Lokiina

Kris | 34 | Canada  They/He (either one is fine) Trans. Gay. Weird as hell. I'm probably more scared of you than you are of me. Current Hyperfixation: Cyberpunk2077 if you want the sus posts they're on a side blog linked in the side.

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I need to sit and make a lil character turn around for better reference of my lil guy.

But every time I try I just sit here and stare blankly at my page like:

Not me forgetting every detail about my own character.

It's like I have art block specific to this very task and it's annoying me.

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Reblogging this manually. Op doesn't want credit for fear of being terminated.

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I bought Subnautica to play and drew Zayn diving cuz I felt like it. The funky lil alien fishies are just neat.

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Me at home knowing I don't have to go back to work until July

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I really must have a high pain tolerance. So I'm pretty fresh off a hysterectomy that I had early morning on Thursday. Aside from what ever was put into my IV which they disconnected before the evening day of and the couple pills they crushed up for me in the hospital day of (which I'm pretty sure was a single t3 and then just some Tylenol) I genuinely haven't taken anything and I've been okay.

The only time I'm actually in like discomfort and a little bit of pain is right as I need to go to the bathroom, that's like the signal to go. Cuz all the bladder space/bowel movement internally is like right in the area the surgery was. You empty what ever and the discomfort goes away. Easy.

They literally prescribed me with HEAVY ass pain meds and I'm like Damn are these even necessary? one of these is like... morphine? That seems excessive. I don't even think I'll need them tbh. I'm pretty okay.

The down side is, not noticing as much pain how do I know if something isn't quite right? Like if my level of pain isn't comparable to someone elses.... Something that probably should be alarming could feel like nothing to me. How would I know? 😅

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(May 8, 2026)

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oml I'm off starting today for a whole month leave from work cuz I have a surgery on Thursday. I'm using my days before to try to clean some stuff so I have less to worry about while recovering and my goodness, don't neglect your bathroom cleaning friends. I'm scrubbin my life away in the shower/bathtub cuz I left this too long since last time I did it. My poor arms. 😅

The curse of executive dysfunction tbh...

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For the most part the Cyberpunk TCG discord has actually been really chill. Mostly cuz it's people who actually wanna engage with the game, play/collect etc.

I'm scared to know what'll happen if it becomes crazy popular upon retail release and more people find it.

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bro the province wants to ban social media for people under 16, and like I get it. It can be toxic as hell. But these mfs better not be forcing ID verification on the rest of us in order to enforce it. Cuz you can't talk about trying to stop tech companies gaining all our data/corrupting our youth and then in the same breath turn and make us all give our data to a corporation.

They have yet to explain how they're gonna do this and I'm 🧐

Parents not parenting their own kids shouldn't result in the rest of us having our privacy destroyed.

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Bro Marvel Rivals separated the high res textures from the Low Res textures in a way that has the HighRes stuff loaded as DLC, which means you can choose to not install it all together. It has saved me 36GB on my computer. Deadass I don't even notice a difference in the visuals turning that off.

Having absurdly high res texture images most of the time isn't even noticeable, it's usually unnecessary on most things. Like high realism character models? Sure. But most things don't need it and just makes files way too big for no reason.

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Remember that time a fellow trans dude said that making my Zayn as fuzzy as he is was 'unrealistic' for a trans guy? That they apparently can't get that hairy? I remember distinctly rolling my eyes at that.

Jokes on you my guy, I am a year on T in a few days and I am worse than Zayn now. I am hairy af. I absolutely knew this was coming cuz the masc genetics in my immediate fam seem to come from my mom's side, so my brother looks more like my cousins over there. So I was bracing myself for this exact thing. 😂

Painting every trans dude under the same lens is just not possible. We don't all suddenly magically have the same genetic code on HRT. Changes happen at different rates, some you get some you may not. Everything you get is already coded into your DNA. HRT just gives you a cool new lil access card to the super top secret building plans that were previously inaccessible, cuz one lil hormone group decided we didn't need them at the start. 😌

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Man... Canada really needs to vote in the NDP it's deadass the only way we're gonna see any proper change.

Liberals might have been better than the PC's but tbh the bar is really damn low. They're still problematic in some of the things they're doing. Aint no way they approved 3 huge data centres in BC, after we had record wild fires in the last few years.

Oh yeah sure, lets just soak up all the water and raise the temperatures making room for more fire risks. That makes sense.

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I have an entire bolt of black canvas... Maybe I can trash patch my fav pants so I can wear them again. 🧐

I ripped them the other day and I've been sad about it. It's annoying cuz it didn't even rip where I expected them to, cuz one of the seams has been looking pretty worn for a while. Nah it went close to the ass cuz we got too much booty.

I'll try my best when I have the time. Cuz I really like those pants.

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Ok I have lil' Loki

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Percy stop being that person. He got right up in his face. 😭😂💀

Average day as a WWE wrestler I guess, sorry Damian. That man booked it out of there so fast, I do not blame him. I would have too. 😂

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The fact you can have up to 70 mii's in this game is crazy. I can't imagine keeping up with that many lil guys.

I literally have like a spinny wheel of names to pick who to make next. I just spin it and get a name.

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Literally just found your blog after seeing your tomodachi life post, and immediately my opinion on Dino has been changed.

I'm gonna go make a Cyberpunk character with the express purpose of smooching him <3

Ouuu

Welcome to my 'minor NPC' obsession. We love that crunchy old man fixer here. kfghdkfjhg I haven't taken much VP in a while but the love is still here. 😌🫴💚