Confluence of my overly analytical mind.

Something hip and sophisticated since that's how I want to come across, even though I'll pretend I don't care, but i do. I adore songs about tragic breakups.

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I don't know if time heals us, but I know I'm going to forget the specifics that hurt. I think every day is an opportunity. I'll expect and accept failure, but that doesn't mean I won't put out my best effort each and every day. I'll succeed the next time, and as for the job, man, I'm going to land another one shortly. It's going to be tough but I'm tougher and I know it.

Well, after crying all day, I came to this conclusion. My eyes hurt, but I'm okay.

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well i failed my driving test and lost a job …. what a day!

I don't know why I'm so terrified to take the test; it's not that I can't drive. I was able to accomplish each step flawlessly during the practice trial. The test is bogus, what the fuck, and I'm just angry with the system.I failed on my second attempt.I am doubting myself now which is even worst.

My driving test and new job training were scheduled at the same time, so I had to make a decision. As a result, I believe I lost out on a career opportunity. I'll get through this; it's not "the worst thing that could have occurred in the world, though." The sun is still shining, but it hurts...somewhere i can't pin-point it but it does.

Failure doesn't sit well with me. I suppose it does to nobody. I just need to overcome it.

fighting!!