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summary: zuko's straight-forwardness in appreciating the attractive qualities of the lone stranger saved by aang has you curious on whether you could get him to spill on what he thinks of you. (no major movie spoilers)
"He's very attractive." Zuko admits, eyes unblinking as he stares at the unconscious stranger.
The entire team whips their heads to stare at Zuko in unconcealed shock.
"What?" Zuko mutters, gaze lingering on the surprised expressions casted onto him, before eventually landing on yours. "He is. It's all in the bone structure."
You blink, unable to process his straight-forward words that landed on you like a gut punch. You've never considered it, the fact that Zuko also found others attractive.
It seems like a completely, silly notion now that the thought has verbalised itself in your mind. Of course Zuko would notice if others were considered attractive. Maybe it just never occurred to you in all your years of knowing him—of also finding him—
You clear your throat, forcing yourself to look away from his prying gaze, confusion alight in his eyes from your taken-aback expression.
If he's unconsciously considered the attractiveness of this stranger... has he ever—no, this should not be your priority. It doesn't matter what he thinks of you, it's not like it would change a thing. He's practically admitted it non-verbally through that monotonous admission of his, that a person's looks is assessed by him in a completely, impersonal standpoint.
Bone structure? You shouldn't be curious. Knowing Zuko, he might accidentally insult your structure if you asked.
The curiosity does not disappear. In fact, it digs deeper and deeper into the crevices of your mind—subconsciously affecting your attitude around Zuko.
It doesn't help that it's painfully obvious that he's noticed your strange behaviour ever since his comment. Once, when his hand had come up to your shoulder to alert you that everyone was boarding the ship—and your entire body jumped in response. Again, when you completely blanked out when he asked if you would like some firecracker buns.
It's not like you wanted to hyper-focus on his observation on purpose. It's just that after years of knowing him and pushing down that sub-concious attraction—of not allowing yourself to even see him as anything more than the Zuko you know, the rebound impact of all your resurfacing emotions combined with his lingering presence is far too much.
Zuko isn't the type to beat around the bush either, one of the rare habits his uncle hasn't passed onto him. In a moment of needed reprieve, your attempt at regaining your composure fails spectacularly when you find yourself in a stand-still, cornered in the back of the ship—one firecracker bun in his hand as an offering.
"Have I said something to make you uncomfortable?"
Zuko's gaze is akin to a puppy's, wide-eyed and brows furrowed. Afraid that he's done something wrong, overlooked the choice of his words once again and destroyed the atmosphere without realising.
Straight to the point as ever, you'd appreciate it more if he had given you a few more minutes to come up with a reasonable excuse. Something more plausible than 'Do you find me attractive?', a lingering question that should've remained buried in the soil that you departed from nearly an hour ago.
"Not exactly." Taking the firecracker bun from his hand, the crumbs coat your fingers. You needed something to muffle your words, anything to distract you. It's easier to focus on the lingering spice that melts into your tongue, rather than his unblinking stare.
"So—I did say something." His mouth parts, a slight tilt downward in the corner of his lip. "Or I've made you uncomfortable."
There was no winning with him. Swallowing your last bite, you brush the crumbs against your sleeve, the slouch of your posture a key sign of surrender, your invisible white flag waving at the sight of his increasingly dubious expression.
"The first one." You admit with a sigh. "Earlier—"
He leans in subtly, a habit he does when he's listening attentively, and the luscious wave of his bangs brushes against your knuckles. His amber eyes pierce through you, and the words practically die off your tongue.
Why is he looking at you like that?
It isn't fair that he has such an effect on you. You still remember the old days, when he had a worser temper instead of the softened expression that lingers warmly on you. Plus, that horrible haircut, a singular ponytail with the rest of his hair shaved off forever engrained in your mind. Even recalling the image doesn't help calm your thundering heartbeat when the Zuko in front of you is so—overwhelming.
"You were saying?" He prods gently.
You swallow, averting your gaze. "When you mentioned... about attractiveness. Was that like—a spur of the moment kind of thing, or do you have a first impression for everyone you meet?"
His brows furrow for a moment, before recognition lights his golden gaze. "Ah—that."
"Right, that." You feel the seat warming beneath you in your embarrassment, a hallucination of senses in your sudden need to escape his assessing gaze. He barely even remembers his comment, and here you are, still obsessively prying over it.
"I was only answering Toph's question." He states. "No one was stating the obvious."
"The obvious." You muse. "Do you assess the attractiveness of everyone you meet?"
"I suppose it depends." He mutters, hand rubbing over his chin in consideration. "If it was during a battle, I wouldn't be prioritising on considering the opponent's appearance. As compared to someone knocked out on the ground, it gives me plenty of time."
You barely resist a snort. Only he could treat a topic like a person's attractiveness like one of his battle strategies. "I suppose you didn't have time during our first meeting then."
As soon as the words leave your mouth, both you and Zuko freeze. Your lips clamp shut, an immediate wince shuddering through your frame. Cat's out of the bag, you suppose.
"Never mind." You wave it off, your own laugh echoing much too loudly through your ears. "It wasn't like I was wondering—well, maybe I was. You just sprung it out of nowhere earlier, and I got... curious. You don't have to answer—"
"I did." He cuts you off unceremoniously.
You blink, his vague words echoing in the thin distance between the two of you. "What?"
He swallows, and for once, he's the one flustered in this conversation. "I did notice, during our first meeting."
No way. Your first meeting with Zuko was anything but pretty. You remember being covered in sweat, grime, and ashes coating your clothes as he shot flames at you from his palms. The twisted grimace on his face when you had him writhing under your grip, as he loudly declared his revenge on you, rupturing your eardrums with all his yelling.
"You mean—" You barely resist a grin stretching on your lips. "—when I pinned you down on your airship, and you were spitting death threats into my ear."
"Yes, that." His long locks cover his ears now, but you can bet the rims are reddened from the reminder. "You were formidable."
Formidable. No, that wasn't enough. His sudden focus on the floorboards of his ship made it obvious that he was simplifying his observation.
"I was gaining the winning hand." You state out-right, disbelief coating your tone. "And you had time to notice?"
A restrained sigh escapes Zuko's gritted teeth, already regretting his slip of tongue.
"What of the angle? Does the Fire Lord recall my bone structure during our first battle too, when I pinned you to the floor?" You tease.
He scoffs in a light-hearted manner, shoulder lightly bumping into yours. "It was the first time anyone had pinned me down. I wasn't exactly given another view to look at."
"Was the view bad then?" You prod.
"Not at all." He answers absentmindedly—quickly without hesitation.
Your lips part, speechless. Zuko immediately separates his shoulder from yours, a bashful expression overtaking his features.
"Objectively." He states hurriedly, waving his arms. "I was expecting to find the Avatar at the time, not... you."
The way he says it, the almost breathless note that leaves his lips. You devour it hungrily, now being the one to lean in, prying.
"And how did you find me, Zuko?" You ask earnestly.
He huffs in defeat. His softened gaze finally meets yours again, his eyes roaming over your features, ones that he's familiarised with for years, and yet... it still takes the breath out of him. "...You were the most beautiful person I've ever sparred with."
Oh... wow. You didn't expect that.
"You were threatening to kill me." You recall in disbelief.
"I was multi-tasking." He mutters, ashamed.
Your intended snort escalates into a cackle, unable to contain yourself. "I would have never guessed that from the way you glared at me. So full of shame—and destroyed pride."
"What about you?" He asks in a hurry, though his tone drops towards the end in hesitation—hinting his regret in the wrong change in topic. He grimaces, gaze dropping to his tightened fists over his lap. "...Did you find my scar hideous?"
Surprise colours your features.
Immediately shaking your head, you're at a loss for words on how to convey just how off-course he was on his guess. How could you ever find Zuko hideous? Your heart barely survived your visits to the Fire Nation, not when their own Fire Lord always insisted on attending to your presence personally, even when it arose suspicion of your shared bond with him, to have him so easily distracted when you arrived on his lands.
Even now, he's overwhelming your vision. Healthy muscles that are barely hidden under his clothes, or the hair he's refused to cut ever since his youth that now flows lusciously down his broad back. His amber eyes that glint golden when the sun reflects his irises, and even the conjured image of the way his arms move when he's fire-bending.
He's— "Beautiful."
By the time you realise your second slip of the tongue, Zuko has already blinked once, caught off-guard.
You purse your lips, finding this conversation to be as riveting as it is a weaponised self-attack. "Objectively speaking. You're attractive, Zuko."
"Objectively." He repeats slowly, amused that you're using his own deflecting choice of words.
"Fine, like really attractive." You deadpan. "It's annoying, because I'm supposed to be focused on the mission, and you're just... standing there."
It was the truth. You couldn't be the only one who noticed it. His subtle change in demeanour over the years, how he carried himself into a room now instead of randomly announcing his arrival at the worst timings. Even Sokka noticed.
He snorts, and the sound deflates the tension in your chest. "Funny, I should be saying that about you."
You gasp, expression aghast. "You're joking."
"It is not honourable to lie." He shrugs. "You've always been the most magnetic in my eyes. I can never find myself looking away from you."
You grow quiet, the genuine sincerity in his words leaving you defenseless. Have you been blind all along? Is that why he always sent letters—asking you to visit his nation for purposes other than meetings? Or why he sought for your company constantly during this entire trip, despite it being the first time the entire set of Team Avatar being together in months?
You had been too focused on what was comfortable and familiar, to teasing and prodding, that you never considered this.
"For the record." You whisper, leaning in to truly look at him. "I never found your scar hideous. You were always beautiful to me, Zuko."
He swallows, something intense flickering in his gaze—but too fleeting for you to catch onto it. Maybe it had always been there, when his eyes linger on your form when he accompanied you in his palace gardens, or even back then, when he was a banished prince who sought for you, even with a grimace on his face.
"That haircut when we first met, though?" Your smile breaks out into a toothy grin. "Absolutely hideous."
The softness in his gaze falters, before a groan rumbles past his throat. "Will you ever let that one go?"
"Never."
He lets out a low breath, drained of his energy. "I admitted to finding you attractive, and this is my repayment?"
"Who's finding who attractive?"
Sokka's voice strikes a jump in your shoulders, and Zuko's in an impressive halt, frozen completely after being caught red-handed.
"Ah, between the two of you—" Sokka whistles. "I was wondering who was going to break first. Congrats, love-birds!"
"We're not—" Your voice clashes with Zuko's. "This isn't—"
You sneak a glance to Zuko, and his hand is already covering half of his face, his embarrassment shielded by the shadow of his large palm.
Sokka's confused gaze switches between the two of you, blinking slowly.
"Ah, couple years too early?" Sokka shrugs, before clicking his tongue. "That's rough. I'll check back in with you guys in another time." Making his way back towards the front, he shouts once more to prove his point. "Just don't let me catch you guys making out or anything, I'll need to poke out my eyes for that one!"
"...We better restrain him before he starts blasting it as news to everyone." You groan.
"Agreed." He mutters.
Right as you made your move to leave, Zuko's hand grips yours—stopping you.
You lift your head, meeting his gaze. "Yeah?"
His Adam's apple bobs up and down, consideration clear in his expression before he decisively leans in. His voice is a warm hush, soft and intimate when he whispers. "For the record." Your own words echo back to your ears in the low hush of his voice. "I wasn't only referring to our first meeting when I said that you're beautiful."
His smile quirks up into something tender, a secret expression reserved only for you. ...At this rate, your curiousity was really going to be the death of you.
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a/n: i need to write more firelord zuko stat. he looks so good and still so awkward my childhood crush has been reignited.
Zuko arrived with a palace guard escort, a strained expression, and far too many packages.
Aang opened the door, saw the stack of gifts in Zuko’s arms, and immediately sighed.
“Oh no,” he said.
Zuko’s face tightened. “That was rude.”
“It was accurate,” Aang replied.
You appeared from the hallway and watched as Zuko stepped inside with all the grace of a man who had spent the last hour regretting every decision that led him here.
He set the gifts down in the center of the room.
There were too many.
Boxes. Bundles. A carved wooden cradle miniature. Something wrapped in red silk. Two blankets. Three tiny garments. At least one object that appeared to be a decorative dragon sculpture.
You stared. “Zuko…”
He folded his arms. “I was told babies need things.”
Aang covered his face with one hand. “Who told you that?”
“Mai.”
Aang’s head lifted immediately. “Why would Mai do that to you?”
Zuko glared at him. “She said if I was going to be an uncle, I should be useful.”
You tried very hard not to laugh.
Zuko looked at you, clearly hoping for support and finding only amusement. “I know what you’re thinking.”
“Do you?” you asked.
“Yes. You are thinking I overdid it.”
“A little.”
He exhaled through his nose. “I can return some of it.”
Aang bent to inspect one of the boxes. “Do you know what any of this is?”
“No.”
“Did you ask?”
“No.”
“You just bought baby things and hoped for the best?”
Zuko’s expression went flat. “That is why I am here now.”
You were laughing openly by then, which only made him more uncomfortable.
He pointed at Aang. “You are not helping.”
“I’m absolutely helping.”
“You’re making this worse.”
Aang picked up the tiny dragon sculpture. “Why is this for a baby?”
“I thought it might be decorative.”
Zuko sounded almost offended by the concept of decoration.
“Decorative for who?” Aang asked.
Zuko hesitated. “The baby.”
“The baby is not going to stare thoughtfully at a dragon statue.”
“You don’t know that.”
Aang looked at you. “He brought a statue.”
You were already smiling too hard to speak.
Zuko rubbed the back of his neck, his discomfort finally cracking into embarrassment. “I didn’t know what to get.”
The room quieted a little.
That, you realized, was the truth behind all of it.
He was the Fire Lord, yes. Stern, composed, and usually impossible to fluster. But he was also a man trying, in his own awkward way, to be family. To show up. To prove that he cared. And he had no idea how.
Your expression softened.
“Aang,” you said quietly, and he immediately stopped teasing.
You picked up one of the small blankets and unfolded it. It was beautifully made, red and gold, with tiny embroidered suns in the corner.
“This is lovely,” you said.
Zuko’s shoulders loosened a fraction. “It is?”
“Yes.”
He looked almost surprised.
You touched the fabric, smiling now. “Babies do need blankets. And clothes. And probably… fewer dragon statues.”
Zuko frowned at the statue, clearly reconsidering his entire life. “I can remove that one.”
Aang snorted.
Zuko shot him a look. “I am trying.”
Aang crossed the room and clapped a hand on his shoulder. “I know.”
That simple answer seemed to settle something in Zuko’s face. He still looked awkward, but less on guard now.
He glanced toward your stomach, then away again, clearly unsure whether to address the baby directly or not. “I also brought a book.”
Aang brightened. “A good one?”
“It’s about firebending history.”
Your smile deepened. “That one sounds useful.”
Zuko nodded once, visibly relieved to be praised for something not ridiculous. “I thought the child should know where they come from.”
Aang’s face softened. “That’s actually very thoughtful.”
Zuko looked vaguely offended by the compliment. “Obviously.”
You exchanged a look with Aang and both of you smiled.
He stepped closer and gently rested one hand over your stomach, speaking in the same reluctant, awkward tone he used for almost everything tender.
“I don’t know much about babies,” he admitted. “But I know family matters.”
The baby chose that moment to kick.
Everyone froze.
Zuko stared. “Was that…”
“Yes,” you said, laughing.
His eyes widened. “It moved.”
Aang grinned. “They like you.”
Zuko looked deeply disturbed by that possibility. “That is impossible.”
“They absolutely do,” you said.
Zuko looked at your stomach for another long second, then at the pile of gifts he had brought like a man realizing he had accidentally cared too much. Finally, he cleared his throat and stood a little straighter.
“I suppose I can be called Uncle Zuko,” he said, sounding as though the title had been thrust upon him personally.
Aang burst out laughing.
You did too.
Zuko rolled his eyes so hard it was almost heroic, but there was a faint redness at the tips of his ears that gave him away.
And when he sat down afterward and asked, in the most awkwardly sincere voice imaginable, whether babies preferred blankets before or after naps, you knew he had already been won over.
The first time Appa abandoned Aang for you, it happened so naturally that you almost missed it.
You were sitting outside the Southern Air Temple with your back against a warm stone wall, sharing a basket of steamed buns with Sokka while Aang and Toph argued a few yards away about whether the latest practice field had been “improved” or “destroyed.” Appa had been napping nearby, one enormous eye lazily half-open, tail flicking every so often in the sunlight.
You had only broken off a bite of bun when you noticed the sound.
A soft, pleased chuff.
You looked up just in time to see Appa lift his head, blink at you, and then heave his massive body upright with a grunt. Before Aang could finish saying, “No, I’m telling you, the field is better this way,” Appa lumbered straight over to you and lowered his head into your lap with a content sigh.
You froze.
The bun hovered halfway to your mouth.
Across the courtyard, Aang stopped talking.
His eyes widened. Then narrowed in deep, personal offense.
“Appa.”
Appa ignored him.
Aang pointed dramatically. “Appa, no. I was speaking to you.”
Appa closed his eyes.
Sokka made a choking sound that was probably laughter. Toph turned her face toward the noise and immediately smirked. “Wow,” she said. “Bison’s got standards.”
You slowly set the bun down beside Appa’s nose, and his ears twitched. He nudged your arm once, gentle and expectant.
Aang stared.
“He’s taking your food,” he said, scandalized.
You blinked at him. “He’s sharing my food.”
“That’s not sharing,” Aang said. “That’s theft with manners.”
Appa made a pleased rumble and swallowed the bun whole.
