[twinnedpeaks]

journal excerpt, july first

[kttykssbpd-deactivated20240815]

maybe in another universe my love isn’t poison.

[shittttyproblems]

i'm so stupid why do i keep trying

[konoko]

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

[fuwanek0]

No rizz just fear of abandonment

[saduboiss-deactivated20260204]

I can’t take this anymore. I just want to be a normal person with normal emotions, but I’m not. I’m fucking crazy with emotions so intense it makes you feel like you’re about to explode and shatter into a million fucking pieces.

[unclaimedbody]

why do i even put in effort?

no one will ever care as much as i do.

[ima-end-itt]

my hobbies are rotting, decaying, evaporating and uhh decomposing

[so-worthless-so-empty]

There was a time where I was a child, sobbing in my pillow begging God to help me. Begging him to take my life because I couldn’t take living anymore. I was a child. I’ve been fighting depression my whole life.

I’m so tired

[k1ssmyycorpse]

when you're so triggered you can feel your scars aching you to cut more..

[drifting-bones]

thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.

[bpdette]

love that random extreme urge to block everyone and disappear

[theoldblog2024]

For once, I want someone to be scared of losing me. To fight for me to stay when I try to leave. Why am I always the one scared? Always the one fighting for someone to stay?

[rotting-bitch]

Guilt follows me like a stray dog

[foxlungz]

I just want to bash my head against concrete until these thoughts fucking stop

[lustlesson]

sitting in the middle of the night, crying with blade in your hand, wondering if you should do that or not.