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some say fate manifests itself in odd ways, could yours be the ‘help needed’ poster in a bookstore window?
summary: in your desperation to find a job, you accept work at the local bookstore, owned by a grumpy man who wants to make your life miserable. you can’t seem to figure out why he’s so cold towards you yet charming and sweet to everyone else. when his act starts to slip, you realise there’s more to him than he lets on pairing: bookstore owner! jungkook x reader genre: fluff, angst, smut, strangers to friends to lovers, i guess you could say enemies to lovers word count: 15.3k warnings: jungkook is mean at first :( swearing, they’re really dorky, one (1) brooklyn nine-nine reference, alcohol consumption, dad!namjoon bc that itself needs a warning, explicit smut - dirty talk, oral (f receiving), lots of making out, fingering, clit biting, jungkook has a big dick, soft sex but at the same time its rough?? idk jungkook is just really caring, multiple positions, missionary, riding, girl on top, multiple orgasms, praise kink, cum eating, brief handjob, breast play, creampie, after care,
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kismet. noun, destiny; fate.
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It truly was a miracle how your landlord hadn’t kicked you and your roommate out of your apartment yet. Perhaps he felt sympathy for the two of you, fresh out of college and living off of takeaway food while figuring out what to do with your lives. Whatever it was, you were grateful for the extra week he had given the both of you to hand in your rent.
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RUNECASTING 101
What is it?
Runecasting is a form of divination that uses runes, which are an ancient Germanic alphabet that has always been entwined with magic.
The word rune came from the Old Norse “runa” which can be translated as “secret”, “whisper” or “mystery”.
Why are runes effective?
Even before people adapted runes as a writing system, their ancestors have used these symbols as talismans, carving them into weapons and shields.
Simultaneously, they were used for communing with the old gods and determining their will.
How many runes are there?
Twenty four. As with tarot cards, each has associated messages. Also like tarot cards, they are read with reversals, except for several of them that look the same when reversed and therefore maintain their original meanings.
Recently, people added a 25th piece. A blank one they fondly call “Odin’s rune”. Its meaning is simply that the future is yet unwritten, and one can make any dream happen.
Which rune set should I get?
The very first ones were made of wood. In my family, we create our first set ourselves — we cut a branch into small pieces, and carve the symbols into them.
Nowadays, wooden runes have somewhat been overshadowed by runestones, which are made of crystals, because of New Agers’ belief in their powers.
Metal is another popular material. Because of its durability, this is the type I have in my charm set. For personal use, I prefer wooden ones.
Whichever set you purchase, it will come with a pouch.
How do I use them?
Step 1: Invoke your higher power or higher self, then ask a question.
Step 2: Shuffle the runes by mixing them inside their pouch.
Step 3: When you feel ready, grab a handful and cast them onto a surface.
Step 4: Interpret each rune alone, and then together, to get your answer.
You can also draw a rune one by one, and give them positions, as in a tarot spread. I personally never do this, because runes are meant to form themselves into a message. Giving them a spread would be restricting their freedom.
Or you can simply pull a single rune, as if you are doing a daily tarot draw.
Are they better than tarot?
Given that there are only 25 runes, while there are 78 tarot cards, of course the latter can give more detailed messages.
If you are only after meditation or reflection, runes would serve you well.
I use them with tarot. This way, I can benefit from the runes’ preciseness without forgoing tarot’s specificness. This is what I do in some of my Pick a Card readings.
What does each rune mean?
As with tarot cards, runes have a wealth of meanings. But these few keywords should be enough for beginners.
“Of course sometimes the world seems stuck in place even if you are ready to go, sometimes it feels like you’ve lost your way. There was a time we felt the same way.” — Jungkook’s speech at UNGA (trans. cr. goldenjkunion)
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the art of doubting | jjk (m)
>>pairing: jungkook x reader / dilf!jk x grocery store clerk!oc
>>genre: friends with benefits, smut, a lil bit of fluff, angst
>>word count: 17k -.-
>>warnings: dom jk, sub oc, age gap, dilf jk stuff: asking for permission, saying thank you, sexual tension, gross domestic flirting 🙄, push up kisses, orgasms, oc getting overwhelmed bc jock is too gewd <3, oral (m), rimming !!, mirror sex, one (1) spank, jreampie <3, tummy bulging (kinda? he presses on her tum to feel it?), praise, dirty talk, encouragement, showering together, kisses 😚, ex wife has arrived, mentions of divorce, a lil bit of sad talk about nari :(, nari is two now!!, misunderstandings, arguments, jk lowkey got some issues he needs to work thru lol, he thinks in extremes, oc is in love </3, a very drastic 180 occurs
>>notes: ex wife arrives and literally makes everything explode lmao
this is part of my dilf jk series that can be found on my masterlist
>>summary: seeds of doubt are planted and unfortunately they grow faster than love. things with jk fall apart.
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if I can never give you peace — three || Jungkook
Pairing: Jungkook x reader // Word count (chapter): 6.6k // Genre: Mafia AU, Hybrid AU, enemies to lovers // Ao3
↳ It starts like quite a few stories do, in your world. Girl meets boy, who happens to be a hybrid, girl buys him at an auction where hybrids are sold, boy falls in love with her, girl gets bored of him. Then it’s not so typical anymore, when the boy ends up forced into illegal fighting rings, until he makes a wrong move and the girl’s father decides he needs to be killed.
Where does that leave you? Well, you’re the one who handled Jungkook’s fights and generally organized his life, and, when the girl’s father, your boss and mafia leader, tells you he wants him ‘put down’, you’re the one who has to get it done. Except, instead, you let him escape, and everything turns out fine.
Until he comes back.
Warnings and tags (chapter): Violence, Death Threats, Choking (not in a good way), gets kinda heavy on angst
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You’re early the next day. There’s a taste of satisfaction dancing on your tongue when you get into the cab you called for instead of the usual limousine. It’s not much, meaningless, really, but for the first time since you’ve started working for him, you don’t have the feeling that Jungkook is breathing down your neck. For the first time, you’re not merely trying to outrun him, knowing that he’s just waiting for the right moment to sink his teeth into you. You're actually ahead of him.
Suga is waiting for you when you get to the meeting room you’ve been using recently. He doesn’t look as composed as he usually is, you note. There are bags under his eyes, his hair is messy, and there’s a deep frown on his face. If he was one of your men, you would probably send him home. In that state, he could be a liability.
But Suga doesn’t work for you, and you’re not about to jeopardize today’s meeting by making a comment on his state.
“If you fuck up today, Jungkook will have your head,” is the first thing he says to you, matter-of-factly, with even a hint of boredom in his voice.
To be fair, that's not exactly news at this point.
“I need a clearer understanding of the situation in the places where you guys have taken over,” you say, ignoring his statement. “Who’s running them, who’s still around, how they made it work. Ideally, I’d like to meet some of them, too.”
“They won’t like you,” Suga says. He doesn’t seem bothered that you didn’t react to his threat.
“They don’t have to.”
Suga raises an eyebrow, staring at your back while you busy yourself organizing your notes. You’re good, he is willing to — begrudgingly — admit that, especially after the conversation he had with you last night, but there are some things, some fundamentals about Jungkook and the way he runs things that you simply don’t get. If you don’t understand it soon, that might be the thing that ends up causing your fall.
He doesn’t say anything, because it’s not his problem. Maybe it will be, one day, if you manage to make yourself indispensable.
Fuck. That would be such a fucking pain in the ass. That’s exactly why Jungkook should have just taken his advice and killed you as soon as he got his hands on you.
“I’ll arrange that, but if something goes wrong, you’re on your own.”
You almost scoff. You’ve bent over backwards for the most powerful and most dangerous man in the city for years. You’ve had to compose with all of hismen, some of them almost as powerful, all of them dangerous. You’ve dealt with his enemies, a number that had been going down for years, in no small part because of you — or at least you thoughtit was going down. You think you can handle it.
You know what Suga means, you’re not stupid. He means they’re hybrids and they won’t be thrilled to have a human poking around and expecting them to answer to her. You wouldn’t be surprised to hear that, for most of them, nothaving to be under a human anymore was the main motivation for the coup.
You’re not sure yet what will work. Right now, with the threat of a counterattack looming over Jungkook’s organization, you working for him means you work for all of them. That might — will — change down the line. With the threat eliminated, alliances will shift, and you’ll have to make sure they don’t try to fuck him over.
But that would mean you would all survive to the next— year, you’d say, give or take, after which most things should be settled, and right now, you’re not sure you like your odds. So this really isn’t the time for all those considerations. You should focus on surviving the year, and then you’ll think about your position in the organization.
“I need to know more about them so we can decide how to organize,” you say. “Who’s competent and who isn’t, who’s loyal and who just wants to climb the ladder.” In your experience, those are the categories that really matter. Competence will take you a little longer to determine, you already know, because when it comes to using violence, people can always surprise you. “I’ll make it work.”
“It’s your funeral.”
That almost makes you crack a smile.
Because it’s true.
The presentation goes smoothly. Your voice rings, calm, precise and clinical in the room and, though the group of men had seemed surprised and a little displeased to see you at the front, they’re all listening to you attentively. You go through the motions quickly, change the allegiance board Suga had been using so far, and classify people based on what you think the final layout will look like.
“It’s not set in stone, but this is what we should start working with from now on,” you say. “We’ll be working on drawing out clearer opposition, and hopefully get people on this side as fast as possible. The reason why we haven’t seen any clear action taken against Mr. Jeon is because they’re not ready to do it yet. We shouldn’t let them get to that point.”
“Why’s Fred in the ‘Unsure’ section?” a bull hybrid who you think has taken over the underground fighting rings asks. “I thought he was with us.”
“Because we can’t trust him,” you say bluntly. “With Fred, we should always work under the assumption that he’s not entirely on our board.”
“Shouldn’t we just get rid of him then?” someone else asks.
“Fred’s an asset,” you say, shaking your head. “He’s smart, he has connections, and he’s good at getting people on his side. He is also always looking for a way of climbing up the ladder. He should be kept at arm’s length at all times — but no further. The last thing we want is for him to look for another ladder to climb.”
Silence follows as everyone in the room takes in what you’ve been saying, and you think your work might be done, but your pulse doesn’t slow down. It’s been a nuisance throughout the whole thing, uncharacteristic worry running through your veins, and it’s all because of your boss, because of fucking course it is.
Jungkook hadn’t said a word to you when he’d walked in, nor when he’d taken his place at the back of the room, but the way his dark eyes bore into you had you on edge, and that was not something you were used to. He’d stayed there the entire time, not once losing focus, and yet you weren’t sure he’d listened to a word you said. You’d watched him go from confident to suspicious to thoughtful, but you couldn’t tell if it had anything to do with your actual exposé.
Either way, it made you feel small and vulnerable and you absolutely hated it.
None of that showed when you walked to him as everyone was starting to leave the room.
“I’ve given your schedule for the day to your chauffeur, Mr. Jeon, and made reservations in the restaurant you’ve enjoyed recently, but if you’d rather eat somewhere else, I can always change that. I’ve also made some notes for this afternoon’s meetings,” you add, pulling out a sheet on paper.
“Send that to my phone,” he says dismissively.
“Will do,” you say with a sharp nod. He’s probably being annoying, but you’d anticipated that and the informations are already in your phone, so it will only take seconds to get it done. “I’ll be reachable at any time, too. If you don’t need me here anymore,” you add, “I have to meet with the owner of Heaven’s Doors.”
Jungkook glances at the board.
“You put her in the against section.”
“I think we might be able to make her change sides.”
He sends you a quizzical look, one that you’ve seen before. He gave it to you just minutes ago, and it almost made you stutter just minutes ago. No matter how hard you scan your memory to figure it out, you can’t tell what provoked it. You open your mouth, instinctively, to justify yourself, but manage to bite back your words at the last second. Jungkook can be— terrifying, to be honest. He’s towering over you, shoulders large and muscular under the black suit that seems to be his signature look. His jaw’s tense, and his eyes look like they can see straight through you. Authority is emanating from him, and if you gave in to the fear, it might easily cause you to make a mistake.
You can’t afford that right now.
You stay silent under the uncomfortable stare. Finally, Jungkook relents.
He doesn’t look happy about it.
“You better not be fucking this up.”
“I will be doing my best, Sir,” you say, bowing your head respectfully.
And then you’re gone, practically flying through the door. That probably gives away how you were feeling, but you don’t care. You just want to put as much distance between you and him as you can, and to get back to doing what you do best.
Finally.
“She can’t be trusted,” Jungkook tells Suga seconds after you’re out. Human senses won’t pick up on it.
“No, we can’t,” Suga replies calmly. Right now, he has to wait and see if you deserve your reputation, if you’re any good. He also has to check up on some of the informations you’ve given them. It would be extremely easy for you to lie about some of these people’s position on hybrids to impress them when you manage to flip them. Until then, he reserves his judgment.
After that, however, if it turns out you’re legit, if you manage to worm yourself an important place in the organization… They might just have to give you their trust.
He doesn’t tell Jungkook that, because he has no reasons to protect you, but he also doesn’t tell him that he should hurry up if he wants to kill you.
And maybe even something as simple as that is already an admission of how good you are at this whole thing.
The sound of your heels precedes you wherever you go. It’s a sound most people who work for the Family are familiar with. It often means bad news — means that someone tried to fuck Mr. X over and that they thought they could get away with it. On other, rarer occasions, it was a simple courtesy visit, or because you had to ask them for something. Usually, though, you preferred to meet them on neutral grounds for such things.
These days however, your heels clicking against the floor have become synonymous with inspection. Sure, you’re always there to meet with the head of the place you’re visiting, officially, but everyone says that you see everything, that you know everything, and that you’re here to make sure that people are loyal to the new boss. Some say you planned the takeover with him, others that you’re just an opportunist, but, from what you can tell, the most prominent narrative is that you’re doing your job, regardless of who you’re working for. Which is the not the worst thing they could come up with, you suppose.
You fly efficiently through your contacts, getting in touch with everyone who holds even the slightest amount of power, testing the waters. The board of alliances shifts every day, drawing a picture that gets clearer and clearer.
It’s not looking good.
Of course, you find some people who are on Jungkook’s side, or can be persuaded, especially within the least powerful, those who were never in touch with the higher-ups anyway, but these are small fry. The more power these people hold, the more likely they are to sneer at you in contempt and tell you that they won’t let a hybridorder them around.
It usually doesn’t take long for those ones to throw you out. The way they seem to expect you to naturally be on their side, as a human, to immediately join them in their deranged rants, confuses you at first, but it soon simply disgusts you. You keep your face as neutral as ever, of course you do, but neutral isn’t good enough for those people. They expect approval, reassurance, complete adherence to their words, and that’s something you’re unwilling to give them.
Your heels click on the floor as you leave and get back in your car.
“Next one, ma’am?” Hector asks you from the driver’s seat, and you invariably nod, meeting his eyes in the rearview mirror.
“Next one,” you confirm every time. You wonder if he expects you to break, to tell him you’re too tired for this, to complain to him. You never do. Your work those days is harassing, and your leash is much shorter than it used to be, having to answer to Suga every goddamn time you walk out of a meeting, but you keep pushing through. Sometimes, you wonder if you even have the capacity to break.
Truth be told, though, even with all of that, you’ve found that your apathy has— receded. Not by much but, through the exhaustion and the work, you sometimes catch yourself feeling a little— something. Frustration, sometimes, satisfaction at others. You’re doing a damn good job, and you know it, but you think what really makes a difference is the fact that you’re actually fighting for something. Sure, it’s not a grand cause, or something you strongly believe in, or even someone you want to protect.
It’s just your life, and it’s not much, but it’s yours, and you’re not going to let Jungkook take it away from you. For you, that’s already a lot.
You’ve always been in this for your family, on some level, but it’s been a long, long time since that lost any meaning for you. Your relationship with them is strained. You can’t remember the last time your mother looked at you without guilt in her eyes, and yet she keeps you at arms’ length. Being good at your job saved your siblings. It’s also made you dangerous for them, and she doesn’t want you around the. It’s a rational decision. You understand it, intellectually, but you can’t say it hasn’t played a part in making your life feel completely meaningless.
As for your father, well. You don’t think he’s thrilled that you outrank him.
In the car, you text Suga, letting him know of the result of your last meeting. He still doesn’t like or trust you. You’ve heard he double-checks everything you say, but he hasn’t caught you in a lie yet. He knows how valuable you’re going to end up being, knows you’re going to make yourself indispensable. You’re pretty sure that’s at the heart of the problem he has with you, actually, but he hasn’t been saying it to your face lately.
Not as openly as he used to, anyway.
It doesn’t take long for you to get a picture, by one of his men, of the updated board. The latest development confirm the overall trend: things are looking better than your original prognostic had implied. Which is— Things are very much still not looking great, but it’s better than nothing, probably.
Overall, you’d even venture as far as to say things are going pretty good.
Or they would, if there wasn’t the problem of Jungkook.
You see him on a daily basis. You often meet with him in the morning to give him a run-down of what he’s supposed to do. If you don’t, you see him later in the day, though he refuses to meet you when he’s eating. Says seeing you ruin his appetite.
As far as you’re concerned, you’re doing things right. Sure, you’re making it harder for him to kill you, but if he only wanted your head, you’d be long dead by now. He got a reaction out of you, just like he wanted. And yet, it’s obvious he’s not happy with that development. His mood has only been getting worse, and you can’t figure out why. If it wasn’t you he was unhappy with, you’re sure you’d have heard of the issue by now. If it is you… Considering it almost makes your recent resolution waver. Are you doing all of this in vain? Will he just end up killing you, even if you play by his rules?
That’s not something you can dwell on. The question scares you too much.
But you also can’t hide away from the way Jungkook looks at you. The hatred, the absolute and utter disdain in his eyes. Just this morning, as you were updating him on the situation and telling him what his day would look like — if he followed your program, which he’d been a little better with, recently, now that you weren’t right by his side for him to ignore — you could tell he wasn’t listening.
You wondered if he was thinking about killing you. Wondered if he was thinking about how you might slip through his fingers, if he regretted making you that offer on the day he’d killed Mr. X.
You sigh, and Hector glances up at you. Another question you can’t answer. This one, though, leaves a bitter taste in your mouth and a painful pang in your chest. You weren’t a good person, you knew that. You weren’t two years ago, and you aren’t now. You couldn’t blame him for hating you, couldn’t blame him if he wanted you dead, but God, why keep you around,then? It had taken him a second to kill Mr. X. Were you— were you that much worse than Mr. X in his eyes?