You could not help it. You laughed.
Aang put one hand over his heart as if you had wounded him personally. “Traitor,” he said to Appa.
Appa’s only response was to lean harder into your side.
It became a problem after that.
Or at least, it became Aang’s problem.
Appa began following you around more often than not. If you crossed the courtyard, he lumbered after you like a fluffy mountain. If you sat down for tea, he plopped himself nearby and waited for you to scratch the patch between his horns. If you were carrying anything remotely interesting,food, a blanket, a satchel, one single apple,Appa would appear from nowhere with the quiet determination of a creature who knew exactly where the favorite person in the world stood.
Aang, unfortunately, noticed everything.
He noticed Appa stealing your seat on the terrace.
He noticed Appa allowing you to braid little strips of ribbon into the fur around his neck.
He noticed Appa dropping his head into your lap every time you sat on the grass near the gardens.
What he did not notice,at least not until it was too late,was the way you always smiled when Appa came to you. The way your hands got gentler around him. The way you talked to him as if he understood every word.
Maybe he did.
Aang certainly acted like he did.
One afternoon, he came looking for you with a stack of papers under one arm and a very tired expression on his face. You were in the open courtyard, kneeling beside Appa while you tried to untangle a length of rope that had somehow wrapped itself around one of his saddle straps.
Aang stopped in the archway.
Appa was practically draped over you.
You were leaning close to the bison’s face, murmuring, “Hold still. You are making this worse.”
Appa blinked slowly at you, blissfully unhelpful.
Aang let the papers slide against his chest. “Excuse me,” he said.
You glanced up. “Hi.”
Appa made a happy noise and nudged your shoulder.
Aang’s jaw tightened.
“He only does that when he wants to be fed,” he said.
You returned your attention to the knot. “I’m aware.”
“He’s manipulating you.”
“Possibly.”
“He does not respect the concept of personal space.”
“Neither do you, when you want noodles.”
Aang stared at you.
Then he looked at Appa, who had the audacity to close his eyes in satisfaction.
“Unbelievable,” he muttered.
You finally pulled the rope free and straightened with a sigh. “There. Done.”
Appa immediately turned and rested his chin on your arm.
Aang’s expression was deeply betrayed.
“He likes me,” you said, almost laughing now. “There’s no need to look so wounded.”
Aang made a disbelieving noise. “No need? Appa used to greet me with excitement. Me. His own rider.”
“And now?” you asked.
Aang pointed at you as if presenting evidence in court. “Now he greets you with excitement.”
You had to bite the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling too much. “Maybe I’m just more fun.”
That did it.
Aang placed the papers onto a nearby stone bench with exaggerated care, then folded his arms. “I see.”
You tilted your head. “Do you?”
“I do. This is a conspiracy.”
“A conspiracy?”
“Yes.” He stepped closer, eyes narrowing. “A plot against me. A carefully arranged campaign of bribery and affection.”
Appa huffed at him.
Aang looked up. “Don’t encourage them.”
You burst out laughing, and Appa immediately leaned into the sound, as if your laughter was the point of the entire afternoon. He nudged your side, then made a low, satisfied noise when you rubbed the top of his nose.
Aang watched the whole thing with the wounded dignity of a man who had lost a war.
Then, quite suddenly, he gasped.
His hand flew to his chest. “I have been replaced.”
You gave him a flat look. “You are being dramatic.”
“I am not being dramatic,” he said. “I am suffering.”
Toph’s voice floated from the doorway behind him. “You are absolutely being dramatic.”
Aang whipped around. “Toph, I did not ask for your opinion.”
“You didn’t have to,” she said. “Your face is doing all the talking.”
You laughed again, and Aang turned back to you with a look that was trying very hard to be stern and failing.
“I can’t believe you’re all against me,” he said.
You leaned down and scratched Appa under the chin. “Maybe Appa just has better taste.”
Appa made an approving grumble.
Aang stared at the two of you in utter disbelief. “I am being bullied in my own temple.”
By sunset, Aang had decided the betrayal needed to be addressed properly.
Which, naturally, meant he had turned it into a performance.
He called everyone to the central courtyard under the excuse of a “very important matter.” Sokka came expecting a crisis. Katara came with the kind of patience usually reserved for children and firebenders. Toph came because she wanted to see what was happening. You came because Aang had given you a look that said this was either going to be ridiculous or private, and you were fairly certain it would be both.
Appa stood in the middle of the courtyard, enormous and calm, with you beside him and Aang pacing dramatically in front of both of you.
“I would like it recorded,” he announced, “that I was once a treasured and beloved companion.”
Sokka crossed his arms. “You still are.”
Aang pointed at him. “Not relevant.”
Katara sighed. “Aang, please tell me this is not about Appa preferring Y/N.”
He stopped pacing.
The silence that followed was enough answer on its own.
Toph snorted. “Oh, this is going to be good.”
Aang clasped his hands behind his back and faced Appa as if addressing a very difficult political matter. “Appa. We need to discuss your behavior.”
Appa blinked at him.
You bit your lip, already smiling.
Aang continued, wounded but dignified. “I understand that people change. Bonds evolve. But there are limits. You cannot simply abandon your longtime rider in favor of someone who, until recently, had to be reminded to stop feeding you dried fruit before dinner.”
Sokka’s shoulders shook.
“I remember that,” Katara said dryly.
“You fed him six mangoes,” she added, looking at you.
You lifted a hand. “In my defense, he looked hungry.”
Appa thumped his tail against the stones.
Aang threw his hands wide. “See? He agrees with you!”
The courtyard dissolved into laughter.
Even Aang, despite himself, had to smile a little, though he tried to hide it by turning it into a sigh.
You stepped closer to him, lowering your voice. “Are you actually upset?”
He glanced at you, and the teasing in his expression softened into something more real.
“A little,” he admitted.
That tugged something warm in your chest.
“He still loves you,” you said.
Aang gave Appa a long look. “Then he has a very strange way of showing it.”
Appa immediately nuzzled your shoulder.
You laughed, but Aang’s gaze stayed on you for a moment longer than necessary. The courtyard noise seemed to fall away around the two of you, the evening air quiet and gold between the temple stones. Appa’s warm breath brushed your arm. Somewhere nearby, Sokka was muttering that he “did not sign up for this level of emotional trauma,” but you barely heard him.
Aang scratched the back of his neck. “I suppose I can’t really blame him.”
You tilted your head. “No?”
He shook his head, looking a little embarrassed now. “You’re kind to him.”
You looked down at Appa, who had settled so closely beside you that you were nearly leaning against his fur. “He’s easy to be kind to.”
Aang smiled faintly. “That’s because he likes you.”
“And you don’t?”
He blinked. “What?”
You felt your face warm, but you held his gaze. “You. Do you not like me, too?”
For the first time all evening, Aang went still.
Then his ears turned pink.
“I,” he said carefully, “may have a difficult time competing with a six-ton sky bison.”
That made you laugh, but the sound came out softer than you intended.
Aang looked at you, and something in his expression shifted. Gone was the mock offense, the dramatic outrage. What remained was open and tender and a little shy around the edges, as if he had been caught revealing something he had meant to keep hidden.
He took one step closer.
Appa chose that moment to bump his head into your shoulder and then into Aang’s side as well, as if to arrange the two of you more neatly.
Sokka made a noise behind you. “Oh, come on.”
Katara covered her smile with one hand.
Toph grinned like she had just won a bet nobody else knew about.
Aang looked down at Appa, then back at you, and let out a helpless laugh. “Fine,” he said. “I admit defeat.”
You arched a brow. “To Appa?”
“To both of you.”
Then he extended one hand toward you, palm up, with the sort of gentle confidence that always made your heart stutter just a little.
“Can I at least have the next dance with you tonight,” he asked, “before Appa steals you again?”
The courtyard went very quiet.
You looked at his hand, then at his face, and felt your smile go soft around the edges.
“I think,” you said, placing your hand in his, “that can be arranged.”
Aang’s fingers curled around yours.
Appa snorted, satisfied at last, and laid himself down in the middle of the courtyard with all the smugness of a creature who had successfully orchestrated the entire evening.
Sokka groaned. “I hate how well this worked.”
Toph laughed. Katara shook her head. Aang squeezed your hand once, just enough to make you look at him again.
His smile was small and warm and unmistakably affectionate.
“Still think I’m losing?” he murmured.
You glanced at Appa, who was watching the two of you with enormous, sleepy eyes.
Then you looked back at Aang.
“Yes,” you said.
He groaned, but he was smiling when he did it.
You leaned in closer, lowering your voice so only he could hear.
“But not by much.”
And when Aang laughed, bright and full and hopelessly fond, Appa’s ears flicked once in approval, as if even he knew the truth now:
He had not betrayed Aang at all.
He had simply decided you belonged with them, too.
Summary: Between raising two young children and preparing for a third, you and Aang cherish the quiet life you've built in Republic City. Aang believes he had made peace with being the last airbender years ago. Then, during a trip to the park with his family, his six-year-old daughter proves him wrong.
Warnings: child falling, struggling with being the last airbender, other than that just fluff
A/N: Thank you so much for this request. I had a lot of fun writing it!!
There is a tiny moment referring to the movie, which could be perceived as a spoiler.
Also note that English is not my first language. So I apologise in advance for any mistakes, I really try to proofread everything. But mistakes do happen. If you see some, I don’t mind if you point them out to me.
Please don’t copy my work. A lot of time and effort went into it.
Word count: 2.191
Republic City had become everything he had once imagined. Its streets were alive with people from every nation. Fire Nation merchants' shops were located beside Earth Kingdom craftsmen. Water Tribe healers shared their wisdom and engineers from all nations helped shape the city's future with their inventions. Children whose grandparents had once faced each other across a battlefield now chased one another through the streets, their laughter drowning out the echoes of a war they would never know.
Years ago, this city had been nothing more than a dream, but my husband had made it a reality through sacrifice, through diplomacy, through refusing to believe that his vision was impossible. He had built a place where people were no longer defined by the nation they came from, but by the life they chose to create together. People from all nations lived together… Expect his own.
It had been his greatest dream to bring airbenders back to the world. Years ago, that possibility seemed within grasp when he found another airbender and was led to an ancient staff that could gift people the skill to airbend. That dream got destroyed…
Since then, Aang had started devoting himself to rebuilding his nation through spirit. The Air Acolytes were as much his family as his students. He taught them the history of the Air Nomads, their traditions, their philosophy, their compassion. He once told me that a nation was never defined by its bending.
“It lives here.” He had said, pressing a hand over his heart. “And as long as someone carries that heart... we are never truly gone.”
Despite everything he had lost… He still found pieces of himself to give to others.
Aang was an extraordinary Avatar, a remarkable teacher and a true leader. However, no role in this world ever surpassed the joy he found in the role of husband and father.
When he walked through our front door all that mattered was our daughter racing into his arms. His son clinging to his leg. It was wrapping his arms around his pregnant wife after the children had gone to sleep, placing a kiss on my growing stomach and resting his forehead against mine as we just enjoyed the quiet for a moment. That was home. That was the part of his life that mattered the most.
Our daughter, Sora, had recently turned six. She was curious, bright and endlessly kind. Our son, Tashi, was only three, and from the moment he had learned to crawl, he had made it his personal mission to follow his big sister wherever she went. Most children would have grown tired of having such a determined shadow. But Sora never did. She would simply reach back, take his little hand, and let him come. She had inherited Aang's gentle spirit and his impossible patience. He had given her his nose, his smile, and even those gentle gray eyes that always seemed to see the best in people. There was only one thing she hadn’t inherited from her father.
Most children began showing signs of bending around the age of four. Sora never had. No playful gusts of wind and no instinctive bursts of air when she laughed too hard or stumbled. Nothing. She was like me, a non-bender. Aang had never let himself hope too loudly. So when the years passed without the slightest sign of airbending, the realisation had settled quietly between us without disappointment. We just simply accepted it.
Once, after we had tucked Sora into bed, I asked him if he was let down. He smiled before answering, his eyes lingering on our daughter as she slept peacefully beneath her blankets.
“I don't care if she never bends a day in her life.” He whispered. “As long as she is happy and healthy... That is enough.” Then, after a long moment of us just watching her dreaming, he had wandered to the window and he had looked up at the stars. “I have made peace with it. Peace with it just being me.”
Peace… It was a beautiful word, but one I wasn't entirely convinced he believed.
Whenever Aang was home and his duties allowed it, we escaped to the park near our home. It had become our favorite place. It echoed with laughter from every corner, children of every nation racing between climbing frames, rope bridges, swings, and towers. There were all sorts of play structures for children of all ages and of all nations to play with.
There, the Avatar wasn't the bridge between nations or worlds… He was simply Dad. A father who chased two giggling children across the grass. A husband who would steal a kiss from his pregnant wife whenever he thought no one was looking.
“Dad! Catch me!” Tashi's excited voice rang across the park. He had dutifully followed his big sister all the way to the top of the climbing structure, his tiny legs working twice as hard to keep up with her. Sora reached the platform first. She gripped the polished pole with both hands and slid effortlessly to the ground, her laughter floating behind her as she landed lightly on her feet. Our fearless little boy had no interest in poles, instead he wanted to jump in his father’s arms.
“Ready?” Aang was already waiting below with his arms raised instinctively. The familiar grin that never failed to make my heart flutter spread across his face. “I have got you.” Without a shred of hesitation, Tashi closed his eyes and launched himself into the air. For one impossible heartbeat, he seemed to float. Then Aang caught him with practiced ease, the force of the jump making him rock back a single step before effortlessly carrying our son against his chest.
“I flew!” Tashi squealed, throwing both fists triumphantly into the air.
“You certainly did.” Aang laughed, ruffling the boy's dark hair before carefully setting him back on the ground. I watched the three of them from beneath the shade of the great elm, one hand resting protectively over the gentle curve of my growing belly. The sight before me made it impossible not to smile.
“Again!” Sora reached for her brother's hand. The two of them hurried back toward the climbing structure while Aang followed a few steps behind, he was never close enough to steal their independence and never far enough that he couldn't catch them if they fell.
Sora climbed with calm determination, carefully choosing each foothold before reaching for the next. Tashi attacked the structure with far more enthusiasm than coordination, his determination making up for what his tiny limbs still lacked. By the time they reached the highest platform, Aang had already positioned himself below. Sora smiled down at him.
“I am going!” Once again she slid effortlessly down the pole, landing neatly beside him. Tashi waddled toward the edge.
“Dad!” He called, stretching his arms as wide as they could go. “Catch me!” Aang looked up smilingly.
“Ready when you…” A sharp cry echoed from the other side of the playground. Not a cry of laughter, but of fear. Instinctively, Aang's head snapped toward the sound. Across the playground, a little boy had slipped from one of the rope bridges. His mother was already sprinting toward him. “Hold on one second, buddy.” Aang called over his shoulder, taking a step toward the commotion. “Don't jump yet.” Tashi had already closed his eyes. His father had said he was ready. Without another thought… He jumped. I saw it the instant his little feet left the platform.
“Aang!” I shouted. Sora instantly called out to her father as well.
“Dad!” Aang spun around. Tashi was already falling. Aang’s hands shot forward, instinctively preparing to catch our son with a cushion of air. The wind answered. A current of air swept beneath Tashi's tiny body. His clothes fluttered, his dark hair danced around his face. He drifted through the air, light as a leaf carried upon a summer breeze. His little feet touched the grass.
Silence settled over our corner of the park. Tashi blinked, but then grinned.
“Dad!” He cheered, racing across the grass. “I flew again!” He threw himself against Aang's legs as though nothing unusual had happened. Aang didn't move. He stood rooted to the spot, staring at the place where the air currents had vanished.
I hurried across the grass, my heart still hammering against my ribs. Relief crashed over me as I scooped Tashi into my arms, covering his cheeks and forehead with frantic kisses before setting him back down. Only then did I look at my husband.
“You caught him.” I breathed, a nervous laugh escaping me. “That was incredible.” Aang slowly shook his head. His eyes never left the empty space above the grass.
“I…” His voice was barely more than a whisper. “I didn't.” I frowned.
“What?”
“I didn’t catch him.” Slowly, Aang's eyes lifted toward the climbing structure. I followed his gaze. Sora still stood beside the pole where she had landed moments earlier. She hadn't moved. Her wide gray eyes shifted from her little brother… to her own hands. She turned them over slowly, studying them with quiet confusion. A gentle breeze stirred around her ankles. Just enough to lift a single fallen leaf. It rose into the air, circled her once and then drifted lazily back toward the grass.
Sora looked up at Tashi and then to us. None of us spoke. Because, after years of believing otherwise… The impossible had just happened; the last airbender… was no longer the last.
I looked at Aang as understanding washed over him in slow, trembling waves. His eyes never left Sora. I saw disbelief, hope and wonder in his eyes; each emotion flickered across his face until they collided all at once. His breath caught and a small, broken sound escaped him. It was something halfway between a laugh and a sob. His shoulders trembled. Then, slowly… He smiled. It wasn't the bright, carefree smile I had fallen in love with all those years ago. It was a fragile, disbelieving one. A single tear slipped free and rolled down his cheek.
All these years, he had insisted he had made peace with being the last airbender, but the posture of the man standing before me told a different story. I saw years of quiet mourning melt away before my eyes. Years of carrying the impossible burden of being the last living link to the original Air Nomads. And now… That burden was slipping from his shoulders.
“So…” He whispered, the word barely audible. “So I am not the last.”
