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if not boyfriend… why boyfriend shaped?
I have a problem…
When i see the lighting turn blue…
"I want a relationship" also me when it's not an older woman and she's not obsessed with me:
Any witches around here? 💜
“who remembers” “whore members” i am a whore who remembers
Soul Love
pairing: Eddie Munson x sweetheart! fem! reader
summary: You are the school sweetheart, he’s the freak, until a rainy night where everything changes
words count: 1.667
author’s note: for all my David Bowie girls, enjoy <3
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Eddie Munson.
He had always been the high school freak. The name people whispered with disdain in the hallways, the easy target for cruel jokes, the boy no one ever defended. You, on the other hand, were the opposite. The sweetheart. The girl everyone liked, the familiar smile, the safe presence. In Hawkins, that felt like an unbreakable rule — until tonight.
The night was rainy when you left school with your pink umbrella open, carefully stepping around the puddles in the nearly empty parking lot. That’s when your eyes landed, once again, on the scene that had already become routine: Jason and his friends mocking Eddie. Loud laughter, cruel comments, until someone yanked the umbrella out of his hands and left him there, alone, completely exposed to the rain.
You didn’t think twice. You just went.
Jason was still laughing when he noticed you approaching.
“Hey, looks like the sweetheart actually cares… how cute.”
His friends laughed. You frowned, staring straight at Jason.
“And what are you gonna do, sweetheart? Give me a lecture?”
“Get lost, Jason.”
You snapped the umbrella shut and struck him in the ribs with its tip. Jason groaned loudly, clutching his side.
“Ow! Fuck! That hurts like hell!”
“That’s the point. Now leave him alone.”
Jason hesitated, taking a deep breath before nodding.
“Alright, alright. Calm down. No need to hit me again.”
He and his friends walked away, still muttering under their breath. Eddie stood frozen, eyes wide, mouth slightly open. Rain streamed down his face as he tried to process what had just happened.
“Fuck…” he muttered, swallowing hard. “You just hit Jason Carver with an umbrella.”
He glanced in the direction Jason had gone, then looked back at you. His voice came out rough.
“That was the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.”
You smiled, feeling your face heat up. You thought about opening the umbrella to cover both of you, but you were already soaked anyway. Still, you opened it and gestured for him to come closer. Eddie stepped under the umbrella with you, smiling. His clothes clung to his body, his hair stuck to his forehead, his eyes locked on you like you were the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen.
For a moment, it felt like the two of you were the only people left in the world. Eddie noticed the height difference — you standing on your tiptoes to cover both of you — and spoke, his voice still rough.
“Uh… let me hold it.”
He gently took the umbrella from your hands and lifted it higher, shielding you too. Now you were even closer, your shoulders brushing, the rain falling around you like nothing else mattered.
“So…” Eddie asked softly. “Were you walking home?”
“I was.”
The rain grew heavier. Your clothes were stuck to your skin, goosebumps rising from the cold. Eddie noticed immediately.
“Damn… you must be freezing. I can drive you home, if you want.”
He spoke before thinking, cursing himself internally the moment the words left his mouth — but it was too late.
“Yes, please.”
His heart started racing.
“Okay… yeah.”
You walked in silence to his old car. Eddie opened the door for you, helped you inside, then rushed around to the driver’s side and started the engine. Old rock played on the radio. He turned on the heater and glanced at you.
“Do you want me to put on your music or… keep listening to my rock?”
“Hm? No, I love Ozzy.”
Eddie nearly choked.
“Wait — you LOVE Ozzy?!”
“I do.”
“You’re messing with me…” he laughed, way too excited. “That’s like finding a unicorn in Hawkins.”
“My dad loves him,” you said. “He used to play it for me since I was a kid.”
Eddie practically short-circuited.
“YOUR DAD—” He took a deep breath. “So you grew up listening to Crazy Train and Mr. Crowley? Jesus… that’s the sexiest thing anyone has ever told me.”
You laughed, genuinely. He looked at you like he was melting.
“You know…” you added. “I like Black Sabbath, but Pink Floyd has a special place in my heart.”
“Wait—” Eddie nearly lost control of the car. “You like PINK FLOYD too??”
“Like them? Wish You Were Here is my alarm.”
“WISH YOU WERE HERE IS YOUR ALARM?!”
“It is.”
“Fuck…” he murmured. “You’re a dream.”
“You like the Beatles too?” he asked, cautiously.
“Are you kidding? A Hard Day’s Night is one of my favorite albums.”
“HOW CAN YOU EXIST?!” Eddie almost shouted. “How is it possible someone so perfect likes the exact same albums I do?!”
“There’s just… one problem,” you said, mischievous.
“What?”
“Do you like Bowie?”