All you’d ever done was try to make sure your siblings wouldn’t join the Family.
You bite the inside of your lip sharply. It’s not enough to taste blood, but enough for the pain to distract you from these considerations.
“We’re here, ma’am,” Hector says.
You recompose yourself in a matter of seconds. When he opens your door to let you out, no one could imagine the existential turmoil you found yourself into, just seconds before.
“Let’s go,” you say.
Your heels click on the pavement as you enter the building.
You get a call late one night, when you’ve already gone home. You’re not asleep yet, because of course you’re not, still going over everything for the next day and still planning for what you’ll do after, when the war inevitably breaks out. The light in your impersonal apartment is cold, making everything feel sharp and cutting, but it at least helps keeping you awake, despite how tired you are.
A glance at the screen of your cellphone tells you that it’s one of the many, many nameless informants you’ve collected over the years. Seeing it takes you by surprise. You have a well-oiled chain of command by now, and they’re not supposed to answer to you directly, so you have to assume they must have a good reason which, these days, is probably not good for you. It only takes you seconds to pick it up.
“Listening.”
The conversation is short and to the point, the person at the other end of the phone giving only the relevant informations. Usually, that’s exactly how you like for these things to go, but right now, there isn’t much about this specific conversation that you do like. After you’ve hung up — the call lasted less than two minutes — a curse falls from your lips. You quickly gather anything you might need before rushing out, already dialing for a taxi. You alternate between tapping your foot against the floor and your fingers against your arm while you wait, using that time to check up on the information you’ve just gotten, even if you have no reason to doubt it.
Unfortunately, it doesn’t take long for you to find out that it’s true.
After hopping into the car, you call Hector. His work day ended hours ago, but it’s not the first time his service are required at this time, and it certainly won’t be the last.
“Meet me at The Circle” is the only thing you tell him before hanging up when he asks you what is going on.
Fuck. You haven’t stepped foot in there once in the past two years, and you had no intention of going back. You were even kind of hoping you wouldn’t ever have to do it again.
What the fuck is Jungkook doing there?
The Circle is exactly how you remember, hasn’t changed one bit since you’ve last been there. It still has a grubby exterior, is still surrounded by people trying real hard not to look suspicious, and staying in front of it for five minutes allows you to see at least a dozen crimes being committed. You’re not looking forward to going in.
You’re dressed far too well for the place, and so is Hector. Despite the fact that you very obviously don’t fit in, no one dares say a word. They just look in the other direction while you quickly make your way to the door, Hector preceding you.
You’re hit by everything at once as soon as you walk in. The heat, the smell, the noise. The crowd parts easily for Hector, but people are more intoxicated in here, drunk on the fights they’re watching as well as various other substances, and someone shouts at Hector “Wanna get in the ring too, big dude?”. You grit your teeth. You hate everything about this place, and the people that frequent it play a strong part in that.
The smell of sweat, smoke and blood, all entangled, hangs heavy in the air. Bodies are pressed tightly together, and you almost shiver at the thought of getting caught up in that. The worst part, though, is the noise, as always. You’ve never been one to enjoy screaming, unsurprisingly, but the sound of the hits is what gets you the most. It’s the main reason why you used to stand as far from the cage as possible. Bones cracking, flesh pounding flesh… You clench your fist tightly and endure as Hector guides you close to the ring. Where two hybrids are fighting.
At first, you only see his back. You recognize it immediately. The ponytail, the long ears hidden under the bandana, the scars… It’s changed since you’ve last seen him here, but you could still pick him out of a thousand. It can only be him, and yet, against all reason, you don’t let yourself be convinced so quickly. Maybe you’re wrong. Maybe everyone you talked to tonight was mistaken. Maybe Hector, who’d frowned and given you a meaningful look as soon as he’d gotten a whiff of the inside of the room, was wrong as well.
The man is light on his feet, moving quick, fists working like lightning. He’s clearly an excellent combatant — but he’s waiting. Dragging it out, making it last, giving a show. Playing with his food, you think, and a heavy weight settles on your stomach. You’re not feeling good.
Then he dodges a fist that’s coming towards him, making it look like this is all a cakewalk, practically dances around his opponent, coming out on the other side of him, though not before landing a nice punch in his ribs. You hear Hector’s impressed exclamation, but you barely notice it, because in that instant, the fighter is facing you, and any doubt you may have had is instantly lifted.
It’s Jungkook.
He looks worse than he usually did at the end of a fight back then, lip busted, bleeding from the arch of his eyebrow, some ugly bruises on his torso, but then again, from what you’ve heard, this isn’t the first fight he’s been in tonight.
And you don’t get it. You don’t understand any of this. You didn’t know why on Earth he was back in this business, but for him to be here, of all places? On this fucking ring, where he’d been left for dead and severely injured on several occasions before earning his reputation as an undefeatable fighter? Beaten up and bruised and almost killed?
It wouldn’t take much for tears to come well up in your eyes as you feel the guilt wash over you and swallow you whole. Just a slightly different version of you, one that wasn’t so jaded by the horrors you were constantly presented with, one that still had it in her.
You don’t. So all you can do is look at him as he toys with the man and takes some more hits in the process, and think “I did this”. You don’t even let yourself entertain the idea of crying. You don’t deserve it.
The thing is, you rememberthe Jungkook from before all of this. You may be the only one who does. Anna knew him, too, but Anna was quick to forget. You remembered. Vividly. Two years ago, you’d hoped he’d be able to surface again, once he was free from all this shit the Family — you — had forced him into.
That had obviously been in vain.
You jump back, startled, when Jungkook gets thrown into the wire net that forms the cage. He doesn’t seem surprised to see you. In fact, a cocky, mocking smirk lifts the corner of his lips as his dark eyes look straight into yours. It only lasts a second, before his adversary grabs him by the shoulders and pulls him back into the fight, but it feels like hours. Hours trying to understand what he’s telling you, what you should do, what the hell is going on. By the time you give up on that, he’s got his opponent cornered and his back is turned towards you again.
You’re going to be sick.
“I’ve seen enough,” you tell Hector. Much to your surprise, your voice isn’t shaking. The inner turmoil doesn’t show in any way. It’s a good thing, probably, means you don’t appear weak, but it makes you feel wrong, broken, inhumane. Why do your feelings never come through the way they do for everyone else? “Take me to the changing rooms.”
And Hector guides you away, so you don’t have to think anymore about the boy you helped destroy and the man he is now.
“It’s his last match,” the organizer promises you before slipping out of the room, more than happy to escape you. You know the obvious disapproval you’ve just shown puts him between a rock and a hard place. He doesn’t want to be on your bad side, everyone knows that’s a terrible idea, but he can even less disobey to Jungkook.
So once he’s out, you wait, Hector staying silent by your side. You’re pretty sure you tore him away from a family dinner, having gathered he had one based on a few sentences here and there, but he never actually says a word about his family. You don’t blame him for that. It’s an excellent reflex to have, in your line of work. You take some notes on your phone, trying to get back to what you were doing before that one call, but your mind is all over the place right now, and it's all in vain.
Usually, you consider that feeling anything, no matter how negative, is better than your usual apathy, but this, right now… This might be the exception.
You try to block it all out, but it still seeps through, slowly dripping back in and filling your thoughts. Again and again.
When the door opens, you were almost about to lose it. Or, at least, you think you were.
No matter how many times something like this happens, you never do lose it. You don’t know if that’s something you’re even capable of.
Jungkook walks in, looking triumphant, practically glowing, with a wide grin on his face that just might be sincere. Despite the number of injuries he’s suffered and a discreet limp, he’s walking without help. Sweat is dripping from his body, and he continuously wipes it with a towel that’s hanging around his neck. He ignores you completely, beelining for the mini fridge, from which he fishes out a can of something you don’t identify and downs it quickly.
Despite yourself, you find your eyes lingering over his muscular body. He’s more imposing than he used to be, larger. His biceps are perfectly sculpted, and the tattoos that cover them and his entire arm, all the way up to his shoulder, shift elegantly whenever he moves. It seems like they’ve started to make their way on his chest as well, taking over his body. They look good, fluid, and, from what you’ve seen, they look perfect when he’s in movement. When he was fighting, he looked like a walking work of art.
But he also has more scars. You recognize the old ones, could probably tell how most of them were made, but there are quite a few fresher ones you haven’t seen before. This is what you can’t take your eyes away from. He has the body of a greek god, you’re aware of it — you can’t notbe — but the only thing you see are the scars.
“Is there a problem?” His voice cuts through your thoughts and you glance away. For the first time, he sounds neutral when he talks to you. It’s progress from his usual antagonizing, but you’re pretty sure it’s just due to the high of the fight and that it won’t last.
“I’ll meet you outside, Hector,” you say, giving a quick nod to your bodyguard. He gets the message immediately and leaves the room without a word, prompting a scoff from Jungkook.
“It’s a dog-hybrid you should have gotten, not a bear.”
You ignore his quip.
“Mr. Jeon,” you say, and you’re so focused on what you’re trying to express that you miss the surprise that flashes on his face, just for an instant, when you call him that. “I don’t think this is a good idea.”
There’s a moment of silence, and his expression hardens.
“What isn’t?”
“By entering this kind of fights, you make yourself look challengeable,” you push through despite the dangerous edge in his voice. “This is not the time for that. If people think they can defeat you, if they see you being defeated or in a vulnerable position, even if it’s just on the ring, they’ll try to reproduce it elsewhere. Mr. X looked so unapproachable that no even dared to think about it. This is what we should be striving for.”
“I’m not Mr. X,” Jungkook replies, annoyance seeping through his tone, “and I did think about it.”
With that, he very clearly turns away from you. You should take that as a dismissal. In any other situation, you would. But in that moment, you’re too focused on your objective to take it into consideration. You’re rationalizing it to the extreme, and yet, deep down, part of you just wants to get him out of here.
You never wanted him to have to fight again.
Fuck. Where did things go so wrong?
“Everything could fall apart because of this, Mr. Jeon,” you say, instead of anything else, anything you feel, because this is what you do. You’re the voice of reason, at all times. “I strongly urge you to reconsider.”
For a second, nothing happens. Jungkook stands still, staring into nothing, seemingly chewing on the inside of his cheek. Your shoulders droop. You’ve had this interaction with Mr. X thousand of times. You know when you’re defeated.
But Jungkook isn’t Mr. X, and suddenly, something snaps within him. He spins around to face you, and his eyes zero in on you. You’ve faced lots of dangerous people in your life, some of them who absolutely wanted you dead. You’ve seen the way they looked at you, but no one had ever made you feel like a prey the way Jungkook does in that moment.
It takes you a second to realize he’s started walking towards you, and at first you just stand there, frozen in place. But soon enough he’s a little too close for comfort, and you feel your body moving to take a step back. And then another. And another. Your heart is beating erratically, and though your brain remains clear, it feels like it’s completely separated from the rest of you. Your body reacts on instinct, and there’s nothing you can do to stop it.
You’re not surprised when you back hits the wall, but it sends a wave of terror throughout your entire body, hands tingling uncomfortably. Jungkook towers over you, only inches away from you.
His body radiates heat, but more than anything, he radiates anger and power. You can almost feel it rippling over your skin, and that only makes your fear spike. You try your best to hold his gaze. Distantly, you wonder what you look like to him right now. Like a terrified mouse, about to be eaten, or like the emotionless bitch he’s convinced you are?
Even emotions that you feel consuming sometimes don’t show in your demeanor.
He raises a hand, and comes to rest his forearm against your neck. His movement is slow and deliberate, and his teeth are gritted like he has to exert immense willpower not to just kill you on the spot. When he starts pressing down, you still don’t move. You feel the air forcefully pushed out, and your face heats up when you can’t breathe in, but you don’t do anything, even as you start to choke. Just when you think that this isn’t just some intense physical intimidation, something you’ve seen happen — fuck, ordered — dozens of times, and that this might actually be the end of the line, he releases the pressure, though he doesn’t let go of you just yet. His large hand keeps hold of your shoulder, fingers digging harshly into the fabric and into your skin.
“Just give me a reason,” he practically spits at you. “Just one good reason.” He looks into your eyes and a joyless smirk spreads on his face. “It’s not so nice when you’re the one whose life is on the line, huh?”
You think he’s trying to mock you, but there’s so much anger in his voice that it just comes off— Bitter. It sounds bitter.
And hurt.
For the longest seconds of your life, he keeps you firmly in place, where he could kill you in a heartbeat, if he just chose to, and there’s nothing you can do but wait. Wait for him to get bored and move on to something else.
From the corner of your eye, you see him raising the arm he’s not using to pin you to the wall, and you flinch when you see it coming towards you. A loud noise explodes by your ear, and Jungkook drops you. Your legs immediately give in and your knees hit the floor.
You stay there, immobile, panting, hand shakily rubbing your neck. You’re trembling.
When you look up, he’s flexing his hand with a frown, and that’s when you understand he just punched the wall. Relief spreads through you, and you resent it, but knowing that he wasn’t aiming at you feels— Kind of nice. If he’d meant to badly injure you… You don’t know what you would have done.
Strangely, it sounds worse than the death threat you’ve just been subjected to.
“I don’t,” you croak out, throat dry, and he turns to look at you, like he’d almost forgotten you were there, “I don’t understand why you’re doing this.”
His expression changes to an irritated look.
“I told you before. I’m just doing the exact same thing you did to me. Giving you some stupid small opening and letting you do all the work to get yourself out.”
You still don’t understand.
“I told you they wanted to kill you, and you’re alive,” you start, and you realize that you’re angry. You don’t know the last time you’ve let yourself be angry, without immediately squashing it down so it wouldn’t get you killed, “and if I hadn’ttold you, you’d be dead.And that’s why you think I deserve less mercy than Mr. X?”
This time, something other than anger finally flickers in his gaze.
“I don’t— It’s still a chance. You’re not dead.”
He sounds like he’s trying to convince himself.
“This is torture and you know it,” you say. Anger has left you as fast as it overwhelmed you. Now, you’re just tired again. “If you want me dead, you should just kill me.”
Your voice sounds small, quiet, defeated on that last part. Like you’ve already given up.
Jungkook doesn’t say anything for a long time. He just stares at you. You’ve always looked absolutely unshakeable. You did anything that had to be done without flinching. This is not— This is not remotely as satisfying as he imagined it would be.
And then, he watches you take in a deep breath, and fucking metamorphose under his eyes. You push yourself back on your feet, carefully rearrange your clothing. Maybe your hands are still trembling a little, but your face is back to being void of anything human.
And just like that, he hates you again.
“Do you have a car waiting for you?” you ask. Your voice is perfectly even. It’s like nothing happened. Like he didn’t just watch you break. He could doubt the sincerity of what he just saw, but he feels, with absolute certitude, that you wouldn’t go that far to manipulate him. He doesn’t think you could if you wanted to.
“None of your concern,” he says, but he can’t give it any bite, despite his efforts.
“I’ll call for one, then,” you say without missing a beat and pulling out your phone. “If you’re going to keep coming here, I’d advise you get that sorted in advance. In case you’re not in a state that allows you to get home otherwise.”
He scoffs in answer to that, but he knows he’s probably looking at you like you’ve grown a second head while you make your call. He doesn’t know what the fuck is wrong with you. You used to do that shit back then, too. Anything you did, you rationalized as something that was the best thing to do.
But it just looked like you cared for him.
“Unless you need me, I’ll get going now,” you say with a nod.
He lifts an eyebrow, and he sees in your eyes that you’re begging for him to let you out.
“Sure,” he shrugs.
Mercy. That’s what you wanted, right?
He watches you walk out, and groans when the door has closed behind you.
Outside, you make your way to where Hector is waiting for you. Your legs are numb, but at least they’re supporting you. You can’t keep doing this. You know it. Because, as it turns out, a key part of acting like you’re not feeling anything is not feeling anything. And these days, you haven’t been able to do that. Those emotions are forced out of you, but it doesn’t change anything to the damage they’re doing.
You shiver when you walk outside. It will take you time to recover from what happened in there. You don’t know how you’ll make that happen, in the current situation, but you immediately fixate your mind on that. Problem-solving. That’s your thing, and if you’re devoting all of your energy to it, you just might not completely fall apart.
And so you don’t even consider the possibility that you’re not the only person whose mask fell tonight, even if it was just for an instant.
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This Time Around
Summary: Jeon Jungkook, a rare Snow Leopard hybrid, can only remember his life within the four walls of the breeding facility he was trapped in at 8 years old. When he had come of age, barely 16 years old, they had forced him into a life he didn't ever want to do, he didn't want to have to be what they made him.
One day, a new girl was thrown into his cage, drowsy and hours away from her heat that he would have to be part of. It took him a moment but the minute he'd realized she was like him, a rare female Snow Leopard, he knew two things;
One - They would never just allow them to walk out of this place ever again, not with the rare cubs they'd parent for them.
Two - He's not sure he'd be able to let her, nor the cubs they parented go... not anymore.
So when Y/N gives him the option, to get out of there, to be safe and free, could he hold onto hope to actually gain that freedom? For himself? For Y/N? For their cubs?
Word Count: 22k+
Warnings: Unprotected sex, breeding, fingering, heat, consent (like really Jungkook makes sure she is really comfortable with anything they do), slight cum play, Jungkook being pure, boyfriend Jungkook, talks of forced breeding, death, blood, violence, hybrid captive, mentions of labour and birth, kidnapping, imprisonment
A/N: Hey guys, how have you been? I know I said I'd post this between the 4th-10th July, but like always life gets in the way... but I am here now, a whole week later with the final result of this request I got! I'll admit... I got a little carried away when it came to this request but I seemed to really like the idea I was writing for, so thank you for asking for it! I really hope you all enjoy it and would love to hear what you think about it!
Tag List: @ariana-winchester95 | @haven-raven012591 | @d-noona | @ungodlyjoon | @4evahevah |
Jungkook had been here too long to remember another life outside of the stark white walls of his... accommodation.
He leaned against the corner of his small twin single bed, head pushed against the wall, his eyes closed as his fingers tapped against his bent legs in front of him. He didn't care about the commotion going on outside of the always locked door, merely enjoying the small sliver of sunlight that streamed through the sad excuse of a window. They never gave him anything then what he had in the room, Jungkook was lucky to have more than 3 pairs of the horrible navy blue uniform they made him wear.
