I Know I'm Not The Center Of The Universe

You keep spinning around me just the same.

[christophermcgeownwriting-deact]

‘power’

[livethismomentasmylast]

you should post a selfie :D

[just-shower-thoughts]

[guysmoslow]

[woesofwednesday]

[truthteas]

The Emperor’s New Groove - 2000

↳ Ah, how shall I do it? Oh, I know. I’ll turn him into a flea, a harmless, little flea, and then I’ll put that flea in a box, and then I’ll put that box inside of another box, and then I’ll mail that box to myself, and when it arrives…I’ll smash it with a hammer! It’s brilliant, brilliant, brilliant, I tell you! Genius, I say!

[livethismomentasmylast]

Your ex was emailing his his before you, and reaching out before you broke up. He even went as to make the first step by saying he rand across their old YouTube videos with onision and was thinking of her. Is this what ended your relationship? Did he cheat on you? That’s fucked.

I don't believe he physically did, but emotionally, quite possibly. Our relationship was dead months before we broke up. I do not believe she was the reason. If he was reaching out to her, it doesn't matter anymore. I'm over all that drama. Her and I both have grown away from it and reached a place of mutual respect and kindness.

[livethismomentasmylast]

What do you feel was the reason your last long term relationship did not work out? Have you thought about telling your stories on YouTube? You have a platform as a model, I’m sure other girls would want to hear from you.

Because we grew apart instead of together. He was broken to a point that couldn't be fixed because he didn't want to. Alcohol is also a big factor. At the end of the day, though, relationships end. I don't hate him, and I do not see me making a YouTube or talking publicly about it anytime soon.

[livethismomentasmylast]

Would you have a problem with your s/o talking to their ex without your knowledge?

I would be uneasy with the fact that they're hiding it. Communicating with your ex is fine as long as it's open and honest and no secrets. Trust is important.

[livethismomentasmylast]

Have you ever been cheated on? Share your story.

Yes. I my first love did. I didn't find out until later when we were already broken up. It sucks but like, that's life. Shit happens.

[livethismomentasmylast]

What is your biggest regret with your last long term relationship?

Making excuses as to why I should keep trying and working it out when everything around me had already fallen apart.

[livethismomentasmylast]

I love your avatar!

Thanks! It's me

[lsleofskye]

Cape Coral, Florida | kve239

[livethismomentasmylast]

Having a hard time. I feel like barely any guy I know or have known like me for me. They just want something from me. They want to get with me or get some sort of physical satisfaction from me. I wish I was ugly. Yes it is lonely to feel unwanted physically, but it's almost worst feeling like that's the only thing people see in you. My body isn't my own. I don't love it, I dont like it. Moments of liking it are fleeting. I feel it's not good enough, that it's constantly being judged. That I have to strive to be thinner for others, not me. My thighs are getting bigger, my pants are getting tighter and it's stressing me out and depressing me. It's conflicting to not feel good enough or desirable but also feel it's all im good for because it's like, even with that I'm not even that good. It's like I'm drowning and it's easier just to let myself go deeper at this point instead of going for the surface.

[couldi-be-anymorecreative]

Boy, I’ve seen your type before

Bed never empty

Glass always full

Charm and a devilish smile

Darkness in your soul.

[livethismomentasmylast]

Boy, take me for granted

Don't take me when I'm yours

But when I finally leave

You'll wish you had come with me.

[couldi-be-anymorecreative]

You’ve got your vices

Lord knows your baggage is as heavy as mine

And this girl’s heart’s been shattered and broken

Just too many times.

You’ll keep trying to make me see

That maybe this is meant to be

Riding in your passenger seat, laughing

Rapping, doing my best to sing

That smile you wear, stays on just for me

But baby, I’m damaged in the worst way

And you deserve better

Than someone who’s only instinct is to stray.