This is a radqueer and autopsyqueer blog, follow your own dni
Coiner of autopsyqueer
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my name is Ed, Eddie, E, Ivan, regect, uhmn close mutuals can call me Ethan or you can ask to call me that
He/him/harm/harmful/🦴/🦴s
Im perma15 and chrono15
I dont really care about gender and I fall in love really easily and get over crushes pretty easily
I don't identify with most genders but just treat me as a boy
I have a heavy attachment to my host please dont speak negatively about him
Im an Ivan (bad things) irl I dont really care about doubles interacting do whatever you wanna do
Nsfw is fine but I usually won't respond the same way unless we're like super close or im extremely attached to you
My usual anon tag is ‼️🐶/🐶‼️ I mix them up so it dont matter
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Anons; 🦢‼️, 🩸🩹
Id list !! ♡
Yume list !! ♡
Fronting chart !! ♡
Equals list !! ♡
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More boundaries, BYF, and other stuff is below
BYF ♤
1. I talk about a lot of triggering stuff, gore, s3lf h4rm, suicide, ect ect
2. I am not the nicest being ever and get really hostile really fast, especially when it comes to my host or mutuals
3. I consider myself extremely problematic due to who I am around, talk to, interact with, and what I id with and my overall behavior
4. I support all identities, you can leave if you have a problem with that
5. Im very sensitive and easy to upset and easy to worry, please interact with caution
6. I get attached very easily please dont interact if your just interested in somebeing to use for a week and then throw them away. I won't tolerate it and will call you out if you attempt to pull that shit on me
7. I need constant affection and reassurance please don't interact if your not okay with seeing me be needy
8. I have extreme paranoia and will block you without warning if I think your talking shit about me or hate me (I may randomly unblock aswell)
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Boundaries and rules ♧
1. Dms are fine as long as your not attacking me or my system
2. Please dont try to be in a relationship with me if we haven't known each for a long time (long in my eyes is three weeks)
3. I will not send pictures or post pictures of myself so please do not ask for any
4. I dont do calls nor voice messages please dont ask to call me
5. Please ask before flirting with my host or if we're close I'll just tell you not to if im uncomfortable
6. I have an extreme fear of bugs and most snakes please dont show me pictures of them nor describe how they feel or look
7. I will not interact and will probably block you if you talk about hurting animals specifically dogs. i really hate animal cruelty even if its a fantasy, mostly just in dept talking about causing harm to animals, small stuff doesn't make me that uncomfortable
8. I am mature. Don't treat me like a dumb kid who can't think for himself, babying and degrading me with permission is fine though
9. I have almost daily meltdowns please dont say anything harsh during that time it'll just force me into a worse state
10. I am highly attached to a specific mutual and will probably block you if you show hatred towards him (its actually pretty obvious on who he is since i interact with him hourly)
11. Please dont use the term delusional on me in a negative manner
12. I dislike bright colors, flashing lights, and loud noises
13. Please just ask if you want permission to act a certain way towards me or want to know something about me, I dont bite (mostly)
14. being parasocial, overprotective, and seeing yourself as a parental figure towards me is fine and extremely encouraged
15. I am fine with caregivers or handlers seeking me out, however I am very negative about myself and will lash out and dont act like a "typical" little, please dont attempt to become my caregiver/handler if you can't handle that
Important ranting but uhh I mention triggering stuff ig
Haiii im gonna leave this blog up and only answer asks when I have time on here. My experience in the rqc has been "interesting" if I can say that. I've been sent csem of myself, gore, animal cruelty, death threats, my fucking address, ect ect. So im done with this. I am currently in the hospital for cutting open my stomach during an erratic episode. no I genuinely dont give two fucks about anything other than healing. I dont have time for the bullshit thats allowed in this community. Im switching blogs and deactivating my other one, no im not telling anybeing my new one. Im done sending asks for now.
Sorry to anybeing I mightve hurt or something I dunno im tired and in pain.
Slimyim please i dont want to play as an egirl anymore i wish to sleep your A GROWN ASS MAN DO TS ON YOUR OWN TIME SLIMYIM I BEG OF YOU I JUST WANNA SLEEP I BEGGGGGG I DONT WANNA PLAY ROBLOX ANYMORE LET ME FREE GODDAMMIT
HOW IT FEELS TRYING TO MAKE A RADQUEER ACCOUNT WHEN EVERYCRITTER ALREADY HAS CLOSED OFF FRIEND GROUPS，FUNNY INSIDE JOKES，BOUNDARIES THAT ONLY THEIR FRIENDS KNOW ABOUT AND IF YOU DONT KNOW YOURE SUDDENLY THE WORST CRITTER EVER，AND HAS ATLEAST 100+ FOLLOWERS AND HAVE THEIR OWN SIMP ANONS .
Lacey keeps ranting in my ear about a server she wants to make about how it'll be just "our" server she's strange she usually only comes out when we're hurt which is most of the time the gatekeepers dont let us be alone with eachother sometimes i wish I could talk to her without another headmate watching things come easier when she's here I dont want hxr to leave sunny hasn't been in front and most of the others dont talk to me lacey always fixes things she's always making sure we bodily heal and that I mentally heal she's amazing I wish i could just be alone with her for a bit everything gets quieter with her all the chattering stops and I can rest finally i wonder if I'll rest easy one day when im dying maybe it'll be quiet and I can just accept whatever happened I won't feel guilty I'll just move on I wish everything was that easy I wish i could move on from what happened to June what happened to me what happened to papa what happened to our body maybe after this i can rest just for a moment that'd be nice its weird how when im happy it slowly dies out like the world is teasing and mocking me telling me how I cant be that happy how even if I do the work get better heal take my meds get therapy do this do that it won't matter I'll still be ruined I'll still be filthy and I cant fix any of it i cant fix myself I cant fix sunny i cant fix our body I just want to sleep
Wanna practice watermark because I saw some of my shitty art on Pinterest yes stomach wound jus t like me at the moment he looks too happy sombeing kill him
"Im gonna take a break" yeahhhh ykw eddie instead take a fucking knife to my stomach atp AND AND AND livestream that shit on a gore site yall get ready for ts im gonna have to be quiet since my parents are home deadass i just gotta kill myself so goodnight yall ilyyy see yallll uhm if I live ig
