Have I gone mad?

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//yyeeeaaah

I'm probably going to delete this blog

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PSA:

I'm thinking about either deleting this blog and starting from scratch with another muse, or making her Canon OUATIW Alice

what do you guys think?

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//internet is still down.still on hiatus. Sorry

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"Are you a pirate?" Alice asked as her eyes curiously fell to the hook on his hand. "I've seen pirates in books, and they always hooks for hands, but they also have eye patches."

"Aye, that I am, darling," Killian confirmed with a grin before it quickly fell away at the comment about hooks and eye patches. "You best believe I’m the only one with a hook, lass. And eye patches are just gaudy."

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"Oh," Alice’s eyes widened when she remembered it wasn’t exactly a normal gift she had. "I travel between realms through looking glasses. Well I try to." Frustration pulled at her brow. "I haven’t exactly mastered it yet. Did you say Storybrooke? I’ve never heard of such a place?" It was certainly an odd looking land. Her eyes followed the strange metal carriages and the strangely dressed people. 

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"Ah, a realm jumper. Let’s hope you aren’t as nasty as the mermaids with your shared abilities," he mused, though a weary glint found its way to his eyes.

"You didn’t get swept up in the curse, then," Killian pointed out, his hand coming up to rub along his jaw, thumb caressing the other side. "Aye, Storybrooke. We’re in the World Without Magic. The…United States, I believe Swan called this place?” He caught the girl eyeing one of the cars, a smirk turning the corner of his lips up. “I suggest you steer clear of those vessels. Bloody hurts getting hit by one.”"

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"I've been portal jumping so much, the curse must have missed me." Alice thought it over. She made a point of not staying in one place for too long. "And I'm much kinder than any mermaids." Alice chuckled brushing a hand through her hair. In her travels Alice had encountered a number of strange creatures. "Though I find if you don't bother them, then don't bother you." 

Another metal carriage zipped past her, causing Alice to step out of the street. "Everything is stone here, it's difficult to tell roads from stepping stone." She noted giving her foot a little tap against the cement. "Aside from the curious design, this town doesn't look very cursed to me." 

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We're All Mad || Closed Starter || iamwonderlandoracle

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"Y-yes, thank you for holding on to it." Alice looked down at the book in her hands again. The silk ribbon that marked her place dangled, catching the kittens eye. "I’m sorry she frightened you." Alice lifted her chin up with guilt heavy in her eyes. "I’m sorry I frightened you….It gets a little confusing sharing a body with another person.” Despite herself, the girl managed a smile. “I call her ‘Malice’ if that helps.”

Alice stood getting him a glass of water before returning to his side. “I know this musn’t be easy for you to comprehend. Goodness knows I hardly understand it, butI had no where else to go. Believe it or not…you and I used to be friends in another life…..a forgotten life.” A

lice finally began to look at the state he was in. Harry didn’t deserve this kind of stress. Madness or not, this wasn’t his problem. “I know this isn’t your burden to bare. I should go…I don’t know what Malice was thinking bringing me here.” The girl did her best to hide the panic and guilt rising in her chest. “I-I should go.” She repeated looking for her shoes, not realizing she hadn’t worn any. 

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He slowly drank the water, trying to sort his thoughts out, to make sense of all this. He took his time to figure out what was happening and what he should do. Her words about them knowing each others sent a shiver back down his spine, something tried to come in his mind, struggling but the curse pushed it back behind a wall of rationalisation. 

He said nothing until she said she should go. This time it was him who reached for her and as he grabbed her wrist, nothing happened. This contact was controlled, he’d been the one initiating it so nothing weird came in his mind, no strange images flashed behind his eyes. “Wait.” He took a deep breath and found the strength to look at her.

"You can’t go back into this hospital. You’re alone and… And you’ve got no one. And they wont let me come back. You…" He let out a heavy sigh, knowing he was doing something completely stupid. "Stay. I wont tell anyone. Malice didn’t hurt me she just… Startled me. Look… We both have our problems. I have nightmares and I… Am terrified with people and you… Apparently you built yourself some strange reality on your own to escape gods know what. But I don’t want you to be alone in this nut-house. You can stay."

