Pairing: Charles Leclerc x Reader
Summary: In which they maintain the ruse to get back at someone of her past.
Warnings: fluff, angst, fake dating, overly romanticized for entertainment purposes, made up girlfriend of Carlos & Pierre, google translated french.
Notes: sorry, for not uploading any time sooner, but I was busy with uni! Also english is not my first language, so criticism is always welcome, but please be kind xx NOT proof read yet!
Word count: 7.2K
Part One: The Sweet Stranger
Part Three: Karma Is My Boyfriend
»your mom's ring in your pocket, her picture in your wallet, you won't remember all my champagne problems«
"That is not true. You said it yourself, love is a choice and sometimes people stop choosing" you spoke under your breath, still holding his warm hand.
"Are you bluffing to cheer me up, y/n?" He spoke, the corner of his mouth quirking up.
Charles narrowed his brows, doubting the truthfulness of your words.
"Only the bravest dare to love" you continued, locking eyes with him.
"Because love is painful, we just have to find the one worth the pain"
"And what about the people incapable of love?" He whispered back, his voice sounding raspy and deep. Bringing up the sort of people you used to categorize yourself as.
"They aren't incapable of love, they're just scared of getting hurt" you admitted.
"Scared of losing themselves in love" the words left your lips feathery.
Tension gradually built up between you two. There was something intimate, almost poetic in laying close to one another under the clear night sky having the same conversation a year later, only with altered notions.
"I see you have reflected on my words" Charles murmured, his eyes looking down on your lips. Your heart started to hysterically pound in your rib cage, hearing the blood flushing in your ear.
"Yeah" you replied scarcely audible.
Just as Charles wanted to lean forward to put his beautifully defined lips on yours, you backed away.
"You're hurt, Charles, you don't really want that"
"Have a safe flight, text me when you land" the monegasque said with a crooked smile on his lips.
"I will" you assured, wrapping your arms around his torso, feeling his arms embrace your body and pulling you closer.
You lost track of time, the hug that could have only lasted a few seconds, felt like minutes. Your senses sharpened, taking as much in as possible within the limited time. The warmth of his body, the smell of his perfume, the way his hands gripped your waist. You both held tight onto one another, deep down not wanting the first ever hug to presumably be your last.
"Thank you" he whispered into your ear, his nose and lips brushing your cheek as he let go off you, unintentionally elevating your heartbeat.
"Anytime" you faintly smiled, waving him goodbye one last time, before you turned around and strode to the passport control.
Charles stood still, watching you pass your passport to the officer, secretly hoping you would turn around one last time, but he knew better.
You weren't one to look back.
Just as the last spark of hope was about to go out, you turned around meeting the brunette's eyes, flashing him a soft smile before you eventually disappeared out of his sight.
As soon as you reached the particular waiting area, you sat down awaiting permission to board the plane. In the meantime you caught yourself reminiscing about what you had experienced the previous day. The fun you had cruising through some of the french cities close to Monaco, Charles' showing you the beauty of the Côte d'Azur and reminding you of what it felt like to be unconditionally happy.
The south of france was marvellous, the perfect getaway for a busy woman trying to escape reality even if it was just for one day.
"What was the hardest case you ever had to handle?" Charles enquired interestedly, while you were strolling on the promenade in Nice.
"Child molesters cases are always the hardest, that's why I stopped taking them. But there was this one guy, wasn't a hard case per se, but it was tricky nonetheless, 'cause he suffered from Bipolar Disorder and wanted to build a library in his home, that made him buy ten thousand pound worth of books he couldn't afford"
"Oh damn" he replied astonished.
"And you had to asses his criminal liability?"
"Exactly, he was found not criminally responsible due to his manic episode in which he didn't have any control over his actions whatsoever" you explained.
"Do you do that in everyday life? Analyzing people?"
"Only people that interest me" you grinned playfully and carefully watched Charles' expression that showed fear of exposure.
"Relax!" You said, punching his shoulder.
"To properly analyze, I'd have to ask the right questions"
While daydreaming you became aware of an odd feeling of emptiness laced with gloom creeping up on you, resulting in a small, eternal panic attack.
You knew that feeling and it couldn't be good.
Repeatedly you told yourself that it meant nothing, you did him a favor and Charles nicely returned it by taking you on a short road trip.
It meant absolutely nothing.
You and Charles came from two different worlds. He was a public figure, who raced for a living and you were an ordinary woman with a normal job. To restore order you ultimately had to return to your own worlds.
