okay but luka experiencing so many time loops that it messes him up. having deja vu daily. he knows what people are going to say before they say them, does he just know them well or has he had this conversation before? he can’t always tell how many times today has happened. losing track of weeks. never knowing what day it is. getting stuck in loops because he doesn’t know how to move forward or is too scared of change. he has to be perfect because why shouldn’t he be, he can keep retrying until he is. why does he care if no one will remember after the loop resets. constantly relearning that there are consequences to his actions, or at least there should be. learning more about others than they could ever learn about him. he should be years older than he actually is