In the years he'd been here, there had only been 12 other hybrids that bared the same navy plus uniform, most of them wild cats, just as he was. The white spotted tail he had wound around his thigh, and the matching large triangled ears atop his head told them he was a large wild cat, yet he'd known plenty of lions and panthers and tigers, he had two friends who were a panther and a tiger. Yet they bore green uniforms, while Jungkook was stuck with the unflattering navy blue material that constantly sagged against his frame. And the past 12 others that wore the same color were mostly other guys, out of the 12 there were only 5 females and it didn't take a genius to know what the humans wanted from Jungkook.
Though he didn't care, Jungkook did what he needed to survive, the scars that littered his body was a testament to just that, how he survived. How Jungkook had to fight and claw his way to breathing another day, only to be punished if he didn't take his prize and breed her, for the humans enjoyment of course. Jungkook had truly lost count at this point of just how many cubs he had out in the world, he could only hope none of them survived, he wouldn't wish this life on any cub who bore his genes.
He wasn't a cruel man; he would rather be sterile then to see his cubs suffer.
"Hey kitty," Jungkook couldn't stop the deep growl in his chest when the heavy door's small opening showed a menacing smile of a man Jungkook would enjoy carving, smoke wafting through to his small room from the large man. "You should be happy, we got you a new playmate. You want to play?"
Jungkook barely acknowledged the man, blinking a few times with his teeth bared before closing his eyes again, going back to his previous position. The man at his door clicked his tongue before slamming the small opening closed, Jungkook couldn't help the smirk at the thought of one upping him. Over the years he'd taken to personally torturing Jungkook, whether it's coming by at 3am just to wake the sleeping predator, to get him all worked up and then punished for standing up for himself. Even going as far as to try and weaken the predator to become submissive, and although Jungkook wasn't the happy boy he was when he'd been bought here, he wasn't weak.
The heavy door was pulled open, Jungkook's eyes piercing the intruders only to have a female in his navy blue uniform pushed into his room; "Here kitty, it's time for you to play again."
It was like the world came to a stop, Jungkook's dark eyes staring down towards the woman who had been forced onto her hand and knees in the middle of his tiny room. Her hair was neatly braided down her back, obviously still wet from a shower they no doubt forced her into after snatching her, the uniform was twice the size on her small frame then on him. It was after a few slowed down moments that Jungkook caught her scent, it smelled like home and him, the clothes she wore were his and she had been drowned in him.
When she finally looked up towards him, it was then that Jungkook's world turned on its axis, he'd remembered the stories his mother told him as bedtime stories. He remembered thinking as a little boy that he couldn't wait to find it... her... though after his lengthy years in this facility he wanted to make sure he never meet her because then she'd be here. The bruising that was currently forming around her eye was enough to cause Jungkook to growl menacingly before he was snapped back to reality, as if his body jerked and he stood, giving himself whiplash.
"NO." Jungkook stalked off the bed, moving around the woman, although there wasn't much space he could before the door was slammed in his face. "NO. GET HER OUT. NOW."
"Have fun kitty." The man opened the small slot again, blowing smoke into Jungkook's face who tried to reach through the opening to slit his throat. "You get to play, and we all know how much you love to play."
"I told you, I'm done." Jungkook gritted through his teeth, he didn't want to do this anymore, he'd rather they killed him at this point. "And it's not like you can find anyone compatible for me."
"Take another look at your knew play thing." The man laughed, starting to close the opening. "You two will make us so much money and good fortune."
Jungkook banged against the door, hearing them laughing and walking away before turning to look up towards the camera that was always on, small read light blinking constantly; "What? That's it? Just throw another one in and be done with it?"
"Would you mind, not yelling?" The sweet voice came from beside him, his eyes looking down towards the woman who moved to sit properly, leaning back against the bed. "They gave me something and I have a killer headache, I wouldn't mind some quiet."
"Sorry." Jungkook mumbled as he continued to stare at the woman now in his room, small and beaten, then he finally noticed the ears and tail wrapped around her own thigh. "Your like me."
The woman blinked a few times before finally focusing on Jungkook, gasping a little as she too came to the same conclusion he did; "I didn't think there were many left."
"I wouldn't know..." Jungkook mumbled looking away from the woman who still stared up at him, hands to her temples as if trying to take the headache away.
"How long have you been here?" She asked, looking around the small room, smelling nothing but the man's scent, figuring out quickly it was his den. "By the smell of it you've been here for years."
"They got me when I was 8, don't know what year it is though," Jungkook shrugged, suddenly feeling embarrassed about not knowing his age, or what the outside world was like right now. "What about you?"
"They picked me up on the streets, I was out running errands for my human," The woman sagged a little, her shoulders slumping in towards herself, Jungkook kneeling down next to her. "He would no doubt be looking for me right now. We've never been apart since he found me."
Jungkook retracted his hand a little at the mention of a man, he didn't really understand why he didn't like that this woman he'd just meet has a man looking for her, so instead he sat cross legged in front of her, making sure she didn't fall; "Well I hope they find you, whoever is out there looking for you."
"Do you know where we are?" The woman looked hopeful, looking towards Jungkook as if he held the answer.
"I'm sorry." Jungkook shook his head, his own shoulders sagging a little. "When they take me out of this room it's usually dark and they blindfold me. They only-"
The woman raised an eyebrow at the man before her, who'd cut himself off from talking, avoiding her eyes; "What?"
"Do you know what this place is?" Jungkook instead asked, wanting to quickly get the subject out of the way.
"No idea. I thought after they took me it was for some black market thing? Snow Leopards are kinda rare." She tried to laugh, but it only came out as more of a huff, trying to bring herself to sit up a little straighter.
"It's a breeding facility." Jungkook mumbled quickly, catching the woman's eyes only widening, seeming to try and move back from Jungkook a little. "Trust me I'm not about to force myself onto you. But they've been trying to get another Snow Leopard in here for years."
"So, you've been... ya know?"
"Crossbreeding, as they like to call it." Jungkook played with the ends of his tail, allowing his fingers to disappear into the silver fur. "I don't know... how many..."
"Hey, it's okay." The woman shuffled, although a little slowly, towards Jungkook, taking his hands into her much smaller ones, waiting for him to look up towards her. When he finally did, she only smiled, even black and blue, a swollen lip and a small cut near her temple, Jungkook doesn't think he'd ever meet a more beautiful woman. "We do what we need to, to survive. Before my human took me in I was in a place like this and I have... lost so much as well."
Jungkook nodded a little, a barely there smile on his lips; "So, what does your human do?"
"Namjoon." She smiled fondly at the thought of him. "His name is Namjoon and he's a librarian. Well, he's a writer but I've taken to calling him a glorified librarian with how many books he has."
"So I guess you like to read?"
"Not like Namjoon. I usually just let him read to me, I definitely prefer to be a lot more active. Play sports and running, ya know?" The woman shrugged, though Jungkook easily nodded, even in such a confined space he likes to keep active, keep his strength up.
"When they let me out for an hour on some days there is a gym here," Jungkook focused on their joined hands, just allowing the woman before him to touch him softly like no one has done since he was 8 years old. "If you're here long enough, it's a good place to keep active so they know your keeping healthy. They'd rather us healthy then happy."
"Makes sense." She nodded, watching the man's ears flicker a little. "By the way, what's your name?"
"Oh... Jungkook. They call me Jungkook." He smiled, a real one this time, towards the woman, just happy to be having a conversation with someone instead of fighting or fucking. "What's your name?"
"Y/N." She moved her hands, moving her palm into Jungkook's and started to shake his hand in greeting. "I've never meet someone I could talk to in a place like this before."
For a few moments, Jungkook merely stared at Y/N, watching the way her ears flickered atop her head, watching as he eyes scanned over both of their hands. It was comfortable, even locked in the shoebox of a room, they were comfortable with their circumstance, just enjoying the silence that surrounded the both of them. Though Jungkook couldn't really stop thinking about the reason as to why they were thrown together, two Snow Leopard hybrids.
"You know why they have us in here, right?" Jungkook couldn't help asking, breathing the quiet that surrounded them.
"I figured it out when you told me it was a breeding facility." Y/N nodded, her eyes moving up to meet Jungkook with a small smile, shrugging her shoulders a little. "It's not my first time, so I understand what's to happen between us. I just, I don't know..."
"It'll be okay. We'll be in this together." Jungkook took Y/N's hands into his larger ones, waiting for her to look up and into his own eyes. "This time, because it'll be a pure cub, I'll get... I won't be able to let it go either."
Y/N leaned closer towards Jungkook now, making sure to whisper so only he could hear; "Joon is part of the HPA. He has a tracker on me and he will come and get me... get us." Y/N moved her hand up towards Jungkook's face, making sure to block his surprise from the security camera that followed them, making sure to keep her voice low. "We can play along with them for a few days, at least until he gets here and then we can leave, I can help you get to wherever you want to."
"A few days... we'll have to... they'll have to see us..." He gestured a little between them, eyes not really being able to meet her own as a blush started to rise on his cheeks. "They need to know we..."
"I know, and it's okay." Y/N nodded a little before leaning back against the small bed again. "I also know that whatever they gave me will leave my body sometime tonight and I'll be forced into heat in the next 12 hours. So we'll need to rest and no doubt eat."
"I apologize now, for anything I say or do." Jungkook nervously laughed as Y/N stumbled to her feet, shooting up himself to catch her before she fell. He helped her to sit on the same bed, he'd never complained about such a small bed before, but now, he wanted to give Y/N something more, something bigger for her to rest. "Sorry about the bed, I can sleep on the floor-"
"Really, Jungkook," Y/N spoke his name, catching his arm so he didn't move too far away from her, smiling a tired smile up towards the now very tall man. "It's okay, especially with everything that's about to happen, I need to get used to your scent. It's more comforting this way."
"Only if you're sure." Jungkook pulled the blanket back to help Y/N into the small bed, watching as she moved closer towards the wall, leaving just enough space for Jungkook to wrap himself around her. And if he were braver, he would have quickly attached himself to the beautiful woman, if he actually knew how he was supposed to act around a potential mate, he wouldn't have shied away from her. But Jungkook had been locked away here for too long, merely a beast to the humans who forced him to breed as many women as he could, only to take his cubs and sell them. Now Y/N had been thrown in to his den, for him to have his way with her, and yet it was her that was helping him, it was her that calmed him down, told him what to do. He couldn't help smiling at that thought, turning a little so she didn't see it to flick the light off in his room before steadying himself, slipping into the tiny bed and pulling the thin blanket over his waist. "Are you sure you're alright with this?"
Y/N couldn't help the slightly sleepy laugh she let out, reaching for Jungkook's arm to pull over herself, feeling as his breath hitched a little; "If you keep asking, I'll start to think you're not comfortable with this and then me going into heat will only make it worse. I doubt they'd be kind if we both tried to get out of here while going through a heat."
"They'd kill me if I tried that again."
"Again?" Y/N's eyes widened, even if Jungkook couldn't see just how shocked she looked.
"I've tried getting out a few times when they tossed another girl in here. They don't really care much about different species, especially when they can get any crossbreed out of me." Jungkook shrugged a little, his head so close to Y/N's neck, wanting nothing more to bury his nose in there and stay there.
"Well," Y/N nodded a little, set in her thoughts, in the action she was going to take when Namjoon finally came for her. "I'll be the last girl they toss into your den. When we get out, you'll be free."
Jungkook merely hummed in agreement at Y/N's words, even though they didn't have the effect she probably hoped they did. When, if, they get out she'll let him go... Jungkook didn't much like the thought of Y/N letting him go, and it wasn't completely about the fact they were the only Snow Leopards they'd met in their adult lives. There was something about the woman who snuggled into his arms in the last few dying streams of sunlight that tried to come through the small window in his den.
There was something Jungkook didn't want to just, let go of.
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"Jungkook, move," Y/N breathed deeply, trying to push back at the man wrapped around her, her sticky, sweat covered skin needed to get out of the furnace he'd created around her. "Jungkook..."
Jungkook merely groaned before Y/N got out of his hold, climbing over him on the bed as he just blinked, trying to look around to see Y/N. She slipped into the even smaller bathroom in the den, Jungkook breathing a few deep breaths before he heard Y/N, the painful groan followed by what seemed to be her stomach emptying into the toilet bowl. The sound woke Jungkook up a little more now, sitting up before moving as quickly as he could into the bathroom, where there wasn't enough comfortable space for the both of them but they made do, especially Jungkook, helping to hold back Y/N's hair as she continued to throw up.
When Y/N finally breathed a little easier, she leaned back on her folded legs underneath her, eyes closed tightly, her tail wrapping around Jungkook's wrist; "Thanks for that. You didn't need to see that."
"It's not that bad, I've seen worse-" Jungkook muffled a yawn under his hand, still holding Y/N's hair in one hand before looking down to see Y/N smiling softly up at him. "Are you okay now?"
"Yeah I needed that." Y/N stumbled to her feet, Jungkook's arms reaching out to steady her, helping her to hold onto the sink before looking to see the contents of his bathroom. "Do you always have two toothbrushes?"
Jungkook nodded softly, not making eye contact with the woman in front of him, staring at him through the mirror; "They always make sure there are two for when... someone else is here." Jungkook caught her nod before gesturing to each of them. "I use the red."
With a small nod, Y/N took the green toothbrush from its place, needing more than anything to wash the bad taste out of her mouth, simply enjoying how warm Jungkook felt wrapped around her now. The tiny bathroom that was barely big enough for the small sink, toilet and shower that was there, yet somehow Jungkook's towering form didn't completely drown her out of it. His heavy eyes closed as his head tipped forward, leaning down to rest against her shoulder, Y/N couldn't help laughing a little as she continued to brush her teeth, her other hand coming up to thread through his hair. Jungkook completely leaned into her hand now, moving his body until he was completely flush against her back, if Y/N turned her head slightly all she'd see are his calmly twitching ears.
"No," Jungkook whined a little when Y/N's hand left him as she leaned over to finish rinsing out her mouth, only to hear Y/N chuckle a little as he pulled her back to him, one of his much larger hands moving to pull her hand back to his head. "Keep going please."
"Let's go back to bed, now that I've been cleaned out of any suppressants I might have had in my system, my heat will start soon, so it would be more comfortable in bed for me to pet you."
Y/N mumbled, Jungkook only nodding his head as he stayed flushed against her back as she walked them back into the small room, moving for them both to lay down again. Before either of them could actually lay down and get comfortable, the heavy door groaned as it opened, Jungkook now fully away as he growled threateningly towards the intruder, his body covering Y/N's. Jungkook's eyes narrowed towards the large man who stood at the door, wide eyed holding what looked to be two trays of food, apparently surprised from Jungkook's reaction. Which Y/N didn't blame him for, the way Jungkook's ears stood straight on his head, his tail wrapping protectively around any part of Y/N he could touch, the man had every right to be afraid of the predator.
"Stay calm kitty," the human whispered, keeping his eyes on Jungkook as he moved towards him. "I just bought you some food."
Jungkook reaction was to growl another threatening warning towards the intruding male, but it was Y/N who spoke softly; "Leave the trays on the table next to you, bow your head and back out slowly."
"I'm not bowing to some animal." The male tried to argue, only to be met with another growl from Jungkook.
"It's either follow my instructions or lose a limb." Y/N shrugged as if it was normal to talk about it, and it some ways, it was.
The human sat the two trays on the even smaller table inside the room before seeming to drop his head in defeat, not particularly wanting to deal with a territorial hybrid. He backed out of the den before Jungkook seemed to finally breathe easier, his chest rising and falling a little heavier. For a moment, Jungkook stared at the door, as if expecting it to open once again, before realizing it wasn't going to, moving to inspect the food they'd left.
Staring at the food, Jungkook's eyes widen at the large pieces of steak, potatoes, carrots, and a healthy pile of broccoli that caused Jungkook to almost turn it away. They'd never feed him this well before, the intimidating portions were like gold compared to the normal gruel they threw to him. He figured they were trying to take care of him now he had a potential mate, another snow leopard for them to produce as many Cubs as they could healthily.
"Is everything okay?" Y/N called for Jungkook's attention, getting a small nod from the man.
"Yeah, just let me fix this for you." Jungkook mumbled just loud enough for her to hear, starting to tear the steaks into bite size pieces, pushing the flimsy plastic cutlery away. He made sure to move everything to one tray, wanting to, needing to show Y/N that he can provide for them both, that he is able to care for both her and any potential cubs they would have. Making sure the food was balanced on the one tray and in bite size pieces, Jungkook nodded to himself before pick it up and moving back towards the bed where Y/N sat, a soft, sleepy smile on his face as he placed the tray on her lap. "You should eat first."
"Come here," Y/N took the tray into her hands, gesturing for Jungkook to sit next to her, which he easily did, wrapping am arm around her to get comfortable. "You need to eat as much as I do and there is plenty here."
"I will, just," Jungkook shook his head a little before smiling down towards her softly, stabbing a fork into a piece of steak, offering it to Y/N's lips. "I need to see you eating first if that's okay."
Instead of answering, Y/N opened her mouth to take in the piece of meat, chewing slowly with a smile before swallowing, smiling a little wider as she showed Jungkook she was eating. With a satisfied hum, Jungkook began to feed Y/N more, though every time she gave him a look, he'd take a bite himself to appease the woman sitting next to him. It went like that for a few minutes, Jungkook feeding Y/N and for her to give him a certain look that only made him want to please her and eat a few bites of their meal.
"Is everything okay?" Y/N asked after 10 minutes of watching Jungkook fidget, pulling at his sleeves, clearing his throat, trying to make sure Y/N didn't notice how he leaned closer to her.
"Yeah, you just..." Jungkook cleared his throat again, pulling a little at the collar of his shirt before looking back towards Y/N with a shy smile. "Your pheromones. They're starting to go into heat. It's becoming uncomfortable."
Y/N couldn't quite hold back the soft laugh before meeting Jungkook's eyes; "You should sleep for a little longer, they'll no doubt throw in some water and keep this part completely blocked off from everyone... especially if you keep growling like that."
