#monologue "Wtf, God. If you're not gonna do it, imma do it For you! . *trying to do it *(here and there) fuck it, imma be bad Idontgiveaflyingfuck. *trying to do it *what the hell am I doing?! *(here and there) FUCK IT, Imma Be Bad I Dont Give A Flying Fuck. *fuuuuck, being bad feels this good?! *fuck... *no that's fucked up *I'm fucking my life up *time to change* *fuck, it's a part of me now. It's ingrained in my brain *FINE, lets see if I can unfuck myself *fuck, I fucked up in unfucking myself and now it's a part of me. FUCK *Nu, find your center. You're trapped Trapped TRAPPED... *Try Again* *What is the Root of all evil when it comes to you *I know! I'll remember who I was as a kid because I have a feeling that's where all this started because I remember significant moments at that point in my timeliiiine *fuck, all that was good, meh, and the bad about was-me is consciously a part of me now. Fuck. *alright, fine. this is going to be my second life starting over. Lets get it *fuck, I wanna die *but there is something I have to do... *sigh* *oh wait, if I remove the negative aspects(delusions) of the intangibles that is now a part of me, what does that look like and where does it all lead to *ah, my true self is the ability to understanding *that is so me! *... where did God go? Oh.. Ohhhhhh. ____________. . Then it was: "Oh shit, God. You're probably right. Imma do the work With You." #thedifferencebetweenwithandforgod #god #devil #me #meh #thismakessense #thisdoesntmakeanysense #itmakessensetome #what #figureitout #aight #personalgrowth #personaldevelopment #think #feel #act #withpurpose #sometimesitsmeaningless #dw #youwillfindyourpurpose #themeaningoflife https://www.instagram.com/p/B6vqI-_nBk2/?igshid=xp2r17hnh3o3
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