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call me goopy, eepy, or meepy if you want 🐱 she/her, 31, aroace ⭐️ video games 🎮, anime ✨️ and other silly interests 💕 current main interest: the summer hikaru died 🌼 diagnosed with ocd, gad, pmdd, autism 💛 mika, tails, furina and kieran kin

[keviikk]

back at it with hikaru fanart🔥

[lieserli]

The most infuriatingly under-discussed aspect of HGSN is Hikaru’s inherent transness. He has had to experience the grief always projected onto trans people from the very beginning. He’s “not the same Hikaru I knew”—and although this is ultimately true in the story, it does not change the allegorical nature of this and how Hikaru feels like an imposter. He is forced to pretend to be what he’s not. He has to rip a piece of himself out in order to be considered a non-threat. Him trying to feel good too during the classroom scene is treated as wrong or dangerous. He’s referred to as a monster time and time again. It makes him feel alone and that his feelings are less than a regular human’s. His closest friend infantilizes him. He has to repress himself for the sake of others’ convenience and safety. He goes by a name that belongs to someone long gone—a dead name. Who even is Hikaru in a world where he’s allowed to embrace who he really is? Would he even identify with being a “he”, I wonder?

[rawc00n]

🩸💙 WIP vs advanced WIP vs final piece 💙🩸

I can't wait to see the matching pins finished! 🙂‍↕️

[brandyisgone]

yoshikaru as mitsukou this time, this is also from last year

[krownjester]

[0vergrowngraveyard]

How about a crossover between several of your AUs?

its actually really funny that you sent this because i remembered something i was supposed to post on april fools day a little earlier today

*jazz hands* its the baby.....

[kittails]

conflicted // kittails week day 2 @date2die4

[nannelflannel]

him…comfey…

[inky-axolotl-gaia]

5 More Minutes.

[starrygirlypop]

I finally finished it!!! Look at all the goobers!!

For my @sonic-and-the-miless ask blog hehehe >:]

[babushkahihi]

[indouscurse]

i just realized why it bothers me so much when people say yoshiki can never have a normal and healthy relationship with "hikaru" bc of grief and him having the face of a dead person. other than grief not being the same for any one person so thats not a strong line of defense anyway. my dad is an identical twin. if something happened to him it wouldnt erase my ability to have a relationship with my uncle just because they look the same.

like the bones of this situation, learning to grow with someone who has a face of someone who is dead, isnt a solely supernatural one. even if twins arent involved, its not that unusual to meet someone who looks a Lot like and on the surface resembles someone who has passed or is otherwise out of your life. i know its happened to me more than once, and aside from the initial sting of old wounds. i am still able to get to know them as their own person and see them as more than a mirror of someone who used to be with me

[kaboku]

testing out a new art app. so here’s a goop hug

[marshmeollow]

I will protect you

[queer--rat]

yoshikaru kiss wip

[kayit-z]

Un besito

[zaahvi]