The laugh that came from Y/N this time only caused Jungkook's growl to deepen in his chest playfully, both of them wanting to bask in the small happiness they had, even locked up where they were. Wrapping himself around Y/N, who happily leaned back into the warmth the large man gave, both of them laid back on the small bed, knowing a few more hours of sleep is needed. It was rather easy for Y/N to fall asleep, a little harder for Jungkook but before look it seemed Y/N was waking up once again, and this time it was more from the ache between her legs.
Y/N didn't bother to open her eyes, Jungkook's arm that was under her head, their fingers wrapped around each other was the only anchor she had right now. Her smaller fingers tightened around his as her other hand left his that wrapped around her waist, inching down to where she needed most. She was smart about it, slipping her hand into the pants she wore, making sure not to move to harshly, even as she hissed, already feeling just how wet she was, from how her panties stuck to her. It wouldn't take a genius, simply any hybrid would be able to smell just how turned on she was, her pheromones covering every inch of the room, trying her hardest not to moan loudly, instead whimpering as her hand slipped further down to the place she craved.
It was obvious to anyone that Y/N needed to get out of her clothes, but with Jungkook pushed against her, she had to settle for the small movement she had down. Stretching out a single finger, Y/N didn't need to move too fast or far to collect already built up slick between her folds, turning her head into Jungkook's arm to not let out a moan as her finger merely touched her clit. Her other hand tightened slightly around Jungkook's fingers, making sure not to shift her hips back into Jungkook's as her finger lazily moved against her clit, whimpering desperately for her own fingers to apply a little more pressure, to at least move a little faster. Though she already knew, she could make anymore noise then the whimpering that left her, she couldn't move anymore then her fingers rubbing at her clit, biting her lip hard, Y/N needed more release then what she was getting.
Tightening her fingers around Jungkook's again, Y/N involuntary thrusted her hips against her hand, whimpering louder, pushing back against Jungkook slightly. She was completely losing herself in the small pleasure she was giving herself, wrapped in the arms of a man still asleep, her heat induced mind was setting in. Willing herself to stay quiet, eyes closed, mouth open, fingers desperately holding onto Jungkook, Y/N rubbed at her clit a little faster, adding more pressure to the small bud as she felt more and more wetness build.
"Oh god..." Y/N whimpered, burying her head under Jungkook's arm, shivering as her own hand moved faster, breathing harshly. "Please... please. Please. Please."
It became like a prayer to Y/N as she continued to move, but it wasn't enough, her fingers weren't enough on her clit, the restriction in her movements not helping either. Y/N didn't seem to notice Jungkook shifting behind her, didn't quite register how his large hand on her waist tightened, her soft whimpers masking any rustle of the blankets they had over them. How she continued to softly thrust her hips forward against her hand to form some friction between her legs was easily stopped by Jungkook, who seemed to be a little more awake now.
"'Oodmorning." Jungkook could feel the sliver of sunshine on his back coming from the small window behind him, taking a deep breath and smell nothing but Y/N's arousal, before letting out a growl. "You've been busy."
"Jungkook." Y/N couldn't help but cry out, shaking pathetically at the thought of him touching her.
"Shhh," Jungkook leaned a little closer to whisper into Y/N's ear, wrapping his own fingers around Y/N's next to her head, making sure he could see the slight pout of her lips. "I'll help you now."
Jungkook moved his hand from her waist, gripping Y/N's wrist and removing her hand from her pants, hearing the soft whimpers leave her mouth as he replaced hers with his own larger hand. Y/N thanked every star that Jungkook didn't wait nor mess around, allowing his finger to moved against her slit, only to apply enough pressure to her clit for her to sigh. She couldn't help it, leaning her body fully against Jungkook's, whimpering against their entwined hands as Jungkook's fingers moved faster and faster, reliving some pressure that had wound tightly within Y/N. The slight friction Jungkook gave her caused her soft mewling to turn into a moan, both hearing and feeling the growl in Jungkook's chest as Y/N's arousal overwhelmed him.
"Don't stop... please just..." Y/N whimpered now that Jungkook merely breathed deeply against her shoulder, hand resting inside her panties.
"Let me get you out of these clothes." Jungkook rushed out his words, tightly closes his eyes as he started to remove his hand from Y/N, only stopping when her smaller hand gripped his wrist. "Trust me." Hearing the frustrated sigh coming from Y/N, Jungkook laughed a little before sitting up enough to turn Y/N onto her back, fingers latching onto the waistband on her pants. "Is it okay if I take these off?"
"Yeah."
Y/N's confirmation was only enhanced by her willingness to push at her own clothing, Jungkook's less frustrated hands helping to pull them off. Jungkook watched as Y/N's body moved around herself and wrapped around Jungkook's own tail that sat next to him, moving up to look up at her happy flickering of Y/N's ears. Jungkook sat between Y/N's bare legs, running his fingertips against her thighs, only to see her squirm as her legs wrapped around his waist, fingers gripping at Jungkook's pants. She was so sensitive at this point; her first round of heat was really starting to kick in and every little touch from Jungkook was completely magnified against her skin.
"While we have a little time I just want to say," Jungkook's voice was soft, even if the deep breaths he gave were a dead give away that he was being effected by Y/N's scent. "I'm going to stretch you first before we do anything. I don't want to hurt you and I wouldn't want your heat to only add to the pain, okay?"
Y/N nodded, sighing as Jungkook's hands ran softly against her warm skin, only to get a look from Jungkook that caused her to utter; "Yeah, okay."
"You have to tell me if something hurts, or if your uncomfortable." Jungkook continued to talk while Y/N was still coherent, needing to get this finished before they could both be completely overtaken by the heat that was pulsing through Y/N right now. "I need to make sure your okay as much as anything, okay?"
"Okay..." Y/N nodded, head leaning back against the book with a sigh, mustering up a small smile as she looked towards Jungkook. "I trust you, Jungkook."
Jungkook smiled softly down towards the beautiful woman before him, fingertips tracing from Y/N's knee, running along her thighs which caused Y/N to shiver, goosebumps rising. With as much courage as Jungkook could muster within himself, his hands moved closer to where Y/N truly needed him to be, fingers moving back to her wet core. As Jungkook's fingers moved to touch her clit again, Y/N didn't stop the moan that left her lips this time, wanting the building pressure to finally be released.
An almost happy sigh left Y/N as Jungkook's fingers circled her entrance, making sure Y/N was completely aware of everything he was doing, never wanting to make her uncomfortable. Y/N lifted her hips, giving him any confirmation he needed for a single finger to pushed inside of her, her tight walls clamping around him as she moaned. Jungkook waited a moment, waiting for Y/N's breath to even slightly before starting to move, slowly thrusting his finger in and out of her. He eased his other hand up towards her clit, his thumb flicking the small bud, earning a pleased moan from Y/N, curling his finger before pulling it out completely, only to have Y/N squirm before she felt two of his fingers push into her wet entrance.
"God your so tight." Jungkook couldn't help whispering, his fingers being meet with little resistance before she completely relaxed in his hands, enjoying the slight stretch. "I already know you'll be so tight around my cock."
Y/N whined, turning her head into the pillow, hand moving up to cover her face, feeling Jungkook start to move his hand a little more, his thumb on her clit never stopping once. As Jungkook's fingers curled upwards, Y/N couldn't do anything but moan loudly, grinding her hips down against his hand, asking for more, wanting more. And like any good mate, Jungkook obliged, always making sure Y/N was comfortable and ready before he did anything, but always giving more and more.
"Jungkook... ah," Y/N's voice came out in a breathy moan, her hand not covering her face moved towards Jungkook's thigh which sat either side of her withering body. Her hands gripped at the material harshly, as Jungkook's fingers only seemed to work faster, forcing a cry out of Y/N as she met each thrust of his fingers. "Oh god, please."
The heat that had been building up for the last few hours now was reaching it's peak, simply from Jungkook's fingers, which had added a third into Y/N's now weeping opening. He was so deep inside her now, fingers curling upwards, and from the loud cry Y/N couldn't mask, Jungkook knew he'd hit the right place. Eye screwed shut, Y/N couldn't see how Jungkook's eyes only seemed to widen as his fingers continued to work fast and hard, watching as the moment this beautiful women came undone before him.
"I'm cum-"
It was more a choked sob, it was all Y/N could get out as her walls tightened around Jungkook's fingers, even causing Jungkook to moan loudly. Any embarrassment Y/N once had completely left her, head thrown back, mouth wide open, both of her hands gripping Jungkook's thighs, her nails digging into his skin. Jungkook helped Y/N to ride out her lasting orgasm, movement only stopping when one of her hands moved to grip Jungkook's wrist, stopping all movements as she breathed harshly.
"Jesus Christ..." Y/N whispered more to herself then anyone, eyes still closed before letting out an almost disbelieving laugh, only wincing slightly as Jungkook removed his fingers from her.
"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked softly after Y/N's breath finally evened out, softly running his hands up and down her thighs in a very calming motion watching as she sat up on her elbows to look at him. "Has it passed for now?"
"I'm more than okay." Y/N smiled widely, ears relaxed back on her head, her tail lazily moving against Jungkook's own as they just seemed to stare at each other. "As for my heat, well it's only the beginning so for right now it's more than enough. Though ask me again in about half an hour or so."
Jungkook couldn't help letting out his own soft laugh, looking away for a moment from Y/N before catching her eyes again; "Did you want to shower?" Y/N was nodding before he'd even finished asking the question, Jungkook moving from between her legs to help her get up. "I'll grab an extra towel for you."
Y/N leaned back for a moment, as if still trying to catch her breath before sliding her legs off the bed, only swaying slightly on her legs as she stood. She caught sight of Jungkook's back, bent down and leaning into the even small cubby that seemed to be used as a wardrobe, seeming to produce a few fluffy grey towel. Jungkook turned when he felt Y/N's hand on his shoulder, his eyes looking up in his crouching position, hand already out to offer her the towel he always hid for a moment like this. But what Jungkook was met with instead, was Y/N pushing the towel away from herself, her own body leaning down, hand reaching out to turn his chin a little more before Y/N placed a soft kiss against his lips.
It barely lasted a moment, the soft pressure of Y/N's lips against his own before she moved back enough to look into his own eyes; "Thank you, for taking care of me here."
"You-" Jungkook coughed a little, trying to clear his throat, feeling the rising blush on his cheeks as he avoided Y/N's eyes, sensing her smile. "You don't have to thank me."
"I know but I want to." Y/N stood to her full height now, walking back a few steps to the bathroom before looing over her shoulder towards Jungkook. "Are you coming so I can thank you properly?" Y/N moved into the bathroom, Jungkook couldn't see her, but he could hear her even breaths, could smell her. "Unless you'd rather wait out there for me to finish of course."
Jungkook didn't need to be told twice, scrambling to his feet and into the bathroom where Y/N had already turned on the water, the only clothing she had left on now at her feet. Smiling softly towards him, Y/N gestured towards him as if to tell him to hurry up and join her, stepping under the warm water as she watched Jungkook get out of what seemed to be offending clothing to him. He'd all but threw his shirt and pants out the door of the small bathroom before getting closer towards the shower, stopping as if to ask permission to get closer towards her.
"Come here." Y/N's voice stayed soft as she reached for Jungkook, who placed his large hand into her offered one, softly tugging him towards her to join her under the stream of water. "Wow, did they give you those here?"
Y/N's attention was now on Jungkook's rather large arm that was covered from shoulder to fingers in tattoos, the swirling ink seemed to cover every inch of his arm. Y/N's finger tips sat on Jungkook's wrist, lightly tracing the tattoos as the water met where their skin did, Jungkook could only watch as her soft touch inched higher. He indulged in her touch, as they stood so close to each other, surrounded by the water that still fell onto them both, his own hand lightly sitting on her waist, holding her to him. She finally reached his shoulder, where the tattoos stopped, her fingers never leaving his skin as her eyes moved back to reach Jungkook's own eyes in question.
"I got out once when I was 21 or so..." Jungkook mumbled, loving the warmth that surrounded him for the first time in his life from both the girl and the shower. "Lived on the streets for around 3 months, met a human who was pretty cool, let me live with him for a while and I got them done before they found me again. It's why I'm on tighter lockdown then anyone around here."
"Well... they're hot." Y/N couldn't help smirking at Jungkook's wide eyes to her words, feeling Jungkook's grip on her waist tighten slightly, his bare chest flushed against Y/N's. "I've always wanted to get one, Joon even said he'd pay for it if I wanted to but I never wanted to take him money like that. Didn't seem fair."
Y/N noticed how Jungkook's fingers seemed to dig into her waist for a moment, as if controlling what he was about to say, thinking carefully about his next words; "What would you get?"
"Lot's of things." Y/N moved her free hands towards Jungkook's hand on her waist, taking it into his hand, trailing his fingers up her wet skin, sitting his hand under her boobs, feeling his long fingers lay flat against the valley between her breasts. "I particularly want one here."
Jungkook sucked in as much air as his lungs would take, his thumb rubbing against the soft skin of Y/N's boob, feeling goosebumps rise on her skin; "It would suit you."
"Maybe when we get out of here, you can come with me to get it." Y/N whispered now, sighing happily as the pad of Jungkook's thumb reached to flick against her nipple, rolling her head backwards as the water caressed her skin as gently as Jungkook's hands.
"Sounds like a deal." Jungkook leaned down closer towards Y/N, blocking the stream of water from her head, catching her eyes before he whispered again; "How are you feeling on that heat?"
"I really need you to kiss me right now."
Jungkook, the ever kind and caring mate, bent down the rest of the way until his lips met Y/N's in a sigh of content from them both, Jungkook's hands gripping Y/N's waist. Their movement was slow, lips merely caressing the other softly as any sound was drowned out by the shower, Jungkook moving Y/N back until she was leaning against the shower wall. The cold wall made Y/N gasp, Jungkook leaning his forehead against Y/N's, bending down enough for his large hands to curve over her hips, to the back of her thighs to lift her up, wrapping her legs around his waist. Y/N latched her arms around Jungkook's shoulders, holding herself up as Jungkook's lips searched for hers once again, gaining enough confidence to push his tongue into her mouth.
Moaning against Jungkook's lips, Y/N's hands twisted into Jungkook's wet hair, pressing her body flush against the man who held her up. Trailing her hand down Jungkook's chest, stopping at his nipple to flick a few times, hearing him let out a small whine before she continued to move, between their bodies. Y/N listened to Jungkook whine as her hand softly wrapped around his already hard cock, head leaning against her forehead, eyes harshly shut as Y/N started to move her hand. Jungkook's head fell to Y/N's shoulder, the mix of the water hitting his back and Y/N's hand moving against his cock, gathering the already leaking precum from his tip, was enough for him to bury his head into her neck.
For a few moments, Jungkook let Y/N continue before gripping her wrist with a harsh breath; "I need to take care of you, so this is all about you. Not me."
"I want to take care of you to." Y/N whispered against Jungkook's ear, nipping at it a few times.
"This is your heat," Jungkook left a few soft kisses along Y/N's neck, stopping to nip and suck a few times, no doubt leaving a mark, right where her neck and shoulder meet. "I wouldn't be a good mate if I didn't take care of you always. So let me take care of you."
Y/N nodded a little before her hands came up to cup his jaw, leaning down to softly kiss Jungkook's lips again once, twice, thrice before speaking; "Then you might want to hurry up and get inside me now."
Jungkook could smell it, Y/N's heat starting to affect her once again, the building ache between her legs as Jungkook help her up, grinding her hips against Jungkook in an attempt for some friction. Ever so gentle, Jungkook held Y/N up with one arm, his other hand moved to grip the base of his cock, tugging a few times before moving his hand to Y/N's entrance. Hearing the moans leave Y/N's lips, Jungkook slipped two fingers inside her again, making sure she was ready for him, thrusting them a few more times before pulling out.
"Okay, are you ready?" Jungkook had to ask, had to constantly make sure she was comfortable with everything they were doing. "If at any time it's too much or your uncomfortable, tell me please."
"I'll be okay Jungkook. I trust you."
Jungkook gripped the base of his cock again,, moving the tip along Y/N's slit, his swollen head dripping precum all over her, hearing her moan loudly when he bumped against her clit. Finally Jungkook lined his cock with Y/N's entrance, taking one last look up at the beautiful woman before they both focused down between them, watching as Jungkook finally entered Y/N.
She wanted to watch longer, begged herself to keep her eyes open but the stretch was overwhelming as the red, mushroomed head of Jungkook's cock pushed into her. Head thrown back against the shower wall; Y/N moaned loudly as Jungkook continued to inch his cock into her until he finally bottomed out. Y/N cried out, Jungkook groaning loudly, head sinking into her neck as all movement stopped, Jungkook couldn't help but to bit her, latching onto the woman against her.
"Move, Jungkook..." Y/N sighed, hands moving down his shoulders, clawing at his skin. "Please move."
Jungkook took a few more deep breaths as he completely filled Y/N before slowly pulling out until just the tip remained inside of her before slowly moving back into her; "So tight. God. So... tight."
"Please fuck me." Y/N begged, nails piercing Jungkook's skin. "Please, Jungkook. Fuck."
Y/N's choked cry had Jungkook looking up at her, seeing how she had thrown back her head, before Jungkook kissed her neck one last time before gripping her hips tightly. This time, Jungkook wasn't as hesitant about moving faster, harder against Y/N, completely wrapped up in the pleasure of having his cock in Y/N. Jungkook's grip tightened, pulling Y/N against him, meeting his own thrusts, growling lowly deep in his chest as the beast within started to take over. The scent of a female ready to breed, was ready for his cubs, completely overwhelmed his senses, taking over until he was completely a beast who was there to breed his female.
"God your clenching so hard." Jungkook growled, causing Y/N to shiver against his chest, arms moving for her hands to grab his biceps, forehead against his shoulder. "Are you gonna cum?"
"Jesus. Fuck." Y/N whined with each thrust of Jungkook's cock, wanting to cry from how overwhelming the pleasure was becoming of having Jungkook pounding into her. "You're so... my god."
"Fuck I swear," Jungkook's chest vibrated in a growl, hearing Y/N moan against his neck, biting against his shoulder. "You get tighter every time I go back in."
Y/N could only cry out loudly, allowing Jungkook to move her body against him as he pounded into her, she honestly couldn't tell when the last time someone made her cum so quickly. Yet here was Jungkook, thrusting so deeply into her, pulling her body to his to meet his hips every thrust, overwhelming every sense of hers.
"Shit." Y/N jerked forward involuntarily causing Jungkook to stop for a moment, smirking as Y/N's whole body shook.
