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in my free time I cry and think about how I'm disappointing someone in some way or another

so stressed out all of the time every day I wake up at 7 (after going to sleep around 1 or 2) to get ready for my 8:30 classes monday's I have meetings for sorority + all of the stuff I have to do for it tuesdays I have bible study wednesdays I have class until 5pm thursdays I have church fri-sat I work 22+ hours I don't have time for anything anymore and I am so close to losing it I drink coffee throughout the day and don't eat anything until dinner time, I am constantly sick to my stomach, and I hardly ever see my family anymore

willow

Me: *falls in love* Me: I’ve been… Scammed

finehoney

im so ready to be in a relationship so whenever the universe is ready hmu with a keeper

finehoney

i posted this yesterday then today this cute boy held my hand and now he is sending me memes

librarydvd

Reblog for love

vanish

playingthegameoflife-deactivate

Catch These Hands! with your hands. we’re holding hands now. this is nice

actuates

I’m okay: I’m okay. I’m okay: I’m doing better than I was yesterday. I’m okay: I can breathe right today. I’m okay: I love the way the stars look right now, I’m glad I’m here. I’m okay: Thank you. I’m okay: I’ve been hanging on, not doing too badly. I’m okay: I don’t know how else to answer you. I’m okay: I don’t think you’d want to know. I’m okay: I’m numb right now, I guess that means I’m okay. I’m okay: I’m doing worse than I was yesterday, but it’s not that bad yet. I’m okay: I forgot how to breathe. I’m okay: Even if the stars aligned I don’t think I’d know what ‘okay’ felt like. I’m okay: I’ve been hanging on to whatever’s left. I’m okay: Please don’t remind how I’m feeling. I’m okay: Talk about yourself. I want to exist as you for a moment. I’m okay: I wish I wasn’t so vulnerable. I’m okay: I’m not okay.

The many faces of “okay”. |(Morsus Engel)| (via actuates)

higherxpower-deactivated2016082

the story so far / all wrong

gumuhit

for the last 5 days all I have done is cry but somehow I'm managing to make it to work and class no matter how badly I want to stay in bed and be alone

sumayyahs-deactivated20180319

anyways i hope u all know im always sad and its not in a cute way

under-intoxicated

inahiddenplace

crazy that i’m only able to see life through my own eyes.. there’s over 7 billion other perspectives i’ll never be able to have.. over 7 billion stories i won’t ever be able to fully know. we all get such a small slice of the experience of life.. pass by strangers every day that we’ll never be aware of. what are they going through? what are they thinking about? i always wonder..