Lonely sn@il

unhappy,tired,teen,friendless,fandoms and world of warcraft.

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Well I already knew about that fan art for a long time, but he emailed me saying “Have you seen this?” We have a pretty open, quite liberal relationship… [Laughs] I think he knew it wouldn’t freak me out. But that whole thing is its own phenomenon now, the Sherlock erotica. I think the first time it happened I thought, “Wow, that’s well drawn.” You know, some of it is really generally well done. It’s not for me. If you’re the subject of it… it’s not for me and Ben to judge it really. Whatever pleasure people get out of it then fair enough.

Martin Freeman GQ Interview  (via the-doctor-wholocked)

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Everyone who judges you for what you wear when you tell them about what music genre you like the most, Gtfo!. I dress in what can be described as ‘girly’ clothing pinks,whites,pastels are colours that can all be found in my wardrobe but I identifie my self with the alternative rock/ screameo bands. I get so annoyed when someone says ‘but you don’t look like your into them’ ‘you must love 1D or jb’ ‘you can’t be into there music’, why thanks for telling me, let me go change who I am just to display my taste in music. I dressed what can be considered ‘scene/emo’ for a while I had difrent hair colours all the time I had a difrent band shirt on pierce the vail, BVB, Sleeping with Sirens , MCR, asking Alexandra , all time low , I had bracelets up to my elbows and skinny jeans with holes in and the most amount of eye liner that was acceptable and this was only a year ago but it felt like I was lying to myself some how. I dressed like that so I would attract more friends who listend to the same music and liked the same things and dressed like me. But I feel like I have grown up super fast in the last year even tho you can be grown up and look alt I just felt like I needed to change so once I changed I lost a lot of ‘friends’. They thought I was a different person because I dressed differently and that is not the case. But now I am who I wanted to be who I feel like I am, I have no friends but I feel happier and I have no regrets. Be Yourself.

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To know when you are British :

1. To have the constant feeling that there is a cup of tea next to you even though there isn't. 2.To know what Greg's is. 3.To constantly be lost in Tesco no matter how many time you go.

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life is hard when you’re shy and ugly

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Sorry I have been away for a while, I haven't been well on a health level and an emotional one. I have also started school again, dyed my hair and moved. So I will be starting again with the wacky world of tumblr and I hope you like what I do. Thankyou x

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IM GETTING SO FUCKING TIRED!!!!

I have major anxiety issues. I have just started a new school and I cannot talk at all. And when I say at all I mean AT ALL! my voice box feels heavy, i get dizzy, sweaty, I cry, I shake , i feel as thought I'm drowning and all the advice I get is "just introduce yourself" HU THANKS!!! -.-' The worst thing about today was when the teacher said to pair up in the class and the person I was paired with decided to join another group to make a 3 and when the teacher asked me for the answer I had nothing and everyone did that look at me like the were calling me an 'idiot'. Also everyone from my class went out for lunch together and didn't invite me an left me sitting alone in the class room. ' so why didn't you tag along' How could I ! I knew non of there names and when I went to grab food from the shops they went straight past me like I was invisible to them.

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The diary for a KillJoy- by Eruanna

Act 1.2

I have a headache. Great. My family weighed themselves today. I got 10.8 stone, my sister 9, my brother 18, my ‘stepdad’ 14 and my mum 10.5. I wasn’t that bothered by the fact I’m a stone and 8 heavier then my older sister, but the way my family rubbed it in and that I was heavier then my 48 year old mother.

Urhhh my head hurts.

It feels like a hurt you keep pressing to see how much pain you can inflict on to yourself.

I’m never praised about my looks in my household. To be honest I can’t remember the last time I have Hurd my mother say I was pretty. Not that I’m Narcissist it would be nice sometimes if I get a random “hey , I like your hair today” instead of “hey jiggle thighs!” It’s like they forgot I have self esteem.

I digress

I’m starting to sound like a 13 year old drama queen. “pay attention to me, pay attention to me !” NO! Stop acting so self absorbed! Grow a pair and grow up! -sorry mental note.

The floors become softer, Is that odd? I have ignored the spiders, brushed the rubble away with my hand and now I’m just waiting in the dark for my headache to subside and my self esteem to return.

If it ever does.

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I doubt it.

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A diary for a KillJoy - by Eruanna

Act 1.

I lay on the floor, it wasn’t carpeted and had various prices or rubble some nails, some plastic, you know the normal things you’ll find on an wooden, empty floor. I lay here, it’s cold, but it’s summer. I’m always cold in summer, odd hu. He fell in love with me, well judging by my Facebook feed. Pity, I moved. And I loved him so dearly a year ago, but he didn’t see me then so why should he see me now. He’s not the reason I’m on the floor though. Funny It seems like I forgot the reason. The visions I get of a useless teenager who is friendless, ugly, fat, stupid, ignored, who is made fun of, weird, boring, scum, depressing… weak ,float in my mind and I only sit up and make eye contact with myself in the night colour reflective window to realise its me.

It’s me, it’s me.

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The leaked teen wolf episode views

I'm getting tired of people saying "you shouldn't watch it because a true fan wouldn't watch it!!!" and this is wrong cos a true fan would watch it 100 times and then the aired episode on Monday. So the argument is kinda stupid. (No offence). I have watched it from a link sheared on tumblr and I will keep from spoiling it as other people should if the majority of viewers are holding out for Monday. I Know that viewers are important for any tv show and I think if you have seen it online you should also watch it when it airs, out of love for the show and that I have Hurd it depends if it get another series. (Idk) I watched it online, but the only reason I did was because I'm not from the USA and the only episodes we get aired are season 1 episodes rarely on SKY and 70% of people don't own a SKY tv. So what do we do, we push pirating laws online (I don't btw) or have to wait a year till the DVD comes out just like I did when season 2 came out. And MTV.com doesn't work or not as good here in the UK just like a lot of other countries and I think this need to be fixed and quickly. So don't hate on people who have seen the leaked episode because this may be the only way they are able to see the episode, or they may have been tempted but I strongly hope they will still see the episode when it aires. Because if your a fan of teen wolf I doubt you'll only watch the episode once. (Sorry if this cause offence to anyone)

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When people tell me to smile during a picture :)

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My fandoms

Teenwolf: "Don't you dare hurt papa Stilinski!!!" Doctorwho: "I miss Matt Smith already!!!!" , "I love this new guy" , "he's not the same!" , "I'm so conflicted!!" Sherlock: "MOUSTACHE!!!!"

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I was happy all week that I get to see my friend after 4 weeks of not seeing her and then she decides to tell me that she can’t meet up because she’s spending the day with her boyfriend, she sees him every day and night! I am sooo annoyed because I move soon and then ill only see her on the holidays and she’s the only rl friend I have!!!!!!

Also Im going to be hardly on for a day or so, so I’m sorry if I don’t reply x have to pack. Big move!! :D