Luckily, the lady working for the airline you were traveling with interrupted your train of thoughts by announcing that the passengers may now board the aeroplane.
You got in line and waited your turn, putting in your AirPods to kill time, whilst scrolling through your Instagram until you were next in line and showed the employee your passport. After she waved you through, you exited the waiting area and wandered towards the plane.
At the entrance you were politely greeted by the boardcrew, whom you greeted back and walked down the aisle until you found your seat. After you stored your bag into the overhead lockers, you sat down on the assigned passenger seat and put your seatbelt on. While you still could, you texted everyone back, informing your youngest brother that you had just boarded the plane, so he could plan when to pick you up from the airport.
Absorbed in thoughts your mind replayed the memory of the night Charles tried to kiss you. Closely after you had told him that he was acting upon his hurt feelings you alertly watched his expression, fearing to have upset the monegasque, because he kept a straight face not revealing his feelings.
At first you thought, you had ruined it, but thankfully Charles mumbled a "I'm sorry" shortly after and shot you an exhausted smile.
You then snuggled up to him, his hand still entwined with yours, laying your head in the crook of his neck.
Your upper body was partly laying on his, your clasped hands resting on his belly. Both of you enjoyed the moment, sensing your heart rates synchronizing, beating in the same rhythm.
Charles was the first man to be this close to you after you broke off things with your ex-boyfriend, no other man was able to arouse the need of closeness inside of you before. Instead of experiencing anxiety, whenever a man tried to come close to you, his nearness felt soothing and so naturally as though you were always meant to lay next to each other that night.
The next morning Charles revisited the topic of the night before, excusing his behavior and thanking you repeatedly for stopping him. You shrugged it off, telling him not to worry about it and since then you two hadn't mentioned it again. Both knowing it was for the best.
Cruel Summer by Taylor Swift came on and you couldn't help but associate the past few days with that song, leading you to look outside of the narrow window of the plane and paying attention to every lyric.
"It's blue, the feeling I've got and it's ooh, whoa, oh. It's a cruel summer"
A deep sigh escaped your lips. You hadn't expected to be effected by the weekend this much. Now you were feeling blue, mourning the relationship you had had, missing the feeling of oxytocin releasing whenever a certain someone held you. You went from being a content single woman to one longing for a relationship again.
It was indeed a cruel summer.
You spent the rest of the two hour flight listening to more Taylor Swift and moping around.
Everything went according to plan, your brother picked you up from Heathrow and drove you home, asking how your short trip to Monaco was to which you responded that it was good and exactly what you needed, when in reality it was the quite opposite. If you had known, that going to Monte Carlo with Charles messed with your emotional life, you wouldn't have agreed to go in the first place.
Once you reached your apartment you texted Charles that you had arrived safe and sound as he requested, not anticipating that you initiated a conversation leading to another. Before you knew it you were texting back and forth, even talking on the phone in course of months, developing a real friendship. It even had got to the point where you started actively watching Formula One to support your friend, texting or calling him no matter the outcome.
"You're glowing, are you seeing someone?"
"What are you smiling at? Has your secret lover texted you?"
"You look happier these days"
You were hearing comments like these all the time and while there was a wisp of truth in their statements, you were not ready to admit it to yourself yet. Charles wasn't your lover, you pretended to be a couple once and now you were good friends. And friends could make each other happy and pay one another a surprise visit, couldnt they?
Of course you had contacted Arthur Leclerc beforehand, ensuring that you wouldn't inconvenience Charles with your presence at the Italian Grand Prix, whereupon Arthur suggested you surprise him after the race to not distract your boyfriend from his duty.
You felt bad for keeping up this farce, Arthur seemed to be a very nice guy, surely not deserving to be part of your self-serving plan. But you knew better than to meddle in family business, instead you played along and gratefully accepted Arthur's help. However the purpose of this trip to Monza wasn't only to bring Charles joy, it was because you needed to get out of London after learning unpleasant news. News you preferred to discuss with Charles in person. Conventionally there were no races taking place after Monza for two weeks, giving you the perfect excuse to finally visit Italy, a country you had always wanted to see.
Naturally your family started to ask questions and demanded to meet the mysterious man you're seeing, putting you under a lot of pressure, which led to you repeatedly telling them that you were just friends. But given the circumstances, they didn't believe you.
Charles' busy schedule thankfully worked in your favor, hence you always had a good reason ready, whenever one of your family members opened up the conversation about your friend and why they couldn't invite him for dinner.