"Found it, did I?" Jungkook pushed his tongue against his cheek as he watched Y/N shiver, nails dragging along his arms as she tried to sit up. "Are you gonna cum for me now?"
Y/N could only nod, mumbling "Yes." As if it were a chant, a sort of prayer for Y/N when Jungkook pulled out again, slamming his hips back in, right on Y/N's g spot. That pulled another cry from Y/N, moaning loudly as Jungkook hit her g-spot over and over again, causing tears to start to well in Y/N's eyes as he merciless fucked into Y/N.
The way Y/N's walls kept clenching around Jungkook caused his to growl into her ear; "Fuck. Cum. Please cum. Fuck. Cum for me baby. Cum on my cock. I want to feel you."
Y/N whimpered now as Jungkook's hand made it's way between them, fingers rubbing her clit, with the added pleasure it didn't take long for Y/N to reach that high she'd been looking for. The cry she let out as she was pushed over the edge didn't cause Jungkook to slow down at all, his own head now buried deep in Y/N's neck as he bit harder now, latching onto her as he rutted against her. His thrust were starting to become sloppy and yet he didn't seem to slow down, even as Y/N tried to push his hand away from the overstimulation she was now feeling.
"Shit, Y/N... Fuck I'm-" Jungkook growled as his own orgasm came crushing into him, hot thick spurts of cum shot into Y/N, as Jungkook thrusted a few last times before he finally came to a stop. "Are you okay?"
Y/N could only let out a breathy laugh, after seeming to cum so hard, Jungkook was still taking care of her, still making sure she was comfortable; "I'm so good right now. Are you okay?"
Jungkook merely nodded against her wet skin, leaving lazy kisses against her shoulder, his cock still fully inside her as they both tried to even out their breathing. Y/N reached her hands up, moving them to the nape of his neck, seeming to pet him, twirling his hair around her fingers as they both calmed down. She could feel it, and apparently so could Jungkook, as cum started to leak out of Y/N abused hole, his fingers creeping down to make sure it didn't go too far. Both of them looked down to watch as Jungkook slowly started to pull out, only for his fingers to replace his cock, pushing all of his cum back into Y/N and leaving his fingers in her, even as she tried to squirm away from the overstimulation.
"I know I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Jungkook whispered, pushing his forehead against Y/N's, kissing her lips as she calmed down again. "I just need to make sure it stays in, especially before I let the water touch you."
"You're lucky your cute." Y/N laughed a little, instantly regretting it as her body jerked, feeling Jungkook's fingers inside her. "I think it'll be okay now. We still have all week of my heat."
Jungkook stared at Y/N for a moment before looking down towards his fingers before finally coming to a decision, nodding once to himself. Y/N could only wince when he finally removed his fingers, also moving her legs from around his waist to stand, only to stumble back, Jungkook's arms still around her.
"Shower then sleep for you." Jungkook smiled widely towards the woman in his arms, feeling her tail wrap around his waist, as was his tail around her.
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Y/N didn't know how much time had passed, after Jungkook had sufficiently cleaned her off and laid her back on the bed, some of the guards had thrown in some more food and water, even after a warning growl from Jungkook for them to be more careful in their den. It seemed an entire day passed with them eating and talking and fucking, over and over again as Y/N's heat would build and Jungkook was always there to help her through it. After sleeping for a few hours, Y/N woke up again, heat pulsing through her, sweat sticking to her body once again as she groan, her body burning up.
She felt Jungkook shift behind her, moving his arm that was wrapped around her to move down her thigh, gripping it to move it upwards; "I got you, it's alright."
"They're getting more intense now." Y/N whined, her own hand gripping Jungkook's wrist as he lifted her leg, making it easier for him to slip inside her, earning a grateful moan from Y/N. "Oh god-"
"Hopefully this one can pass a little quicker so you can get some rest." Jungkook lazily moved his hips, his hard cock stretching Y/N wide open, loving the sounds Y/N was making, pulling her leg up higher, only to angle his hips down a little, thrusting deeper. "God your always so tight. So wet."
Y/N whined loudly, head pushed into the pillow beneath her as Jungkook continued to thrust up and into her, hips moving a little faster now before she placed her hand on Jungkook's hip, stopping his movements; "Too much... too much..."
"Are you okay?" Jungkook stayed still, leaning over to kiss Y/N's shoulder, listening to her try to catch her breath.
"Dear god... your gonna make me cum again so soon..." Y/N couldn't help laughing a little, feeling the soft rumbles of Jungkook's laughs in his chest. "How is that possible."
Jungkook softly kissed Y/N's shoulder again, running his nose along her skin; "I just know how to take care of you how you should be taken care of." Jungkook continued to place soft kisses along any part of Y/N's skin he could get, allowing Y/N to relax back into his arms. "You okay now?"
"Yeah, I just really hope I can rest after this." Y/N nodded, turning her head around to catch Jungkook's eyes, who leaned over to kiss her softly on the lips for a few moments. "I know you need to rest too."
"I'm okay as long as you are." Jungkook started to move his hips again, lacing his fingers with Y/N's, moving both of their arms to hold her leg up and he fucked into her. "I'll make it quick, okay?"
With a small nod from Y/N, Jungkook sat up on his knees, pushing Y/N's shoulders to lay back, keeping her hips turned, leg still in the hair, his cock never once leaving her pussy. Jungkook laid Y/N's leg over his shoulder before wrapping his large hands around it before jerking his hips forward, earning a cry from Y/N. Just like he had promised, Jungkook pushed Y/N over the edge fairly quickly, her eyes screwed shut, mouth wide open, hips moving up to meet Jungkook's. Both of them cumming, only for them to be laying in the same positions again, just with Jungkook's fingers deep inside of Y/N's cunt, keeping his cum deep inside her before they finally drifted off to sleep.
xxx
Four days had passed, filled entirely with Jungkook and Y/N eating, talking, sleeping and Jungkook making sure Y/N was never in pain from her heat. Even when Y/N’s brain would go into a heat induced frenzy, whining, and crying out for him, bending over every inch of their den for him, Jungkook always made sure she was comfortable. It was on the fifth day that Y/N could feel the dying ends of her heat, sitting on the small bed in only Jungkook’s large shirt, trying to focus on the book in her lap and not on Jungkook working out. Though it was seriously uncalled for, for Jungkook to currently be doing push ups shirtless, making those noises, while Y/N was trying to come down from her heat, not get worked up again after being so thoroughly fucked a few hours ago.
“Is that a good book?” Jungkook’s voice caused her to snap her head up, seeing Jungkook now sat back on his feet, wiping his sweat with a small towel, smirking up at the woman who was biting her lip and gripping the bedsheets. “You seem to be enjoying it.”
“Ah, yeah… yeah.” Y/N nodded her head, eyes moving down Jungkook’s face and to his bare chest, following the lines of his abs, how the sweat glistened in the sliver of sunlight that was in the room. “Really good.”
“Is that so?” Jungkook stood up, throwing the towel on the small table before walking the short distance towards the bed, leaning down, an arm on either side on Y/N. “What’s it about?”
“Absolutely no idea.” Y/N was honest, confidently reaching a hand out, sitting her palm flat against his chest, enjoying the shiver Jungkook gave as she ran her nails across his skin. “What I do know is, I want you again.”
“Heat still not over?” Jungkook asked with a chuckle, kissing Y/N softly on the lips, feeling her chase his lips when he pulled away. “Guess not completely over.” Y/N let out a squeak of surprise when Jungkook’s hand wrapped around her ankles and pulled her to the edge of the bed, her back flat against the mattress; “Be a good girl and hold your legs up for me, please.”
Y/N couldn’t help the wide smile as she obligated Jungkook’s request, loving how confident the once nervous Snow Leopard had become in such a short period of time. She could feel how Jungkook made sure her tail was off the bed and not trapped underneath her, how his long fingers made sure, even though he didn’t need to, she was stretched and ready for him. They needed little in ways of foreplay the last few days, with Y/N’s heat she was always so wet and ready for him, a number of times Jungkook had only had to bend Y/N over before entering her. Just like now, Jungkook removed his fingers, only to pull down the pants he wore, releasing his already hard cock, the sight of it making Y/N moan.
“I already know you’re going to look so beautiful when your round with my cubs.” Jungkook pushed into Y/N, causing her to clench tightly around him, Jungkook groaning as he pulled out slowly, watching as Y/N’s pussy eagerly swallowed his cock each thrust. “So. Soft. Round. Beautiful. Just. For. Me.”
Each word was met with a hard thrust from Jungkook, hitting her g-spot each time, choking on her whines as she could only hold her legs up. Jungkook’s hands gripped Y/N’s hips tightly before one of his hands came to rest on her stomach, his large hand laid flat where his cubs would soon be growing. It seemed to spur Jungkook on, the thought of his cubs growing inside Y/N, feeling the man ramming his cock into her greedy pussy, the lewd squelching of Y/N’s pussy almost louder than her cries.
“God you take me so well.”
Soon Jungkook was fucking into Y/N deep, rougher then he had in the last few days, and yet Y/N was begging, whining for more. Y/N noticed Jungkook’s eyes never strayed too far from his hand on her stomach, completely mesmerized as he continued to slam into her.
“Gonna breed you.” Jungkook growled, thrusting harder and harder. “Gonna fill you again and again.” Jungkook lifted Y/N’s hips slightly, thrusting into her in a new position, causing her to cry out, seeming to drown out Jungkook’s groan, but not his words. “I can see my cock inside you, deep in your belly.” And Y/N could feel it, her stomach bulging from his cock as he pressed his hand down against it. “Cum. Cum all over my cock.”
Jungkook’s pace was completely unforgiving, his hips slamming into her own relentlessly, Y/N’s cries and her wet pussy the only sounds truly heard in the room. The sounds echoing around the den, Y/N’s breath catching when Jungkook’s fingers make contact with her pulsing clit, her orgasm hitting her hard, her mind going completely blank. It was so intense she didn’t even register that Jungkook had cum as well, his cock slowly down but still thrusting into her weeping hole, fucking his cum deep inside of her.
It was suddenly very quiet in the den, except for them both trying everything to catch their breaths, Y/N let her legs finally fall around Jungkook who kept them in that position. Jungkook’s head fell forward, leaning over Y/N, face pressed into her shirt cover chest, the hand on her stomach pushing the shirt high enough for his other hand to now rest on her stomach. Y/N’s hand lazily moved, one of them rubbing softly up Jungkook’s tattooed arm, the other going into his hair, scratching softly behind his ear, only for Jungkook to thrust forward involuntary.
“Don’t.” Jungkook gasped out, stilling himself again. “Not unless you want another round.”
“Maybe later.” Y/N pushed her nose against Jungkook’s shoulder, kissing it once lightly before wincing as Jungkook pulled out and like every other time, make sure his fingers blocked anything from escaping. “I’ll never get used to you doing that.”
“Well after today it should be the last time.” Jungkook tried for joking, but it was as if a bitter taste stuck to his tongue, those words haunted him.
“Right… last day of my heat.” Y/N nodded with an almost nervous laugh, holding Jungkook closer against her, wanting to never let go of his warmth. “All I know right now is Joon should be here soon, the rest… well we can figure that out then.”
The routine they’d fallen into the past few days made the next few hours easy, Jungkook helping Y/N into the shower, helping to clean her before they were both dressed and in bed. When Y/N was back in the bed, new sheets Jungkook had changed while she was in the shower, before handing her a bottle of water, knowing she needed something to drink. Moving back to sit comfortably on the bed, Jungkook waited for Y/N to drink as much as she needed to, taking the almost empty bottle from her, and placing it on the ground. It was easy for them both to get comfortable, Y/N laying on Jungkook’s chest, arm and leg thrown over him before they both drifted off to sleep, for the first time uncertain about their future.
xxx
Jungkook had woken up before Y/N the next morning, but it wasn't the warmth from her that woke him, nor was it the sliver of sunlight that came through the window. No, the aggressive banging on the large door jerked him awake, wanting the offending noise to stop, Jungkook slipped from under Y/N and to the door.
"What?" He growled, staring through the small opening, smoke once again wafting through into his face, trying to mask the scents Jungkook and Y/N had around their den. "What do you want?"
"Are you finished with her kitty? We would like to separate you two soon," An evil laugh sounded through the room, Jungkook turning to see if it had woken Y/N up, and when he met her eyes, it seems he had. "Can't have you bonding with the cubs now can we. We gotta sell them."
Jungkook heard a soft whimper from behind him, his mate was in pain and he was locked behind a door, unable to slice the mans throat. So instead he blocked the humans line of sight from reaching Y/N who was still wrapped in his shirt and the blanket on the bed, no doubt thinking of keeping their cubs safe. And from what Y/N had told him of her human, of the lives they've protected and saved, Y/N would do anything to protect their cubs and him, until they were out of this place. Then once they were out, Jungkook just hoped Y/N would keep him around, to allow him to protect her, to protect their cubs, to not be alone anymore.
"Hey, why are you down here?" Another voice, human from what Jungkook could smell, yelled from behind the man before him, causing him to turn sharply. "Didn't boss tell you not to come down here?"
"Don't get your panties in a twist, Doc." The foul human tried to puff his chest out, but through the small opening, Jungkook could see the human had a good head of height on him and a definite heavier body mass, this 'kid' had more of a chance to win in a fight. "I'm just checking on the kitty. Making sure they are making us more kitty's."
"Okay, check done. Now get out." The second human's tone was sharp, quick to the point and had the obviously older yet shorter man leaving, before turning to the opening. "Jeon Jungkook..." Jungkook stared wide eyed at the man who seemed to know his name, his full name and used it. "Can I take to Y/N please?"
"What-"
"Jin." Y/N's voice cut Jungkook's off, causing him to move over a little at Y/N slid her body in between his and the door, looking through to the tall, handsome man. "Really? You got in?"
"They recognized Hope and everyone knows RM, so I took one for the team." Jin smiled softly at seeing his friend again, alive, and healthy, even after a week. "We've got a way out, RM is planning something for 3 days away, so whatever you need to do, do it now."
Y/N nodded, turning her head slightly towards Jungkook, gesturing him to come closer, to wrap himself around her and hid them from the camera no doubt looking at them; "This is Jin, he's friends with Joon and helps him... is there a message you need to get to anyone in here before we get out?"
"What's happening?" Jungkook whispered, head close to Y/N's ear, arms wrapped around Y/N's waist as his mind tried to keep up with everything that was happening. "What's... what?"
"We're getting you guys out of here." Jin looked around him, making sure no one was listening and from his work he'd done in the security room before getting here, they had maybe another 5 minutes. "Is there someone else in this facility that you want to let know what's happening?"
"Your friends in here, the tiger and the panther you were talking about before." Y/N prompted softly, hand reaching up to run through Jungkook's hair in a calming attempt that seemed to be working. "Did you want Jin to go talk to them, tell them you sent him and that we are getting out of here and to stay calm when the time comes." Jungkook's answer was merely a nod against Y/N's neck as he buried his nose deeper and deeper into the calming scent of his mate, not liking the unwanted male near their den. "Min Yoongi and Kim Taehyung. Tell them Jungkook sent them and run through what will happen with them, make sure they can meet us."
"Head north, there's a clearing where Hope will be with a getaway car. I'll make sure they meet you there." Jin's hand moved up to the opening, Y/N meeting it and taking an object he offered. "Good luck."
"See you on the other side."
Y/N's smile was the last thing Jin saw before he backed away from the door, hands reaching into his pocket to produce a phone, checking to make sure he was still successfully hacked into the systems. Seeing he was, making sure to extend that time, he moved down the eerily empty hall, not really liking how isolated Y/N and Jungkook were from everyone else, but knowing they wanted to keep them trapped. Jin had easily climbed a flight of stairs to the next level, nodding at a few men walking around, making conversation when he needed to, making sure he stayed blended within this environment.
"Ah Doc, been down to check the basement?" A large, very well known hybrid trade master stood next to a door, the one with a name he needed to see. "I heard we'll be getting some new Snow Leopard cubs soon enough."
"Yeah I was just down there. I'd say we aren't too far away." Jin forced an easy going laugh, one that was mimicked easily by the large man, seeming to be comfortable in talks of torture of the hybrids around them. "You dealing with the panther?"
"Nah, got bored with him, threw in a feral wolf about 5 minutes ago. Haven't check if he's breathing still or not yet." The laugh the man gave this time was cruel and wanting of the panther and the wolf to kill each other so they didn't really have to bother with the anymore. "Figured I'd just give them some time to themselves."
"Mind if I check?" Jin shrugged as he pointed towards the door, watching the man take a step to the side in a gesture to allow him in. "Of course, Doc. Want me to stay, make sure whoever is still standing in there doesn't attack you?"
"I may be a doctor but I can handle myself. Wouldn't have made it as far as I have around here." Jin's smile was a little more genuine this time as the man gave a nod of appreciation before bowing and leaving Jin to himself, moving towards the large door, pulling the window down. The sight that met him caused a gasp to fall out of his lips, the panther sat with his back to the wall, tail wrapped around his waist, ears alert, clothes and skin bloodied from the obviously dead wolf at his feet. "Min Yoongi? I'm Doc, Jeon Jungkook sent me."
The words caused the panther to sharply look at him, piercing yellow eyes staring into Jin's soul at the name of the Snow Leopard he'd tried to protect for so long; "What about him? Why'd he send you?"
"May I come in?" Jin looked around him, too many ears from the hybrids trapped in their rooms, from any human that might pass him. "This isn't a conversation for everyone."
Waiting, Yoongi nodded, which caused Jin to move toward the small closet next to the room, pulling out a first aid kit, he was the doctor around here, he needed to act like it. Opening the door, Yoongi stayed where he sat, though his eyes watched every movement Jin man, from closing he door behind him, to sitting the first aid kit on the small table in the corner of his room. Yoongi had never seen this doctor before, though he mostly only dealt with the humans who forced him to fight or the fuck, even the other doctor he'd been assigned didn't look like this guy. Tall and stocky, though it could have been the fact that his shoulders seemed to be the widest part of his entire body, handsome face that didn't belong in such a place they were trapped. He didn't belong in a place like this and yet he'd asked Yoongi's permission to come into his cell, made sure to keep a respectful distance between them before talking.
"Are you hurt anywhere?" Jin looked towards the panther, opening the kit on the table, starting to pull things he may need to help him. "It's best if this little chat is quiet and close, can't have ears listening."