“…Are you testing me?” he laughed nervously. “Because I’ve had Ziggy Stardust on repeat since 1972.”
“Seriously?” you smiled. “It’s my favorite album.”
“THAT’S IMPOSSIBLE.” Eddie slapped the steering wheel. “You just won the rest of my life.”
“What’s your favorite song from Ziggy?”
“Rock ’n’ Roll Suicide.”
“Mine too.”
Eddie went quiet for a second.
“I’m going to marry you.”
“Only if it’s to Soul Love.”
“I will ABSOLUTELY marry you to Soul Love.”
The rain continued pouring outside, but inside the car, the atmosphere was perfect. Eddie focused on the road, but his mind was completely stuck on the idea of marrying you to the sound of Soul Love. He glanced at you again.
“Fuck, I still can’t believe you literally exist on the same planet as me…”
He stayed quiet for a few moments, just admiring you, the soft sound of the radio filling the space. After a while, you arrived at your house. Eddie parked by the curb and turned to you. The mood was still magical, rain pounding against the windows. He hesitated, not wanting to open the door — because that would mean the night was over.
You looked at him, unsure what to say, wanting to come up with an excuse for him to come in since your parents weren’t home. Finally, you took the initiative.
“So… do you want to come in and wait for the rain to stop?”
Eddie choked on his own breath, eyes wide. He couldn’t believe you had just said that.
“Are you inviting me into your house?”
He barely processed it before opening the car door, like he was afraid you’d change your mind. Eddie got out quickly, closing the door carefully, as if trying not to make noise. He stood there for a second, looking at you with a mix of nerves and excitement.
“But what about your parents?”
His voice came out rough — he clearly wanted to go in, but didn’t want to ruin anything.
When you said your parents were traveling, Eddie’s face lit up instantly, like something had clicked in his mind. He swallowed hard, nervousness turning into desire.
“So… that means you’re home alone?”
“Not anymore.”
You smiled, opening the door for both of you.
“Make yourself comfortable.”
Eddie almost tripped over his own feet walking in behind you. He was trying not to look like a complete idiot — and failing miserably.
“Fuck, fuck, FUCK,” he whispered to himself.
He stood in the doorway for a second, looking around like he expected someone to jump out and yell “PRANK!” But when he realized it was real… his smile came back full force.
“So…” you said. “Do you want some water? Or I can show you my vinyl collection… maybe give you a house tour?”
Eddie nodded, struggling to form a coherent sentence. He cleared his throat, trying to sound casual as he followed you.
“Your vinyl collection? Yeah, I’d love to see it.”
Eddie couldn’t hide the huge smile when he saw your records. He almost shouted when he recognized the band names, barely holding back. He stepped closer and carefully picked up the Bowie album like it was sacred.
“This—” he pointed at Ziggy Stardust, then the others. “You have EVERYTHING I love.”
He looked at you with an expression somewhere between admiration and pure desire.
“Is there anything else in this house you want to show me?”
“Actually…” you said softly, your hand brushing his as you took the record and placed it back on the shelf — not because you didn’t want him touching it, but because you wanted him touching something else.
“…there’s me.”
The simple gesture hit him hard. Eddie swallowed, his eyes locked on you, heart pounding loud enough you could almost hear it.
“My God…”
He fell silent for a moment, trying to breathe, trying to find words, staring at you like you were an impossible dream that could vanish any second.
“…pick a song,” you said gently, stepping closer. You wanted him energized by the music before focusing on you.
Eddie almost choked again. Music and you together was too much. He took a deep breath, voice barely steady.
“Any one?”
“Any one.”
Eddie turned back to the records, forcing himself to calm down. After a moment, he picked the only vinyl that felt right.
“Soul Love?”
He placed it on the turntable and slowly extended his hand toward you, silently asking permission. You smiled and took it. Eddie swallowed hard and lowered the needle. Soft piano filled the room.
He stood there, hand in yours, heart racing, eyes dark with want.
That was it.
Eddie closed the distance in one desperate move, pulling you against him, kissing you hard, raw, like he’d been holding it back forever.
When he pulled away just enough to breathe, he murmured,
“I told you I’d have you to the sound of this song.”
You smiled, wrapped your arms around his neck, rose onto your toes, and kissed him again. Eddie grabbed you, hands roaming your back, your waist, your body — wanting every inch of you, now. He lifted you, your legs wrapping around him, carrying you to the bed as the music kept playing.
“All I have is my love of love, and love is not loving”
The night was long.
At some point, the record ended.
But neither of you noticed.
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oooohhhh look at me im joe keery im so talented and handsome and also did you see my big soulful cutie eyes
girl fuck u
I don’t have nothing appropriate to say about him, like wdym it’s not even funny
Please Joe Keery make me Juno
DJO x Princess gf!