"You okay? You seem a little off" Charles asked with a frown on his forehead.
You grabbed your phone with him on the screen and crawled into bed.
"I'm having a rough case at work" you lied, whithholding the true reason behind your absent-mindedness.
"Sorry" you apologized, tucking yourself up.
"Wanna talk about it?" He sweetly asked, but you shook your head in response.
"Maybe some other time, thanks" you shot him a tired smile.
"Does the Ferrari home race put extra pressure on you?"
Charles pulled up the hood of his black Hoodie and nodded.
"Yeah, it does" he replied, a deep sigh following shortly after.
"But qualitying went well, so I'm pretty confident"
"Pole position is a good opportunity to win a race"
"I like the fact that you started watching Formula One because of me" he grinned.
"Yeah, I like seeing that cute dutch guy kick your ass" you countered, teasing him with his biggest rival Max Verstappen.
"Verstappen is not cute" Charles spat, rolling his eyes in annoyance.
"He's cute when he smiles on that podium" you replied sassy, enjoying pissing off Charles.
"Ouch" he pouted, crossing his arms.
There was just something about the way he sat on the bed, looking cuddly in his oversized hoodie. A soft smile appearing on his lips, his tired eyes dreamily gazing at the camera. It gave you a fuzzy feeling.
Tomorrow I'll see you again you thought.
Subconsciously you were replaying the moment of how Charles wrapped his arms around your body and gave you that right and safe feeling, like you had always belonged into his arms.
By this time you were both laying on your sides, barely being able to keep your eyes open, talking about all kind of different things like most nights until you both fell asleep.
The next morning you took a taxi to Heathrow, went through security and waited the last half an hour until you could board the plane. Though the flight only took two hours, you managed to catch up on some sleep before you landed in Milan and were picked up by the youngest Leclerc.
"Hey y/n!" Arthur pulled you into a warm hug as soon as you were in reach and relieved you of your suitcase after you let go of one another.
"Hope you had a pleasant flight"
"Yeah, it was fine, thank you" you smiled.
"You look tired, lucky for you we still have an hour drive ahead of us to Monza" he shot you a playful glance.
"Maybe catch up on some sleep to get rid of the shadows under your eyes" Arthur added, teasing you.
"You're horrible!" you laughed, loving how familiar you already were around each other.
"I'm just kidding, I swear" he said, raising his hands.
In the car you had no troubles finding topics to talk about, Charles' little brother was as bubbly and easy going as him. You felt comfortable around him up until Arthur revealed that he unravelled your webs of lies.
"Look, I know you're not really dating my brother"
Shocked you turned your head into his direction, trying to say something but only splutter came out of your mouth.
"Charles didn't tell me of course, but I know my brother. Lorenzo and I know our brother" he briefly looked over to you.
"We knew something was off, especially because there is no way he could've genuinely fallen in love or start something casual with someone he met during a get together. Not with this crazy schedule and top of that not without telling anyone" Arthur proceeded.
"Plus the break-up with Violette messed him up pretty badly. That's why Lorenzo was so rude to you, he thought you were taking advantage of Charles' vulnerability"
"No, I promise" you immediately said.
"Charles and I are friends. He did me a favor once, so I returned it by accompanying him to that jewellery event" you continued, breathing a sigh.
"But how did you discover the truth?"
"At first I thought the same as Lorenzo, 'cause I couldn't think of something plausible, but then I overheard Charles FaceTiming you. I know, eavesdropping is disrespectful" he flashed you an apologetic look.
"But I heard you saying that you don't feel comfortable accepting our mother's invitation to dinner, 'cause you don't wanna lie to her about being his girlfriend and then it all made sense up there" the monegasque pointed to his blonde head.
"In addition to that you just confirmed my assumption" Arthur grinned, looking over to you.
"But I'm dying to know how it all started"
So you enlightened him, telling Arthur all about how Charles and you met on the Tower Bridge a year and couple months ago right up to how he had randomly called you two months ago to ask for the favor and that you had been texting and FaceTiming ever since then, having unintentionally formed a close friendship.
"Not gonna lie the concept of trusting a stranger more than your close ones has a ring to it" Arthur laughed, but you could tell he was slightly hurt.
"It's not about trusting more, it's about embarrassment. I, for instance, was too embarrassed to tell my friends and family that I didn't wanna get married without having an 'apparent' reason. Talking to Charles, a total stranger at that time, really helped, 'cause I didn't have to live up to any expectations, you know?"