“Dad?” Sora looked up at him, her own eyes wide with confusion. “What just happened?” Aang closed the distance between them in two quick strides before lowering himself onto one knee in front of her.
“You saved your brother.” His voice trembled as he gently took her small hands in his, turning them over. “And…” A watery laugh escaped him. “It turns out…” He looked into her eyes, his smile growing through fresh tears. “You are an airbender.” Sora blinked.
“I am?”
“You are.”
“But…” She frowned. “I didn't do anything.”
“You did.” His thumb brushed over the back of her hand. “What did you feel when you saw Tashi falling?”
“I just…” She spoke quietly. “I didn't want him to get hurt.”
“I know.” Aang's voice broke again. “The wind listened to you.” Sora looked back at her hands. Slowly, she lifted one hand in front of her face. She concentrated with all the seriousness only a six-year-old could muster. Her fingers stretched, then curled. She waited… But nothing happened. Her shoulders slumped ever so slightly. She looked back up to her father.
“Are you sure, Dad?” She asked quietly. “Because... nothing happened.” Aang chuckled softly, brushing away another tear.
“Oh, I am sure.” He gently lowered her hand and wrapped both of his around it again. “Airbending doesn't happen just because you want it to.” She tilted her head. “It isn't about making the wind obey you.” He smiled. “It is about learning to listen... until one day, the wind begins listening to you too.” She still looked unconvinced. Her puzzled look made Aang laugh. “Don't worry, my love.” His grin returned, brighter than before. “I will teach you.” Before she could answer, he swept her into another hug, lifting her clean off the ground. Sora bursted out delighted giggles. “I will teach you everything I know.” He promised. “How to feel the wind instead of chasing it and how to listen to it. And most importantly how to move with it instead of against it.” His excitement grew as the words poured out. “We will meditate together and I will show you every air scooter trick I ever taught myself…” He laughed again, unable to contain himself. “Oh! And gliders.” His eyes twinkled. “We will race the clouds and we will visit every Air Temple together.” He leaned back just enough to meet her eyes again. “And maybe…” A playful grin spread across his face. “Maybe one day you will even beat your old man at airball.”
I’ve been obsessed with Avatar again, so I’m going to try and write some fics surrounding Aang, Sokka and Zuko. I’m currently watching the live action Netflix show for the first time, and with the recent release of the new Avatar Aang movie (phenomenal movie btw!!), they have sucked me into the fandom again lol.
I will be mainly focusing on the animated show and Avatar Aang movie when I’m writing anything in this fandom, as they are (in my opinion) the best out of everything they have produced. I am also more familiar with them over the live action and legend of Korra shows, another reason why I’m writing stuff in this era only.
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Summary: Three months into your relationship with Aang, the two of you have fallen into an easy rhythm, splitting your time between Air Temple Island and your cosy apartment. One night, he discovers your adorable habit of talking in your sleep and begins playfully responding whenever you mumble. But when a sleepy confession slips past your lips, Aang is left with a secret that only he remembers.
Warnings: none, just fluff
A/N: Memories are written in cursive.
Also note that English is not my first language. So I apologise in advance for any mistakes, I really try to proofread everything. But mistakes do happen. If you see some, I don’t mind if you point them out to me.
Please don’t copy my work. A lot of time and effort went into it.
Word count: 2.827
It had been three blissful months together. Three months since the day you met him in the busiest market in the city.
You had been weaving through the bustling stalls, your basket brimming with fresh fruit, vegetables and fragrant herbs, when you collided with someone coming the other way. The impact sent you stumbling backwards with a startled gasp as your basket slipped from your fingers. Time seemed to slow for a moment. You watched in horror as it tumbled towards the cobbled street, already picturing bruised apples and vegetables rolling in every direction. But the basket never hit the ground.
A sudden rush of cool air brushed against your face as you watched how your basket slowed. It hovered just above the ground before gently rising again, drifting through the air until it settled neatly into the waiting hands of the young man standing opposite you.
‘I am so sorry.’ He blinked, almost as surprised as you were, before offering you an apologetic smile. He held the basket out to you. ‘I wasn't looking where I was going.’ You stared at him for a long moment before accepting it, your fingers brushing his. His touch was warm despite the cool breeze that still lingered around him.
‘Wow…’ Your eyes darted between him and the basket. ‘How did you do that?’ A faint blush crept onto his cheeks. He rubbed the back of his neck, looking almost embarrassed by the attention.
‘Oh... that?’ He said with an awkward laugh. ‘I didn't actually move the basket itself.’ Your brow furrowed. ‘I bent the air around it.’ Realisation dawned on your face.
‘You are an airbender!’ A soft chuckle escaped him as he watched your expression light up with astonishment.
‘I am.’ As if to demonstrate, he lifted one hand, palm facing the sky. With the slightest flick of his wrist, the air stirred. A gentle breeze spiralled upwards, tugging playfully at your hair. A loose leaf skittered across the ground before rising into the air, where it hovered effortlessly above his hand. It twirled in slow, graceful circles, carried by a current you couldn't see, before settling delicately onto his fingertips.
‘When something falls…’ His eyes followed the leaf with an ease that suggested bending and breathing were one and the same to him. ‘I can create an updraft beneath it. That pushes against gravity and slows it down. Then I guide the airflow around it, almost like it is resting on a cushion of wind.’ He smiled, watching the leaf as it was floating back to the ground, before he looked back at you. You met his friendly eyes, unable to suppress the smile tugging at your lips.
‘So... what you are actually saying is that the wind did all the hard work.’ His grin spread instantly, bright and infectious.
‘More or less.’ His grey eyes sparkled with quiet amusement. ‘I just asked it to help.’ Something about the way he said it made it sound less like controlling the wind and more like befriending it. A laugh escaped you before you could stop it. He smiled even wider, clearly pleased he had managed to make you laugh. ‘I am Aang.’ He said, extending his hand and you slipped yours into his without hesitation.
‘Y/N.’ His grip was gentle, careful even, as though he feared squeezing too tightly. The touch sent an unexpected warmth rushing through you. A strange flutter settled in your chest and it was determined to stay. For the briefest moment, neither of you let go. His grey eyes remained fixed on yours, bright with kindness and quiet curiosity. Around you, merchants called to passing customers, children darted between the stalls and carts rattled over the cobbles, yet for one suspended heartbeat, it felt as though the world had narrowed to the space between your joined hands. Only when someone brushed past his shoulder did Aang seem to remember where he was. His eyes widened slightly, a faint blush crept across his cheeks as he seemed to realise he was still holding your hand, and with an embarrassed chuckle, he quickly withdrew his from yours.
‘I, uhm…’ He rubbed the back of his neck, his blush deepening. ‘Sorry.’ You couldn't help smiling.
‘For what?’ A shy grin tugged at the corner of his mouth.
‘I don't know.’ A soft laugh escaped you, and judging by the way his smile widened, he decided then and there that accidentally bumping into you had been the best part of his day.
It had probably been the strangest introduction of your life. And, as it turned out, the beginning of the happiest three months you could have imagined. It wasn't long in the grand scheme of things, but it had amazed you at how quickly he had become part of your life. You wanted all your days to include his laughter, his hand in your, his arm around you or to hear the gentle knock on your door that always came a second before he poked his head inside with an eager ‘Are you home?’
Some evenings you found yourself following him back to the Air Temple Island, where he shared a home with his friends. The place was never quiet. There was always someone laughing in another room, the smell of whatever Sokka had convinced himself he could cook lingering through the corridors. More often than not, Katara was chasing him out of the kitchen before dinner was ruined.
Other nights Aang stayed with you instead. Your apartment was considerably smaller, considerably quieter, but he loved it just the same. He loved waking up in your bed. He loved sharing breakfast with you in the tiny kitchen. He loved how you always insisted on making tea before either of you spoke. He loved how naturally your lives had begun weaving together. Nothing ever felt forced. Somewhere between shared dinners, lingering kisses at the door and one evening simply deciding neither of you wanted to say goodbye yet, sleeping beside one another had become the most natural thing in the world.
But perhaps his favourite moments came after you had fallen asleep. It started during the fourth week of your relationship. The two of you had only been sharing the same bed for about a week. As always, your conversations had wandered far into the night, jumping from childhood stories to dreams for the future and everything in between. Eventually your replies had grown slower, your words softer, until silence settled comfortably between you. Aang had assumed you were fast asleep when he suddenly heard a quiet murmur beside him.
‘...No…’ He turned his head. You were asleep… Right? Your breathing was slow and even, your chest rising and falling in a gentle rhythm. Your eyes remained closed, and you hadn't stirred for at least half an hour. Your brows knitted together for only a moment before relaxing again. ‘...Too many turtles…’ Aang blinked. ‘...Need... bigger basket…’ He stared at you in complete confusion before a smile slowly spread across his face.
‘Were they turtleducks?’ He whispered. Your lips twitched.
‘...Mm…Yes…’ He quickly pressed a hand over his mouth to stop himself laughing.
‘Oh, they were?’ He whispered back with complete seriousness. ‘How many?’ A long pause.
‘...Seven…’
‘Seven?’ He gasped dramatically. ‘That is far too many turtleducks.’ You sighed in your sleep, as though you were carrying the weight of an impossible problem.
‘...I know…’ By the time Aang buried his face in his pillow, his shoulders were shaking with silent laughter.
The following morning, while the two of you were preparing breakfast together, he had casually asked you about last night’s conversation.
‘So…’ You glanced over your shoulder. ‘How did the turtleducks fit into the basket?’ You had looked at him as though he had completely lost his mind.
‘What turtleducks?’
‘The seven you were collecting.’ You frowned as you stared at him.
‘Aang…’
‘Hmm?’ Amusement visible in his eyes.
‘Are you feeling alright?’ His grin only widened.
‘You don't remember?’
‘Remember what?’ When he explained what had happened, your eyes grew impossibly wide before your cheeks turned a brilliant shade of crimson.
‘I talked in my sleep again?’
‘Again?’ You groaned softly, hiding your face in your hands. ‘So this has happened before?’ You peeked at him through your fingers, looking thoroughly embarrassed.
'Apparently I sometimes mumble in my sleep a little.’
‘A little?’ He teased and you sighed in response.
‘I am so sorry.’ His expression softened immediately.
‘Hey.’ He gently pulled your hands away from your face before leaning down to press a tender kiss against the top of your head. ‘Don't apologise.’ You looked up at him. ‘It was absolutely adorable.’ The embarrassed smile that spread across your face instantly became one of his favourite expressions.
From that day onwards, he discovered there was no real pattern to it. Some weeks it happened twice while other weeks, not at all. Whenever it did, though, Aang quietly welcomed the conversations. They were rarely coherent. Usually they consisted of sleepy murmurs, half-finished thoughts and little mumbles that barely resembled proper sentences. Sometimes you answered questions he hadn't asked and sometimes you complained about entirely imaginary problems. Once, with complete conviction, you informed him that Momo wasn't allowed to become Fire Lord.
Aang took every conversation very seriously. Sometimes he asked follow-up questions and sometimes he agreed wholeheartedly with whatever nonsense your dreaming mind had come up with. And every single time, he ended up biting the inside of his cheek to stop himself laughing.
The best part came the following morning. Without exception… You never remembered a thing. He found it impossibly adorable.
Tonight was no different. You lay curled against his side, one arm lazily draped across his chest, your hand resting directly over his heart while your breathing grew slower with every passing minute. Aang absentmindedly combed his fingers through your hair, smiling to himself. Your eyes were already closed and every now and then you let out a soft hum in response to his gentle strokes, but your words had long since faded into sleepy murmurs. Then, almost too quietly to hear...
“I love you.” His hand stilled and for a heartbeat, he wondered if he had imagined it. You shifted slightly, nestling closer against him without ever opening your eyes.
“I love you…” You murmured again, your voice barely louder than a whisper. Warmth spread through his chest so suddenly it almost stole his breath. But then realisation dawned on him… You weren’t awake, in fact, you were dreaming. For all he knew, you could have been talking to anyone in your imaginary world.
“Who do you love?” He whispered. Your answer came almost instantly.
“You.” His breath caught and his heart felt like it might burst. A grin spread across his face before he could stop it.
“I love you too.” He whispered, pressing the gentlest kiss against your forehead. You made a content little noise.
“...Mm…” Your breathing indicated that you had long found the slow, even rhythm of deep sleep. Aang let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head affectionately.
“You won't remember any of this tomorrow.” He murmured fondly as his fingers went through your hair again. You didn't answer. But he hadn't expected you to. Instead, he pulled you just a little closer, resting his cheek against the top of your head. Long after he had closed his own eyes, he could still feel the warmth that your sleepy confession had left behind settling comfortably inside his chest.
The next morning… Nothing. Not even the faintest flicker of recognition. You chatted happily over breakfast, completely oblivious to the fact that, sometime during the night, you had quietly stolen his heart all over again. Several times he almost told you. The words reached the tip of his tongue before he swallowed them again. For some reason… He liked carrying this secret with him. It felt like an unintentional gift that you had entrusted only to him.
For nearly two weeks, Aang carried the secret with him. Not because he wanted to keep it from you, quite the opposite actually. Every time he looked at you, he wanted to tell you. He wanted to tell you how much he loved you. Every time you laughed, every time your hand found his without thinking, every time you smiled at him from across a crowded room, the words rose to the surface. ‘I love you.’
But every time he was about to say it, he remembered the night you had whispered the words first in your sleep. He kept the secret because he wanted to give you time to say them again, but this time while you were awake. And so he waited. Until one evening…
The two of you had wandered out of the city after dinner, following one of the winding paths overlooking the sea. The sun had already begun its slow descent, painting the horizon in streaks of gold, orange and pink. The air was pleasantly warm, carrying the scent of saltwater and wildflowers as the breeze played with the loose strands of your hair. You walked hand in hand, neither of you in any hurry to reach anywhere.
“You have been awfully quiet.” You observed, glancing sideways at him.
“Hm?”
“What is going on in that head of yours?” He looked down at your joined hands. His thumb slowly traced circles over the back of yours.
“I have been trying to work up the courage to tell you something.” Your smile softened immediately.
“You can tell me anything.”
“I know.” He stopped walking. The breeze continued to carry a few strands of your hair across your face and without thinking, he reached over to tuck them gently behind your ear. His fingertips lingered against your cheek for just a moment.
“I have realised…” He began quietly. “...that every day with you somehow becomes my favorite day.” You felt your heartbeat quicken. “I look forward to seeing you before I have even opened my eyes in the morning.” His smile became almost shy. Your cheeks were already beginning to warm. “I didn't think it was possible to care about someone this much.” His grey eyes met yours. “But I do.” He took one slow breath. “I love you.” The world seemed to fall silent; the crashing waves below became distant, the breeze faded. For one long heartbeat, you simply stared at him. Then, color rushed into your cheeks.
“You…” You laughed softly, overwhelmed. “You love me?”
“Very much so.” Your eyes shimmered.
“I…” You ducked your head for a moment, suddenly fascinated by your shoes before you looked up into his eyes. “I love you too.” The words came out quieter than you had intended. His smile grew brighter than the setting sun in front of you.
“I was hoping you would say that.”
“Oh, were you now?” You teased, still blushing furiously.
“I had a feeling you would say it back.” He stated shyly.
“A feeling?” He hesitated for a moment.
“Well…” Immediately, you narrowed your eyes.
“What?” He scratched the back of his neck.
“So…” He paused.
“Aang…”
“Technically…” Another pause. “You said it first.” You blinked.
“What?”
“You just didn't know you did.” You stared at him in complete confusion.
“I definitely would have remembered.” He laughed softly.
“No.”
“I would have. It is quite a big moment in a relationship… The first ‘I love you’.”
“You were asleep.” Aang quietly confessed.
“I was what?” His grin became almost apologetic.
“A couple of weeks ago… You were already dreaming… And you whispered ‘I love you’.” Your mouth slowly fell open.
“I did not.”
“You did. But I wasn’t sure to whom you were talking, so I asked you.” You waited and he smiled. “And you answered…” He leaned in just enough for his forehead to brush yours. “You.” The heat that flooded your face was almost unbearable.
“And then you kept this to yourself?”
“I wanted to give you the time to say it again.” His admission quiet.
“Oh…” You buried your face against his shoulder with a groan. His laughter rumbled softly beneath your cheek. His hand came to rest at the back of your head, holding you closely to him for a moment. He kissed the top of your head before you moved away from him just enough to look him in the eyes. Your cheeks still flushed but there was more certainty and determination in your gaze now. “The next time I tell you I love you…” You slipped your arms around his waist. “I will make sure I am awake.” You rose onto your toes and kissed him, your lips soft against his. You cupped his cheek with one of your hands and held it there for a moment. When you drew away, your eyes locked again. And while being fully awake, fully aware, and smiling so much it almost hurt, you quietly spoke again. “I love you.”
The summer sun was just beginning to dip when you and Steve walked through the entrance of the county fair, your children’s excited squeals nearly drowning out the cheerful music coming from the rides.
The moment your youngest spotted the Ferris wheel, she gasped dramatically.
“It’s so big!”
“It is pretty big,” Steve agreed, smiling down at her.
“Can we go on it right now? Please? Pleeeeease?”
Before either of you could answer, your son pointed toward the carousel.
“I wanna ride the horses first!”
“No! Ferris wheel!” your daughter argued.
“Carousel!”
“Ferris wheel!”
Steve looked down at both of them and then up at you with the same expression he’d worn during alien invasions.
Help.
You bit your lip to keep from laughing. “How about,” you suggested, “we ride the carousel first and then the Ferris wheel?”
