Rain Is Liquid Sunshine @logger-up - Tumblr Blog

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I am an old person and tumblr is the porch

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And I love it here.

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still here

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im bringing the iced tea

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my laugh will be lightning

my arms a swirl of leaves

my chest a strong cloud

which vibrates perfectly

my eyes will be the night

my mind a starry form

and my voice a trembling sea

when i return as a storm

#hailstorm #poetry #storm #strength #vent

Might as well use this ghost town as my poetry drop

a nameless ending

they didn’t tell me

how lonely it’d be

if i didn’t call myself “victim” or “survivor”

i had no clue

reactions could be so cruel

if i decided instead to grow higher

not because there is anything wrong with those titles

they just don’t belong to me

and they didn’t understand why i refused to endure the trials

and they cried when i let him walk free

#poetry #tw assault #vent #journal

What the FUCK is up Tumblr

I pressed play to my old MySpace playlist and scrolled to the very bottom of my blog here. Besides the cringe military love posts and the endless pictures of Zac Efron (far more than I remember), I can’t help but be jealous of how deeply I used to feel everything.

The cheesy posts about love - do I even have that in me, still? I don’t even remember the last time I was that wrapped up in someone. It was also hard to see the posts I subliminally made about abusive relationships...yipes.

Scrolling back was like watching my mind grow up. I kinda hated it, though

#thereturn #imback #isanyonehere #do people still do this

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Perhaps this brokenness can only be healed by the rhythm of your storm.

Lukas W. // Rhythm of your storm (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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Its not up to me anymore. If you want me in your life, you’ll find a way to put me there.

(via sad-lovequotes)

I just want to be someone's sun

I’m sick of trying harder, loving deeper, and having more hope. I’m sick of always being dumped for a new reason, but always feeling the same. I’m sick of thinking I’m good on my own, then thinking this guy is the exception to my rule, and I don’t need to be on my own anymore. Im sick of never feeling fully secure with how someone feels for me, and I’m sick of always being right. I know what I deserve and I love myself, I just don’t get why no one else can get on the same page. I’m sick of knowing how I feel right now, and knowing it will just happen again.