Lola Noella

MENTALLY ILL, BORDERLINE PSYCHOTIC, & SECRETLY A WEIRDO

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“I still kept the ring, even if I’ll never be your bride, why, why.. you can grow old together. As long as the last name on your lips is mine, mine. “ -Nessa Barrett

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“I was still yours, even when you weren’t mine. Even when you weren’t mine, I was still yours…” -Nessa Barrett, unreleased song I miss you.

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“You’re all I need, at the end of everything. You’re all I see, with seconds left to live. It’s true that I loved you to death, as I call your name with my last breath… while the sky caves in” 🎶🩶

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“My love will be with you in every circumstance. I’d run to the moon if it meant I’d get to you. Proving people wrong, by doing what we do. “ 💔

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“I bet you start loving me, soon as I start loving someone else, somebody better than you. I bet you start needing me, soon as you see me with someone else. “ 🖤

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“Oh I’m trying, give me a reason, to let you go, cause right now I can’t. I’m in pain. “ 💔

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Nessa, this why you’re my favorite human. You make songs about my literal life. 🖤

“If we’re counting crimes, nickels and dimes, we’d both have riches, but you’d be the richest around. I could never love me again, I could never trust me again, if I did half of what you did. It’s enough to make me sick. “

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The music be speaking my mind for me lately😚💗

“I swear you don’t take no accountability, when you play on my insecurities. Making excuses when you wanna leave, and when you’re good and ready, you come back to me.” 💔

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Every. Damn. Word.

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Love story, love story, you’re my love story 🎶

[greenchats]

Good things are coming…

Get Ready to accept….

Carnations 

Light red carnations represent admiration,

while dark red denote deep love and affection.

White carnations represent pure love and good luck,

while striped (variegated) carnations symbolise regret that a love cannot be shared.

But for me…

Carnations are my love.. 

forever love…

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Nessa Barrett really released this song 11 days before the anniversary of my friends death who died similarly 😞 this is another reason she’s my favorite artist 🎶 there’s always a song for how I’m feeling 🥺

[wearehigher]

What if I can’t get in ???

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How will I see you again 💔

[wehatepaparazzi]

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MJO ❤️ KRP 💜

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Universe, god, whatever, please I’m begging you I really really cannot take anymore of life’s “bumps in the road” or whatever rn so please just help me

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Love my baby going hard to Eminem, but it hurts to hear the pain in his voice as he’s rapping along.

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Every time I look in the mirror and see the girl staring back at me, it makes me want to smash the mirror. But I don’t need anymore bad luck.