You looked over to Arthur, who just nodded.
"When Charles called me up and asked me to be his company, he was embarrassed as well. It wasn't that he trusted me more, but I was a stranger, he couldn't care less what I'd think of him. But with family and friends it's different" you clarified the whole situation.
"I understand" he flashed you a faint smile.
"I'm glad, he has found someone like you"
"I'm glad, I found someone like him too"
When you arrived, you were late intentionally, so Charles wouldn't see you. However Arthur's older brothers spammed him with calls, which the youngest Leclerc brother knowingly ignored.
"We gotta hurry" he said, handing you the VIP Paddock Pass to hang around your neck.
"Lorenzo is gonna murder me" he mumbled, picking up the pace. You dashed through security and sprinted to the VIP area, where Lorenzo welcomed his brother with angry french scolding and you with a disapproving look.
All the Formula One drivers were already sitting in their cars, Charles on pole position followed by the Red Bull driver Max Verstappen.
The moment the light turned green, the drivers went full throttle, causing your heart to skip a beat.
You were eagerly watching the race, unable to shift your attention elsewhere, fearing you would miss something. The only time your eyes left the huge screen was when you were asking Arthur questions to clear up your confusion about certain things.
Since you started genuinely watching Formula One, you understood what it meant to get excited about a sport. You finally discovered the beauty of it, how it brought people together and made them bond. You even got Lorenzo to explain a thing or two to you without trying to glare you to death.
Before you knew it, the race was nearly over, time flew like those cars almost flew over the grid.
The last few laps were nerve wrecking, Charles was fighting for the first place with his Ferrari teammate Carlos Sainz. Like being on tenderhooks you were alertly watching Charles trying to keep his leading position.
Eventually on the penultimate lap Charles was able to put Sainz off, with the gap between the two drivers growing bigger.
When Charles crossed the finish line, the crowd went crazy and so did you and his brothers. Arthur grabbed you by the arm and motioned you to follow him to the barriers to surprise his brother right after his win. You saw Charles climbing out of his racing car, cheering towards the crowd. He then carefully took off his helmet, revealing his beaming smile. After depositing his helmet on the car, he excitedly ran towards the barriers firstly hugging all the pit crew members, shortly after joined by his teammate that won second place. Charles and Carlos Sainz exchanged hugs as well, both proud to have won the home race for their team.
As Charles moved on, his eyes met yours. Confused he started running towards you, not fully believing his eyes until you were standing face to face.
His hair rampled, his gorgeous hazel eyes sparkling in excitement, the beautifully contoured lips slightly parted.
"What are you doing here?" He whispered overwhelmed, instantly pulling you into his embrace.
"I came here to see you. Congratulations!" you replied, putting your arms around his neck, feeling how much his heart was hammering against his rib cage.
"Sorry, I'm all sweaty" he apologized, letting go of you to lean his forehead against yours, wearing a soft smile on his lips.
"It's fine" you chuckled.
"You did it, Champ. You overtook Verstappen"
"I did" Charles exhaled full of relief.
"Sorry y/n, it's our turn now" Arthur interrupted and pulled his brother away from you, hugging him.
When everyone finished hugging and congratulating this year's winner of the italian Grand Prix, Charles briefly returned to you.
"I'll be right back, promise" the monegasque said, flashing you his typical dazzling smile before he disappeared.
Soon later the podium ceremony started, Charles standing on the highest step with Carlos Sainz on his right and Max Verstappen on his left. A combination of the monegasque and italian anthem started playing, honoring Charles' win as well as the win of Ferrari's constructor, who was standing on a seperate podium. Subsequently Charles was handed his glorious trophy followed by the representative of the constructor's team, Carlos Sainz and lastly Max Verstappen.
Charles kissed his precious trophy before he lifted it with a big fat smile on his face, celebrating his victory with the Ferrari fans. After the drivers trophies were put aside, they continued with the famous Champagne celebrations, spraying each other with the sparkling liquid.
After the procedure of the winning ceremony was done, you went to the paddock with Arthur and Lorenzo to wait for Charles.
By the time the Ferrari duo arrived, you had got to know Carlos Sainz' girlfriend Alyssa, who you ran into on your way to the Ferrari garage.
Both soaked in champagne they opened their racing suits and left the upper half hang down to give you a hug without staining your clothes with champagne.
