) but it’s not that serious! I can be silly! I think I will watch a kid movie, I don’t know what which one yet. I’m excited.

[godofwish]

Happy disability pride month to everybeing!

Shoutout to . . .

Beings with physical disabilities

Beings with mental disabilities

Beings with invisible disabilities

Beings with sensory disabilities

Beings who are LGBTQIA2S+ and disabled

Beings who are homeless and disabled

Beings who cannot get diagnosed

Beings who are disabled and are independent

Beings who are disabled and are dependent on a caretaker

Beings who are disabled and BIPOC

Beings who are disabled and plural

+ Any other beings who are disabled that I did not mention here! You are loved, you are valid, you deserve to exist, and you will not be erased!

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

I try not to be sad but I’m always in pain so it’s hard. But I have my stuffies and I have a muffin to eat so I will be otay.

[littlestdemonever]

"why aren't you answering your discord" i am three years old

[babykin25]

So your test results came back, turns out your diagnosis is baby. Yeah sorry about that. Yeah.. go play with toys and drink apple juice

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

I found a grogu!

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

It makes me happy when people like my posts! I used to have a friend with osd (I think that’s what it’s called) and she regressed too and she understood my silly thoughts. But now we aren’t friends and I don’t really understand (big mes do). But I cannot text her or say hi to her. And other people who like big me don’t like the little mes. And my family is mean to all of us. So it’s nice posting silly things and getting a like. Okay bye 👋🏾

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

The bigger me has a crush on somebody. They get annoying when they feel like that. All that matters in life is ice cream and my dinosaur. Not some pretty person.

[hazedxg0]

DID symptoms that people don't talk enough about

The cycle of forgetting and then re-remembering trauma memories

Constant depersonalization and derealization

Feeling as if you're stuck living someone else's life

Failure to plan for the future because nothing feels real + losing time

Thinking a flashback is over when you've actually just dissociated away from it, and having it resume as soon as you stop dissociating

Dissociative stupor/trance

Alexithymia

Identity issues outside of alters

Inability to connect with other people

Being unable to tell if you've healed from a past problem/trauma or if you've just dissociated away from it

Not learning from past mistakes because of amnesia and dissociation

Feeling nothing psychologically despite physical shaking, racing heart, nausea, crying, etc

The extreme disorientation + identity confusion that comes with co-consciousness and co-fronting

Somatic flashbacks

Being triggered by your own DID symptoms because you know the only reason you're experiencing any of this is because of what they did to you

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

I’m gonna see my friend and have a pancake! (Well, probably two pancakes).

I’m excited! I haven’t seen her since I fell out with another friend. But she’s nice when I’m smalls so that’s good! And she’s funny!

[beardedmrbean]

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

It’s worse when I make big friends watch a kids movie

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

I’m gonna get Mac and cheese! And sweet tea! And it’s gonna be otay because I said so😤

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

We found a new therapy lady, and she seemed nice but the paperwork stuff was confusing so it’s taken months to get in with her. Hopefully she can help us though! I’m small most of the time and it’s stressful, especially I messed up some of our friendships.

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

Sometimes I mess up the bigger me’s plans and I feel kind of bad.

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

I can’t find my earbuds. I was gonna eat breakfast but I need noise to eat. I can’t find them! They aren’t in their pocket.

[littleguyforcedtobebig]

It’s a good day! I’m excited. I don’t know why! But I’ve had caffeine and sugar. But my favorite k pop guys are dropping a song soon! And then I got to write when I was big! And a fanfic updated!