Forest Heart

Forest/Crow | 24 | Queer | Genderfluid-Transmasc | Pagan | Mostly reblogs, nature, science, fandoms, and shitposts with the occasional bit of my writing or art tossed in | Please don't message offering commissions, I can't afford them.

[zunair-light-of-moon-deactivate]

“i know a spot” takes you into my arms under a soft blanket

[speedlimit15]

a tshirt that says I LIKE YOU AND I'M TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOU

[frailbug]

making stuff is one of the best parts of being alive

[lost-forest-heart]

Oh, this is such a good book. I am left weeping over a man who is framed on every page as egotistical, self-centered, narcissistic. And to the target audience, a teenager with macabre interests and no doubt a handful of trauma to spark such an interest, they would be angry with Pellinore Warthrop, likely reminded of an emotionally absent parent just as I was. They would not understand the nuance of his person. But I'm grown now, I haven't read this in nearly ten years, and I now can spot very well that this doctor is no more than a boy himself, and he will never grow to be more than that. And somehow, this is more tragic and distressing to me than a man being eaten alive by maggots.

Pellinore Warthrop and Will Henry make me so inconsolably sad. They're both children. Yes, they've at least twenty years between them, but they're children. Two little boys who feel unwanted and unloved, and one is left to care for another when he was never cared for himself. Children cast forever in their fathers' shadows, waiting to be eaten alive by madness or monsters. And I somehow I get the feeling they would both prefer the monster.

[sunderwight]

"That pairing would never be canon" and what of it? I'm only supposed to ship what the church tells me to or something?

[inaturalist-unofficial]

[alithographica]

This is tangential to our top diva here but usernames on iNaturalist are such a delight. It's like 20% normal internet usernames, 40% academics using some derivation of their real name, and 40% sedgequeens.

I upload something aquatic and get an ID from a username like crabgrabbing. Bracketfunguy stops by my mushroom. Annelida19 kindly comments to explain why the computer model sucks at earthworms, with citations. Gallussssss goes through every Northeast region bird I have. I love all of them and their pride in their niche knowledge. Every single time it feels like this:

[fluentisonus]

they're trying to get me to do something called ""my job"" instead of reading about medieval english poaching laws

[imjunebitch]

"can mutuals dm" "can mutuals ask for your discord" girl, mutuals have an implied invitation to my wedding

[c3rvida3]

When I was in middle school, I really wanted a rat and my mama got me one before I had the chance to do any research, and I named him Mildew, and then I learned that rats get all fucked up if they don't have a buddy, so I got him a brother and I named the brother Dildew. Something to consider if you are currently pregnant with twins.

[koiagain]

How early is too early to say I love You to your tumblr mutual

[blingedoubimbi]

[fuckyeahchinesefashion]

OP: How to create floating Chinese shufa/calligraphy (cr夏末）

[loveipromiseimnotinsane]

I am a really really big fan of this whole filming and putting pro-shots of musicals in theater

[i-am-a-fish]

hold your horses is just genuine good life advice

[learlir]

holding my horses

[archiveofaffinities]

Harold's Gas Station, Spring Hill, Florida, 1965

[dreamstars]

[rsingwriting]

I saw a post talking about how Terry Pratchett only wrote 400 words a day, how that goal helped him write literally dozens of books before he died. So I reduced my own daily word goal. I went down from 1,000 to 200. With that 800-word wall taken down, I’ve been writing more. “I won’t get on tumblr/watch TV/draw/read until I hit my word goal” used to be something I said as self-restraint. And when I inevitably couldn’t cough up four pages in one sitting, I felt like garbage, and the pleasurable hobbies I had planned on felt like I was cheating myself when I just gave up. Now it’s something I say because I just have to finish this scene, just have to round out this conversation, can’t stop now, because I’m enjoying myself, I’m having an amazing time writing. Something that hasn’t been true of my original works since middle school. 

And sometimes I think, “Well, two hundred is technically less than four hundred.” And I have to stop myself, because - I am writing half as much as Terry Pratchett. Terry fucking Pratchett, who not only published regularly up until his death, but published books that were consistently good. 

And this has also been an immense help as a writer with ADHD, because I don’t feel bad when I take a break from writing - two hundred words works up quick, after all. If I take a break at 150, I have a whole day to write 50 more words, and I’ve rarely written less than 200 words and not felt the need to keep writing because I need to tie up a loose end anyways. 

Yes, sometimes, I do not produce a single thing worth keeping in those two hundred words. But it’s much easier to edit two hundred words of bad writing than it is to edit no writing at all.

[theamyrlinsofa]

This is the second time this post passes on my dash and it’s the best advice I ever got. I can’t write consistently in one go, it’s always about 50 words and then I get distracted and just have to do something else for a while. Do the math quickly: trying to write 2000 words a day takes a looooong time that way. So there were many days where I just didn’t even start writing, cause I wouldn’t reach my goal anyways and feel like a failure. Then I stumbled upon this post and I thought: hey, let’s give this a try. And it works! I set my goal between 200-400 words a day and that’s perfectly doable. Some days I get into the flow and I write a whole lot more. On other days, I struggle to get those 200 out but hey, at least I wrote 200 words and reached my goal. Whatever the outcome, t makes me feel good and accomplished. 

Writing takes practice, so even if it’s only 100 words a day, it’s better than nothing. If it worked for Terry Pratchett and me, than it can work for you too!