"The mutt got his teeth into my arm," Jin realized Yoongi was holding up one of his arms, as if it was broken or dislocated, and from the slight angle of his shoulder, it seemed it came out of its socket.
Jin nodded before looking at the small room, eyes drifting towards the poor wolf that didn't have a choice, fight, or die in a place like this, before he moved back towards the door and yelling; "HEY, CAN I GET A CLEAN UP?" Yoongi's eyes stayed on the human doctor as more heavy boots made it towards where they were, before three large men appeared, Yoongi knew them as the keepers on the green level he was a resident of. "Get the wolf out and don't touch the panther, I need to fix him up."
"Sure thing Doc."
They were quick with their work, removing the hybrid and the bloody mess, Jin having helped Yoongi to sit at the small table, wiping any blood in the way as he worked. Yoongi could tell Jin had a pair of eyes in the back of his head, because any unwarranted movement from the three men were met with sharp eyes and an even sharper tongue. And when they'd finally irritated him enough, he'd all by actually kicked them out of the room, swearing up and down he'd deal with them later if they continued not to listen.
When it was finally calm, Yoongi spoke; "How do you know Jungkook?"
"My friend is down there with him now. We were tracking her and it seems she was thrown into the hole they keep him in, forced her into heat and made them mate." Jin cleaned up Yoongi's wounds as they spoke in hushed whispers.
"Your friends a hybrid?" Yoongi didn't bother to hide his surprised.
"Snow Leopard, just like he is." Jin sat the materials down before gripping Yoongi's shoulder with both hands, meeting his eyes. "I have to put it back in the socket, try not to kill me."
Yoongi smiled weakly as Jin laughed before hissing, fingers digger into his own leg as Jin popped his shoulder back into it's rightful place; "Fucking hell. Maybe a warning?"
"More people work themselves into a panic, needed to use the element of surprise to get it in safely with you. I've noticed it works well with hybrids." Jin started to wrap Yoongi's shoulder now, keeping it together and trying to relieve some pain from it. "In 3 days a few friends of mine are going to be coming in and getting everyone out, the kid asked me to tell you to meet him. They'll be heading north into a clearing."
"Who exactly are you?" Yoongi couldn't help asking, staring at the handsome man.
"I'm a librarian." Jin smirked, knowing it wasn't the answer Yoongi wanted but the answer he needed. "A girl named Y/N will be with Jungkook, she'll know what to do. Trust her." Jin nodded towards Yoongi packing up his things to leave before he turned at the door to catch Yoongi's eyes once again; "And be careful of the wolf, he's very protective of Y/N and Y/N seems to be very protective of him."
Yoongi didn't say anything to those words, merely watching the human move out of his room before looking around his dirty and blood cell, they were giving him the option of getting out of here... could he trust them?
Jin had easily made his way back to his doctors room, enjoying the freedom of not having any cameras in the room, where he kept the other hybrid Y/N and Jungkook had spoken about. He'd taken his phone out again, making sure to not leave any traces of him being there after hacking the systems, allowing them to regain the systems. It seemed he had something bigger to worry about then simply hacking everything when he saw the state of the tiger before him, not seeming to be able to catch his breath as he lay on the cot.
"Taehyung?" Jin's voice drifted to the tigers ears, which flickered towards him in recognition, he was listening, though clutching at his stomach, seemed to be unable to reply. "I'm going to talk while I stich you up, if you understand move your right ear." Jin waited for a second before the striped orange and black ear on Taehyung's head flickered a few times, before Jin nodded and start to work on him. "Do you know Jeon Jungkook? The Snow Leopard?" Again Taehyung's right ear moved, his chest heaving as Jin lifted his shirt, seeing the bloody cut across his stomach and chest. "He sent me to talk to you. To get you all out of here."
It went like that, Jin telling Taehyung want what happening while making sure nothing that had happened to him was infected, that his breathing completely evened out. Jin was nervous for a moment, stopping all chatter when Taehyung started to drift to sleep, quickly working to keep him awake and keep him together. Finally after completely patching the battered ad bruised Tiger, Jin moved to get some water, sitting down next to Taehyung, helping him to sit and giving him small sips of the much needed drink.
"Did you understand everything I said?" Jin asked when they'd both settled now, Taehyung laying back comfortably, Jin sat next to him.
"We're getting out of here." Taehyung nodded slightly, groaning when his body jerked a little from a too harsh movement he'd unintentionally did. "Head north. Meet Jungkook and a girl named Y/N. Be careful of the wolf."
With a satisfied nod, Jin leaned closer towards Taehyung; "I'll make sure you stay here for 3 days, saying I need to work on you, even if you should be mostly healed in those 3 days, I think I could come up with some lie." Taehyung sleepily nodded, eyes heavy and barely keeping open. "Sleep now, I'll be here."
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For 3 days, Jin was able to keep his eye on Yoongi and Taehyung, his small lie for Taehyung kept him in the doctors office with him, and it seemed moving Yoongi in was just as easy. Jin had easily one the vote of Boss months ago, though having bosses daughter madly in love with him was also a good advantage to things he asks. So Yoongi and Taehyung laid in wait with Jin, regaining their strength and biding their time for their escape, both of them figuring out what to do when the time actually came.
On the morning of the 3rd day, Jungkook and Y/N were harshly woken by the heavy door slamming against the wall, Jungkook laid over Y/N to protect her. Jungkook gave a warning growl, even as his eyes moved to scan the area, the man from yesterday, who Y/N referred to as Jin was standing there, shooting daggers into the other man's head. He seemed to have been the one to throw the door open, and he looked very proud of himself for it too, arms folded across his chest.
"Was that necessary?" Jin asked from behind the mans shoulder, wanting nothing more then to be rid of him.
"I'm here to protect you Doc. Make sure the kid doesn't get physical." He merely scoffed, as if his presence was welcomed here, as if he was doing Gods work... he wasn't.
"Sure you are," Jin flipped a few pages on the clipboard he held, pretending to read the page of what he'd need, but when he looked under his lashes at the pair of Snow Leopards, they both knew to behave. "Y/N, it's time for your check-up. Would you come with me please?"
Y/N nodded, before pushing her hand against Jungkook's chest, sending him a look to have him back down, to allow her to go with Jin. Jungkook insisted on helping Y/N to her feet, making sure she was ready to go before taking her into his arms, making sure his scent was still on her, for anyone to recognize. He felt her lips softly touch his chest in reassurance before they stood in front of the two men, Y/N's eyes on Jin, Jungkook's eyes focused on the man who'd taken pleasure in torturing him, making sure he didn't touch Y/N.
"Are you going to make this hard kitty?" The man provoked, causing Jin to hit the man with the clipboard, Jungkook's eyes widening when the man didn't retaliate, just lowered his head.
"Idiot. Go away. Do absolutely anything else." Jin pushed him out of the room, making sure his voice reached the stairs and everyone else who could hear. "MAKE SURE THIS IDIOT DOESN'T COME DOWN HERE ANYMORE."
Jungkook was surprised they all listened to the man before them, that a man who had taken pleasure in torturing him was dragged out of there by the men who used to help him; "They listen to you? Just like that?"
"I am quite handsome; wouldn't you listen to me?" Jin smiled widely towards Jungkook, who's eyes were now on Y/N as she giggled.
"Only if my life depended on it, like it does now." Y/N shook her head before turning to look up at Jungkook, palms flat on his chest, feeling his large hands on her waist. "It time for me to take a test. I'll be back, just like we planned."
Jungkook didn't stop himself, leaning down to place a soft kiss to Y/N's forehead; "Be careful."
"I will be, Jin is with me until I come back for you." Y/N softly smiled before turning back to Jin. "Let's go."
"Be safe Jungkook, until Y/N comes back." Jin spoke before leading Y/N out of the room, the door closing and the last thing Jungkook seeing was Y/N's tail tailing behind her. "We are going up a level to where my office is, Yoongi and Taehyung are already there."
Y/N merely nodded, eyes scanning the area they were in, seeing there was only one way in, one way out and they were currently climbing those stairs out; "They have us completely isolated."
"They seem to have a special case when it comes to Jungkook. Now they have you too they are making sure the keep you two completely hidden." Jin nodded, finally on a more well lit level, pointing down towards the end of the hall. "My office is on the right, the door on the left is the way out, this is the ground floor."
"Is that smart?" Y/N looked towards each room, noticing they were the more predator animals keep on the ground level, even a bear seemed to be here. "Keeping us all close to the ground?"
"They think it's a good idea. I haven't told them otherwise." Jin laughed now, the loud noise carrying and following them into the doctor's office where a panther and tiger pay on two of the three cots in the rather large and open room. Y/N was quick to move towards the window, allowing the sunlight to touch her skin, sighing happily under the warmth of the rays. "You haven't been getting too much sunlight down there have you?"
"Our only window is about the size of my pinkie, I'm sure Jungkook won't know what to do with himself when we're outside." Y/N laughed a little before turning to face the other two in the room, who's eyes focused completely on the newest member of the room. "It's nice to finally meet you two, Jungkook talks about you both."
"How is the kid?" Y/N recognized the panther as Yoongi, eyes meeting his intimidating yellow ones.
"He's alive." She nodded with a soft smile. "And soon he'll be free."
"But before that, Y/N." Jin bought attention back to him, hand holding out a box she knew all too well in a place like this, pointing towards a door at the back. "You can do that in there. We'll wait."
Y/N sighed loudly before taking the small thin box; "Do you have any water?"
Jin handed Y/N a bottle of water before she shut the door to the bathroom, the three men left in the room talking instead of listening to Y/N. Y/N, however, tried not to think too much about what she was doing, she'd done it a fair few times before, and after finally sitting the pregnancy test back on the sink, she could only stare at it. Though not wanting to think to much on it, not wanting everything to go wrong and having to give birth once again in a place like this, Y/N wrapped the test and walked back out to the men. All three of them turned to look at the woman, eyes drifting to what was in her hand before trying to distract her, even if they all watched as she sat it back on Jin's desk before sitting next to Taehyung.
"You seem very used to this." Taehyung couldn't help commenting, smiling softly at the Snow Leopard next to him.
"It's not my first breeding facility. And if that is positive," Y/N pointed towards the test on Jin's desk, sitting like a time bomb for them all. "It will be my 5th litter since I turned 15."
"You can't be any older then 22 though?" Taehyung was trying to could in his head, 5th litter already didn't seem possible to him right now.
"I'm 25. So my oldest would be 9 now." Y/N shrugged sadly, she had come to terms with the fact that she might never see her children again, even with Namjoon searching for them, she couldn't really think of what state they may find them in. "It's okay though. I'll meet them again one day."
The two hybrids seemed to nod in understanding, and Y/N didn't doubt they knew what she meant, they knew the heartbreak of having their cubs taken from them. And Jin was smart enough not to question it, especially from the few things he'd heard Y/N talking about, he knew never to ask questions about a place like this. So instead conversation moved far away from anything to do with the place they were hidden in, instead going back to the talk they needed to have.
"Have you figured out which was to go yet?" Jin asked Y/N, satisfied when she nodded.
"Now I know how to get out of here I know which way to go." She pointed towards the two hybrids. "Will you two be here until then?"
"Yeah, we'll meet you at the door over there." Taehyung pointed out of the Doctors office and towards the way out.
"If we don't meet you there, outside of this building, the gates open at the north end, we'll wait there for you." Yoongi gestured towards Taehyung. "The kid is a pretty good tracker, he's no doubt got your scent along with Jungkook's, so we'll be able to keep track of you both."
"If you don't," Y/N's ear atop her head stood alert, obviously hearing something no one else did, until Yoongi and Taehyung were sitting up straighter, causing Jin to act his part as Doctor, standing to his feet. "Get to the clearing and call for Jimin. Tell him 'Poughkeepsie'"
Both hybrids ears flickered in understanding, codewords were normally used amongst hybrids as a way of getting people in and out of place safely, and with the tall man who was now standing in the door, they needed them; "Ah, Doc. How's how Snow Leopard coming along?"
"She's coming along well, Boss." Jin sat the clipboard down on the table, eyes scanning the test before looking back up towards the tall man who everyone around here knew simply as Boss. "I was just taking her back down to her room."
"And the other two? They still causing me trouble?" Boss pointed towards the two male hybrids, who still sat, even when Y/N caught Taehyung's tail wrapping around Yoongi's tail in a calming motion.
"They should be back to normal soon. Can't really trust pox to outbreak around here." Jin laughed with Boss, as if it were just a simple joke they normally told.
"I'm glad we have you, Kid." Boss clapped a hand against the wide shoulders of Jin, both of them nodding towards each other. "Well I should get out of your way, gotta check in with a few others."
"Of course." Jin nodded, waiting for Boss to walk away, straightening up when he turned around again. "Anything else, Boss?"
"The female? Did the kitty know what to do with her?" Boss pointed towards Y/N, hoping for cubs.
"Congratulations Boss." Jin nodded, trying not to show how sad he was at the thought of having to announce this here and not when Y/N was back down with Jungkook. "It seems we'll have cubs sooner than later."
"That's good to hear." Boss laughed before finally taking his leave.
"Y/N-"
"Don't tell Jungkook." Y/N's words stopped all of them, but she needed to do this. "Just until we're safe. If he finds out now, he'll do everything to keep me safe, which includes not getting out of here."
"Is that really fair to Jungkook?" Yoongi had to ask.
"Would you rather he know and we stay here and he never meet them... or we get out of here, I tell him and he gets to keep them." They all knew Y/N was right, they needed to keep this from him for a little longer. "I'll see you soon."
It was a quicker walk with Jin back down to the room Jungkook was in, opening it to find the man pacing across the length of the room, only stopping when he saw Y/N; "You're okay... you're okay..."
Jungkook's reaction to seeing Y/N again was enough for him to agree wholeheartedly with Y/N, Jungkook couldn't know until they were safely out of this place. They needed to be anywhere before he knew, because at least then, they'd be able to raise any cubs safely and happily they did have. So instead, Jin watched as Jungkook scented Y/N once again, going over her body, making sure nothing bad had happened to her, before turning to Jin.
"Stay healthy you two." Jin reached his hand out towards Y/N, who took it, shaking it once and securing the key he handed over, nodding. "I'll see you again soon."
Jin closed the door and was walking back towards his office, Y/N was still wrapped in Jungkook's arm, taking his hand to place the key in it. Jungkook took it and Y/N looked around, seeing that he was ready to go when the time came, that both of them were ready to get out of there. Both of them were now just playing the waiting game, waiting for the que to leave, waiting for the opportunity to finally get back to civilization, Jungkook more than most.
"Is everything okay?" Jungkook's hands absentmindedly went to her stomach, caressing her skin under the shirt she wore.
"Everything is okay, though it is too early for anything to come up." Y/N shrugged, taking his hands so they could walk back towards the bed to sit together. "They'll meet us at the door on the next level."
"How will we know when it's time to go?" Jungkook had to ask, if they were to get out of a place like this, they'd need to be very, very quiet.
Instead of asking, the distraction sounded off for them, a large explosion seemed to shake the entire building, screams and cries could be heard from every direction. Staring at each other for a moment, they nodded in understanding and moved quickly, Jungkook moved into the bathroom, collecting the bag he'd packed in there, Y/N moving towards the door to work on opening it. The key Jin had slipped them a moment ago worked wonders, and when Jungkook stood behind Y/N again, the door was open and now they had to run.
"Give me the bag, I'll watch from behind." Y/N took the bag from Jungkook's hands, swinging it over her shoulders and securing it around her, staring up at Jungkook. "Up the stairs and go straight down the hall at the end will be a door, hopefully Yoongi and Taehyung will met us there."
"Look, if we don't get out of her-"
"Lets not think about that. I've got you and you've got me. We'll make it."
Y/N reached up, kissing Jungkook softly on the lips before they were both out of the room, Jungkook completely leaving behind his childhood in that room to run away with Y/N. Jungkook could feel Y/N's hand on his back, making sure to let him know she was there as his eyes scanned around them as they got up to the second level. Look around, it was absolute chaos, hybrids, Bosses men, HPA, everyone was running around, scream, fighting and just trying to get to where they needed to.
"Just get to the end. Don't worry."
Y/N's words caused Jungkook to move forward, moving fast enough to blend in with the chaos, but not enough to bring attention to them. It was easy after that, Y/N and Jungkook had made it to the end of the hall, Y/N's eyes scanning quickly, straight into the Doctor's office. But it was empty, no Jin, no Yoongi, no Taehyung, so Y/N was quick to call it, they had gotten out and would no doubt be waiting for them at the north entrance.
Taking Jungkook's hand, Y/N lead the way now, out the front door and along the building, stopping before they exposed themselves. Gesturing for Jungkook to look behind them, Y/N looks around the corner, in the distance she could see it, three figures huddled down together. She recognized the tiger ears and the panther ears, nodding to herself that Jin was safe and with Yoongi and Taehyung. It was easy to see, Yoongi was ready to attack if the humans got any closer then they were, so Y/N needed to act quickly and quietly.
"Jungkook," Y/N whispered, calling the attention of Jungkook, even if he continued to keep a lookout behind them, making sure no one snuck up on them. "We have to run, make sure Bosses guys don't get the other, okay?"
Jungkook nodded and then looked towards Y/N before they both started to run, as fast as they could, Y/N lagging a little behind Jungkook who was faster but running with a mission. He was quickest to get to the man, tackling him into the ground, fighting the gun out of his hand before knocking him out, before checking Y/N was still with him. Seeing her come to a stop in front of him, Jungkook turned towards where the three men were still crouched down, finally standing to see Jungkook and Y/N.
"Ah, I'll take the gun." Jin came forward, taking the gun from his hand, seeming to check the working condition of the gun as Jungkook turned to pull Y/N into him. "Let's keep moving. The HPA will take care of them from here, but we need to get out of here now."
"I'll bring up the end, Jin go first, keep Y/N in the middle." Jungkook spoke quickly, not leaving any room for argument, not like any of them would with Y/N's current situation.
The small group started moving, easily slipping out of the open gate before running towards the trees, soon getting lost in the mass of green. They could all hear it, at least the hybrids, the heavy footfalls that followed them, causing them to stop, calling for Jin to huddle with Y/N in the middle. Y/N gripped Jin's hand, shaking her head when he tried to move, allowing the predators to protect them, only to see an all too familiar face.