Charles introduced you to his fellow teamate and the second you told Carlos that it was nice meeting him, the spaniard raised his eyebrows.
"Oh british" he stated, swiftly facing Charles.
"Is that London Girl?" Carlos asked his teammate with a crooked smile on his lips.
The monegasque awkwardly rubbed his neck while nodding, his cheeks turning crimson.
"Yeah, she's the girl I met in London" he stammered.
"So you guys are dating?" Carlos interestedly asked, raising one of his thick brows.
Not sure what to reply, you looked at Charles for help, who grabbed you by the waist and tugged you closer to him.
"Yeah" the brunette then said and looked at you smiling.
Just as you needed to come up with another lie a blonde guy joined you, thankfully interrupting the awkward conversation about your fake relationship to congratulate Charles and Carlos with a brotherly handshake and tap on the back and went over to the other Leclcercs and Alyssa to greet them as well.
"Hi, Pierre" Alpine's driver politely introduced himself to you.
"Pierre, that's London Girl" Carlos cheekily interposed.
The fact that Charles' friends knew about you, flattered you so much, you could feel how the blood rushed into your cheeks.
"Give it a rest, mate" Charles barked, flashing him a warning glare.
"Hi, y/n" you disclosed your name to Pierre Gasly, trying to act as natural as possible, after Carlos' remark to Pierre, who examined you from head to toe.
"Finally we get to meet the girl that Charles told us so much about" the frenchman said, grinning at his monegasque friend.
"We'll need an explanation, mate" Carlos too focused his eyes on the monegasque.
"Later" Charles grunted, obviously containing himself from attacking his colleagues for exposing him like that in front you.
"I'm all sticky, gotta get a shower" Charles looked over to you and placed a soft kiss on your temple.
"I'm sorry for keeping you waiting all the time"
"No, don't worry about it" you shyly shrugged it off.
Meanwhile Charles and Carlos were washing up, you were bridging the gap with Alyssa and the Leclerc brothers. Pierre returned to his team's garage to freshen up as well and agreed to meet you for dinner to celebrate his friend's victory.
On the way to the hotel, you rode with Charles and the first thing you did was enlighten him about his baby brother seeing through your act.
"Please tell Lorenzo and your Mom" you literally begged.
"I don't want you to lie to the people closest to you"
"Wait, are you upset I told Carlos and Alyssa we were a couple?" Charles asked, shooting you a worried look.
"No, it's not that, Charles. It's that I don't wanna cause any problems between you and your family and friends. Secrets tear people apart"
"How did that little shit find out in the first place?" He wondered upset.
"Imma beat the crap out of him for eavesdropping" Charles huffed, visibly angry with his younger brother.
"Don't. He was worried about you" you defended Arthur.
"Worried about me? why the fuck?"
"He thought I was taking advantage of you" you admitted.
"Lorenzo still thinks that"
Charles inhaled sharply, running his fingers through his already tousled hair.
"Please, Charles. Don't be mad, today is your day. You're supposed be happy and celebrating. You fucking won in Monza, for the first time you have more points than Verstappen" you grabbed his hand, that was resting on his thigh and interlocked your fingers.
"You're right" he said calmly, squeezing your hand.
Soon after you arrived at the hotel, you quickly got in to rest and unpack your stuff to get ready for dinner. Arthur didn't let you book a hotel room and demanded to take care of the reservation and booked you a room on the same floor as Charles.
You went for a strapless top with lacey sleeves and ripped skinny jeans combined with plateau heels and a matching purse. You agreed to meet the Leclerc brothers in the lobby, so when you arrived, you spotted them sitting on leather couches scrolling through their cells.
"I hope, I didn't keep you waiting for too long" you excused yourself.
All three brothers looked up to you at the same time, but only Charles' glance lingered on you, couldn't detain himself from checking you out.
"Shall we?" You asked, blushing.
"Shut your mouth, brother, there's a bus coming!" Arthur scoffed, chuckling with Lorenzo joining him.
"La ferme, Arthur" (shut up, Arthur) Charles hissed through gritted teeth and got up.
"Charles" Lorenzo warned and then turned to their youngest brother.
"Tiens-toi bien" (behave yourself)
When you arrived, the waiter of the posh restaurant seated you at the table, where Carlos, Alyssa, Pierre and his company were already awaiting you.
The food was great, the atmosphere joyful. Alyssa and Helena were great gals with whom you connected immediately.
It felt genuine and right, if it weren't for the fake relationship.
