forever missing you

[littleshiftingstar]

welcome to my blog <3

trigger warnings | my beautiful partner | na'vi lessons this blog is meant to be viewed in dark mode <3

kaltxì! oeru syaw fko star!

hello! my name is star!

this blog is going to be unorganized, chaotic, and a safe space for everyone. this being said, i do not tolerate homophobia, transphobic, ableism, racism, or any other forms of hate/discrimination.

thank you for taking the time to look at my page, here's some items to get to know me.

i take part in many different fandoms, but some of my favorites include james cameron's avatar, the hunger games, supernatural, and wednesday. some fandoms i still like include my hero academia, voltron, she-ra, and hazbin hotel, though i don't often post content for these.

i enjoy listening to music, art of many forms, writing, long walks, and spending time with my partner.

currently i am balancing my time between school, reality shifting, japanese and learning Na'vi.

i reside in the united states and i may have some controversial opinions regarding a multitude of things.

tags

‧₊˚✧ star rambles ☾ ✰ ✧˚₊‧ -- rambles about my daily life or unimportant items

‧₊˚✧ ✧ cherished mind items ✧ ✧˚₊‧ -- lots of opinions about characters or certain topics ; for example , quaritch and the recoms!

‧₊˚✧ 🎧 coffee please 🎧 ✧˚₊‧ -- me venting mostly

‧₊˚✧ -`♡´- see u laterr -`♡´- ✧˚₊‧ -- shifting posts!

‧₊˚✧ ✘ spicy ✘ ✧˚₊‧ -- 18+, nsfw works/topics

‧₊˚✧ star doodles ☼ ‧₊˚✧ -- art!

‧₊˚✧ ☽ star writes ☾ ‧₊˚✧ -- writing 🤭

‧₊˚✧ ₊ ⊹ na'vi lessons ₊ ⊹ ‧₊˚✧ -- self explanatory ^^

credits to @saradika for these lovely dividers <3

[sparklyzstardust]

and for the lady, perhaps a shift to her dr..?

[littleshiftingstar]

i am convinced that you will only ever think bad things of me.

i am convinced that you will think i am weird, and unattractive, and annoying, and someone unworthy of your attention. i only want your attention for a short time, please. i want you to ignore my tears as i talk to you, or as i listen to you talk, because i'm just reminding myself i do not get to have you, and it is nobody's fault.

and i am convinced, deep down, that i never did talk to you, and you never did say the things i thought you said, because i cannot find the messages you sent me. as much as i hope, and cry, and gaslight myself into thinking we talked, we probably didn't.

if we did, i am convinced you are busy, and you are happy, and you are not thinking of me because you do not remember me. that is the best way, really, for us to coexist. with you only in my thoughts, and me never in yours. i don't know if i can call it coexisting.

i am convinced, kaina, that you will never think of me and that is the way it should be. i am convinced that you will never recognize me anywhere i go, regardless of if i willed you to be there or not, because we are simply not meant to be and our souls will not find each other in every reality. i will just be someone passing you on the street, and you will not know me, and you will not care about me, and that is the way it should be.

i am convinced that you will never know to get to know me. i am convinced that you will never want to get to know me. i am convinced that i will stay someone who is fawning over you, and you will remain the wolf who ate my heart.

[littleshiftingstar]

i think i'd like to talk to you again

[cammyshiftblr]

Literally shifters 😭

[adaminaart]

Smoothie 🏳️‍🌈

He needed his own post

[httyraptor]

hope everybody's having a good prideee monthhh. shout out to: the gays

[littleshiftingstar]

it used to be that when something reminded me of you, i would suddenly forget how to breathe and my heart would stop working. it hurt, and i still cry sometimes.

i think i would rather have that than whatever this is.

this is worse.

i want you casually. i want you intimately. i want to see you after a shitty day with my family, and i want to bug you when i'm bored of watching tv all day. i want you to be interested in what i'm doing, what i'm in the mood for for dinner. i want you casually, in a way that doesn't make my heart seize but instead in a way where you're just a constant passing thought in my head.

i would rather have the first, because i cannot afford to have you like the second.

[antlerlein]

i'm constantly bothered by something i cannot explain

[curlygrrlll]

“i wish i could live in that tv show/movie!!”

do you consider yourself open minded..?

[littleshiftingstar]

it hurts less than it has in a long time, and yet i see you in every other reality i go to. even when we're not together, you're still there and every single time i hate you for what we could've been.

[strgirlx0]

You set my heart on fire, and I love the warmth, but I hate the way it burns.

[strgirlx0]

i can’t listen to that song anymore because it reminds me too much about her.

[littleshiftingstar]

Hi

hello? lmao hi 😭😭

[littleshiftingstar]

i hate art 💔💔

[lebasigc04]

Not my best drawing but happy Raptormoms AU looks so cute

[littleshiftingstar]

IT IS NOT A WANT IT IS A NEED.

[solarsapphos]

hey. hey so . so uh. what about brooklynn and soyona at some fancy event or smth?

also how do you think they sleep together? like. is one of them a blanket hog? does one of them starfish? does soyona remain absolutely still like a vampire and brooklynn barely gets any sleep because she’s terrified of moving?

I swear one day I will draw Brooklynn not being a girlfail guys I swear

Thank you to one of the biggest lab partners goats ever @patchodraws for most of the dialogue in the fancy event section u keep us so fed

And thank you anon for the request this was a lot of fun 🫶