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nonhuman plurality is sitting in your bed wanting to curl into a ball but oh no, you have human bones and they don't bend like that! - 🖤🤍 Adding onto that- nonhuman plurality is missing your faceplates because you could use them too express yourself or move in cool ways!
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This is nonhuman plural culture! I know a few of us feel that first one actually ough... in our case we're not used to being as bendy as we are. too many bones
The faceplates seem really cool!! If only human bodies could have those :(
faz-tastic!
fnaf themed ast !
GENERAL
system = pizzeria alter/headmate = animatronic headspace = party room frontspace = staff room fronter = preformer fronting = preforming co-fronting = on stage not fronting = in parts and service/backstage splitting = glitching new split = blueprint
ROLES
host = night guard co-host = day guard caretaker = daycare attendant protector = the marionette mood booster = chica little = child
MISCELLANEOUS
faceclaim = costume source = lore
SIMPLY PLURAL INSPO
collective info profile = records profile warnings/DNI = aggressive folders = archives privacy bucket, general = dining area privacy bucket, friends = pirate cove privacy bucket, close friends = prize counter privacy bucket, partner = the office
Okay so I've seen a lot of posts about like. Plural people being fine when they're alone but completely doubting when they're with people? Which I do get as a concept but what if you have the opposite. What if when you're around your friends others are fronting and ur good and generally you know who you are than you spend any time alone or decompressing and suddenly its "oh shit am I faking where is everyone" LIKE. AH. Is it normal for us to just. Forget our identity entirely and not feel like its anyone??
Entry 5
Ugghhh I'm worried I'm like misunderstanding what being plural is like even though theres no right way to be plural and I am plural it just feels like how we work isnt right.
I'm still struggling to grasp the fact that we're plural even though its been about two months at this point, which now writing out the length of time is still really short. I know we switch, I know some headmates hold certain memories closer than I do, I know I've heard others in my head, but it all still feels so..fake? Unreal?..
When I read or hear about others experiences with plurality I feel out of place because I dont share the same experiences. I dont constantly hear the others, I dont have blackout amnesia, I cant tell when someone new is here, I struggle to even see our frontspace, our switches are so subtle we can go a good while without realizing we even switched. It just feels like we're doing it wrong.
We could've probably kept living our life as an unknowing singlet if we never looked into plurality again, wondering why we are the way we are and just brushing it off as something else but deep down I know we would've figured it out at some point. There was always something calling me back to it, I just took a while to really look. I know if we wanted we could try to fuse, all become one or whatever, but that doesnt feel right, not to me at least. We are what we are for a reason, whether that be from trauma or something else I dont know, but we'll live this life together.
Written by Caleb and Wonder (Wonder was mainly at the start and then we switched without realizing but they still influenced the tone of the writing.) 2-4-26
Plural culture is
"Maybe im faking withiut realizing"
(An alter from the back of the mind, yelling at the top of their lungs but still sounding muffled and quiet anyway since theyre far back) "fuck you im real"
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"""""""""Questioning""""""""" plural culture is being both 100% accepting and 100% in denial of your plurality at the exact same time
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It’s normal to feel like having alters or members is just a big game of playing pretend, right? And to feel like you’re faking. And to feel like you’re just making excuses…? I feel very much as though I am a system and there are times when I am very certain of it and then times in which I admonish myself for even having the thought. It’s hard too when I don’t feel very much like a ‘true system’ would with clearly defined alters and noticeable gaps in memory, just someone who talks to themselves and feels strange sometimes. I often have periods in which I just feel like myself, only to look back on that same point days or weeks later and ask ‘That wasn’t me, was it?’ with no clear idea as to who ‘me’ even is. It’s just feelings. It just doesn’t feel quite real. I guess I’m looking for assurance.
- Sincerely, A Concerned Member of the Administrative Mind Council
Hi there. I want to assure you that doubt is an extremely common feeling. Given how confusing your sense of self has been your entire life, it can be hard to trust yourself when you're searching for answers and have to reply on your own perceptions and experiences. I also want to say that it seems like there's a lot of shame for being or even thinking you might be plural. No matter what the answer is, you are allowed to explore yourself and ask questions. It's important to people to know themselves, to have a connection with their past and present. It's a personal journey. There's no right way to be plural.
I know that online, especially in Tumblr spaces, many talk about their experiences with their headmates. However, there are many diverse experiences of plurality that never make it online, especially the more negative or hard to understand experiences. Experiences like you describe of not feeling like yourself or having a sense of me, that depersonalization is common among systems but rarely talked about. Understanding these symptoms and feelings more, being able to name them, can better help you feel they are real, not your fault, and worth exploring.
It's ok to be a system, and it's ok if you are a system. It's important to give yourself grace and show yourself the kindness and understanding that others may not.
-mod venus
With so much love and gentleness, I think a lot of plural folks need to learn that it's okay with how they are plural. Especially people who only recently figured out they're plural.
It's not something you just learn to be comfortably the moment you figure it out. It's a lot like being trans, sure you might've been trans your whole life but figuring out how to present yourself, how to become comfortable in your skin is not always easy.
I think a lot of people need to let go of expectations, of thinking it's going to be one way or another. There's going to be some overlap with things you read online or hear from other systems, but there will be unique experiences to you that will be how your system lives your life which will be new to you.
I had a lot of crisis when I first found it out thinking I was making it up because it felt forced, it felt awkward, it felt like I was tricking myself into 'making up' people in my head.
But those same things that made me doubt my plurality are now the reasons why I am 100% sure we are a system, because slowly we learned to communicate with each other, we learned to figure out where one person starts and where the other ends and how it looks like when there's overlap/blurriness/a fusion.
It's like learning how to draw, you can watch hundreds other people talk about their journey but *your* style and process is going to look way different than theirs.
[✨ Endos, tulpas, willowgenics, and mixed systems are loved and supported and a valueable part of the community 🍄]
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Omg omg omg it’s meee! I love the way you draw eyes!
weird memory stuff
I’m so. So. So. Glad someone else gets this. Now I mean- it’s kinda different for me. We’ve known my source forever. But like. Anything a couple months after I died to like… ffps is blank. It’s so weird.
words r hard when ur little :/
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i was not in fact genderfluid -green