You called it a night earlier than the rest, so you resorted to the pretentious hotel.
You and Charles changed into more comfortable clothes before he knocked on your door to hang out, before you go to sleep.
The second the door of your hotel room engaged in the lock, you walked up to the monegasque, looking up into his pretty, hazel eyes.
"I came here to embarrass myself"
"What is it?" He asked a smirk spreading across his face.
You breathed out loudly, crawling into the kingsize bed and motioned Charles to join you.
"It's kinda messed up" you warned, slipping your feet underneath the blanket.
"I'm listening" Charles said, sitting down on the edge of the bed.
"Benjamin, my father's godchild is getting married next friday and Will, my Ex is going to be at the wedding" you began.
"With my former best friend as his plus one" you said in addition and watched how Charles' expression changed to dismay.
"That's fucking messed up" he panted and shook his head in disbelief.
"I know right, so I was wondering-"
"Say no more. I'll be your date at the wedding" the monegasque got ahead of you and answered your unspoken question.
"You're the best" you smiled, gazing into his dreamy eyes.
"Is that what has been on your mind the past few weeks?"
You nodded, letting yourself sink beneath the cushions.
"I haven't seen both since that night"
"Why didn't you tell me, y/n?"
"'Cause you already have enough on your plate" you reasoned.
"Arthur told me you have two weeks off, that's why I came here"
Charles laid down next to you, pulled you into his arms and brushed the hair out of your face.
"I just don't know how to face them" you groaned, burying your face into your hands.
"Wanna talk about it now?" The brunette offered, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.
"I still feel so guilty, yet so betrayed and mad"
"What happened when you returned that night?" Charles inquired.
You breathed in and out before putting yourself through that horrible experience again.
"When I went back to our flat, everyone was waiting for me boiling with rage. Their faces full of fury, disappointment. Especially Will's, his eyes were blood shot and swollen, he looked so devastated and so angry, rightfully so" guilty you looked down on your hands and paused for a short period of time, collecting your thoughts.
"His parents, his sister, they basically mopped the floor with me the second I walked through the door and I let them, because I deserved it" a painful smile appeared on your lips. That night was one of the most horrible nights of your life.
"Then when everyone left Will went berserk and threw me out of our shared flat, so I had to sleep at my father's place. Will refused to see me after that"
Charles' brows furrowed and his eyes glinted with sadness at the sight of your sorrowful face.
"I screwed up, I'm well aware of that, but that didn't mean I was fine doing that, I needed someone by my side, I needed my best friend. But instead of being there for me, she took care of him"
You rested your head on his shoulders, sensing how is warmth and smell soothed you after revisiting this topic that never failed to upset you all over again.
"She was in love with him all along and waited for the perfect opportunity to snatch him and he went with it. Probably to get back at me or because he had feelings for her too"
"You don't deserve that" Charles spoke in a soft voice, rubbing your shoulders with his thumb.
"This only proves how disloyal they are and how you made a good call declining his proposal"
"Yeah" you agreed, still crushed.
"What about other friends?"
You just shook your head.
"I was too ashamed of myself to talk to anyone, besides they were more Will's friends than mine. I'm not really the group friend kinda person. That's why it hurt so badly, when Diane distanced herself from me. It ripped open old wounds. She favored him over me, it reminded me of the time when my mother left us for one of her lovers"
The brunette held you close to his chest, provided you with what you needed exactly. Just two arms wrapped around you, giving you secureness and above all company. With Charles by your side you didn't feel alone like on most days.
"I'm so sorry y/n..." Charles said under his breath, gently stroking your hair.
"I should have given you my number that night"
"No, you had Violette back then, it wouldn't have been right" you whispered back, closing your eyes and feeling your heartrate decrease.
You laid in his arms so naturally as though you had done this a hundred times already. You couldn't think of a better company than Charles'.
"What's up with London Girl anyway?" You asked after some time glancing up to him, a smile climbing up your face.
"Oh lord" Charles groaned, letting his eyelids fall shut.
"I wasn't sure, if I was supposed to tell Violette about you, so I asked Carlos and Pierre and then they started calling you London Girl" he briefly explained.
"And did you tell Violette?"
"Yeah, I did" the monegasque replied.
"She reacted pretty well, glad her boyfriend and I quote 'was such a kind soul'"
You perceived the immediate sadness that crept into his gaze, while the words left his lips and his eyes were blankly staring into the void.
Charles was still mourning after Violette.
