Sometimes Life Just sucks

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Teatime at 3am

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The magician wanted to believe that. She really did, but there was only one way she could know for certain.

“Pinky swear!” The tiny magician demanded, holding her pinky finger up. Despite barely being ten there was a fierce look in her eye.

Trucy nodded and continued to hug him tightly. “Y-yes please….I was gonna ask if I could….”

Phoenix had a masterful way of making her feel safe, but it was his cuddles that were like his master shield, an impenetrable fortress that kept both of them safe from the darkness.

Phoenix let go of the small girl when she started to pull out of the hug, but just a moment later she reached out her hand, demanding a pinky swear. Phoenix chuckled slightly, but of course he also reached out his hand, giving Trucy her demanded promise.

“Pinky swear. I will never, ever leave you alone.”

He gave her another soft smile and placed a small kiss on her forehead before he broke away again.

“Let’s finish our tea and go to bed. It’s way too late for you to be up.”

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Teatime at 3am

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Trucy hugged back tightly. “I know… but I love you so much… I don’t want to lose you…”

She buried her face into the crook of his neck and tried to calm down.

“I wanted to protect you… but I couldn’t do anything…I’m sorry…”

„I love you too, sweetie. I would never, ever leave you, you hear that? No matter what, I will never leave you alone.”

He tightened his grip even more, wanting to give her comfort, wanting to calm her down.

“Do you want to sleep in my bed? We can cuddle, like back then, when you spent your first few nights at my place.”

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Teatime at 3am

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Trucy covered her mouth and teared up. Oh god she said that out loud!?

“Y-yeah… it was horrible…” trucy blew on her tea to cool it before taking a sip. “I tried to help you but they got away… and there was so much red…”

She let out a few sniffles and a sob. He wasn’t ready for another daddy to disappear.

„Trucy…“

Phoenix put away his own cup and walked closer to his daughter. He got on the knees, right beside her hair and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer in his arms.

“Don’t worry, sweetie, it was just a nightmare. Nothing is going to happen to me. Nothing would want to stab me.”

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Teatime at 3am

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The young girl nodded her sleepy head before climbing onto one of the chairs at the table, resting her head on her little arms. “Yes please…”

Phoenix laughed when he saw how tired his daughter was, but he poured her a cup of tea anyways. “You really should go back to sleep, sweetheart. You seem super tired.”

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Trucy shook her head “Uh uh… I’m not going to bed until you do… that way I know you’re safe…”

She wasn’t a hundred percent sure how else to say “I dreamed you got stabbed I want to keep an eye on you” without actually saying it.

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He put the cup of tea down right in front of her and took a seat on the chair right next to her.

“You dreamed I was stabbed?” He chuckled. “That sounds horrible. Okay, let’s drink our tea and then go back to bed together.”

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//read some old rps with my Mafia!Trucy and I really miss her and that whole universe. I feel like I messed up as a father even thou irl I am no dad *laughs*

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Teatime at 3am

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The young girl nodded her sleepy head before climbing onto one of the chairs at the table, resting her head on her little arms. “Yes please…”

Phoenix laughed when he saw how tired his daughter was, but he poured her a cup of tea anyways. “You really should go back to sleep, sweetheart. You seem super tired.”

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*yawn* Daddy? Why are you still up? It’s 3:00 in the morning...

I couldn’t sleep.

So I made myself some tea. You want some?

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Exams are coming.

I just have three more weeks until I have my exams, so how you probably already noticed, I won’t be online that much on tumblr. I’m really sorry, but I have to pass this exam, or I will be banned from university.

I try to be online from time to time, but I can’t promise that I’m much in the mood for RPing when studying keeps me busy.

So I guess this is a putting all my characters on a semi-hiatus. Sorry, guys.

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“No. I haven’t forgotten about you. I don’t forget about people that easily.” 

She missed the closeness of people. She missed being held. She did wish he wasn’t behind bars. And she didn’t like the thought of having sex in the big house. 

“Heh, it’s because I’m not that complicated maybe? Or is it because I know that this is just two friends trying to ignore their own loneliness with a little bit of comfort and fun?” 

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That's good to know.

[He chuckled slightly, still holding her close, not letting go of Angel. How could he? He clung to her, not just with his boy but also with his mind and his sanity.]

Maybe it's because we're both grown ups... with broken hearts. I have to admit, I'm not quite sure myself. But things seem easier with you...