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Alice nearly jumped out of her skin when she felt his hand around her wrist. After years in the asylum she had begun to associate physical contact with pain, really only getting it when the nurses were tackling her, or putting needles in her arms. Slowly she turned to him with, eyes twinkling with tears of joy. 

"R-really? You'll let me stay?" A quivering smile pulled over her lips. It didn't matter if he believed her or not, Alice could see behind his eyes, there was a small part of him that remembered something. Unable to resist herself. Alice wrapped her arms around his middle, before remembering his condition. "Sorry!" She quickly apologized and stepped back, dusting off her dress and apron. "It's just....this is the nicest anyone has ever been to me." 

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"Are you a pirate?" Alice asked as her eyes curiously fell to the hook on his hand. "I've seen pirates in books, and they always hooks for hands, but they also have eye patches."

"Aye, that I am, darling," Killian confirmed with a grin before it quickly fell away at the comment about hooks and eye patches. "You best believe I’m the only one with a hook, lass. And eye patches are just gaudy."

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"Well I suppose you can’t believe everything you read in books." She shrugged with a smile. "I’m Alice." She curtsied politely. "Would you mind telling me where I am? I was traveling by Looking Glass and I think I’m a bit lost." 

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"Captain Jones," he returned, offering the girl a short bow. "Books are more truthful than you might believe, darling. Especially here in Storybrooke. May I ask, how does one exactly travel with a looking glass?”

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"Oh," Alice's eyes widened when she remembered it wasn't exactly a normal gift she had. "I travel between realms through looking glasses. Well I try to." Frustration pulled at her brow. "I haven't exactly mastered it yet. Did you say Storybrooke? I've never heard of such a place?" It was certainly an odd looking land. Her eyes followed the strange metal carriages and the strangely dressed people. 

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  "That doesn’t answer my question." Alice spat pulling her sword from her back and brought it to his throat. "Where the hell am I?! and Who the hell are you!?

[you-dismiss-my-love]

Jace knocked the knife out of her hand. He turned them around so now she was pinned up against the wall with her same sword at her throat. “You lied to me. What the hell are you?”

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The blonde girl gave a tired huff with a roll of her eyes. "Great Jabberwocky, what's little Alice gotten herself into now?" Alice breathed not even flinching at the knife. "I'm just a little girl." She smiled innocently enough, with a childlike tone in her voice. 

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We're All Mad || Closed Starter || iamwonderlandoracle

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  "You fainted." Alice said simply. "I’m not exactly sure why, but I think I might have had something to do with it." Her eyes glanced to the small journal in her hands. "I’m not sure what exactly you remember, but….I think I escaped from the Asylum and came here. I’m sorry if my other half frightened you. She can be a little…..intense." Alice winced feeling quite guilty for the state he was in. 

Having been used to fainting spells, Alice knew how to handle Harry. “Take it easy. Try not to sit up too quickly. I can get you some water if you like.” They could discuss the other Alice, and the journal later, when Harry was feeling better. 

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He’d been about to sit up but he decided to listen to her advice, and to his headache, and stayed on the ground, simply turning over to lie on his side. He remembered the blond girl showing up at his doorstep, he remembered their talking and mostly her non sense. He remembered the hallucination just before he fell on the ground.

"I… I’d like some water yes." Eventually he sat up, slowly, preventing his head from turning again and in the end he was sitting on his kitchen’s floor, his back at a cupboard. "Apparently you escaped yes. You… Well, she asked me to help her… You… Both of you." The kitty tentatively came back, feeling her master had been in trouble and willing to make sure he was okay. She climbed on his stretched legs and he thoughtfully petted her.

"She asked me to give you this diary but… Apparently you found it on your own."