"What's the plan for tomorrow?" You then asked to distract him from thinking of his ex-girlfriend.
After you discussed your plans for tomorrow you wandered from one topic to another until you both calmly fell asleep on your hotel bed. Your head on Charles' chest while his head leaned against yours, his arms still around you keeping you sheltered.
The next morning you awoke Charles was still peacefully sleeping looking like an angel. You couldn't help but to smile at the sight of him, carefully gazing at his face noticing his long lashes, his sharp jawline and his beautifully defined lips. You caught yourself wanting to kiss him and that made you retreat.
You couldn't kiss him, he wasn't actually your boyfriend.
Without waking him up you freed yourself out of his embrace and decided to get ready for your busy day.
Eventually Charles woke up, looking drowsy and cute with his hair tousled in all directions.
"Good morning, sleeping beauty" you teased him.
"Sorry, I fell asleep" Charles abruptly apologized, nearly sounding panicky.
"Can't remember the last time I slept so tight" it slipped out of your mouth.
"Im glad to hear" the brunette replied, his voice sounding raspy.
You shook off that thought.
"Yeah, yeah. Just give me a few minutes to get ready"
Still half asleep he dragged his feet to his room to get ready for the day, whilst you were scrolling through your socials.
A decision you regretted instantly.
The picture of you and Charles hugging and leaning your foreheads against each other were circulating on the internet.
You should have known better.
You just digged your own grave by fake dating Charles Leclerc.
Several knocks on your door caught your attention, making you jump to your feet and rush to the door.
"Have you been online?" Charles asked instantly when you opened up the the door at which you responded with a nod.
"I'm so sorry! Arthur should have known better than to bring you to the barriers"
"Don't worry about me, I'm not the one standing in the public eye after all"
"We have to talk to my publicist"
After discussing further steps regarding that matter with Charles' publicist, you grabbed something to eat and sallied out to take a look around Monza. Despite all of this drama you tried to enjoy the trip the best you could, even though running into fans that spotted you together was unavoidable.
The rest of your stay in Italy was filled with panic and anxiety as more people saw you out with Charles and more pictures of your face surfaced on the internet. Even pictures from when you were in Monaco appeared out of nowhere.
More and more people started to recognize you.
Sadly that didn't end when you both travelled to London together for the wedding Charles promised you to accompany you to. Fans kept recognizing you, asking Charles for pictures and started recording you, almost shoving the camera in your faces, to upload the footage to the internet.
All kind of people you knew started calling or texting you, to learn everything about the famous racing driver you were supposedly dating.
You decided to take your Mini Cooper which was less flashy than Charles' signature Ferrari and allowed you to drive to the venue without being noticed.
When you arrived, you handed the valet your car keys and set foot into gigantic venue alongside Charles.
"May I take your Coat, Miss?" A girl working here politely asked.
"Let me help" Charles offered and helped you take off your long black coat. You then turned around and watched Charles freeze at the sight of your long black figure-enhancing dress that was only laced up with thin straps from behind, revealing your whole back.
"You look...gorgeous" he blurted out and gave you the confirmation and self-esteem boost you needed to survive this evening.
"You look dashing yourself" you complimented him back.
Charles Leclerc in a Ferrari suit was no doubt your favorite fit on him.
You wrapped your fingers around his upper arm and walked down the hallway to enter the actual location.
"Unlike you I told you about meeting my family here" you whispered into his ear and watched him roll his eyes.
"I told you, I was sorry"
You guided Charles to your father, his wife and your brothers and was finally able to introduce them to your mysterious friend.
Your fathers wife immediately hugged him and your father shook his hand firmly.
You had feared this situation becoming extremly uncomfortable. After all your father and you didn't really share a strong bond due to him not being exactly present, therefore introducing him to Charles was rather a formality than something you wanted to share with him.
But to your surprise he reacted excited seeing the Formlula One driver, even congratulting him on the good season so far, catching you off guard. Completely surprised you looked over to your stepmother, who lovingly smiled and whispered to you how handsome company was.
After getting to know your brothers as well you went over to the bride and groom, both hardly being able to pull themselves together meeting Charles.
In course of the evening you noticed Will and Diane arriving, greeting your family and relatives. They looked well, you couldn't deny that, but you and Charles looked better. You could perceived how they were shooting you looks, inspecting you and Charles.
You tried your best to not let them affect you, tried to seem as unbothered as possible. But nevertheless it stung in your chest when you saw the people that once meant the world to you for the first time after nearly one and a half years again.