The children considered this.Finally, they nodded.
“C’mon, Daddy!”
Both of them grabbed Steve’s hands and practically dragged him toward the carousel.
He laughed, allowing himself to be pulled along, his eyes soft. “Okay, okay. No need to deploy excessive force.”
A few minutes later, you stood by the fence as the carousel turned slowly. Your daughter sat proudly atop a white horse while your son rode beside her, waving every single time they passed.
Steve had somehow ended up on one of the benches in the middle.
The sight of Captain America riding a carousel with a tiny paper crown your daughter had insisted he wear was almost too much.
You quickly snapped a picture.
Steve caught you and grinned. “You better not be sending that to Sam.”
“No promises.”
He laughed.
Afterward came the Ferris wheel.Then the bumper cars.Then the spinning teacups.The teacups had been a mistake.
The children discovered they could spin them.
Steve discovered he could, in fact, get dizzy.
When the ride finally stopped, he stepped out looking slightly pale.
You took one look at him and burst into laughter.
“You fought Thanos.”
Steve held up a finger. “Don’t… compare this to Thanos.”
“You look green.”
“I might be green.”
Your son tugged on his shirt. “Daddy, can we go again?”
Steve looked horrified. “No.”
“Daddy?”
“No.”
“Daddyyyyy?”
“No.”
Your daughter patted his arm sympathetically. “It’s okay. Sometimes grown-ups are weak.”
You nearly choked.
Steve looked personally offended. “Weak?”
She nodded solemnly. “You need a nap.”
You were laughing so hard tears had started to form.
Steve sighed. “I’ve been insulted by a five-year-old.”
“You really have.”
He narrowed his eyes at you. “You aren’t helping.”
“Oh, I’m helping myself to this memory forever.”
The children soon spotted the game booths.
“Daddy! Win me a stuffed animal!”
Steve looked at the booth.
The game was simple.Throw three rings onto glass bottles.
The attendant looked bored. “You get three tries.”
Steve smiled. “Sounds easy enough.”
You immediately knew that look.
Oh no.
The super-soldier competitiveness had appeared.
The first ring landed perfectly.
Then the second.
Then the third.
Three perfect shots.
The attendant blinked. “Uh… pick a prize.”
Your daughter pointed at a giant pink dog.The thing was nearly as big as she was.
Steve won it easily.
Then your son spotted a dinosaur plush.
Another game.
Another perfect score.
Then another child nearby looked devastated because he couldn’t win a stuffed tiger.
Steve noticed.
A few minutes later, he’d won the tiger too.
Then another little girl wanted the unicorn.
Then another child wanted a shark.
You folded your arms and watched your husband become an accidental carnival legend.
People had started gathering.
One booth owner actually looked nervous.
Another looked offended.
By the time you found him again, Steve was carrying six stuffed animals and two giant teddy bears while three children followed him around like ducklings.
Your daughter beamed. “Daddy is really good at games.”
“That’s one way to put it.”
The game attendant looked ready to cry. “You’ve won enough, sir.”
Steve blinked. “There isn’t a limit.”
“There is now.”
You burst out laughing.
Your husband looked genuinely confused. “But I paid for the tickets.”
The man looked at Steve’s broad shoulders, then at the mountain of stuffed animals. “Please leave.”
Even Steve started laughing.
As the sun finally began to set, colorful lights flickered on around the fairgrounds.
The children insisted on one final ride.
The Ferris wheel.
This time, all four of you squeezed into one carriage together.
Your son sat beside Steve while your daughter curled into your lap, clutching her giant pink bear.
Slowly, the wheel rose higher and higher.
The entire carnival spread out beneath you in a sea of lights.
Music drifted through the warm summer air.
Your daughter yawned.
Then your son did too.
The excitement of the day was finally catching up to them.
By the time the Ferris wheel reached the top, both children were half asleep.
Steve wrapped an arm around your shoulders.
For a while, neither of you said anything.
You simply watched the lights below.
The children breathing softly.
The warm evening breeze.
The peacefulness of it all.
Then Steve spoke quietly. “I used to look at places like this from outside the fence.”
You looked at him.
“When I was a kid.” His voice was soft. “We didn’t have money for carnivals. Bucky and I would stand outside and listen to the music.”
Your heart squeezed.
Steve smiled as he looked at your children. “And now…” He exhaled softly. “Now I have this.”
You rested your head on his shoulder. “You deserve this.”
His hand found yours. “I still wake up some mornings and can’t believe it’s real.”
You looked up at him.
The colorful carnival lights reflected in his blue eyes.
You smiled. “It’s real.”
He looked at you then, something warm and soft in his expression.
“Best mission I ever had.”
You laughed quietly. “Having kids?”
He shook his head. “Finding you.”
Your cheeks warmed. “Steve…”
“I mean it.” He kissed your forehead gently. “I had seventy years where I thought this kind of life wasn’t in the cards for me.”
Your daughter stirred sleepily. “Daddy?”
“Yeah, sweetheart?”
She yawned. “I had fun.”
Steve’s entire face softened. “I’m glad.”
She reached over and grabbed his hand. “Can we come back next summer?”
He smiled. “Absolutely.”
She grinned and promptly fell back asleep.
You both laughed softly.
As the Ferris wheel slowly descended, Steve looked at his family once more.
His sleepy children.
Your hand in his.
The lights.
The laughter.
The giant stuffed animals waiting below.
For a man who had spent so much of his life fighting wars, saving the world, and losing people he loved…
pairing: bucky barnes x reader
summary: You take a last-minute princess job at Morgan Stark’s birthday party expecting easy money and screaming children. You do not expect a grumpy Beast ruining your life with soft looks.
word count: 6.4k
warnings: fluff, mutual pining, awkward flirting, fairy tale references, mild language, bucky barnes being reluctantly soft.
a/n: not me showing up after months away from this website with the most random idea i’ve ever had. i hope you guys like it :)
“You know,” Sam Wilson says casually from the passenger seat, “most people hear the words free food and say thank you.”
From the backseat, Bucky Barnes stares out the window with the expression of a man being transported directly to his execution.
“I did say thank you,” he mutters.
“No, you grunted.”
“That was a polite grunt.”
Sam snorts.
Beside him, Steve Rogers keeps both hands on the wheel, suspiciously calm for someone participating in what is very clearly an ambush.
The city lights streak across the windows while traffic crawls forward.
Bucky should’ve stayed home.
He had a system at home.
A good system.
Coffee. Silence. Alpine curled beside him on the couch like a tiny judgmental loaf of bread. Maybe a movie he wouldn’t pay attention to. Minimal human interaction.
Peace.
Instead, Sam showed up at his apartment an hour ago carrying cupcakes and bad intentions.
“You can’t stay inside that apartment forever with Alpine,” Sam says now, like he’s continuing an old argument. “That cat is starting to absorb your personality.”
“She likes me.”
“She bites everyone else.”
“That sounds like a them problem.”
Steve hides a smile.
Bucky leans his head back against the seat with a groan. “Why am I even needed at this thing?”
“It’s Morgan’s birthday,” Steve says.
Sam grins. “Family event. It will be good for you.”
Bucky flips him off without looking.
The car goes quiet for a minute.
Not awkward quiet. Just familiar.
The kind built over years of near-death experiences and too many shared memories.
Outside, the city slowly shifts into larger houses, quieter streets, cleaner sidewalks.
Rich people territory.
Bucky already hates it.
“You could try having fun,” Steve says eventually.
Bucky stares at him like he personally insulted his ancestors.
“Why are you saying that like it’s easy?”
Steve glances at him briefly. “Because staying miserable on purpose gets exhausting after a while.”
That lands harder than Bucky wants it to. He crosses his arms, glaring out the window again while they pull through the massive Stark gates.
Lights glow across the property ahead, warm against the dark evening sky.
Music drifts faintly through the air.
Too many people.
Too much noise.
He already wants to leave.
Sam unbuckles first and points at him before he can move. “And no disappearing after ten minutes.”
“I never do that.”
“You vanished through a bathroom window last time.”
“It was efficient.”
“You’re impossible.”
Bucky pushes the car door open. “Yet here you are. Voluntarily spending time with me.”
Sam throws an arm around his shoulders immediately, dragging him toward the house despite his complaints.
“That’s because underneath all the grumpy murder grandpa stuff,” Sam says, “you secretly love us.”
“I could bench press you into traffic.”
“But you won’t.”
Bucky doesn’t answer.
Mostly because Steve opens the front doors right then—
And somewhere inside the house, faint and warm and distant, he hears someone singing.
— 15 minutes earlier —
The dressing room is chaos.
Cheap rhinestones scattered across the counter. Someone in the hallway yelling about balloons. Someone else asking where the cake table went.
And Dylan is pacing.
“No, no, no,” he mutters, tugging at the ridiculous blue Beast jacket stretched across his shoulders. “I can’t do this.”
You pause halfway through putting on your gloves. “Dylan—”
“I’m serious.” He points toward the door like the answer is waiting outside. “Do you know whose house this is?”
“Yes,” you say carefully.
“It’s the Starks.”
You stare at him through the mirror. “Tony Stark is literally paying us to sing to children, not dismantle a bomb.”
“That’s worse.”
You snort despite yourself, adjusting the off-the-shoulder yellow gown. It’s prettier than you expected when the agency shoved the costume bag into your arms this morning. Layers of gold satin spill around your feet, catching the light every time you move.
For one stupid second, you almost feel like Belle.
Dylan doesn’t.
“I think I’m gonna throw up.”
“You’re not gonna throw up.”
“What if the Avengers are there?”
You stop.
Okay. Fair point.
The knot in your stomach tightens instantly.
You need this job. Rent is due in four days, your audition last week went nowhere, and the commercial you filmed still hasn’t paid you. Which means you absolutely cannot afford to panic now.
So you grab Dylan by the shoulders.
“Listen to me,” you say firmly. “You need to calm down. Do you know how much we’re getting paid for this?”
“Yes, but—”
“And if you ruin this for me, I will personally feed you to the Hulk.”
That earns a weak laugh.
“Pretty sure he’s off-world,” Dylan mutters.
“Then I’ll wait.”
Another laugh. Better this time.
You smooth nonexistent wrinkles from his jacket. “We go in there, smile, sing, wave at rich children, and leave with enough money to survive another month. That’s it.”
A knock hits the door before he can answer.
“Princess Belle? They’re ready for you.”
Your stomach flips.
Dylan immediately pales again.
You squeeze his arm once before stepping away. “Breathe.”
Then you lift your chin, paste on a princess smile, and walk out.
The Stark house looks less like a house and more like a museum designed by someone with unlimited money and zero restraint.
Everything gleams.
Soft golden lights wrap around the enormous backyard. Staff members move through the crowd carrying trays of tiny desserts that probably cost more than your electric bill. Children run across the lawn wearing paper crowns and superhero masks.
And near the center of it all—
“Mama! Belle’s here!”
Morgan Stark barrels toward you at full speed.
You barely have time to crouch before she crashes into your arms, giggling wildly.
“Oh my gosh,” you say in your best princess voice, warm and bright. “Princess Morgan! I’ve heard so much about you.”
Her gasp is immediate. “Really?”
“Of course. The castle talks about little else.”
She beams.
And just like that, the nerves disappear.
Because this part—you know this part.
You know how to soften your voice until children lean closer to hear you. You know how to make wonder feel real. You know how to turn exhaustion into magic for two hours at a time.
Morgan takes your hand immediately and drags you toward the other kids.
“Belle, can you sing?”
“Can you dance?”
“Where’s Beast?”
“Oh, he’ll join us later,” you say smoothly, praying Dylan survives the next ten minutes. “But for now…” You straighten dramatically. “Who would like to hear a story?”
A chorus of screams answers you.
Then you start singing.
And the entire party quiets.
Not because you’re loud.
Because you’re good.
Your voice carries softly through the backyard while the kids sit cross-legged around you, completely enchanted. You smile at each of them like they matter individually. Like this isn’t just another exhausting gig at the end of a long week.
Across the lawn, Bucky looks up almost by accident.
And immediately regrets it.
Because now he’s looking at you.
Fairy lights glow softly above your head while children crowd around your skirts, completely enchanted by every word that leaves your mouth. You laugh at something one of them says, bright and easy and real enough that it reaches him even from across the yard.
And for one strange second—
You don’t look like someone pretending to be a princess.
You look like one.
Then your eyes lift suddenly.
Find his across the crowd.
Bucky expects the usual reaction instantly.
The hesitation.
The recognition.
That brief flicker people always get when they realize who he is.
Instead, your expression softens.
Just slightly.
Like seeing him standing there alone somehow matters to you more than it should.
And the smile you give him—
God.
It’s small.
Almost shy.
But warm enough that he actually feels it.
Like sunlight slipping through something cracked open.
You hold his gaze for one tiny, suspended second longer than necessary before turning back to the children beside you.
But now your heartbeat feels different too.
Because there was something unexpectedly gentle in the way he looked at you.
Bucky watches Morgan stare at you like you hung the damn moon.
Watches you stay perfectly in character when another kid spills juice on the hem of your dress.
You don’t even flinch.
“Accidents happen,” you tell the horrified child gently. “Even in castles.”
Something in his chest shifts unpleasantly.
Or pleasantly.
He hasn’t decided yet.
Because normally, people trying too hard to be sweet annoys him.
But you kneel to talk to the children at eye level. You remember every single name they tell you. When Morgan grabs your hand during the story, you squeeze back automatically without breaking character once.
None of it feels fake.
Which is exactly the problem.
Bucky exhales slowly through his nose, already irritated with himself.
You’re midway through teaching Morgan and three other children how to properly curtsy when your phone starts vibrating inside the hidden pocket sewn into your dress.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
Your stomach drops instantly.
Because only one person would call you repeatedly during a job.
“Princess Belle,” Morgan says seriously, tugging your glove, “Amelia says princesses aren’t allowed to eat chicken nuggets.”
You crouch slightly. “Amelia has clearly never met a princess after a long day.”
Morgan gasps. “You eat nuggets?”
“In alarming quantities.”
The children dissolve into laughter.
Your phone buzzes again.
Definitely Dylan.
“Excuse me one moment,” you say gently. “The castle may be under attack.”
Morgan grabs your skirt dramatically. “By who?”
You glance at the phone screen.
Dylan: I THINK IM DYING
“…the French.”
You slip away before the kids can ask further questions.
The second you push through the side doors into the hallway, you answer.
“What happened?”
“I threw up.”
You stop walking. “What?”
“I told you I was gonna throw up.”
“Oh my God.”
“Also,” he says weakly, “I think I have a fever.”
You press your fingers to your forehead.
Of course he does.
Of course this happens at Tony Stark’s house.
“Can you still come out for the photos at least?”
A miserable pause.
“…if I move too fast I think I’ll see God.”
“Great.”
“I’m so sorry.”
And the worst part?
He genuinely sounds devastated.
You sigh, leaning against the wall. “It’s okay. Stay in the dressing room. Drink water. Don’t die before I get paid.”
“That’s fair.”
You hang up.
Then immediately turn and nearly collide with Pepper Potts.
“Oh!” she says. “There you are. Morgan’s asking for—” She stops instantly. “What’s wrong?”
You try to smile professionally.
It must fail horribly.
“The Beast actor is sick.”
Pepper blinks once.
“Oh no.”
“Yeah.”
“He can’t come out at all?”
“He’s currently fighting for his life in the dressing room bathroom.”
Pepper’s face cycles rapidly through concern, stress, and the specific exhaustion only rich parents hosting children’s parties can achieve.
Because unfortunately, the timing is terrible.
Kids are already gathering near the photo backdrop.
Morgan keeps asking when Beast is coming.
And somewhere nearby, you hear Tony Stark loudly saying, “I can absolutely do it.”
Pepper turns sharply. “No.”
From the other room: “Why not? I have range.”
“You have an ego.”
“I can roar.”
“You have to greet people.”
“I can greet people as Beast.”
Pepper pinches the bridge of her nose.
You almost laugh despite yourself.
Then another voice joins in.
“…Tony’s right, though.”
You glance toward the doorway and nearly choke on your own heartbeat.
Because standing there casually like this is a completely normal Tuesday are two actual Avengers.
Captain America himself stands beside a man you recognize from the News. Sam Wilson.
You suddenly become intensely aware that you’re dressed as a Disney princess while holding a phone that still has Dylan: I THINK IM DYING on the screen.
This cannot be your life.
Sam leans against the doorway easily, looking far too entertained by the situation already.
But it’s the man beside him that catches your attention.
The same man from earlier.
The one who looked at you across the backyard like he’d forgotten, for a second, where he was.
Dark hair. Tall. Broad shoulders filling out a black Henley. Arms crossed tightly over his chest like he already wants no part in whatever conversation this is.
And yet somehow, standing this close to him now, you still feel that strange little pull from earlier.
Unlike the others, he isn’t smiling. If anything, he looks like he’d rather walk directly back out the door.
Sam’s eyes flick briefly toward you before landing on Pepper.
“All due respect,” he says, “I think we found a better option.”
Bucky narrows his eyes immediately, like he already knows where this is going.
Steve nods slowly, already betraying him. “Actually…”
Pepper looks between them hopefully. “Wait.”
Sam grins.
“Oh, this is perfect.”
Bucky straightens immediately. “Absolutely not.”
“You’re tall,” Sam says helpfully.
“So is Steve.”
Almost on cue, Morgan’s voice suddenly rings through the backyard.
“UNCLE AMERICA!”
Steve barely has time to react before a tiny blur in pink slams into his legs.
“There he is,” Bucky mutters.
