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where I be myself Lluvia Lafitte 18

[lluv-laft]

🔆Commission Open🔆

I'm opening for commissions. I can do digital sketches, full render art and traditional scan art.

🔆Price range🔆

• Clean sketch commission:

- From 5$ to 15$

- Prices increase 100% for each character added

• Gacha sketch commission (you give me the characters, vibe and I'll draw base on what I imagine, you'll receive a sketch filled a4 scan):

- From 10$ to 20$

• Full render commission:

- From 15$ to 35$

- Price increases 100% for each character added

🔆Terms of services🔆

• For sketcheing commisions, you can choose the piece done digitally or traditionally

• For full render commissions, it will be digitally done.

• I don't accept old character, NSFW, too many details and machine/robot.

[lluv-laft]

i love this man so much yall dont understand

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[lluv-laft]

My bf recently told me about his past, it's rare that he opens up to me. He told me when he was in uni, he was in a relationship with this girl which he described amazing. They were together for 1 year and a half when she ghosted him. He didn't tell me the detailed story, but in the end, his ex passed away becaused of cancer. After finding out that, he was invited to her house and received letters that she wrote for him. He told me he was devastated and since that day, he didn't believe in love anymore. He is severely depressed and also, personally I think that he might not be ready for another relationship although his last one was years ago. He is not too considerate and he says things that are hurtful sometimes. After hearing about his story, I feel terrible for him. And, I feel like I'm just a choice. I always imagine that if his ex was still alive, my bf and her would be so happy together. My bf is sweet to me, but I cant help thinking that way. He is completely out of my reach, but he chose me, and the fact that his last relationship ended because his ex was gone but not that they stopped loving each other drives me crazy. I put so much hope into this relationship because he is the first boy I've ever date and I truly want to be with him for a long time. What should I do?

[noredemptionhere]

i don’t feel safe in this country, and i genuinely don’t think i’ll find peace anywhere atp. so many of the things i love or believe in contradict almost every place i try to fit into. i can’t find peace in places or people or even my own identity. i can’t vent. i can’t cry. i can’t take a break. i can’t hold it in. i can’t even go to a fucking therapist or psychiatrist because of how shit the place i live in is.

this is for the memory, in case i ever feel guilty when i run the fuck away.