[coffeeanddosty]

I wish I had never developed an eating disorder. I won't give it up at this point, but sometimes I feel nothing but longing for when I was a small child. I miss a good deal of what I ate then. I haven't had chicken nuggets in years, I can no longer eat any sort of fried chicken, pizza, so many things I used to love terrify me, if I do eat them I feel nothing but guilt afterwards. I miss my past favourite chocolate! The cereals, what I'd make for lunch, I just want to return to before. Nothing will ever be the same again.

[littlemysteriousprincess]

I really need things to occupy my mind with that are not food related

The food noise is killin me

Please drop ideas ⬇️

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[urfavmanicpixiedreamgirl]

I’m not hungry but i keep thinking about food

[riacain]

[crispiekitty]

Why couldn't I be blessed with the stress response that makes you not want to eat...

[littlemysteriousprincess]

I've eaten "normal" portions today and it feels like a day long binge

[report-me-again-i-dare-you]

getting on tumblr like *cracks knuckles* "okay it's time to get serious about this disorder" as if I haven't been struggling with it since I was a child. if that isn't serious idk what is

[curlycvnt222]

[angell-diary666]

[littlemysteriousprincess]

One of the worst feelings, I feel like collapsing under the weight of it

[cassie-lmao]

"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

[sc]

[ari-in-the-daze]

literally nothing abt me is ok

[mournfulroses]

Christa Wolf, from her novel titled "Cassandra," originally published in 1983

[velvet-lover-deactivated2025112]

why do i want the things that are bad for me

[vorpalfae]

[sisyphusshrugged]

ready for another day of torturing myself and wasting my own time

[coquettelanaxoxo]

[littlemysteriousprincess]

Go ahead, drop your deepest questions