Princess Bubblegum
pairing: Steve Harrington x fem! reader
summary: Just one more day with your boyfriend while he is working (or trying to)
author's note: It's been a long time, I know, but I'm in my Stranger Things era, so I needed to write something about it. I hope you guys enjoy, even this one being really short and simple, well, english isn't my first language :)
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The bell on the WSQK door chimed every now and then, lazy, as if even it knew that this was just another ordinary day in Hawkins. The kind of day that felt too safe to be real. Sunlight hit the front window at an angle, reflecting off the colorful vinyl covers and giving everything that worn, nostalgic glow — like time moved differently inside that place.
Steve leaned his elbows on the counter, his body far too relaxed for someone who had already faced interdimensional monsters. His eyes, however, were alert — fixed on you. Always on you.
You spun slowly in the chair, bored in a way that felt almost rehearsed. The white sneakers of your uniform tapped against the floor now and then, making a dry, repetitive sound. The bubble gum popped too loudly for the silence of the store, marking time like a lazy clock. You smiled up at the ceiling, distracted, as if you were somewhere else.
Steve thought that was a crime.
A waste of kindness in a world that had already been cruel enough to good people. A waste of you. He didn’t deserve it — he knew that — but he also never pretended he didn’t love every second of it.
Robin was farther back, surrounded by boxes and complaints. Talking to herself, as always, cursing the store’s logistics, the paycheck, the background music. Her voice turned into distant noise when you slid over to the counter.
“Steve…” you said softly, almost like you were just making conversation to see if he’d bite.
He looked up immediately.
The world narrowed down to you.
“The vinyl aisle’s weird again.”
It wasn’t the sentence. It never was. It was the way you said it. The tone. The pause that was just a little too short before speaking.
He nodded slowly.
“I see that.”
You stood there for a second longer than normal. Long enough for Steve to notice your fingers playing with the hem of your miniskirt, the way your weight shifted from one leg to the other. Nervous. Too delicate for this kind of game — and still playing it.
Steve walked past you toward the back of the store. His arm brushed against yours. A quick touch, minimal, but far from accidental. He felt your body react. You did too.
You took a deep breath.
The vinyl aisle was more enclosed. Tall shelves created narrow corridors filled with colorful covers, famous names, old dust, and promises sealed in plastic. The air was warmer back there, heavy with the smell of cardboard, new vinyl, and accumulated time.
Steve pretended to straighten a few out-of-place records. Moved discs that didn’t need moving. He waited. He knew you’d come.
And you did.
The store’s sound seemed to dim when you stepped into the aisle. The background music faded, muffled by the shelves.
Steve turned slowly.
You were there, hands clasped in front of your body, posture almost shy — like you didn’t quite know what to do with them now that you’d arrived. Your big eyes traced his face with too much attention. Too vulnerable.
He stepped closer without rushing. He never rushed with you. Never had to.
His hand found your waist — firm, warm, careful. Like he was holding something rare. Something that could break if he squeezed too hard.
“Everything okay?” he asked quietly.
You nodded, but your body leaned toward him, giving everything away.
“It is now.”
Steve smiled. That crooked smile — half tired, half way too good-looking for a place like that. He rested his forehead against yours. Breathed with you, syncing without noticing. The world outside could wait. It always could.
The kiss came slowly. Nothing urgent. Nothing desperate. It wasn’t hunger — it was attachment. Steve kissed like someone trying to save a memory, not spend it. Like someone who knew every second could be the last normal one before something bad happened again.
It tasted like gum. Like strawberry lip gloss.
It tasted like you.
You brought your hand to his chest, small fingers gripping his shirt with contained strength, like he’d disappear if you let go. Steve felt it in his stomach. Almost laughed. Almost broke.
“You’re so…” he started, then stopped.
“So what?” you asked, voice low, curious and insecure at the same time.
Steve ran his thumb along your jawline, tracing your face with absurd care for someone his size. Like he was memorizing every detail.
You smiled. You always smiled like that — like you had no idea the damage you caused.
He held the smile for a second longer, like someone holding a door before closing it. You were still smiling that dangerous way. Too innocent to really be innocent.
“…so distracted it makes me want to lock you in here,” he confessed, half joking, half way too honest.
You rolled your eyes, but your body moved first. Leaned into him again. Always came back. Cheap magnet. Doesn’t let go even with prayer.
“Gonna kidnap me between the vinyls?” you teased, whispering.
“You already kidnapped yourself,” he replied without thinking. His hand slid a little higher on your waist, thumb drawing lazy circles. “You walked in here knowing the risk.”
The aisle felt like it was shrinking with the two of you inside. The shelves closed off the world. The distant store noise became an irrelevant echo. All of Hawkins fit in that narrow space — and there was still silence left over.
