Losbi

It/losbi Don't look at my blog tbh I'm embarrasing This blog is also more for my entertainment than yours but I hate notes app because it feels Too personal ---------------------------------- I'm VERY dumb, I've come to accept that I just don't care. ----------------------------------- Maybe osdd idk ----------------------------------- Im a Swedish fish too, if you wanted to know that. And that's me basically This intro SUCKS 😕

[losbi]

Pls don’t look at my posts im genuinely ashamed of my existence

those posts are for me and not for you little buddy

idk I just love posting

[losbi]

girl…

tw for like anorexia or bulimia or osfed idk

So basically i stepped on a scale for the first time in like 1 1/2 yrs and omfg

(well… not really. I weighed myself secretly at my friends house and I was like 45kg but I didn’t believe it so I just assumed the scale was broken)

44,5kg???? WHAT

my BMI is 16-

LETS GOOO

sorry im so excited im just not used to losing weight (i used to binge A LOT)

40kg im coming for u

[losbi]

Turn back😔

turn back girl🥀

it’s not worth it girl🫤

u won’t stop at 40kg😞

This shit is going to kill u brah😟

anyway guess who’s getting sent to the hospital cause their heart is literally not working anymore and they can barely stand🤔

[losbi]

I was just walking over a bridge and then I just fucking unlocked a new memory

like damn. That’s why she thinks im crazy and never talks to me.

Well time to throw it back into the fog where it belongs

[losbi]

girl…

tw for like anorexia or bulimia or osfed idk

So basically i stepped on a scale for the first time in like 1 1/2 yrs and omfg

(well… not really. I weighed myself secretly at my friends house and I was like 45kg but I didn’t believe it so I just assumed the scale was broken)

44,5kg???? WHAT

my BMI is 16-

LETS GOOO

sorry im so excited im just not used to losing weight (i used to binge A LOT)

40kg im coming for u

[losbi]

How do friends work

I have legit NEVER had a functional and average friendship

+ the fact that I haven’t gotten to know anyone new since I was 8 (unironically. I am for real. For realsies)

HOW DOES IT WORK WAS I NOT PROGRAMMED RIGHT

[losbi]

Oh. The whole ”i am god” and ”i have control over fate”. and “god talks to me through the road” and “there are parasites in the bathtub” and “there is glitter on my fingers (there isn’t), it is going to enter my blood and kill me”. and “im pregnant, i need to cut open my stomach and get rid of the baby” and “the lady under moms bed is god” and “there’s a parasite in my brain”. and “someone is watching me and I need to hide” and “i am being closely monitored by god/aliens/myself(god?) all of the time, I am a test subject” And “I can’t fall asleep, if i stay awake I will be able to break the system and break into the real dimension there i will prove myself worthy” and “God told me this”

shit maybe wasn’t exactly normal… Yk I thought I just had one of those wild imaginations. But. Like i sometimes find myself thinking like this. Like genuinely convinced. And I always just assumed it was normal… why the hell would I think that that’s normal???

[losbi]

You’r in her DM’s

i saw her looking at our old messages, writing a long paragraph. (I never saw that message)

We. Are. Not. The. Same.

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ERWAStTffDDdd du sdD MY FUCkIng GOD THERE IS LIKE NO WILHELM TRANS/DEMIGIRL CONTENT IM CRASHING OUT HAAYAYAYQYAYAYAAAKSBBDBFVFJDJFHEH

Wilhelm… OH WILHELM… YASHAHAHAHAHYEYEEEEEEEIEIEIIE

(Wilhelm from yr btwwwww 🫶🤝🙌👏👍🤘✌️🤌)

[losbi]

Me looking in the mirror: Dafack is that Brada ewww

My mind: omg I look like Edvin Ryding

My mind: Shit I act like Edvin ryding (irl)

wait but if Edvin Ryding is peak

Am I peak?

Im genuinely sorry i need to get a lobotomy

im also sick and my brain is at one billion degrees sorry if this post doesn’t make sense sorry

gonna sleep now

[losbi]

Nr 1 tip for binge urges is to just run until your lungs burn and then rest.

All urges go poof I promise

also not specifically like a lot LOT just like when you start feeling that “whohahooo zamn damn”

[losbi]

Zuko ur so me

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But I never wrote that 😭

zuko is still daddy I getchu

also no misunderstandings, “daddy” in a way that im metaphorically horny for his character development, plot and his cringefail personality. I’m aroace I swear

[losbi]

But the amnesia and depersonalisation/disassociation could be my ADD (diagnosed)

bro I just wanna sleep STFU 🫸😀🫷

STOP TALKING TO YOURSELF OH MY FUCKING GOD, IM THE REASON I WANNA FUCKINV KILL MYSELF

[losbi]

“I don’t have any triggers/trauma” bitches when someone starts yelling (not even at you, just yelling/raising their voice)

Erm actually im going to choose to keep on suppressing those memories thank u

[losbi]

Guilt for eating, guilt for not eating

THESE PARTNERS STINK OF POO

just figured out how to pvrge so uh im going 10x faster down the bulimia road now 🫰

[losbi]

Zuko ur so me

[losbi]

Btw in my mind everything has a smell that ONLY exists in my mind. and not like cherry blossom, leather, oranges stuff like that. More like when you’re entering a new house and it smells a little differently than others.

also I can smell your artstyle through my phone if u wanted to know that

sorry I dont know how to describe it and now I know that you have the wrong idea of what im talking about

stop talking

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Watching shows with ANY type of queer character in this house feels like a crime

like bro, no one’s even home. Who tf is gonna stop you.