"You okay?" The monegasque softly asked, noticing your mood shift.
"They're here" you said under your breath, subtly motioning in their direction.
His hands cupped your face, his gorgeous eyes staring into yours.
"Don't let them ruin the night, it's going well so far, isn't it?"
You laid your hand onto his warm one, your lips forming a small smile.
"You're right, thank you"
A few minutes later the DJ played "Thinking Out Loud" by Ed Sheeran and slowly couples went to the dance floor to slow dance.
"Aren't you gonna ask me to dance?"
"Y/n, may I have this dance?" Charles asked, offering you his hand, that you took and let him guide you onto the dance floor.
Overchallenged your dance partner didn't know where to place his other hand, not wanting to disrespect you by touching your naked skin without consent.
"You are my boyfriend, you're allowed to touch me" you brought his hand up to your waist, promptly feeling a tingling sensation rushing down your spine as Charles' fingers met your skin.
"Wow, you can dance" you remarked in surprise after dancing for a short while.
"I do and I don't even hate it"
You smiled at each other. His eyes mesmerizing you like an infinite galaxy, making time stand still and everyone fade down.
It was just Charles and you. All that matters was this intimate moment.
"They're starring at us" he spoke, looking inconspicuously over to them.
"You chose the right dress for this revenge move" the brunette murmured into your ear, gliding with his fingertips along your spine, causing you goosebumps. Once again you both shared intense eye contact and then something that you had been surpressing all along hit you.
You had developed feelings for Charles Leclerc. Feelings you never wanted to experience.
The song ended, you were brought back to reality. Charles' hand dropped from your back, taking one step back.
"May I have a word with you?"
Your heart skipped a beat hearing those words out of his mouth. You turned around and looked directly into your exes face.
You narrowed your eyes, not fully grasping this was happening.
"Fine" you flashed Charles an assuring look.
"It's okay" you mouthed and smiled.
You followed Will to a corner for some privacy and eagerly waited for him to start.
"What are you doing y/n? Have you sunk so deep?"
"Excuse me?" You said outraged and folded your arms.
"So you're sleeping your way to the top now?" Will shamelessly claimed.
"Would you rather I sleep with your best friend?" You hissed, feeling the anger increase.
"You see Benjamin and Victoria? This could have been us" he said, adding salt to the wound.
"Are you hearing yourself?" You looked at him in disbelief.
"Aren't you sick of playing the part of the victim?"
"I gave you everything and you still dared to humiliate me" Will argued furiously.
"Yes, I've hurt you badly, Will. That haunted me for a long time, but my intention was to do right by you. As your wife I couldn't give you what you deserved, at least that's what I thought back when I used to think high of you" you began feeling pressure on your chest and tears welling up.
"I feel glad now, glad that I left you standing, 'cause it uncovered your and Diane's true self" you took a deep breath.
"You guys deserve one another" you spat over your shoulder before running out of the venue.
Outside you started weeping, covering your face with your hands. You hated how the right path was always the more difficult one and never the easy one.
You felt the warmth of a coat wrapping around you and one arm clasping your waist.
"What did the bastard say to you?" Charles questioned, trying to get you to look at him.
However you didn't answer his question, you just threw your arms around his neck and sobbed terribly. The monegasque walked you away from the entrance, not wanting the other guests to see you like that. He let you cry it all out, softly stroking your hair and holding you tight while doing so. Once again giving you what you needed without having to communicate it.
Then when you stopped, you told him what had happened. It took you back to one year prior to this event, when you stopped crying after telling the brunette you had just ran away from your boyfriend and Charles wiped off your blurred mascara and took you for a stroll during a chilly London night with his jacket around your body.
The night were it all started shaped your relationship to this day.
Oftentimes laughter followed after crying and that was what had happened. Charles started making you laugh with his wit and goofiness, making you wonder how someone can be so perfect.
Then you took a short break on a bench to take off your heels with Charles' help due to the dress restrichting you from bending down. When he finished, he took a seat next to you.
"Thank you for everything, Charles. I don't know what I'd have done without you"
"I do not take that for granted" you stated, resting your head on his shoulder. Charles then put his fingers around your chin lifting it towards his face and leaned closer to kiss you.
"We can't, I'll end up hurting you" you breathed, looking into the monegasque's eyes.
With these words Charles put his lips on yours, doing what he intended to do ever since you were on his yacht.
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