Morgan grabs Steve’s hand immediately. “Come see my castle!”
And Steve actually lets himself get dragged away.
“You’re abandoning me?” Bucky calls after him.
Steve only throws him an apologetic smile over his shoulder before disappearing outside with Morgan.
Bucky looks deeply betrayed.
Sam looks delighted.
“You were saying?” Sam asks.
Bucky glares at him. “I hope your wings fall off.”
Pepper is visibly trying not to laugh now.
Meanwhile, you’re standing there clutching your phone like your entire career is collapsing in front of you.
“I really don’t want to cause trouble,” you say quickly. “I can just explain to Morgan that Beast got delayed—”
“Morgan’s seven,” Pepper says softly. “She’s been talking about this dance all week.”
Guilt hits instantly.
Bucky notices.
And unfortunately for him, Sam notices Bucky noticing.
Which means it’s over.
“Buck,” Sam says, suddenly far too smug, “you wouldn’t even have to talk much.”
“No.”
“You’d just stand there looking grumpy.”
“No.”
“You already do that recreationally.”
“Why don’t you do it?” Bucky shoots back immediately.
Sam places a hand dramatically over his chest. “Because I’m beautiful in a completely different genre.”
“I’m gonna kill you.”
“See? Beast energy.”
Bucky looks at you then.
Really looks at you for the first time up close.
The gold dress.
The nervous expression you’re trying to hide.
The way your hands twist together for half a second before you force yourself still again.
You look exhausted.
But somehow you’re still worried about disappointing a little girl.
And that annoying feeling in his chest returns.
Stronger this time.
Pepper steps closer carefully. “Bucky,” she says softly, “could you help us out? Just for a little while.”
He exhales slowly.
Looks toward the backyard where Morgan’s laughter drifts through the open doors.
Then back at you.
“…I hate all of you,” he mutters.
Sam lights up instantly. “That’s not a no.”
“It should be.”
Pepper smiles hopefully. “Bucky?”
He closes his eyes briefly like a man accepting his fate.
“…fine.”
The room goes silent.
You blink. “Wait. Really?”
Bucky points at you immediately. “This doesn’t leave this house.”
Sam nearly folds in half laughing.
And ten minutes later, you’re backstage beside a very grumpy Beast while trying to adjust the dark blue coat around his shoulders.
The costume department clearly did not account for super soldiers.
The fabric pulls tight across his chest every time he moves.
Bucky notices you staring immediately.
You step closer carefully, adjusting the fur near the collar.
“I’m sorry if the costume’s too tight,” you murmur. “The actor who usually plays Beast is… significantly less built.”
Bucky huffs quietly.
“That’s one way to say it.”
Up close, he’s unfairly intimidating.
Dark blue fabric stretched over muscle. Gloves hiding the metal hand completely.
Even the ridiculous Beast mask somehow makes him look dangerous.
Which feels deeply unfair for a Disney prince.
“You know,” you say gently while fixing one of the gold buttons, “you really don’t have to do this.”
Bucky looks down at you.
Then toward the backyard where Morgan’s excited voice carries faintly through the doors.
“…yeah,” he says quietly.
A pause.
“I kinda do.”
Before either of you can say anything else, the dressing room door swings open and Morgan storms in dramatically.
“BEAST!”
The little girl launches herself directly at Bucky.
Every muscle in his body visibly locks.
You almost panic for him.
But then, carefully, awkwardly, he catches her before she can crash face-first into the costume.
Morgan gasps, completely enchanted. “You’re so tall.”
Bucky looks at you, and somehow you know that beneath the mask, he looks completely helpless.
You grin. “That’s Beast.”
Morgan grabs his gloved hand immediately. “Belle said you were late because of a curse.”
Bucky looks down at her.
“…yeah,” he says after a second. “Traffic curse.”
You snort so suddenly you choke on air.
Morgan is already dragging him toward the doors with alarming strength for a seven-year-old.
You smooth your dress quickly before following after them, trying to slip back into character.
But it’s harder now for some reason.
Because this doesn’t feel like part of the performance anymore.
You barely know him.
You know he looks permanently annoyed at the world. You know children somehow trust him instantly despite the terrifying resting expression.
And you know he agreed to wear a giant Beast costume for a little girl he clearly adores.
Which is doing unfortunate things to your brain.
The backyard erupts the second Morgan reappears with him.
“BEAST!”
Children swarm immediately.
Bucky freezes.
Again.
You quickly step beside him before the poor man fully short-circuits.
“Oh dear,” you say brightly in Belle’s voice, slipping naturally into the scene. “The Beast seems overwhelmed.”
“I wonder why,” he mutters under his breath.
You hide another smile.
The next twenty minutes become complete chaos.
Children asking Bucky impossible questions.
“Do you live in the castle?”
“Can you roar?”
“Why are your hands so big?”
One tiny girl stares at him suspiciously before asking, “Are you hairy everywhere?”
You nearly inhale your own tongue trying not to laugh.
Bucky looks ready to walk directly into the ocean.
But somehow he stays.
He does the photos.
Lets kids hold his hands.
Even growls once after Morgan begs him to.
The children lose their minds.
Across the yard, Sam is recording the whole thing while Steve laughs so hard he has to sit down.
You catch Pepper wiping tears from her eyes at one point.
Probably from laughing.
Probably.
Then the music changes.
Soft piano drifting through the speakers.
Your stomach drops instantly.
The dance scene.
Morgan gasps dramatically. “NOW!”
Bucky goes still beside you.
“No.”
“Oh yes,” you say, smiling at him through clenched teeth.
“I don’t dance.”
“You’re literally a prince.”
“I’m literally not.”
Morgan grabs both your hands and shoves them together before either of you can react.
And suddenly—
Oh.
Your gloved hand lands against his.
His hand settles carefully at your waist.
The other wraps around your fingers.
You feel him hesitate.
Not because he doesn’t know how to dance.
Because he’s trying not to hurt you.
The realization hits instantly.
“It’s okay,” you say softly before thinking better of it.
His gaze flicks down to yours through the mask.
The world around you keeps moving, kids laughing, phones taking pictures, Sam yelling something obnoxious in the background, but for one strange second, it narrows into just this.
The warmth of his hand.
The carefulness in the way he’s holding you.
The fact that he smells faintly like coffee under all the costume fabric.
“You trust people too easy,” he says quietly.
You blink.
“That’s a weird thing to say during a Disney dance.”
“You didn’t answer.”
You should probably make a joke.
Instead, your eyes catch briefly on his gloved fingers resting against your waist.
Gentle despite the strength behind them.
Then Morgan yells, “KISS HER!”
Both of you jump apart instantly.
“Nope,” Bucky says immediately.
“Absolutely not,” you add at the exact same time.
The music softens around you, warm piano drifting through the backyard while fairy lights glow overhead.
Bucky Barnes keeps one hand at your waist, the other holding yours carefully as he guides you through the slow steps.
Too carefully.
Like he’s afraid to press too hard.
Like he’s constantly aware of himself.
His hand tightens at your waist without warning, pulling you just a little closer each time. Close enough that you can feel the heat of him even through the heavy costume layers. And whenever he leans down to hear you over the music, a shiver runs all the way down your spine.
The music softens around you, warm piano drifting through the backyard while fairy lights glow overhead.
You glance up at him just as he looks down at your feet.
“…am I doin’ this right?” he asks quietly.
His voice comes out rough and muffled beneath the Beast mask, low enough that you almost don’t hear it over the music.
The question catches you completely off guard.
Because he sounds genuinely unsure.
You blink once. “You know how to dance.”
“That wasn’t the question.”
Something warm twists painfully in your chest.
His grip tightens slightly at your waist.
“Don’t wanna mess this up.”
You smile softly. “You know, most princes are a little more confident during the ballroom scene.”
“Yeah, well.” He exhales quietly. “Pretty sure this prince skipped rehearsal.”
That pulls a laugh out of you.
Bucky’s gaze lifts at the sound immediately.
Not to the children.
Not to the crowd.
Just you.
And for one strange second, the dance stops feeling like part of the performance at all.
Then, quieter this time:
“…seriously, though,” he murmurs, thumb shifting faintly against your waist, “I’m not crushin’ your feet, am I?”
Your heartbeat stumbles embarrassingly hard.
“No,” you whisper. “You’re perfect.”
This is getting dangerous. Because somewhere between the dancing and the quiet way he keeps looking at you, this stopped feeling like part of the job.
You clear your throat quickly and pull back just enough to look over his shoulder.
“Morgan!” you call brightly.
Across the dance floor, Morgan gasps dramatically like she’s been summoned by destiny itself.
“Princess Morgan,” you say sweetly, already stepping away from Bucky before your brain completely melts, “I believe the Beast owes you a dance.”
Morgan screams.
Actually screams.
Bucky looks at you immediately.
You give him your most innocent Belle smile.
His eyes narrow under the mask. “You’re ditching me.”
“I would never.”
“You literally are right now.”
Morgan crashes into him before he can argue further, grabbing both his hands excitedly.
“C’MON BEAST!”
Bucky looks at you one last time over her head.
“You’re trouble,” he says flatly.
Your pulse jumps embarrassingly hard.
Before you can answer, Morgan drags him away into the crowd of children demanding another dance.
The second he’s gone, you exhale.
Hard.
Then across the dance floor, Morgan spins dramatically beneath Bucky’s arm while he awkwardly tries to keep up without stepping on tiny children.
And despite the giant Beast costume and permanent grumpy expression he’s laughing.
You watch him crouch slightly when she talks so he can hear her better through the music. Watch him steady her automatically every time she nearly trips over her dress. Watch one huge gloved hand settle carefully at her back while she spins herself dizzy.
The Beast mask should make him look ridiculous.
Instead, somehow, it only makes the contrast worse.
Big and intimidating and visibly dangerous even under layers of fake fur—
Yet impossibly gentle with her.
Your chest tightens unexpectedly.
“Well,” a voice says beside you, “you’re lookin’ at him exactly the same way the kids are.”
You nearly jump.
Sam Wilson grins knowingly as he reaches for a cupcake from the dessert table.
“I am not.”
“Hm.”
“I don’t even know him.”
“That’s never stopped anybody before.”
You glare at him.
He grins wider.
Somehow, hours later, Morgan Stark still has enough energy to power a small country.
“Belle,” she says for what must be the twentieth time that night, “are you gonna stay forever?”
You smile tiredly, smoothing a hand over her hair. “I don’t think your dad has enough snacks for that.”
Tony points from across the yard. “I absolutely do.”
Pepper immediately says, “No, we don’t.”
Morgan giggles.
And beside her, the Beast exhales dramatically before lowering himself onto one knee with the exhaustion of a war veteran returning from battle.
“I’m old,” he mutters.
You laugh softly. “You danced with children for two hours.”
“I fought in actual wars that were easier than this.”
“You’re doing amazing, sweetie,” Sam calls from somewhere behind him.
The Beast lifts a gloved hand without looking and flips him off.
Morgan gasps.
You gasp louder. “Beast!”
Sam nearly collapses laughing.
“Sorry,” the Beast says flatly. “The curse slipped.”
Morgan thinks this is the funniest thing she’s ever heard in her life.
Honestly?
You do too.
A little later, Pepper gently steals Morgan away, leaving you alone beside the Beast for the first time all evening.
And suddenly the silence feels… different.
Not awkward exactly.
Just noticeable.
You become very aware of the night air against your skin. Of the weight of the wig pinned to your head. Of him sitting beside you with the Beast mask pushed up, revealing his face.
Which turns out to be a mistake.
Because he’s unfairly handsome.
You look away immediately.
“So,” you say, mostly to stop your brain from malfunctioning, “thanks again for saving my job tonight.”
He huffs quietly beside you. “Wasn’t for your job.”
Your eyes flick back to him.
“Morgan?”
“Morgan,” he confirms.
A beat passes.
Then, quieter:
“…you too, I guess.”
Your heart does something deeply irritating.
The corners of his mouth twitch slightly like he regrets admitting it already.
You smile before you can stop yourself.
“Careful,” you murmur. “You’re almost being nice to me.”
“That’s the mask.”
“Oh, right. Of course.”
“The fur changes a man.”
That earns another laugh out of you.
And again, that look crosses his face.
That brief pause like he wasn’t expecting the sound but likes it anyway.
You notice it this time.
From across the yard, Steve walks by carrying three children at once somehow.
“You surviving?” he asks.
The Beast sighs. “Barely.”
Steve grins, eyes flicking briefly between the two of you.
You suddenly get the horrible feeling everyone here knows each other too well.
Including whatever this weird thing currently happening between you and the grumpy fake prince is.
“So,” you say carefully after Steve leaves, “do you always volunteer for emergency Disney prince duty?”
He snorts softly.
“First time.”
“You seemed pretty experienced.”
“I wasn’t.”
“You handled the kids well.”
For a second, he doesn’t answer.
His gaze drifts toward Morgan laughing beside Pepper near the cake table.
Then he shrugs slightly.
“They’re easier than adults.”
You blink.
“…that’s actually the most concerning thing anyone’s said to me tonight.”
That finally gets a real smile out of him. Small. Crooked. Gone almost instantly.
But you saw it.
And unfortunately for your sanity, now you want to see it again.
“Cake!” Morgan announces like a war cry.
The children erupt instantly.
You barely have time to laugh before Morgan grabs both your hand and the Beast’s clawed one at the same time.
“C’mon!”
Bucky visibly braces himself.
Morgan leads you directly toward a tiny plastic table surrounded by miniature pink chairs.
Bucky stops walking immediately.
“No.”
Morgan gasps. “What?”
“I can’t fit in that.”
“You have to sit with Belle!”
Children nearby immediately begin chanting:
“BEAST! BEAST! BEAST!”
Bucky looks personally betrayed by every child present.
You press your lips together hard, trying not to laugh while lowering yourself carefully into one of the tiny chairs.
The skirt of your dress spills around you in soft yellow satin.
Across from you, Bucky stares at the chair like it insulted his family.
“You’re doing great,” you tell him helpfully.
“I hate you.”
“That’s not very princely.”
“That’s because I’m not a prince.”
Morgan points dramatically at the seat.
Bucky sighs like a man moments from death.
Then lowers himself carefully into the tiny chair.
The plastic creaks ominously.
Every child at the table gasps.
You fully choke on a laugh.
Bucky turns toward you slowly through the Beast mask.
Morgan shoves paper plates toward both of you proudly while Pepper begins passing out cake.
And honestly?
It’s cute.
Ridiculously cute.
Children talking over each other excitedly. Frosting everywhere. Morgan sitting between you and Bucky like she personally arranged a royal wedding.
Then Morgan accidentally gets blue frosting across her own cheek.
“Oh no!” she gasps.
You laugh softly, grabbing a napkin. “Hold still, princess.”
While you wipe frosting from Morgan’s face, you completely miss the tiny streak of blue icing that ended up on your own cheek.
Bucky notices immediately.
And unfortunately—
Now he can’t stop looking at it.
You’re talking to Morgan about castles or books or something, but he’s not listening anymore.
Because there’s frosting on your face, near the corner of your mouth.
And somehow that feels more distracting than the dress.
Than the dancing.
Than literally anything else tonight.
“You got somethin’ there,” he says suddenly.
You blink. “What?”
He gestures vaguely toward his own cheek with one giant clawed glove.
“…there.”
You try wiping it away blindly.
“Did I get it?”
“No.”
“Great.”
Bucky stares at the stupid oversized Beast gloves for a second like he’s reconsidering every decision that led him here tonight.
Then, carefully, he reaches across the tiny table.
His claw brushes softly against your cheek.
Warm despite the gloves.
You stop breathing entirely.
He tries wiping the frosting away—
Except the giant fake claw only smears it worse across your skin.
You stare at him.
He stares at the disaster he just created.
Then, very flatly:
“…I made it worse.”
From somewhere behind him, you hear Sam make a noise suspiciously close to choking.
Your laugh slips out before you can stop it.
Soft at first.
Then brighter.
“It’s okay,” you manage between laughs. “You tried.”
And before you can think better of it, you lean forward slightly.
“There,” you murmur.
Your fingers brush gently against the corner of his mouth, wiping away a streak of blue frosting Morgan must’ve gotten on him earlier.
The second you touch him—
He freezes.
Completely.
Your smile falters just slightly.
Because suddenly you’re very aware of how quiet he got.
How still.
How carefully he’s looking at you now.
Like your hand against his face means something bigger than it should.
Morgan looks between both of you while happily shoving cake into her mouth.
“…you guys are weird.”
Sam immediately loses his mind laughing somewhere behind the table.
And Bucky?
Bucky can’t even argue with her.
The party finally begins to quiet down sometime after cake.
Children are asleep on couches inside the house. Half-deflated balloons drift lazily across the backyard. Someone turned the music low enough that it blends into the warm night air instead of filling it.
And Morgan Stark is fully asleep in Bucky Barnes’s arms.
It happens slowly.
One minute she’s still talking sleepily about whether Belle and Beast would survive a zombie apocalypse and the next, her head slips against his shoulder mid-sentence.
Out cold.
You smile before you can stop yourself.
Bucky looks down at her carefully, adjusting his hold automatically so she settles more comfortably against his chest.
The Beast gloves are gone now.
The mask too.
And without them, he somehow looks softer and more dangerous at the same time.
Dark hair messy from wearing the costume all night. Sleeves pushed up slightly. Tired eyes watching Morgan with this quiet kind of patience that makes something ache in your chest.
Pepper appears beside you with the expression of a woman who’s one minor inconvenience away from sleeping for three days.