"Kitty, leaving so soon?" The one man Jungkook would have been okay with never seeing again stood in front of him, smiling widely with two men flanking him. "And with the cubs we need so much."
"Cubs?" Jungkook whispered to himself, turning to look back at Y/N who's mouth opened and closed like a fish, only to see Jungkook smile, he'd done it, and he would keep them safe. "Okay then."
Jungkook took off running towards the man, too quick for them, dodging the first two before tackling the one he really needed to deal with to the ground. He hit the ground hard, the air leaving the mans lungs before he could act, but Jungkook was always quicker, he'd built up enough strength while trapped. And it was starting to become obvious that trapping a predator only to mock it as it built up enough strength and motivation wasn't a very good idea.
Y/N watched as the moment Jungkook's hands became claws, powerful and dangerous and currently ripping through a mans chest with all the power of a snow leopard. She could hear the moment Jungkook's paw cracked through skin and bone, his nails seeped in blood before he was tearing through the mans chest. The hybrids around could hear the exact moment the life drained from the man, Jungkook standing over the man, turning to the next two, but it seemed he was not needed anymore.
Another man made an appearance, falling down from the trees, he was quite small and agile compared to the likes of Jungkook and Taehyung, a little more similar to Yoongi's build. But he was quick, so much quicker then them all and Yoongi seemed to remember the words Jin had told him, to expect a wolf to be on their path. Y/N watched as the wolf was quick, made easy work of the other two humans without too much blood before turning to look back at the small pack. He smiled wide, proudly towards Jin and Y/N, the other three not really knowing how to react to yet another person with them, though they had enough sense to stay back from him.
"Your knight in shining armor, young Maidan." Jimin bowed deeply with a flourish, before standing back up to smile widely at Y/N. "I am here to protect you."
"You'll be walking away with a missing limb if I get my hands on you." Y/N clicked her tongue, tail swaying behind her, arms folded across her chest as she walked towards the wolf who's own tail moved slowly. "Why you?"
"Because we all know I'm the better fighter." Jimin laughed a little, reaching out towards Y/N when she was close enough, hands on her arms. "Joon would have stabbed himself or shot himself in the foot... honestly at this point I'm surprised he's not living in a bubble."
"You left him in the car with Hoseok, didn't you?" Y/N knew the answer before Jimin bothered to answer, earning a smack from Y/N. "Knight in shining armor my ass."
"Yes, we all know Jimin's... well Jimin, but it's time to go before anyone else comes out here to look for us." Jin interrupted, smacking Jimin's arm himself which the younger protested too. "Joon gave us a 15 minute window to get out without registration, let's not waste it."
"Yeah, yeah we're coming." Jimin laughed it off, wrapping his arm around Y/N's waist.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you. She seems to have a very protective, very close mate behind her covered in blood already, might want to refrain from touching Y/N for a while." Jin pointed back towards Jungkook who was staring a burning hole straight through Jimin's arm, his eyes following him even when he took a step back from Y/N.
The small group started to move again, Jungkook taking up the end just like last time, this time however, he kept Y/N within arm's reach, making sure she was close. The other boys were smart enough to form a small circle around her, through keeping their distance before finally reaching the road, where 3 cars waited. Y/N was quick to recognize the two men standing there, two humans she'd come to know and love, who had accepted her into their small family, smiling in relief to see her once again.
"Thank god your okay." Namjoon moved forward, wrapping his arms around Y/N, who was quicker to hold onto him, burying her face into his neck, remember the pattern of his scent. "When you didn't come home I knew something was wrong. I was just glad to find you."
"I'm okay, Joon. I was well protected." Y/N leaned back a little to look up into the eyes of the human who had become like a brother, just happy to see him. "They wouldn't have done anything to me."
"Uh huh, I'm just glad your out." He held Y/N close, completely covering her body with his own.
"Why is it okay for him to touch her but not me?" Y/N heard Jimin stage whisper towards Jin, causing both Namjoon and Y/N to turn to look at him.
"Because I've told Jungkook all about Joon... you however..." Y/N shrugged before gesturing for Jungkook to join her, watching the nervous flickering of his ears. "We're going to ride with Jin and Joon." Before turning back towards Namjoon, pointing back towards Yoongi and Taehyung. "Have Taehyung go with Jimin, and Yoongi with Hoseok. It's safer right now."
Namjoon nodded once before looking up towards the boys; "You heard her. Let's go."
Everyone started moving quickly, Y/N stopping in front of Hoseok for a quick hello, telling him she'd introduce him to Jungkook afterwards, when they were safe. Sliding in the back seat with Jungkook, Y/N noticed his leg bouncing, placing a hand on his thigh to help calm him down, which seemed to work. The hybrid beside her took her hand into his, making sure to keep his skin on hers, needing to know this was an actual reality as they speed off from the trees and made their way into the city. Jungkook's eyes never really leaving out of his window, watching the change between forest to houses to tall buildings that seemed to try and reach the sky. It would seem that everything here was really happening, he was really free, he was really sitting next to Y/N in the back seat of a car and driving away from danger.
No one seemed to talk, it was like they didn't really have anything to say anymore, simply to just enjoy the drive into the heart of the city where they lived. A few times Jungkook leaned over towards Y/N, running his nose through her hair, wrapping his tail around her, burying her head into her neck if anything was too overwhelming. The two humans that rode with them simply let them be, music softly drifting through the car before Jin was finally pulling into the underground parking of their apartment building.
"I'm sure you both want to shower and get out of those clothes?" Namjoon's dimpled smile greeted Y/N at her door, reaching a hand out to help her out of the car.
"A shower would be amazing." Y/N nodded, waiting with Namjoon for Jungkook to stand with her, reaching for his hand before they started their walk towards the elevator. "Did you want something to eat, Jungkook?"
Jungkook merely shrugged his shoulders, not really knowing where he fitted into this equation as he looked around at the expensive cars and beautiful building. Was this a place he'd even be able to stay in?
"I know I could eat." Y/N sent him a warm smile, only getting a half smiling nod from Jungkook, before turning back to Namjoon and Jin. "We'll shower, could you order something for us?"
"Of course. I already told the others to just stay in tonight and they will all be over tomorrow, so we can figure out what our next move is." Jin pocketed his phone, looking back up towards the others now.
The doors to the elevator finally opened, the four of them walking down the hall until they got to the right one, Jungkook's eyes scanning the place around them. It was obviously a beautiful and expensive place; he didn't know how he was going to be able to earn his keep at a place like this. Jungkook couldn't help but reach out of Y/N again, making sure his arms were wrapped around her waist as they walked into what looked like a rather large apartment. Y/N stayed in his arms, directing him through to standing on a small level overlooking the living room and large floor to ceiling windows out over the city.
"The bathroom is this way." Y/N took his hand back into hers, directing him towards the hall, stopping only when Jungkook pointed back towards the two humans who'd moved into the kitchen. "They'll order us some food, but right now, we need to settle in, maybe talk."
Jungkook nodded once, finally allowing Y/N to walk him down the hall and to a door, once opened, he could tell it was hers, her lingering scent was everywhere; "Your room?"
"Mmm, I have a bathroom in here, Joon made sure to give me a room with one for when my heat came." Y/N pointed towards another door in the room that felt familiar to him, especially with Y/N's scent completely covering it. "Did you want to use the shower first? I'm sure Joon can lend you some clothes until we can get you some of your own."
"My own?" Jungkook seemed to only be asking short questions, nothing more.
"Unless you want to leave, live on your own..." Y/N turned, placing the bag she'd been carrying since they left the small cell back at the facility on her bed, back still to Jungkook. "You could stay here with us."
"With you? And them?" Jungkook had to ask, had to know.
Y/N finally turned, nodding softly, playing with her fingers; "They'd let you stay... I want you to stay..."
"If you'll have me... I'll stay for you..." Jungkook moved closer to Y/N, hands reaching out, fingers lightly tracing against her stomach. "For them."
"I'm sure they'd appreciate it, knowing you stayed for them." Y/N couldn't help the smile that grew across her face, one that matched Jungkook's own that was growing brighter. "Why don't you shower first? I'll go ask Joon i-"
Jungkook placed his hand under Y/N's chin, lifting it before placing his lips on top of hers, softly allowing them to sit on hers for just a moment before pulling away; "Join me? Just today, until I'm used to it."
Y/N couldn't help the giggle that left her, hands sitting against Jungkook's chest which shook at his own laughter; "Is that your excuse for today?" Jungkook nodded, leaning down to kiss Y/N again, even as she spoke against his lips. "Come on then, let's shower. I want to change out of these clothes and you still have blood on you."
"Okay then." Jungkook reached down, lifting Y/N into his arms, wrapping her legs around his waist, lips never straying too far from any part of her skin he could reach. "Shower time."
"Just to shower." Y/N warned, looking down towards the hybrid who smiled widely up towards her.
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Y/N walked barefooted down the hall, pushing her hands through her still slightly damp hair, faltering in her steps for a moment when she saw Jin and Joon sitting on the couch. She'd have happily of kept walking towards the kitchen, if it weren't for the two very wide, very mischievous smiles the two humans wore. The expressions of men who had heard just about everything that had happened in her room, Y/N was finding every way to curse Jungkook, but she couldn't find any real reason too.
"Did you get the food?" Y/N instead asked, wrapping her tail around her clothed thigh.
"Do we have to have a talk about how your room isn't as soundproof as we'd hope?" Jin folded his arms over his chest, raising an eyebrow in question towards Y/N.
"Your funny." Y/N let out a giggle before moving to sit on the arm of the chair, closest to Namjoon, before subconsciously running her hands through his hair. "How you've handle the last few weeks with him, I'll never know."
"When he went in to find you, it was the quietest few days I've ever had." Namjoon leaned back against Y/N's legs, his large hand comfortably brushing through her tail that was now in his lap, eyes closed. "Very peaceful."
"You two are always so mean to me." Jin pouted now, eyes moving behind them to see Jungkook, standing at the opening to the hall. "You'll be on my side, won't you Jungkook?"
Y/N turned to see Jungkook, staring wide eyed towards the elder man, not really knowing what to say or do, hands simple by his side; "What?"
"Don't pay him no mind." Y/N smiled widely, gesturing for him to move towards her, watching as he padding softly against the floors until he was behind Y/N, hands on her waist.
"Were the clothes alright Jungkook?" Namjoon asked, head resting on Y/N's thigh, looking up towards the hybrid leaning over her shoulder. "We can get you some of your own tomorrow."
"Oh they're fine. Thank you." Jungkook forced a small smile, hands tightening into the material of Y/N's hoodie.
"Are you sure? We can get you something else?" But Namjoon's question was already being answered with the shake of Jungkook's head. "Okay, if your sure. There's food in the kitchen for you both, we ordered extra in case."
"Thank you, Joonie." Y/N naturally leaned down, placing a small kiss atop Namjoon's forehead before wiggling out of his grasp, taking Jungkook's hand for them to move into the kitchen.
"When your finish we have to talk about it. You know that, right?" Jin's voice followed Y/N into the kitchen who only turned her head.
"Jungkook's staying, as are our cubs." Y/N shrugged as if it were common knowledge before disappearing into the kitchen, seeing the food for them. "Yum, wanna sit in the kitchen or out with them?" Jungkook merely shrugged, following Y/N's lead as she took the food, instructing Jungkook to get cutlery before they joined the two humans again. "Stop overthinking it Jin, please, we'll be alright."
"You both just got out of that facility, Jungkook's been there longer and now everything is just alright?" Jin had to ask, had to know his friends... his family was okay.
"You learn to endure and adapt, being a hybrid." Jungkook instead answered for Y/N, arms leaning against his knees as his eyes never strayed further then Y/N opening the containers she'd placed on the coffee table before them.
Namjoon reached for Jin's hand, taking the elders attention from the two hybrids who were more interested in eating the this conversation right now; "Leave them be, if and when they need help, we'll be here. Everything will be okay."
And just like Namjoon had promised, in the few months that followed Y/N and Jungkook finally being free and home, they did in fact ask for help. Y/N was a lot more willing to ask, she had noticed early on that Jungkook hadn’t completely come to terms with it and mostly waited for Y/N. There were nights he would be found awake, staring at Y/N as if waiting for someone to come in and take her away from him, to take his cubs growing inside of her. Especially when he was awoke by a loud noise and Y/N wasn’t next to him, Jungkook would almost work himself into a panic, tearing through the house until he wrapped his arms around her again.
Both Jin and Namjoon were pleasantly surprised when they bought up the possibilities of Jungkook talking to a hybrid therapist, Jungkook easily agreeing, saying; “I need to be there for Y/N, for our cubs and I can’t keep being as aggressive as I have been. So talking to someone will help.”
It was good to see, how both hybrids were so much healthier mentally and physically, Y/N’s stomach was constantly growing and Jungkook couldn’t help marvelling at it. Even now as Y/N leaned back against the couch, a bowl sitting atop of her bulging stomach, full of fruit as Jungkook sat next to her, hands rubbing her belly. The television was merely background noise as the two hybrids softly talked to one another, enjoying the large apartment to themselves as Jin and Namjoon had gone out.
“Are you sure you don’t want to find out?” Jungkook’s large hands continued to trace random circles into her skin, his eyes looking wide up into the woman next to him. “All we have to do is call the doctor and we can know.”
“Jungkook…” Y/N moved a hand down to cup Jungkook’s face, giggling a little towards her mate as his ears stood to attention, ready in case she needed something. “If you want to know, you can. I just prefer not to.”
“But you could go into labour any time now, and we wouldn’t know what to take.” Jungkook sat up a little, hands never once leaving her stomach, somehow moving closer.
“The bags are already packed; the nursery is done. The only problem now…” Y/N leaned up as much as her large stomach would allow her, pressing a soft kiss to Jungkook’s chin. “Is a very worried dad who needs to calm down and trust me.”
“I know, I know…” Jungkook leaned over Y/N, burying his head into her neck, placing a few soft kissing to her skin. “I just… what if I’m not a good dad?”
Y/N couldn’t help the snort that left her as unlady-like as possible; “Your already better than you think.” Y/N jerked a little, watching as the bowl on her stomach tipped to the side and spilled the content, only to giggle at Jungkook sitting up and alert. “And it seems our cubs agrees.”
“Really?”
Y/N merely nodded, taking Jungkook’s hand and moved it to where the small cub was kicking Y/N, watching as Jungkook could only sit wide eyes and opened mouthed at the feeling. That’s how they sat, for the next few hours, Jungkook’s hands pressed into different parts of Y/N’s stomach trying to feel the cub kicking, his soft voice talking to them. Though a few times Y/N had to push Jungkook away, uncomfortable in her position, walking helped.
It’s how everyone found them, Y/N flipping through channels and Jungkook talking to her stomach, before she turned eager, smelling something delicious.
“Mine.” Y/N reached out towards the food that different boys held, happy to see Yoongi and Taehyung come into the apartment with Hoseok and Jimin, happy they had been comfortably welcomed into the family. “Jungkook, help me up, please.”
Jungkook hesitated for a moment, as if he didn’t want to leave the positions they were in right now but nodded, helping Y/N onto her feet, and walking behind her as she waddled towards the men; “Careful, I think they can set up and you can go sit.”
“No I’ve been sitting all day. I’m okay.” Y/N tried to take the box out of Namjoon’s hands, only for Jungkook to lift it over her head, watching as the smaller woman turned around to stare at him. “Hey.”
“You can go sit down and we’ll do this.” Jungkook met Y/N’s glare with his own before everyone watched as Y/N’s ear laid flat against her head and stalked away, as much as she could with her large stomach.
“You sure that was smart? Making her angry?” Yoongi couldn’t help asking behind the younger man, all seven men watching as Y/N sat at the table, arms folded over her stomach.
“She’ll be angry until she gets food,” Jungkook turned back towards his Hyung’s, shrugging a little before smirking, seeing Jin and Namjoon realize her next emotion. “After hungry she usually just gets h-“
“OKAY, FOOD.” Jin’s voice became high pitched, causing everyone, even Y/N to turn back to stare at him, making a beeline for the table. “Let’s eat, hurry.”
The hybrids watched Namjoon practically run after Jin, neither human really wanting to hear it, the only human left stared confusingly at Jungkook; “Are you talking about horny? Because most pregnant hybrids sex drive goes through the roof at this stage, I don’t know why, but it does.”
“Yep.” Jungkook popped the ‘p’ as they walked towards the table, stage whispering; “They’ve had to hear every moment of Y/N’s pregnancy. I suspect they won’t want another pregnancy for a while.”
“We don’t use the left side of the counter in the kitchen anymore.” Namjoon couldn’t help the shudder that passed through him, only to watch Y/N and Jungkook shrug as if it were normal, and to hybrids it was.
“Waking up in the middle of the night to get some water only to be met with… well you can imagine what he saw.” Jin shook his head as they start passing out what was needed. “We don’t know what’s safe anymore.”
“Well Y/N’s, what… 38 weeks along now,”
Hoseok looked towards the hybrid who was already eating whatever Jungkook sat on her plate; “40 weeks, I’m due any day now.”
“So you shouldn’t have to wait to much longer before you have cubs to keep you up at night.” He, however, couldn’t hide the small laugh as he watched Jungkook place a hand on top of her stomach, Y/N completely oblivious as she continued to eat. “I also suspect it’s not the cubs you’ll have to be concerned with.”
“Why do you say that?” Jimin couldn’t help asking, looking between Hoseok and the two Snow Leopards, Hoseok merely gestured towards them both, now causing the wolf to really look at them, how Jungkook hovered over Y/N, giving her everything she needed. “Jungkook, are you eating?”
“Um…”
“Don’t bother.” Jin shooed Jimin away from the youngest, showing them the extra plate he was holding. “He won’t eat or rest until Y/N is happy.”
“Trust us, we’ve tried.” Namjoon continued to eat as all the other men at the table seemed to hesitate, watching the two hybrids turned in towards one another. “Seriously just eat, we’ve tried waiting for him and trying to convince him. Even Y/N’s tried but he refuses until he knows she’s happy.”
“She can’t even fake it; he can see right through her.” Jin sat a full plate in front of Jungkook who didn’t even look at it, moving more food onto Y/N’s.