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"Y-yes, thank you for holding on to it." Alice looked down at the book in her hands again. The silk ribbon that marked her place dangled, catching the kittens eye. "I'm sorry she frightened you." Alice lifted her chin up with guilt heavy in her eyes. "I'm sorry I frightened you....It gets a little confusing sharing a body with another person." Despite herself, the girl managed a smile. "I call her 'Malice' if that helps."

Alice stood getting him a glass of water before returning to his side. "I know this musn't be easy for you to comprehend. Goodness knows I hardly understand it, butI had no where else to go. Believe it or not...you and I used to be friends in another life.....a forgotten life." A

lice finally began to look at the state he was in. Harry didn't deserve this kind of stress. Madness or not, this wasn't his problem. "I know this isn't your burden to bare. I should go...I don't know what Malice was thinking bringing me here." The girl did her best to hide the panic and guilt rising in her chest. "I-I should go." She repeated looking for her shoes, not realizing she hadn't worn any. 

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"Hello, my name is Pyralis Draki, but you can call me Pyra. I’m the daughter of a Viking, next in line to rule the Kingdom. Would you like to meet my pet dragon? He doesn’t bite…much.” 

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[pynkdemonnn]

did they just

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yes, they did

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"W-where am I?" Alice looked around a little dazed. "What is this land?" Her sword lowered slightly, but not too low in case he was planning on robbing her.

      ”—You should have sent word of your arrival here beforehand, for you have crossed the gates to Asirenn, and my Kingdom shall not accept strangers with unknown intentions.” rigid marble features didn’t dare to flinch for a second with every spoken word.

          “—I suggest you identify yourself, traveler,       or else my only choice will be to have the guards to arrest you.”

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Alice lowered her sword a little more even more confused than before. "M-my name is Alice Liddell. I don't know how I got here. I-I think I fell through another portal." She said looking around. One moment she was in the Wonderland Wilds and the next she was lying on the forest floor, though it didn't look like Wonderland. "I mean you no harm...oh!" Alice looked at the Vorpal Blade and quickly placed it back in it's holder. "I mistook you for a mugger, my humblest apologies, your Highness." Alice curtsied. Clearly he was royalty, and she wasn't sure how fond of beheading this Prince or King was. 

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[rumbelles]

that one episode where the entire fandom fell in love with rumple (✿◕◡◕)

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"Stay back!" The brunette warned pointing her sword in his direction.

   Feet stopped right at the spot, a single hand lifted in front of his chest as a white flag.                           ”———Calm down,                         I’m not here to harm you.”

      Brow rose in skepticism, refusing to believe they’d start a duel, cerulean gems sparkling with perplexity, hand curling around the edge of his own sword that lay to rest in the belt on his waist.

             ”Unless you don’t stop aiming this thing at my throat.”

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"W-where am I?" Alice looked around a little dazed. "What is this land?" Her sword lowered slightly, but not too low in case he was planning on robbing her.

[lookingglass-malice]

You do have friends. I read every one of those read mores. It isn't that you are annoying or anything of the sort - you are a very good writer and extremely talented. Have you thought about maybe roleplaying a guy? I know it seems like an odd suggestion but it might help establish friendships and make things easier that way?

//I’ve thought about it but I have a hard time RPing as a male muse :( I’ve tried as the Doctor and as Charming, and it went well but I don’t enjoy it as much as I do with my female muses 

and if I have friends why don’t I have the same interactions that others have. They remind me of high school clicks (and this isn’t anything against my followers. I love that you guys have close groups) but I can’t help but feel alone on here. I'm just never good enough. Maybe because I'm a little older than most of the rpers on here. Idk I can't figure it out and then I get down which isn't a very nice quality ppl look for on tumblr

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great i'm literally sick to my stomach with stress now

I just want friends like you guys have. I want someone to get just as excited as I get when I see they're online. I want dumb little comments over funny things I post. I don't just want to rp i want friendship. I don't feel like I'm that annoying or bad of a person?