“Oh no,” she whispers fondly. “She’s done.”
Bucky huffs quietly. “Yeah.”
Pepper reaches for Morgan carefully. “I’ll take her upstairs.”
For a second, Morgan stirs slightly against him.
Then tiny fingers grab weakly at the front of his shirt.
“No,” she mumbles sleepily. “Beast stays.”
Your heart actually hurts.
Bucky goes very still.
Pepper looks dangerously close to emotional already.
And after a tiny pause, Bucky murmurs:
“Alright. I’m stayin’.”
Morgan settles instantly.
You swear Pepper might love him a little for that.
Eventually, between the three of you, Morgan is successfully transferred upstairs without waking again.
And then—
The silence.
Just you and him standing alone beneath strings of warm lights while the last few party guests drift out through the gates.
The yellow skirts of your dress brush softly against your legs every time the wind moves.
Bucky looks at you for a second too long.
Then looks away.
Then back again.
“You know,” he says quietly, voice rougher now without the mask muffling it, “that dress is kinda unfair.”
Your breath catches embarrassingly fast.
Because he says it like it slipped out accidentally.
Like he didn’t mean to say it aloud.
Heat crawls up your neck immediately.
So naturally, you deflect.
“Good thing the costume covered your face then.”
A tiny smile pulls at the corner of his mouth.
Then his gaze shifts briefly past you.
Toward the tables scattered across the backyard.
Most of the candles have burned low by now. Half-empty glasses abandoned beside crumpled napkins. Flower centerpieces beginning to droop after hours in the heat.
And right in the middle of one arrangement there is a single rose.
Bucky tilts his head slightly. “Thought Belle was supposed to have a rose.”
You blink, caught off guard by the comment.
Then laugh softly. “You know the story?”
He gives you a look.
“Steve made me watch animated movies for cultural rehabilitation.”
A laugh slips out of you instantly. “That cannot be a real sentence.”
“It absolutely is.”
“You poor thing.”
“I survived.”
“Barely.”
You laugh again.
One large hand closes around the stem of a red rose tucked between candles and gold ribbon.
And without ceremony he pulls it free.
You stare as he turns back toward you, holding it out casually like this isn’t doing very dangerous things to your heartbeat. You shake your head, smiling as you take the rose carefully from his hand.
His fingers brush yours for half a second.
Warm.
Gentle.
And somehow that tiny touch feels worse than the dancing did.
“You just stole from Tony Stark,” you murmur.
“He’ll survive.”
“You’re a criminal.”
“I’ve been told.”
And for one soft, dangerous second the fairy tale feels a little too real.
And suddenly the air feels too warm.
The fairy lights above you blur softly while your heartbeat pounds hard enough to be embarrassing.
Because there’s something very unfair about the way he looks at you now.
Not like Belle.
Not like part of the performance.
Like you.
And the worst part?
You think maybe he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it.
A nervous laugh escapes you quietly. “You flirt a lot for someone who looked physically offended to be here earlier.”
“I was physically offended.”
“You’re doing better now.”
“That’s debatable.”
You smile.
His eyes drop briefly to your mouth.
And there it is.
That terrible, dangerous pause.
The kind that changes things.
Your heartbeat stumbles.
One more inch and—
Bucky steps back first.
Like the thought alone startled him. He glances toward the house, jaw tightening once when he realizes he doesn’t know how to do this anymore.
Doesn’t know how to stand in soft light with a beautiful girl dressed like a princess smiling at him like he’s someone safe to be around.
Not after everything.
Not when she still looks at him with warmth instead of caution.
Someone like you should probably meet someone normal.
Someone uncomplicated.
Not a man who spent half the evening hiding behind a Beast mask because it somehow felt easier than being himself.
And maybe that’s why, after a long pause, he just says quietly:
“You should get home. It’s late.”
The words hit harder than they should.
But you still smile softly. “Yeah. Probably.”
Neither of you move right away.
Then finally, you step back.
“Goodnight,” you say gently.
Bucky nods once.
“Goodnight, sweetheart.”
The nickname lands directly in your chest.
And then you leave.
Just like that.
No number exchanged.
No big moment.
Bucky watches until your taillights disappear through the gates.
And something in his chest feels suddenly, violently empty.
“…you are the dumbest man alive.”
Bucky closes his eyes immediately.
Of course Sam Wilson is still here.
“I don’t wanna hear it.”
“You didn’t even ask for her number!”
Bucky drags a hand down his face tiredly. “Sam.”
“No, seriously,” Sam says, horrified. “What was your plan here? Just suffer forever?”
Bucky glares at him. “I’m serious.”
“And I’m devastated for you.”
“I don’t—” He exhales sharply. “She’s sweet.”
Sam blinks once.
“…that’s your argument?”
“She deserves someone normal.”
“None of us are normal.”
“That’s different.”
Sam opens his mouth—
Then pauses suddenly.
His eyes drop toward the patio floor near Bucky’s boots.
“…hold on.”
Bucky frowns. “What.”
Sam points dramatically.
And there, half-hidden beneath one of the chairs, sits a pair of gold heels.
Tiny.
Definitely not his.
Bucky stares at them for a second.
Then something in his expression shifts almost immediately.
Because he remembers you wincing every few steps near the end of the party. Remembers you carrying the shoes in one hand while walking barefoot through the grass. Remembers the yellow dress brushing around your ankles while fairy lights reflected softly against your skin.
A quiet laugh escapes him before he can stop it.
Sam looks deeply offended by the existence of this emotion.
“Oh my God,” he says. “I thought she was Belle, not Cinderella.”
Bucky shoots him a look while bending to pick up the heels carefully.
They’re ridiculously delicate in his hands.
Sam watches the whole thing with growing horror.
“You are gone,” he says.
Bucky ignores him, thumb brushing absently over the gold strap.
Then, before he can think too hard about why he’s doing it, he glances toward the gates one last time.
Like maybe you’ll magically come running back for them.
Sam stares at him for a long moment.
Then slowly reaches into his pocket.
Bucky narrows his eyes immediately. “What’s that.”
Without answering, Sam holds out a small business card.
The princess company logo printed across the front.
okay but we need to TALK about how Merlin just casually gives merlin the most insane, compounding trauma and then expects him to go back to polishing boots like nothing happened
like. this is a BOY.
this is a teenager who shows up in camelot and within approximately five minutes is told by Gaius:
“hey so you have world-ending levels of power :) also if anyone finds out you will be executed :) have fun!”
and then Kilgharrah is like:
“your destiny is everything. your feelings are irrelevant.”
???????
so now we have merlin:
cannot tell anyone who he is
cannot be fully known by anyone
cannot even react honestly to the things happening to him
and THEN
Will dies protecting merlin’s secret → merlin learns: people die if they know me
Freya dies in his arms right after he allows himself to love someone → merlin learns: if i love someone, they die
Balinor (his father!!) dies basically immediately → merlin learns: i don’t get to keep family
Lancelot sacrifices himself → merlin learns: good people die for me
Gwaine is tortured and dies → merlin learns: i can’t save everyone, even when i try
and then. THEN.
Arthur Pendragon dies.
after YEARS of merlin:
saving his life in secret
sacrificing everything
shaping his entire existence around this ONE destiny
and what does merlin get?
arthur finding out the truth for like five minutes and then dying in his arms.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME.
and the show just—
ends.
no processing.
no support system.
no “hey maybe this boy has severe survivor’s guilt and complex trauma”
because merlin can’t even GRIEVE properly.
he can’t tell anyone:
why will died
who freya was to him
that balinor was his father
what lancelot actually did
how many times he saved arthur
so all of that grief just sits there. unspoken. unacknowledged. unresolved.
like imagine carrying:
the weight of destiny
the responsibility for a kingdom
the knowledge that your loved ones died for or because of you
and the fact that the ONE person it was all for is gone anyway
Playing Fairy Tale With a Stranger (TadashixReader)
I don’t know why but I LOVED writing this.
•-•
"Oh my goodness, you look so beautiful!" Honey Lemon declared as she barged into your room. You smiled at your best friend.
"Thanks, Honey." You turned back to the mirror and surveyed your ruby gown again. The bodice was simple and showed off your beautiful frame. The sleeves fell just off your shoulders, and the skirt flared out into a beautiful bell shape. The layers of your skirt hid your silver shoes. Your hair was pinned up into an elegant up do. A silver and black mask hid your face.
Honey was in a golden ball gown with small sequins on the bodice. Her gown also had straps that hung off her shoulders and was floor length. Her domed skirt was decorated with ribbons and bows. Part of hair flowed down her back in elegant curls, while the other half was up in a bun. A pink mask complimented her look.
"C'mon, we're gonna be late. Wasabi is waiting in the car," Go Go ushered as she stepped into your room. She had been forced to wear a dress to the annual SFIT masquerade tonight, an event created to force all of you away from your textbooks and into a social group. Go Go's dress was black with layers of ribbons on the skirt. Her dress had thin spaghetti straps and a modest bodice. Her hair was styled the same way as usual, with a silver pin in it. Her heeled boots were hidden beneath her dress. Her mask was a deep shade of purple.
You grabbed your purse and led your friends to the front door. "Oh, I'm so excited! I can't wait! (Y/N), you'd better dance with someone!" Honey eagerly said as you three walked out the front door. You flinched and shrugged.
"I don't know, Honey. We'll see," you replied. Go Go gave a half smile to you.
"Hey, just have fun," she replied. You swallowed hard and nodded. You walked down to the curb to see Wasabi's car waiting. Hiro was standing outside the car, leaning on the side. He was dressed in a tux with a red bow tie. His mask was a shimmering shade of red, almost matching your dress. He smiled widely when he saw you. Wasabi and Fred were also waiting by the car in green and blue bow ties and masks respectively. Hiro walked over and gave you a hug.
"You look so beautiful. Tadashi would love your dress," Hiro said with a sad smile. You smiled back and fought your tears.
"Thank you, Hiro," you said with a laugh. It had been a year since your boyfriend, Tadashi, had run into the fire and died a tragic death. You'd spent many months grieving his loss, and had helped Hiro and his team bring down Callaghan around ten months ago. You missed him more than anything.
You climbed into the car beside Hiro and Honey Lemon. Wasabi drove the six of you to the dance, which was held in the new event hall on campus. The car ride was energetic. Fred was chatty, especially with Honey Lemon. Hiro nudged your shoulder and gave a smile. You squeezed his hand. "You can do this, sis," he whispered to you. You nodded and smiled. Your boyfriend's younger brother had become your brother too. He usually went as far as to tell others he had a sister, something that had made marrying Tadashi that much more realistic in the future.
"We're here!" Honey Lemon squealed. You all climbed back out of the car. Honey Lemon grabbed Fred and eagerly pulled him toward the building. Hiro offered you his arm and you gratefully took it, happy to have a friend who understood it all.
The two of you followed Go Go and Wasabi inside. The hall was done up with blue and white balloons and silver banners and ribbons. The only light provided was from tons of strings of lights hung from the ceiling. The room was almost unrecognizable at this point.
Hiro was never a huge dancer, but did offer you a slow dance part of the way through the night. You accepted and danced for one song, but you both decided that standing by the food table was better.
"I don't understand why we have to go through this," Hiro muttered to you. "Tadashi used to go on and on about this masquerade ball they held every year. He used to talk about how great the food was and how beautiful the ball gowns were and how well the room had been decorated. Not to argue with him, but I'm not overly impressed."
"They're okay," you replied. You and Tadashi had gotten together right after the ball two years ago, and with the two of you out of town last year for the ball, you'd never been his date to the glamorous event. It sort of disappointed you.
"He never did dance," Hiro continued. You turned to him.
"What do you mean?"
"Tadashi. He used to tell me to save the first dance for someone special. You're special to me, so my first dance was with you. He didn't dance because he wanted to make his first dance special." You nodded and looked down at your glass of punch. "I miss him too," Hiro muttered as he looked at your frown. You managed a small smile and nodded.
"I think I'm going to get some fresh air for a bit. In the mean time, go have some fun," you teased and nudged his shoulder. You had noticed him eyeing a pretty blonde girl from across the room. His cheeks reddened and he nodded.
You stepped outside the doors to the rose garden in the back. There was a fountain in the middle of the garden with a few stone benches around it. The agriculture department had planted regular roses and color-mutated roses in the back, all different colors and so beautiful. There were patches of green roses, blue roses, purple roses, yellow roses, white roses, and tons of shades of pink and red roses. You smiled at the delicate flowers and took a deep breath. They even smelt like real roses...
You stood in front of the grand fountain and stared into the water. A single tear slid down your cheek. You wiped it quickly away and looked into your reflection. You looked beautiful, but you didn't feel beautiful. You felt like a mess.
"Miss?" You quickly wiped the other tear away and turned to see a man standing behind you. He was a bit taller than you were and wore a white button up shirt. His black suit jacket framed his shoulders and arms, defining his form, and he wore black slacks. His red bow tie sat comfortably around his neck. His mask was an impressive mix of silver and red. You looked down at your feet. He was rather cute. "Are you alright?"
"Oh, I'm fine," you said. He stepped closer to you.
"You don't look okay. What seems to be the trouble?" His voice was smooth and velvety. You found it relaxing your nerves.
"It's nothing to worry about, I assure you," you said with a small fake smile. The music from inside slowly drifted outside. The man looked toward the building before looking back at you.
"Well, if I can't solve the beautiful girl's problems, maybe a dance will?" He extended his hand to you. You felt it would be rude to turn him down and there was something about him, something that was drawing you to him. You took the stranger's hand and he pulled you closer. His hand landed on your waist and your hand rested on his shoulder. Hand in hand, he danced gracefully with you around the garden and the beautiful patches of roses. It all felt like a fairytale. "Where's your date? Surely you haven't come alone tonight."
"It's rather complicated," you answered.
"How so? If you don't mind my asking."
"Do you remember the student that went here about a year ago? His name was Tadashi Hamada," you began.
"I'm assuming he's the one who Tadashi Hamada Hall is dedicated to," the stranger said. "I didn't know him but I obviously recognize the name."
"He is- was, my boyfriend. I love him more than anything still, it's just been hard for me to move on."
"I see. I'm sorry for your loss," the stranger comforted as he spun you.
"Thank you. To be honest, you're the first real guy I've even danced with all night, let alone talked to," you said as you focused on his enticing eyes.
"What about that other guy?" You titled your head until you remembered Hiro.
"Oh! Hiro! He's Tadashi's younger brother. Ever since Tadashi...passed, I've been trying to look after him. I think that's what Tadashi would've wanted. He's kind of my little brother, too," you clarified. You were starting to feel comfortable with the stranger, even though you didn't know his name.
"Ah. Well then I'm honored," the man said with a smile. "Tell me. A beautiful girl like you must have a beautiful name. What is it?"
"Are you always this flirtatious?" you asked with a small smile and a light blush.
"Only to women who catch my eye like you do. I have an eye for diamonds in the rough, and you are definitely one," the stranger said as he spun you again. The music carried on inside. You laughed.
"It's (Y/N). (Y/N) (L/N)," you said with a graceful smile. "What's yours?"
"Do you trust me?" You hesitated as the two of you swayed back and forth now.
"I do," you answered.
"Take off your mask for me?" the stranger asked. Your hands slipped away from him. You undid the ribbon behind your head and carefully took your mask off. You set it down on the edge of the fountain. You looked back into the man's eyes and smiled. He stepped forward and placed a hand on your cheek. "You haven't changed one bit," he said with a nurturing smile. The comment threw you off.
"I just took my mask off. It's not that much of a change." He threw his head back in rich laughter. "Will you tell me your name?" you asked, desperate to know the stranger's identity. He stood with his arms crossed and a sly smile. You slowly reached up and untied the ribbon behind his head, and he let you do so calmly. When you took his mask off and met his warm brown eyes, your heart stopped. He gave you a charming smirk.
"Hello, beautiful," his familiar warm voice said. You dropped his mask in surprise and swallowed hard.
"T-Tadashi?" And there you were, standing in front of your boyfriend who had been proclaimed dead over a year ago. You had once again danced with your boyfriend, held onto him, whispered flirtatious comments to him all over again. "Oh, I get it. I'm dreaming," you finally concluded. The fairytale garden? The beautiful gown? Tadashi Hamada? Figments of your imagination.
"No, this is real," he said as he reached out and grabbed your hand.
"You said that in my last dream, too," you said as fresh, silent tears streamed down your cheeks. He tipped your face up and shook his head.
"No, I'm here. I was lost, so very lost. Callaghan pushed me out of sight. He threatened my family, my friends, you…"
"Callaghan is in prison," you interrupted, still confused.
"I know. I found out a few months ago. Callaghan kept me in an apartment on the outskirts of town. Once I found out, I had to find a way back to you. I had to stay in hiding until I was sure he didn’t have any kind of partner that could hurt you. God, I never forgot you, and how beautiful you are…" Tadashi trailed off as he caressed your cheek. A tear escaped his eye as he smiled. He dipped down and kissed you with the passion you had so dearly missed. Your eyes slipped closed as your hands hung onto his collar for support. Tadashi's hand supported the small of your back while his other hand rested on your cheek. You felt weak in your knees as he dipped you back slightly. When he gave you oxygen, you stared back into his chocolate eyes. "You were gone so long…" you breathed out.
"The explosion was rough. I was running to a window when I realized what was going to happen. The blast threw me through the glass and onto the grass outside. Callaghan found me and didn’t want word of his survival to get out."
"Do you know how much I needed you? How much Hiro needed you?" you asked as your voice rose.
