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In my teenage years I never really got to be anything

#I’m always feeling sad about all the things I missed out on #let’s hope adulthood is better #rip teenage me you hardly got to live #I’m so jealous of everyone who got to be normal #boy blog

saltim-banque

Thank you for your wonderful costumer service Tyler from Mo's Seafood & Chowder you look just like Gerran Howell and it enamored me

#the pitt #dennis whitaker #he was a very kind waiter as well #my family is teasing me because I thought he was cute #I’m an grown adult being teased by my family like I’m 13 #thank god my dad took us to the restaurant #the food was also delicious amazing clam chowder

The caffeine addiction is there to override my alcoholism

#tw alcohol #tw alchoholism #coffee #I love coffee #I hope I get to be an barista at some point in my life #boy blog

I wish people were more kind when they see someone they know act out of character we’re so quick to judgment but not concern

#I think the world in general needs to be kinder #boy blog

While I love my cis straight (?) friends with all my heart they’ll never fully understand me

#trans ftm #transgender #? because idk if they’re straight or unlabeled #dying of gender dysphoria but no one knows so I just die #boy blog #boy blogger

Just watched “The Devil Wears Prada” and I’m wondering why Miranda and Andy didn’t make out

#the devil wears prada #wlw #i love yuri #I sense an insane amount of tension #boy blog #I can write an essay on this movie #they are so y/n x ceo coded #Andy is y/n #Miranda is ceo #toxic yuri #mirandy #Emily and Andy need to kiss too

When the question is asked of what my transition goals are I’ll lie and say I’m not sure yet but the truth is my transition goals are Timothée Chalamet in “call me by your name”

#timothée chalamet #call me by your name #I’m not the biggest fan of the movie but I enjoyed the vibes #trans ftm #transgender #boy blog #is it better to speak or to die?#because i wanted you to know #cmbyn

I love watching Gilmore Girls not because I really enjoy it I just love being baffled at the main characters privilege and their choices in life it’s very enjoyable

#gilmore girls #rory gilmore #lorelai gilmore #wow crazy your parents aren’t the best like the bulk of the human population but at least they are extremely rich #how are you both characterized as poor but have enough money to eat out everyday??#sorry my criticisms are kind of dumb #I do relate to their coffee addiction though #boy blog

Sometimes I think about what a great show Euphoria could’ve been and I get really sad

#euphoria #that first season really changed my younger self’s brain chemistry #Sam Levinson you will pay for your crimes #justice for rue bennett #what happened to the original plot of the movie??#it transformed into a full Tarantino movie for no reason #I hate Sam Levinson and Tarantino #boy blog

All I have is passion but no talent

#oh to be great #I’ll forever think of myself less #inferiority complex #boy blog

“Will Anybody Ever Love Me?” by sufjan stevens but it’s my fear no one will ever truly love me because of my mental illnesses and the fact I’m trans

#trans ftm #transgender #this can be about either romantic or platonic relationships #I fear my family already proved this #sufjan stevens #I love you sufjan stevens #queer #boy blog

I’m still thinking about that rose flavored latte I had in Seattle

#it was so freaking good #I was fighting back throwing up though because I didn’t want to pay extra for oat milk #I hate being lactose and intolerant #when I go back to pike place I need to have it again #Seattle #pnw #boy blog #boy blogger

I don’t want to get in touch with my inner child he’s been touched enough

#tw sa #tw sa implied #sorry this is how I cope #i’m gross #I should speak to someone about this #boy blog #boy blogger

coupdgrace

I’ve come to realization I am painfully average in everything I do like sure I can draw and paint better than the average person but it’s nothing profound or mind blowing I can be in more advanced classes compared to regular clases but it’s not like I’m getting the most amazing grades i actually struggle a lot in these classes I’m also an okay actor like honestly I can act without a problem but no one will be amazed by me I feel like I only have my writing but even that I’m scared I’ll be average at

#I’m procrastinating on my play because of this #what if cook so hard on writing it I accidentally burn it #inferiority complex is so strong with me #I’m so jealous of the amazing people around me #why can’t I be more like my friends #boy blog #boy blogger

Neil Perry acts as a constant reminder for me to never dwindle my spark and to keep going

#I am Neil Perry #Neil I love you #dead poets society #neil perry #I’ll forever cry to this movie #I will be an actor for us both Neil I swear #boy blog #boy blogger

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