Hoseok watched for a moment, eyes focused on Jungkook before he leaned back a little; “Jungkook, you know if you aren’t eating and getting your own rest, then you won’t be able to properly take care of your cubs.” Those words seem to finally get through to the stubborn snow leopard, eyes turning to stare at the human who shrugged, before gesturing towards Jungkook’s plate. “Eat. Then you’ll be able to set a good example for them.”
Much to the surprise of Jin and Namjoon, Jungkook picked up his chopsticks and started to feed himself, even if he still gave Y/N heaps of food. For a few moments, the only ones that moved were Jungkook, Y/N and Hoseok, comfortably eating before Hoseok looked towards the others.
“Eat.”
“How’d you… what?” Jin couldn’t help asking.
“Like all hybrids who are expecting children, they are more concerned with the health and safety of their babies that they forget to take care of themselves.” Hoseok pointed to the food on the table with a small laugh. “So Jungkook needs to know and to realize that he can’t take care of them if he’s not taking care of himself.”
“Nine months…” Y/N spoke around a mouthful of food, trying not to just start laughing as she fixed herself up a little in her chair, one hand rubbing against her own stomach. “It took Hobi a few minutes of sitting across from Jungkook to figure out what you couldn’t in nine months. Some Doctor you turned out to be.”
Jin couldn’t say anything, neither could Namjoon as they stared at the woman happily eating, before their eyes drifted towards Jungkook who was eating just as well; “He’s the behaviourist.” Gesturing towards Hoseok.
“Anyone who works with or had hybrid friends should know that hybrid males are very protective and aggressive when their mate is going through a pregnancy.” Hoseok continued to talk, taking a small sip of his water before looking towards Y/N. “Snow leopards are solitary creatures but because they have human and animal DNA it completely messes with their heads. Did Jungkook go through sympathy symptoms earlier in your pregnancy?” Y/N nodded, giggling a little as Jungkook ducked his head, reaching out to run her hands through his hair. “It’s normal, especially when the two hybrids are lucky enough to stay together during the pregnancy. It’ll be worse when our Jiminie decides to start procreating.”
“Worse because Jimin’s procreating?” Y/N asked as innocently as she could.
“Hey,” Jimin smirked towards Y/N, ears tall atop his head as he watched her try not to laugh.
“Worse because if anyone’s gonna be possessive, it’d be him.” Hoseok bumped his shoulder against the wolf, before gesturing his head towards Jungkook. “Though he’s defying odds right now. But I’ve not really known a lot of snow leopard hybrids so I can’t really compare.”
“It’s a miracle you know two snow leopard hybrids. We aren’t just rare, we’re basically non-existent.” Jungkook finally spoke around some food he’d been chewing before turning back towards Y/N. “Are you okay?”
The easy-going table soon turned worried, staring at Y/N as they finally noticed how she moved uncomfortably every now and then; “Yeah just, okay little ones mama’s trying to eat, please stop kicking.” For a moment they all watched as Y/N moved around a little more, trying to get comfortable before taking one of Jungkook’s hand and moving it to the place the kicks were coming from. “You talk to them; they already seem to listen to you.”
“Hey little ones, everything okay?” They all seemed to watch as Jungkook talked to Y/N’s stomach, watched how Y/N seemed to settle down a lot more now, as if relaxed. “It’s okay, we’re all here.”
“Now I need to use the bathroom.” Y/N leaned her head back, groaning a little at her impatient bladder before clutching her stomach and disappearing out of view.
“Will she be okay?”
Taehyung pointed in the direction Y/N went, sensing Jungkook wanted nothing more than to follow the woman, though it was Namjoon that answered; “She’s fine. I mean unless she goes into labour right this very second, she’ll be just fine.”
“UM… JUNGKOOK.”
Y/N’s voice carried towards the table of men, the obvious panic in her tone causing Jungkook to stand, knocking his chair over; “Do you enjoy being wrong?” He couldn’t help asking Namjoon, a terrified look on his face.
“I’m mostly making this up as I go.” Namjoon too stood, both men running as fast as they could down the hall towards Y/N.
“What’s wrong? Are you okay? What do you need?” Jungkook started asking questions to a hunched over Y/N, leaning heavily on the wall, nails digging into it.
“Shut up.” She could help growling out, taking Jungkook’s hand to squeeze, trying to concentrate on her own breathing.
Jungkook stood next to Y/N, not really knowing what to do or what to say to help her, so instead his hand moved to her back, slowly starting to rub it. His eyes never once left her, even though he could feel movement around him, no doubt the others getting ready to get to a hospital. It was only when Y/N seemed to calm down did Jungkook seem to take a deep breath himself, moving closer towards Y/N.
“Y/N,” it was Jin’s voice that spoke over the haze, gaining Y/N’s attention. “How long have you been having contractions?”
“Um…” Y/N took a few more deep breaths, turning around to lean against the wall before looking towards the small crowd with a small smile. “A few hours now.”
“And you didn’t tell us?” Jin’s eyes widen so large, all the men present seeming to panic at the same time.
“It wouldn’t have mattered; my contractions were still pretty far apart.” Y/N shrugged, taking another few deep breaths before trying to walk back out into the living room, seeming to move the group of men with her. “But now they aren’t as far apart, so it’s time to get me to a hospital.”
“Bags, I need to get the bags.” Jungkook started to mumble to himself, looking as if he didn’t want to leave Y/N.
“You stay with Y/N. Jimin, and I will grab the bags for Y/N and Jungkook.” Namjoon instead spoke for them all, everyone listening intently. “Jin-Hyung and Yoongi-Hyung will help Jungkook get Y/N down to the car, Taehyung, you and Hoseok get the other bags from the nursery for the baby. Okay?”
“Okay.”
“Yeah.”
“Don’t forget to get the drinks in the cooler as well.”
Jungkook’s voice was mostly drowned out but got a small nod from Jimin who heard him, before they were all set in motion. The three men stayed close to Y/N, all of them seeming to waddle behind Y/N before they were at the elevator. Y/N couldn’t help slightly laughing at the mix of men running around, standing in the elevator, Jungkook’s arms wrapped around her.
By the time they got to the car, barely 4 minutes, and Y/N was now stopped on the hood of the car, another contraction. Jungkook could only stand and watch, lucky Yoongi was there to step in and rub at Y/N’s back, obviously needing to relieve some of the pressure she was feeling. Jin had worked quickly with the car, making sure there was enough space for Y/N to sit, even lie down comfortably.
When Y/N was able to form a coherent sentence again, her first words were to Jungkook; “Are you ready?”
“I should be asking you that?” Jungkook whispered to Y/N, pushing his nose into her hair in a comforting gesture.
“I already know what to expect, you’ve never been able to get this far.” Y/N pointed out with a small smile, turning her head to kiss Jungkook softly. “The only difference for us both this time… we get to take them home.”
“I’m as ready as I’ll ever be.” Jungkook whispered before the others burst out of the elevator and into the garage, running with bags of things in a panic. “More ready than they are it would seem.”
The next few hours that passed were both the longest and slowest time has ever passed for Jungkook. He couldn’t help Y/N as much as he’d like to and yet he never left her side, always there when she needed him to be. At exactly 6:13pm, their first cub was born, a tiny little boy with dark hair and the tiniest white ears Jungkook had ever seen. He could only cry as he watched Y/N hold onto him, whispering softly to their cub before he was taken away to be cleaned. Because at 7:09pm, Jungkook was blessed to witness the birth of his second son, tinier then his brother, and a head full of light hair like his mother and two tiny white ears.
Jungkook stayed with Y/N and his cubs as they were cleans and watched as they were taken to the nursery. Then for a few needed moments, Jungkook and Y/N were by themselves, the nurses having cleaned Y/N up and were getting ready to take her back to her room. They stayed there, together silently, Jungkook’s hand wrapped around Y/N’s, kissing her forehead softly before looking her in the eye.
“Thank you so much. I’m so proud of you” Jungkook whispered, hand pushing damp hair away from her forehead, Y/N smiling dozily up toward him. “Not only have you given me a life outside of that place, but you’ve also given me a family.”
“’Our welcome…” Y/N breathed out, closing her eyes a little now. “I love you.”
“I love you.” Jungkook whispered, softly kissing Y/N’s lips before seeing a few more nurses come in.
“Okay you two, lets get you set up for your cubs to come back in.”
With the promise of their cubs coming back, Jungkook allowed them to get Y/N moved and ready finally leaving her to rest. Jungkook was greeted in the waiting room by a group of anxious Hyung’s, all of them moving towards Jungkook when they caught sight of him. Questions were bombarding him from all around him, each of them wanting to know how many cubs they have, if Y/N was okay, if he was okay, so he’d answer them all.
“Y/N is getting cleaned up now and they will be moving her back into her room. She’s healthy though tired and ready for some sleep.” Jungkook reassured Namjoon who seemed to relax at those words, happy that Y/N was healthy. “As for the cubs, she gave birth at 6:13 to a boy.”
“Congratulations.”
“A boy? Oh awesome.”
“Congrats.”
“Seriously we’re so proud of the both of you Jungkook.”
Everyone was quick to hug Jungkook, sharing in the pride the Snow Leopard obviously radiated before his smile seemed to only widen; “Then at 7:09, Y/N gave birth to another boy.”
“What?”
“Really”
“Wow.”
“We haven’t named them yet but I’m sure Y/N will have some she’ll want.” Jungkook nodded, nobody, not even if they wanted to, could wipe the smile off his face. “Y/N was able to bond rather quickly with both of them and once she’s settled into her room with the cubs you’ll be allowed in to see them.”
Jungkook was bought into a group hug before all of them sat down, comfortably waiting for the nurses to allow them in to see Y/N. They talked happily and quietly, Jin even handing some of the packed food they had to Jungkook, glad to see him eating. So it didn’t take any of them by surprise when Jungkook slowly slipped off to sleep on Yoongi’s shoulder for a while, the panther making sure the younger was comfortable.
When a nurse did come out to see them, they all decided to let Jungkook sleep a little more, Namjoon standing to go see Y/N. Namjoon was welcomed into the large room, Y/N laid on her bed, watching her two cubs beside her. She smiled widely up towards her human, before looking back towards her boys.
“Congratulations.” Namjoon whispered, moving closer towards them both in their small beds. “You did so well.”
Namjoon leaned over and kissed Y/N forehead, before sitting next to her on the bed, looking down towards the two sleeping snow leopards; “Jungkook finally get to sleep?”
“Yeah, we were gonna leave him for a little while before he comes back in.” Namjoon laughed a little, before gesturing towards the two cubs. “May I?”
“Of course.” Y/N sat up a little more, hand reaching over to point towards her dark haired cub. “He’s older.”
Namjoon nodded before leaning over the sleeping cubs, slowly picking up the elder of the two small bundles. He was careful, sitting back down next to Y/N on the bed, moving his thumb to sit on the palm of the cubs hand.
“Hi, little one, I’m your Uncle Namjoon.” He spoke in a hushed whisper, before looking towards Y/N. “They’re beautiful.”
“Thank you.” Y/N smiled widely, her eyes watching her two cubs, already completely taken by them. “For everything, Namjoon.”
“You did all this yourself.” Namjoon laughed a little, keeping the cub in his arms quiet. “You’re the one who birthed them.”
“Not just that, but more…” Y/N reached out to Namjoon’s shoulder, gaining his attention once again. “For saving me, for allowing me to have a safe and happy life. A family.”
“You don’t have to thank me. Just take care of your cubs, give them a good life.” Namjoon couldn’t stop the blush that flushed his skin before both of their attention went back to the younger cub who cried out a little. “Oh here, take this little one and I’ll get him.”
Namjoon handed Y/N her cub before picking up the younger of the two, both of them sitting together admiring the cubs. It was hard not to see how well the cubs had bonded with their mother already, even the little bundle in Namjoon’s arms reached out towards Y/N. They were only taken out of the quiet when slowly, one-by-one, the other boys started to filter into the room. The two cubs were soon passed around, easily being scented by the older hybrids, welcoming the small cubs into their family. It wasn’t long before one cub was happily in Y/N’s arms and the other in Jungkook’s, who was sitting as close to Y/N as the small bed would allow.
“Excuse me,” A nurse called from behind them, looking over the room. “I’m sorry but visiting hours are over and I’m going to have to ask you all to leave.”
“Of course, thank you.” Namjoon bowed slightly towards the nurse before looking back towards Y/N. “I’ve already talked to the doctor and Jungkook will be staying with you tonight. We’ll come back tomorrow to see you all.”
After a final 10 minute goodbye and the promise of food tomorrow, Y/N and Jungkook were finally alone with their cubs. The quiet of the night stayed with them as a nurse came in to help Y/N feed them both, before they were put back to sleep. Jungkook made sure Y/N was comfortable before he was laying next to Y/N in the small bed, both of them drifting off to sleep.
For 2 days Y/N was in the hospital, making sure everyone was healthy before they were set to finally get the cubs home. Y/N sat next to the bed where she had tucked her cubs safely in two carriers, waiting for Jungkook to come back with Namjoon and Jin. Both of them were wide awake, currently looking towards their mother who softly spoke to them, her hands caressing their small ears. They seemed to both be reaching out towards Y/N, trying to grab at her hands, to hold, to bring closer towards their small bodies.
“Everyone ready?” Jungkook moved back into the room, Namjoon and Jin right behind him, wide smiles on their faces. “Time to go home.”
“I’ve helped with the process of signing you out, so you don’t need to worry about that.” Jin moved around to get a look at the cubs, who’s attention moved to the tall man who moved behind their mother. “We just have to get these two home now.”
“And we are all very ready.” Y/N’s words immediately stole the cubs attention back, much to Jin’s dismay. “Aren’t we?”
The cubs moved to reach out for their mother again before Jungkook was standing behind them, lifting the carriers; “I’ll take these two and Jin will wheel you out.”
The trip to the car was a lot less panicked this time around, the only real panic was on Jungkook’s face when he had to try and lock the cubs in the car seats. Which was easily calmed down when Y/N stepped in and explained how it went for him, watching and learning. The car didn’t start until Jungkook was happy with how safe the cubs were, that Y/N was comfortable next to them, it was only then that Jin was allow to start the car. Taking a very lengthy and careful drive back to their home, finally getting their cubs home.
As Jungkook helped to carry his cubs into the large apartment, welcomed by his other Hyung’s, he couldn’t help looking around at his surroundings. The large windows in the apartment gave him a view to be able to look out across the city he lived in, to remind him that the sunlight would touch his skin from every angle. The large bed he was able to lay his head on, wrapped around his mate in the warmth of her and the blankets. His cubs merely a doorway away, sound asleep now as they placed them in their cribs, before finally feeling free and at home.
Jungkook had been here long enough to know that the actions of his past weren’t going to define how he lived his future.
A Writing Cheat Sheet: for linking actions with emotions.
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CHARACTER FACIAL EXPRESSIONS (WRITING REFERENCE)
EYES/BROWS
his eyes widened
her eyes went round
her eyelids drooped
his eyes narrowed
his eyes lit up
his eyes darted
he squinted
she blinked
her eyes twinkled
his eyes gleamed
her eyes sparkled
his eyes flashed
his eyes glinted
his eyes burned with…
her eyes blazed with…
her eyes sparked with…
her eyes flickered with…
_____ glowed in his eyes
the corners of his eyes crinkled
she rolled her eyes
he looked heavenward
she glanced up to the ceiling
she winked
tears filled her eyes
his eyes welled up
her eyes swam with tears
his eyes flooded with tears
her eyes were wet
his eyes glistened
tears shimmered in her eyes
tears shone in his eyes
her eyes were glossy
he was fighting back tears
tears ran down her cheeks
his eyes closed
she squeezed her eyes shut
he shut his eyes
his lashes fluttered
she batted her lashes
his brows knitted
her forehead creased
his forehead furrowed
her forehead puckered
a line appeared between her brows
his brows drew together
her brows snapped together
his eyebrows rose
she raised a brow
he lifted an eyebrow
his eyebrows waggled
she gave him a once-over
he sized her up
her eyes bored into him
she took in the sight of…
he glared
she peered
he gazed
she glanced
he stared
she scrutinized
he studied
she gaped
he observed
she surveyed
he gawked
he leered
his pupils (were) dilated
her pupils were huge
his pupils flared
NOSE
her nose crinkled
his nose wrinkled
she sneered
his nostrils flared
she stuck her nose in the air
he sniffed
she sniffled
MOUTH
she smiled
he smirked
she grinned
he simpered
she beamed
her mouth curved into a smile
the corners of his mouth turned up
the corner of her mouth quirked up
a corner of his mouth lifted
his mouth twitched
he gave a half-smile
she gave a lopsided grin
his mouth twisted
he plastered a smile on his face
she forced a smile
he faked a smile
her smile faded
his smile slipped
he pursed his lips
she pouted
his mouth snapped shut
her mouth set in a hard line
he pressed his lips together
she bit her lip
he drew his lower lip between his teeth
she nibbled on her bottom lip
he chewed on his bottom lip
his jaw set
her jaw clenched
his jaw tightened
a muscle in her jaw twitched
he ground his jaw
he snarled/his lips drew back in a snarl
her mouth fell open
his jaw dropped
her jaw went slack
he gritted his teeth
she gnashed her teeth
her lower lip trembled
his lower lip quivered
SKIN
she paled
he blanched
she went white
the color drained out of his face
his face reddened
her cheeks turned pink
his face flushed
she blushed
he turned red
she turned scarlet
he turned crimson
a flush crept up her face
WHOLE FACE, ETC.
he screwed up his face
she scrunched up her face
he grimaced
she winced
she gave him a dirty look
he frowned
she scowled
he glowered
her whole face lit up
she brightened
his face went blank
her face contorted
his face twisted
her expression closed up
his expression dulled
her expression hardened
she went poker-faced
a vein popped out in his neck
awe transformed his face
fear crossed her face
sadness clouded his features
terror overtook his face
recognition dawned on her face
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summary⇢ what’s a girl to do when her sweet, innocent baby lab partner isn’t quite so sweet and innocent? well, he’s a grown-ass man, and you’re about to learn that the hard way. pairing⇢ jungkook/reader word count⇢ 12k rating⇢ 18+ genre⇢ smut | humor | college!au | fuckboi!au | fratboy!au warnings⇢ sexual content, voyeurism, masturbation mention, drinking/smoking/partying, swearing, sarcasm, mint!yoongi, lowkey pining, love triangles
a/n⇢title inspired by this song. for @vanxla, who constantly has to listen to me rage about giant manly bangtan hands
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