You rested your forehead against his chest. Steve’s heart beat steady. Strong. Safe. A cruel contrast to everything he’d lived through too early.
“Today feels too… normal,” you murmured.
Steve raised an eyebrow.
“In Hawkins, that’s suspicious as hell.”
You laughed softly. A short laugh that died quickly, like you were afraid of drawing too much attention. Steve lowered his face, pressed his mouth into your hair, breathing in. Cheap shampoo, sugar… and something that was only yours, impossible to name.
“If something shows up…” he began.
“You’ll handle it,” you cut in, lifting your face to look at him. “You always do.”
That landed heavy. Deep. Steve held your chin with two fingers now, firmer, making you keep eye contact. His eyes were serious. Dark. Tired.
“Don’t put that on me,” he said. “I do what I can. That’s it.”
You swallowed hard. Nodded slowly. Your grip on his shirt loosened. Vulnerable again. Steve hated and loved that with the same intensity.
He kissed you again. Longer this time. No rush at all. His mouth moved like he was learning you all over again, recording every reaction. His thumb still on your jaw, the rest of his hand warm on your waist. A kiss that said stay without needing words.
Then a metallic noise echoed from the other side of the store.
“STEEEVE!” Robin’s voice cut through the air. “If you’re doing what I think you’re doing, I SWEAR—”
Steve pulled back quickly, but didn’t let you go right away. Just rested his forehead against yours, breathing deep, like he was saying goodbye for a few seconds.
“We’re gonna die,” you whispered.
“Not today,” he replied with that familiar crooked smile. “Today we’re just getting humiliated.”
Robin appeared at the end of the aisle, arms crossed, sharp eyes, a smile ready to attack.
“Oh.” Dramatic pause. “Zero surprise.”
Your face heated up. Steve cleared his throat, suddenly all professional, like he’d actually been working.
“The vinyls,” he said quickly. “I was… organizing.”
Robin looked from you to him. Then back to you.
“Sure. Emotional organization. Standard procedure.”
You tried to hold in your laugh. Steve didn’t even try.
“Shut up, Buckley.”
“I will not,” she replied, already walking away. “But you’ve got five seconds before a group comes through here.”
She left humming, completely off-key.
Steve looked at you one more time. Serious. Just one second. Enough to say everything without saying anything.
Robin disappeared between the shelves, her awful humming echoing until it faded into the back of the store. The normal sounds of WSQK slowly returned: the hum of the lights, the tired air conditioner, the distant creak of something settling on its own. Hawkins went on.
But there — between vinyls, silence, and things that couldn’t be said out loud — the world was still just the two of you.
Steve still hadn’t moved away.
His hand remained on your waist, looser now, like the immediate danger had passed, but the risk was still there, alive. He looked at you for a second too long — not rushed desire, but attention. Too much care to pretend it didn’t exist.
“We should…” he started, but didn’t finish.
“I know,” you replied, even though you weren’t sure what.
Steve sighed, that heavy sigh of someone carrying too much in his chest. He ran a hand through his hair, messing it up like he always did when he was nervous or thinking too hard.
“Stay here with me,” he said simply. Not an order. Not a desperate plea. Just honest want.
You nodded before thinking.
The back lights were turned off one by one, leaving only the dimmer lighting of the main floor and the vinyl aisle. The store felt different like that. Smaller. More intimate. Like it was closing its eyes to the world.
Steve pulled one of the chairs over and sat down, leaving space for you between his legs. He didn’t pull you in. He waited. You settled there on your own, feeling his body heat, his big hands resting on your arms with almost exaggerated care.
“You get quiet when you’re thinking,” he murmured.
“And you talk too much when you’re trying not to,” you replied.
He laughed softly, the sound muffled against your hair.
“Touché.”
The silence that followed wasn’t empty. It was comfortable. Full of small things: distant street noise, the soft click of a vinyl sleeve settling, your breathing finding the same rhythm.
Steve rested his chin on top of your head.
“I like this,” he admitted. “Not having to save anyone for five minutes.”
You closed your eyes.
“I like you like this. Still.”
He tightened his arms around you a little.
“Don’t tell anyone. Ruins my reputation.”
You stayed there longer than you should have. Long enough for the world to feel distant, almost irrelevant. Long enough for Steve to forget, just for a moment, that Hawkins never left anyone alone for very long.
When you finally got up to close everything for good, Steve turned off the last light with reluctance. The store sank into a soft dimness.
Before leaving, he stopped near the door, gently pulled you in, and rested his forehead against yours.
“Thank you, princess,” he said.
“For what?”
“For staying.”
He kissed you there. Quick. Controlled. A kiss that promised more than it gave — and because of that, said everything.
The door closed behind you with a soft click.
And for now, that was enough.
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