"To be honest, I was afraid. I was afraid you wouldn't love me anymore. I was afraid Hiro would fear the scars and burns I have now," Tadashi said as he hung his head in shame.
"Tadashi. I cried for months over you. There still is this gaping hole in my heart because I lost you. I stopped eating, I stopped caring, and the professors pitied me. Nothing had a point anymore. And Hiro? Hiro didn't leave his room for weeks. Please come home. I still love you more than anything," you whispered to him. His arms tightened around your waist. The school's clock tower chimed midnight, indicating the end of the ball. You held onto Tadashi for dear life. "Please don't let go."
"Never, princess. You're mine forever now. I promise," Tadashi said as he kissed the top of your head. Over Tadashi's shoulder, you could see Hiro coming down the steps and into the garden to tell you they were leaving.
"Alright mister, that's my sister you're hanging onto, so you'd better let go or I swear…" Hiro trailed off as he came down the steps and marched over. Tadashi smiled down at you before turning to see his little brother. Hiro stopped instantly. You looped your arm through Tadashi's as Hiro stared up at Tadashi. "It can't be..."
"I hope you've been staying out of trouble," Tadashi said with that charming smile. Hiro laughed and rushed forward, throwing his arms around his older brother.
"You're here! You're really here! You're alive!" Hiro yelled out happily. Tadashi hugged his brother back with his free arm as you placed your free arm around Hiro. "I missed you so much! Oh my God, I love you guys so freakin' much," Hiro said gleefully. You had to laugh. It wasn't often Hiro showed public displays of his affection, but this was extremely special. "I have so much to tell you! About school, about the café, about Baymax- (Y/N) and I are superheroes now!"
"You're what?" Tadashi asked with laughter. He looked over at you.
"We've got a lot to fill you in on."
"I can't wait to hear all about it," Tadashi said as he gave you a quick peck. Normally Hiro would complain, but he didn't care at this point. Tadashi was there. He was okay. Everything was going to be okay. Tadashi took your hand and wrapped his other arm around Hiro's shoulders.
The three of you walked toward the parking lot, unable to wait to start the next chapter of your lives together as a family.
Ok ok ok what if Bucky and reader are getting married and it’s their wedding day and reader is getting ready with her bridesmaids. But she gets so nervous and overstimulated that she’s on the verge of a panic attack, so she ignores tradition and goes searching for the one thing she knows will help: Bucky. And he’s so sweet and comforting and she’s perfect the second she’s with him. And maybe they just say fuck it and hang out together until it’s time for the ceremony and then she walks down the aisle to him and it’s perfect because she’s not stressed anymore! Hope this makes sense!
The morning of your wedding smells like hairspray and champagne and nerves.
Your bridesmaids are everywhere—curling irons hissing, dresses rustling, someone laughing too loudly, someone else hunting for a missing earring. Music plays from a speaker in the corner. It’s joyful. It’s chaotic. It’s everything a wedding morning is supposed to be.
And it’s too much.
You’re perched in front of the vanity while someone dabs shimmer onto your eyelids. Another friend is adjusting the delicate straps of your dress. The lace is beautiful. The room is beautiful. Everyone keeps telling you that you’re glowing.
Your chest feels like it’s shrinking.
“Breathe,” you whisper to yourself, but the air won’t go all the way in.
You love Bucky. You want to marry him. There’s no doubt, no cold feet, nothing like that. But the room is loud and warm and bright and full of expectations. Cameras flash. Questions get thrown at you.
Are you excited?
Are you nervous?
Can you believe this is finally happening?
Your pulse spikes.
Someone sprays perfume too close to your face and suddenly it’s like the walls tilt. The music is too sharp. The laughter too loud. Your dress feels heavy.
“I just need a second,” you murmur, but no one really hears.
Your maid of honor notices the way your fingers tremble. “Hey,” she says gently, stepping closer. “You okay?”
You nod too fast. “Yeah. I’m fine. Just… a lot.”
It’s a lot.
You swallow hard and try to focus on the mirror. You’re supposed to feel like a princess. Instead, your throat tightens and your eyes sting.
You know what would fix this.
Not a breathing exercise. Not a glass of water.
Him.
Before you can overthink it, you stand.
“Wait—where are you going?” someone asks.
“I’ll be right back,” you say, already lifting your skirt to move faster. “I just… I need Bucky.”
There’s a chorus of scandalized gasps.
“You can’t see him!”
“It’s bad luck!”
“Tradition—!”
“Tradition can wait,” you say, voice wobbling but firm. “I need my fiancé.”
And then you’re out the door.
--
Bucky is in another room down the hall with Steve and Sam when you barge in.
He’s mid-sentence, jacket half-buttoned, when the door swings open.
His eyes snap to you.
Everything else disappears.
You look breathtaking. Your dress flows around you like something out of a dream. Your hair falls perfectly around your shoulders. But your eyes—
Your eyes are wide. Shiny.
“Hey,” he says immediately, already crossing the room.
Sam and Steve exchange a look and quietly excuse themselves without a word.
The door clicks shut behind them.
“Doll?” Bucky reaches you in three strides, hands hovering at your waist like he’s afraid to wrinkle the fabric. “What’s wrong?”
The second you see his face up close, something inside you cracks.
“It’s too much,” you whisper. “It’s just—everyone’s talking and the music and the cameras and I know it’s supposed to be perfect but I can’t breathe and I—”
He doesn’t let you spiral.
His hands settle gently at your waist, grounding, warm.
“Hey. Hey. Look at me.”
You do.
His thumb brushes softly along your cheek.
“You’re okay,” he says, voice low and steady. “You’re safe. It’s just us right now.”
You inhale, shaky.
He nods encouragingly. “That’s it. Just me and you. No music. No people. Just us.”
You focus on the way his thumb moves slowly over your skin. The familiar weight of his hands. The faint scent of his cologne.
Your pulse starts to slow.
“I didn’t mean to ruin the whole ‘don’t see each other before the ceremony’ thing,” you mumble, embarrassed.
He huffs a quiet laugh, pressing his forehead to yours.
“Sweetheart,” he murmurs, “I don’t care about bad luck. I care about you.”
Your breath evens out.
He leans back just enough to look at you fully. His expression softens in awe.
“You look…” He swallows. “You look like the rest of my life.”
Your throat tightens—but in a good way this time.
“I was fine until it got loud,” you admit. “And then I just needed you.”
“You always got me,” he says instantly.
The room feels calm now. Quiet. Like the world has shrunk down to the two of you.
You rest your forehead against his chest, careful of the suit. His arms come around you carefully, protective but mindful of your dress.
He sways you slightly.
“Want to stay?” he asks gently. “We can just hide out in here until it’s time.”
You let out a breathy laugh. “We’re really just throwing tradition in the trash today, huh?”
He shrugs. “Tradition didn’t go through HYDRA brainwashing. Tradition doesn’t know what it’s like to need the person you love to breathe.”
You smile at that.
“Okay,” you whisper. “Let’s hide.”
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You sit together on the edge of the couch. Your skirt spills over his knee. He holds your hand like it’s something sacred.
He tells you dumb jokes. You fix his tie because it’s slightly crooked. He kisses your knuckles softly, careful not to smudge anything.
At one point he leans in close and whispers, “If you wanted, we could just run. Vegas. Elvis impersonator. I’d marry you in jeans.”
You grin. “We already paid for the venue, Barnes.”
“Right. Fine. Guess we’ll do it the fancy way.”
But you stay together.
And by the time someone knocks on the door to say it’s time, your nerves have melted into something warm and steady.
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When the music starts and the doors open, you’re not shaking anymore.
You’re not overwhelmed.
You’re just walking toward him.
Bucky’s standing at the end of the aisle, eyes already glassy. The moment he sees you, his breath leaves him completely.
He knows.
He knows you came to him earlier. He knows you chose him over superstition, over tradition, over everything.
You reach him calm. Smiling. Certain.
When he takes your hands, he squeezes them once.
“You okay?” he whispers.
“Perfect,” you whisper back.
And you are.
Because it was never about the flowers. Or the music. Or the traditions.
✎ When you help nurse Toothless back to health after an unexpected illness, the Night Fury grows protective of you. Hiccup is surprised by the dragon’s sudden attachment—and even more surprised when Toothless starts shadowing your every move and nudging you toward his rider.
【warnings; none, second hand embarrassment if you care enough.】
They say dragons were once fearsome beasts, horrifying beings of terror who reveled in the suffering of vikings. With their hooked fangs, which set them apart from the common order of nature, breaking the harmony of the world. They would sink their jagged teeth into the skin and gnaw upon the bones of unsuspecting men, dragging their broken bodies to nests forged in the heart of molten rocks built in the high sky.
These creatures, capable of soaring across the heavens with wings that defied reason—vast and powerful—could span the heavens, forcefully ruled the skies with an iron grip, a terror unmatched by any other force. Berk, the beast of the archipelago, stood as a testament to the fragility of peace amidst a history of unyielding strife. A land carved by scars, scarred by the ceaseless struggle between its people and the creatures they dubbed “monsters.” told this story that had echoed for seven long generations, a tale of ceaseless strife and bitter hatred.
But it took seven generations. Seven long generations of struggle, sacrifice, and transformation for Berk to heal. The land had changed for the better—No longer did the people cower beneath the shadow of these mighty creatures.
A misunderstood child who knew no war was the reason to hit them with the realization that dragons weren’t vicious beasts whose sole purpose in life was to spread fear, but a gentle creature who were curious just as the people. They had learned, through years of conflict and understanding, to bend the essence of their deepest fears into something stronger—a bond forged in the crucible of mutual respect. Where there was once hatred, there now stood the beginnings of trust.
The villagers, who once spent sleepless nights bolting their doors and sharpening their weapons in anticipation of the next raid, now spent their days working alongside the very creatures that had once been their enemies, now companions in the sky, and partners in the pursuit of new horizons.
While the majority of the villagers had forged unbreakable bonds with their dragons, they wore their titles with pride—Riders, they were called, as though it were a crown, you stood apart. You were not one of them, you never will. You were not one who yearned the heights or the thrill of the wind in your hair as you perched atop a Nadder’s sharp-spined back or to cut through the depths of the sea with a sleek Tidal-class dragon beneath your orders. Your feet remained firmly planted on the ground—and truth be told, you didn’t mind.
It wasn’t just your fear of heights, though that certainly played a part. The idea of being thousands of feet in the air with only leathery wings and blind faith keeping you aloft made your stomach churn. While others saw dragons as mounts, instruments of power and glory to be ridden into the heavens. You became attuned to their every movement, their subtle shifts and nuanced gestures.
Over time, you learned how to read them — the way their wings twitched when they were agitated or how they softly curled their tails when they felt safe. You understood that a dragon’s body spoke volumes, even when they couldn’t. Noticing the shift in their posture, how their eyes softened when they trusted you, or how their breath would quicken if something was amiss.
You preferred to nurse them, to soothe their wounds with a gentle touch, offering comfort where others might only offer a quick, dismissive pat. Others would offer praise with the calloused palms of their hands, clapping a dragon’s back after a triumphant hunt, their actions rough like the bark of an old tree—kind in their own way but lacking the softness that true care requires.
That was the way you had always handled things in old Berk. Thankfully, no dragon has yet to be injured on the new island.
Then Toothless fell ill.
"[Name]! Oh, thank Thor’s maidens you're here," Hiccup called out to you, his voice strained, a clear edge of panic curling the words. His eyes flicked back and forth, darting between you and the frantic Night Fury pacing erratically across the room. Toothless' wings twitched uncontrollably, the delicate membranes brushing against shelves, knocking over bottles made of stone and glass, the contents spilling in chaotic arcs across the floor. Toothless’s eyes were wide, pupils tiny pinpricks of frantic energy. His mouth snapped open and shut, his sharp teeth glinting as if trying to convey something that couldn’t be expressed.
You’d seen Toothless angry, playful, even fearful before, but this was something else entirely. This was distress. What could have made such a strong dragon like the Night Fury become so distressed? What could he convey with his actions and movement that left no process of communicating plainly?
You’re bound to make a promise to figure out why Toothless was like this and help him if you could.
You turned, wiping your hands against the fabric of your cotton-sewn tunic, the remnants of purple crushed herbs leaving faint streaks on the cloth. The scent of the mixture still lingered on your fingertips, bitter and sharp, along with the sweet scent of wet flowers that hung in the unfinished hooked wooden roof.
As you looked up, your gaze met Hiccup’s. He was standing in the doorway, looking like a newborn yak with an amputee—his breathing labored as though he had just run a great distance of a race. Hiccup’s hair appeared matted and his eyes looked restless as they were doubtful. His chest was rising and sinking almost melodically. His face was pale, and his eyes were just as wide as his dragon’s, filled with that mix of concern and urgency you’d seen only in moments of true danger.
"Toothless?" You called softly, taking a careful step forward while trying to be calm, taking hold despite the growing worry in the pit of your stomach after seeing the dragon’s current state. He was scared. Toothless, although startled by your almost fretful tone, did not pay attention to you and continued with his line of thought oblivious to your attempt to soothe him down the situation. His ears flattened back at the sound of your voice, but his movements didn’t slow. In fact, he seemed more erratic now, each step heavier than the last, each twitch more desperate than what came before.
“What happe–”
His words tumbled out in a rushed whisper. "I-I don't know what's happening. One minute, he was fine, and the next... this." Hiccup gestured helplessly toward Toothless, who continued to pace, his wings stiffening and shaking. Toothless growled lowly, his body tense and rigid as he backed into a corner, his breathing uneven and labored. Every attempt to approach him resulted in a defensive response—his ears folded back, tail lashing sharply, and a clear warning in his posture that he felt threatened despite the familiar presence of his two trusted people.
Hiccup took a quick step toward you, avoiding Toothless in case it was to ensure that he remained calm, dragging a hand through his unkempt hair, his fingers gripping at the strands as he exhaled sharply,
“Something is wrong. He’s been like this for nearly an hour now,” the young Viking explained, his tone quieter but no less urgent than before. “It started after he accidentally swallowed a yellow eel. He fell ill almost immediately—developed a high fever, I think, then he became noticeably weak, and…” Hiccup’s body was taut, every muscle in him was bracing for the worst. His eyes darted to Toothless, but his dragon refused to meet his gaze, his pupils slit, with his body sinking lower to the ground, curling into himself, trying to make himself smaller in the face of whatever pain was coursing through him.
Toothless’s breathing was shallow, his sides heaving slightly as he fought to stay still, to hide the tremors that racked his frame. Hiccup took a cautious step forward, but Toothless flinched at the movement, lowering his head as if to shield himself. “He refuses to let anyone near him. Not even me,” Hiccup finished, the last words a quiet confession that only deepened the worry on his face.
“Won’t even let me close,” Hiccup whispered, his hand hovering just over Toothless’ back but never touching.
“Please, [Name], help him.”
His voice was flat, but his expression said more than words could. He didn’t fidget, didn’t avert his gaze. You nodded once, not out of reassurance but acknowledgment, and moved past him. His red tunic smelled faintly of iron and damp leather, his sleeve brushing yours like paper worn thin.
Toothless was lying near the hearth, his body tense. His wings were pulled in close. His claws scraped lightly against the floor, his movements uneven and sluggish. His head remained low, eyes dull, unfocused. There was no protest, no attempt to move away.
You crouched beside him and opened your satchel. The supplies were still warm from being near the fire—clean cloths, crushed herbs, a sealed vial. Your fingers moved without hesitation, but your eyes scanned every detail of Toothless’s condition. His breathing was irregular. His tail had a slight swish, and the skin around his jaw looked strained. Whatever had happened to him, it was already spreading.
“I’ll do what I can,” you said.
You didn’t wait for thanks. There was no time.
The fire had burned low, its glow reduced to a warm shimmer beneath the stones, casting gentle light over the room’s stillness. You knelt beside Toothless, your hands steady as they hovered near his flank, gauging the subtle rise and fall of his breathing. The fever that had held him in its grip for so long had finally broken during the night, and now, for the first time in what felt like hours stretched into days, there was calm in the air.
He started to blink slowly. His head turned slightly toward you, his nostrils flaring with a soft, measured breath. His tail, which had remained curled protectively around his body during the worst of his illness, loosened and stretched faintly across the wooden floor. His throat rumbled with a sound so quiet you almost missed it—a low, cautious greeting, like a voice forgotten, then remembered.
You inhaled deeply, feeling the tension ease from your shoulders all at once
“He’s responding,” you said quietly, almost to yourself.
Across the room, Hiccup sat in a slump against the wall, his body slack from the exhaustion of too many sleepless hours. The blanket draped haphazardly over his legs had slipped to one side, revealing a tunic stained with soot and worry. His head, tilted at an uncomfortable angle, rested against the beam behind him. Even in sleep, his brows twitched with unease, his jaw faintly clenched—seeming as if he didn’t quite trust peace to last.
Toothless raised his weight, testing the strength in his limbs. He paused once, winced slightly, then adjusted his stance. The tremors that had racked his body earlier were gone, replaced by deliberate, if cautious, movement. His wings stretched, not in full flight, but enough to show that he could. It wasn’t strength, not yet—but it was progress. More than you had dared hope for yesterday.
Then, with surprising care, he began to walk. Each step was certainly slow, the soft pads of his feet brushing against the floor with faint thumps. He crossed the room without hesitation, his eyes never leaving the boy in the corner. When he reached him, Toothless lowered his head, pressing his snout gently against Hiccup’s arm. A quiet, purposeful sound left his throat—not loud, not demanding, but enough.
