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[ahmed-motaz]

Two years ago, the occupation destroyed our home, turning our dreams, memories, and everything we owned into piles of rubble and ash, as seen in this picture.

[lesvegas]

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

[melodramas]

ZENDAYA attends the New York premiere of The Odyssey — July 14, 2026

[knifefightscene]

[victoria-pedretti]

VOICEMAILS FOR ISABELLE 2026 — dir. Leah McKendrick

[littlemisscaligirl]

10 years without Anton Yelchin. He was incredibly talented and was taken way too soon.

[onscreenkisses]

KISSOGRAPHY: ↳ Anton Yelchin

FIERCE PEOPLE (2005) / Kristen Stewart ALPHA DOG (2006) / Amanda Seyfried CHARLIE BARTLETT (2007) / Kat Dennings LIKE CRAZY (2011) / Felicity Jones LIKE CRAZY (2011) / Jennifer Lawrence THE BEAVER (2011) / Jennifer Lawrence FRIGHT NIGHT (2011) / Imogen Poots ODD THOMAS (2007) / Addison Timlin 5 TO 7 (2014) / Bérénice Marlohe THE DRIFTLESS AREA (2015) / Zooey Deschanel

RIP Anton ♡

[onscreenkisses]

10 years!! HOW

RIP sweet prince 💔💔

[billy-crudup]

Yeah, but I’ve dealt with my demons. It’s a process. SHAWN HATOSY as JACK ABBOT in THE PITT 2.15 | 9:00 P.M.

[5555ilenthill]

[boasamishipper]

becca king who has an active sex life and a boyfriend and wants to be independent and not infantilized and known first and foremost as 'becca' and not 'mel's sister'...............mel king who has structured her entire life around becca's needs and care and being 'becca's sister', even moving to pittsburgh specifically because becca got into an independent living center there, now not knowing what to do or who she is if becca is keeping secrets from her and no longer needs her..............pitt writers you are cooking with gas

[sionnann]

The night shift is so pretty. The night shift is a bisexual's dream.

[jazzyhoneyy]

[vibrantbloom]

"He's going to worry" is such an underrated moment for showing that Shane knows Ilya's in deep. They haven't taken the leap yet, skirting the edges of whether they're going to do this. But still you have to tell Ilya that Shane's safe, he'll worry.

And woah, does he worry.

[thisfeebleheart]

“I feel lucky. This is more than I have ever had.” Shane’s face scrunched up in confusion. Definitely one of Ilya’s top three Shane Hollander expressions. “More what?” Ilya shrugged. “Love. Family. All that stuff.”

[finelytaylored]

he was down SO BAD IMMEDIATELY

[finelytaylored]

[blacksheepcolorfulskin]

WHY IS THIS SO GOOD?!

[believeripley13]

Normally Shane doesn't meet Ilya's eyes during their face-offs.

But in the last one he not only catches his eye but he *smiles* and Ilya fucking *melts*.

Ilya knows by this point eye contact does not come naturally to Shane so seeing him actively seek it out and seem so comfortable and relaxed probably made Ilya feel all warm and fuzzy.