Hiccup stirred. His eyes opened blearily, and for a second, he looked confused, as if his mind hadn’t yet caught up to what was happening. Then his gaze focused on the dragon in front of him, and everything else fell away.
“You’re awake,” he said, voice hoarse and raw. He leaned forward, one hand lifting to rest on Toothless’s head, the contact hesitant at first, then grounding.
Toothless nudged him again, a bit firmer, with a breath that seemed almost like a sigh.
You let them have their moment.
It started the moment you stepped outside.
You didn’t say anything at first—you assumed Toothless was just being clingy, the way most dragons acted after being healed. A little spoiled, maybe. Like a puppy demanding belly rubs and scratches behind the ears. You’d seen it plenty of times before.
But then he didn’t just nudge at your hand for attention.
He got closer. Much closer.
Without a sound, Toothless lowered himself until his head was resting across your lap, the full weight of his trust pressing gently into you. His tail, smooth and sinuous, coiled loosely around your leathered boots—not in a possessive way, but as if anchoring himself to you. Like he didn’t want to drift too far, even at rest.
Your hand didn’t stop moving. You continued to pat his head, your palm caressing from the ridge of his nose to the top of his forehead in slow, steady passes. The texture of his scales came to be familiar with your touch now—cool and sleek like river stones warmed just slightly by the sun. You could feel the subtle rise and fall of his breath beneath your touch, each exhale a quiet puff of warmth against your clothes.
Hiccup had been watching from just behind, peeking curiously over your shoulder, his brow furrowed as he eyed his dragon with a mix of confusion and suspicion. He knew Toothless better than anyone—of that, there was no doubt. They were best friends, bonded for life, closer than brothers. He could read the Night Fury like a book, from the flick of his ear fins to the way his pupils shifted in size. But right now? Hiccup didn’t have a clue what was going through his dragon’s mind.
Toothless was being clingy—uncharacteristically so. That kind of affection, that gentle insistence to be close, was usually reserved for Hiccup alone. Or, on rare occasions, when Toothless decided he wanted someone’s food and pulled out that ridiculous, wide-eyed look he’d perfected over the years.
He didn’t offer his head to rest across laps like some tame house cat. And he especially didn’t wrap his tail around someone unless he absolutely meant it.
Hiccup hovered just behind your shoulder, shifting his weight with an almost imperceptible unease. His posture suggested casual interest, but there was a tension in the way his hands fidgeted near the leather harness, as if he needed something—anything—to justify standing that close. He leaned slightly over, his voice low and deliberately nonchalant.
“He’s, uh… made himself very comfortable,” he remarked, casually, though his tone betrayed a hint of something else, pretending a study of the saddle straps that he himself had fastened not even an hour earlier—though his eyes never once flicked to the gear.
You didn’t answer right away. Your hand remained where it had been for the past few minutes, gliding in slow, absent circles across the midnight scales stretched over Toothless’s brow.
“He was restless earlier,” you murmured, eyes still on the sleek silhouette resting across your legs. “I think exhaustion finally caught up with him.”
Hiccup exhaled through his nose—a quiet, incredulous sound, the kind he often made when something didn’t quite add up. “Tired, huh?” he echoed, one eyebrow arched as he crossed his arms. “Right. Because Toothless is known for voluntarily laying down and offering his head like some… overgrown feline.”
“He’s been... different since he got better,” he said eventually. “Clingy, I guess. But only with you.”
As if prompted by the remark, Toothless flicked one ear back lazily and released a deep, sonorous sigh—a low rumble that vibrated warmly against your legs. Then he adjusted his weight just slightly, curling tighter around your boots in a gesture so deliberate it might have been smug.
“You know,” Hiccup continued, now frowning slightly, “he only gets like this when I’m injured… or if there’s leftover fish and he’s trying to butter me up.”
You said nothing—only smiled faintly, the pads of your fingers tracing along the ridges where scale met bone. The rumble of the dragon’s throat deepened—a smug, vibrating hum that practically radiated satisfaction.
There was a pause.
And then, perhaps against his better judgment, Hiccup added under his breath, “Honestly, if I didn’t know better, I’d say he was flirting.”
That definitely caught your attention. You turned your head slowly, casting a glance over your shoulder with one brow arched so high it might’ve escaped orbit. Every line of your expression—your knitted brow, the sharp squint of your eyes, the downward curve of your mouth—broadcasts a very clear and unfiltered what the actual hell without needing to say a word.
Hiccup’s eyes widened, his brain seemed to catch up with his mouth a second too late.
“With you! I mean—not you—like, not literally!” Hiccup stammered, his words tripping over each other in a spectacular, crashing spiral of embarrassment, not knowing how to stop, he just continued. “Thors! Dragons don’t flirt. That’s not—I mean, I don’t think that’s how it works. I just meant—” He stopped himself again, grimacing and raking a hand through his already-messy hair, as though hoping sheer friction could erase the mortifying sentence from reality. “I meant dragons don’t flirt! At least—I don’t think they do. Not in any, you know, intentional way. Not that you’re—ugh, never mind. Just forget I said anything.” He was done for. Absolutely cooked. And you? You just sat there, rigid as a stone sculpture, your entire expression locked in a state of horrified disbelief—lips drawn in a taut line, eyes slightly widened, your entire face twisted into that exact look you reserve for the unfortunate occasions whenever Gobber absentmindedly scratches his ass mid-conversation in front of you.
“Oh, by Odin’s beard. I sounded insane just now, didn’t I?” yes, yes you did. You wanted to say.
There was a loud snort.
Toothless lifted his head just enough to crack one luminous green eye open, as if to gloat. If a dragon could sport a smug grin, almost as if he were fully aware of the awkward tension hanging in the air and relishing every moment of it. Toothless was wearing it now—his posture relaxed, almost lazily victorious, as if he knew something the rest of you didn’t. It was a quiet, undeniable triumph. Then, with the most deliberate motion imaginable, the dragon raised his head just enough to nudge your arm... right into Hiccup’s thigh.
Your hand collided with him before you could stop it—fingers landing just above his knee. His leg jerked slightly. You froze.
He froze.
Even Toothless stopped moving, watching you both with an intensity that would’ve been terrifying if it weren’t so smug.
“I—he—what is wrong with you?” Hiccup half-whispered to his dragon, voice strained.
Toothless gave a tiny, airy chirp and nosed your hand again, this time with more force, like a toddler shoving two dolls together hoping they’d kiss.
“Well, if he is flirting,” you said, eyes glinting with amusement, “I’d say he’s got excellent taste.”
Hiccup let out a strangled noise, somewhere between a scoff and a nervous laugh, quickly raising his hand to shield his reddening face. “Please,” he muttered, voice nearly cracking in desperation, “I’m begging you. Don’t encourage him.”
A soft chuckle rumbled in your chest, the sound barely escaping as you continued to run your fingers along the smooth curve of Toothless’s jaw.
“Relax, Chief,” you teased lightly, your tone as calm as ever, well, nervous also, “I think your dragon just likes being pampered.”
“You know what,” he muttered, his hands already pulling toward the saddle straps, “I think his saddles make him itchy. I should change it.”
It continued after
New Berk lay quiet in the late afternoon, blanketed in the mellow hush that followed a long day’s labor. The skies were stained in hues of peach and gold, the sun dipping low behind the ridge, its last light brushing the rooftops with amber fire. Down by the dragon stables, you were crouched beside a weather-worn harness, your fingers working the frayed leather with practiced precision. The air smelled faintly of salt and dragon musk.
Toothless sat only a few feet away, his wings partially tucked, tail curled lazily around his paws—but his eyes never left you. That deep, verdant gaze tracked your every movement with a focus that was… unusually intent. For a moment, you swore he was studying you, like you were the dragon and he the expert.
The silence was broken by the familiar rustle of boots—well, boot, and the clink of a prosthetic leg against gravel. “Got the saddle gear you wanted—oh, hey, looks like someone started without me,” Hiccup called out
You offered a small smile. “Just got started. Figured I’d prep the straps while I waited.”
You glanced up as he jogged toward you, the dying light of the sun catching the mess of buckles and saddle slung over his shoulder. His tunic, stained with smudges of charcoal, bore the marks of the day’s labor. A grease-streaked cloth hung loosely from one shoulder, and smears of oil lined the edge of his jaw like war paint, a testament to the effort he’d put in.
“Gobber had the replacement buckles hidden under a crate labeled ‘Definitely Not Dragon Parts.’ I didn’t ask,” he added, crouching beside you with a huff of exertion.
Toothless twitched an ear.
Hiccup began to kneel down beside you—but before he could get comfortable, Toothless leaned in. It wasn’t aggressive. Just a firm, intended nudge with his snout to Hiccup’s side.
Which, unfortunately, was all it took.
With a muffled yelp and a sudden lurch of limbs, Hiccup lost his balance. In one swift, ungraceful motion, he toppled sideways—right into you. The unexpected impact sent you crashing backward, your back hitting the earth with a startled gasp. The air whooshed from your lungs as you were flattened to the ground, Hiccup landing awkwardly above you, his hands splayed in the dirt beside your shoulders as if trying to catch himself, but failing miserably.
You both froze.
For a moment, neither of you moved. Just the sound of the wind and Toothless’s faint chuckle broke the stunned silence. You lay there, staring up at him. Hiccup, his face flushed and eyes wide with embarrassment, shifted slightly, trying to regain his balance, but his awkward position only seemed to deepen the comedic nature of the situation.
“I—I swear that wasn’t me—he bumped me, I swear!” Hiccup stammered, his voice cracking under the strain of sheer mortification. His entire face flushed a vibrant crimson as if the embarrassment alone might send his ears into flames.
Toothless, meanwhile, let out a low, throaty trill—undeniably smug—before flopping onto his side with a soft fwump. He stretched his wings in a manner that could only be described as exaggerated satisfaction, purring contentedly like a mischievous feline who had just knocked over a vase and couldn’t be prouder of the chaos he’d wrought.
You laughed softly. “I think he’s trying to herd you.”
“Toothless,” Hiccup groaned, glancing at his dragon. “Stop it, I’m not a sheep!” He lifted himself just enough to look at Toothless, who was now shamelessly lounging in the grass, with an utterly smug look on his face.
Toothless chirped again—this time with what could only be interpreted as sure you’re not—and used the tip of his tail to slide a small stitched pouch directly between the two of you. The sewing kit skidded to a perfect stop at your knees, like he’d been practicing the maneuver all day.
“Yeah, he’s a real genius,” Hiccup grumbled as he shifted, trying to right himself. But the moment his hand pushed into the grass to grab the harness—wham. Toothless’s tail snapped out in a swift arc, tapping the small of Hiccup’s back.
And, just like that, Hiccup tumbled again. This time, he didn’t just lose his balance—he fully sprawled on top of you. His weight came crashing down with a perfect lack of coordination, and just like that, the last shred of dignity between you both evaporated in a heap of tangled limbs and groans.
Now it wasn’t just awkward—it was catastrophic. His face was far too close, hovering a few humiliating inches from yours. Everything else seemed to vanish. Your noses almost touched, and the proximity sent a rush of warmth through your chest that you didn’t quite know how to process. His hair, soft and surprisingly warm, brushed your cheek as he scrambled to push himself up, but instead of finding balance, he only succeeded in awkwardly elbowing you in the ribs.
The jolt of the impact made you wince, but the real sting came from the overwhelming closeness, the sheer absurdity of the situation, and the fact that neither of you could move without causing yet another small disaster. It was like the universe had conspired to take every shred of composure you both had left and toss it out the window.
Silence.
Well, except for the unmistakable sound of Toothless making a pleased little gurgle behind you, followed by the soft sound of him flopping dramatically onto his side like he’d just orchestrated the greatest comedic performance Berk had ever seen.
“I—I didn’t mean to—I mean he—Toothless—I swear he—” Hiccup stammered, his voice tripping over itself like a cart on cobblestones. He scrambled to push himself up, flinching every time his elbow threatened to jab your side again. His face was flushed a mortified crimson, a shade that clashed violently with the soot smudges across his cheek.
Hiccup looked like he wanted the earth to open up and swallow him whole. His wide eyes flicked to the ground, then back to you. You lay there, stunned, still half-flattened against the grass, your brain desperately trying to reboot from the shock of having Berk’s most awkward chief sprawled on top of you like a felled pine.
“I believe you,” you finally breathed, your voice catching somewhere between a laugh and a wheeze.
Hiccup’s face turned even redder, if that was even possible. “I—I’ll just… get up now. Slowly.”
“I swear,” Hiccup muttered, finally offering you a hand as he tried to extricate himself with the last scraps of his morality, “I’m usually much better at not falling on people.”
Hello im so glad it’s open. Hiccup x reader when the reader is afraid of dragon and she is a Viking that try to not to be vulnerable and strong but hiccup could see right trough her. Sort of enemy to lovers (reader mostly) and the end Toothlees love her.
Thank you 🙏 😍🥰🥰
'we'll be brave together' - hiccup haddock
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Hiccup is returning from a wild dragon ride through the clouds when he realizes that he might finally know the secret of the bravest Viking Berk has ever seen.
It’s not like he’s the first one who’s tried to parse out the details of Y/N L/N. There’s hardly a soul in the village who hasn’t. Y/N has been the strongest of the strong, the fastest of the fast, ever since she started training. Everyone their age either wants to be her or beat her, and neither option is remotely reasonable.
Hiccup is no stranger to Y/N’s reputation. How could he not? She started training to fight dragons a year early, purely because it was so obvious she would be an asset to Berk that the elders couldn’t wait to put her out there. She’s been saving lives since she was small. Hiccup wouldn’t be surprised if her first words as a child were a rallying call to arms.
Courage inspires courage, but it’s impossible to see someone that naturally good at everything without trying to find some chink in the armor, a way, no matter how miniscule, to prove that they’re still human. Still like you. But no matter how hard people search, Y/N still seems relentlessly, impossibly perfect. Sure, she has her off days, just like anyone else, but she’s so good that it doesn’t even seem to matter. There has to be something off, but no one else can figure it out.
Except Hiccup, maybe. Probably not, but maybe. Hiccup’s no stranger to the maybes of the world. He’s proven quite a lot of them in his time. Maybe Hiccup, skinny, clumsy Hiccup, could manage to do well in the dragon fighting classes. Maybe he could save Berk from threats. Maybe he could do a decent job of governing a tumultuous group of Vikings on one of the most inhabitable rocks known to man. And maybe, just maybe, he could find the loophole in Y/N L/N’s otherwise flawless streak of victories.
Hiccup only gets the idea when he’s touching down from another dizzying flight. No matter how many times he and Toothless take to the skies, it never gets old. Somehow, each and every time Hiccup and his dragon leave the world behind, chase the stars, shoot the breeze, it feels like Hiccup’s very first time up in the air. The majesty never leaves him.
And so Hiccup was very reluctantly starting to plan out his landing when he saw Y/N below him. Ax in hand, she was probably coming back from yet another round in the training grounds, and judging by the cocky grin on her face, she’d probably been very triumphant yet again. She had a victorious bounce to her step, and as she headed back to her house, it seemed as if nothing could happen to break the young woman’s stride.
Nothing, that is, until Toothless swooped in low from the side, casting his shadow upon the ground where Y/N walked. She had done her best to hide it, but Hiccup had seen it– an uncontrollable flinch, a quick jerk of her head towards the sky to assess the threat, and then, so foreign to him that Hiccup almost wondered if he had mistook another girl for Y/N, a spark of fear in her eyes.
Fear. In Y/N L/N. It made no sense. Hiccup has never known Y/N to be afraid. Not even when facing off against Vikings twice her height. It’s as if the word has simply never entered her vocabulary. Yet the memory of Y/N’s reaction to the arrival of Toothless is burned into Hiccup’s memory as if by a brand. Yes, there’s no doubt about it. Y/N was afraid.
This should mean nothing at all. Berk, although recently accustomed to think of dragons in friendlier terms, has been an enemy of the scaly fliers for as long as Hiccup can remember. A recent change in their mindset would not substantially change their long term memory, which firmly cements dragons as a dangerous enemy. Of course anyone would flinch upon seeing a dragon suddenly emerge from the clouds, especially a Night Fury.
But Y/N isn’t just anyone. Now that he comes to think of it, Y/N has been rather separate from the rest of Berk regarding her reaction to dragons descending upon the village. She has yet to adopt a dragon, claiming that she’d rather prove her skill as a Viking by herself instead of needing to depend on a dragon to do the work for her. And back before Hiccup even crossed paths with Toothless at all, he has memories of Y/N during her dragon training days, how she used to completely lock down her emotions, facing the dragons when required but never so much as looking at them unless she absolutely had to do so.
It couldn’t be, yet it is. The more Hiccup thinks about it, the more he’s certain it’s true. Y/N is afraid of dragons. Not just Hiccup’s dragon, all dragons. Hiccup feels a sudden rush of sympathy for the woman. Although she’s as proud and brave as any, being around the thing she fears the most day in and day out must be taking a toll on her spirits.
And so, although it’s probably a terrible decision, Hiccup makes up his mind to help her as best he can. They’ve never really been friends, in fact, quite the opposite; Y/N was in accordance with the typical Berk mindset that Hiccup was a nuisance since he didn’t quite think like the rest of the Vikings, and they’ve clashed over that ever since. However, Hiccup remembers quite painfully what it was like to fear what everyone else seemed to embrace, and it’s a nasty feeling. Y/N doesn’t deserve to suffer through that, even if their relationship hasn’t always been the sunniest.
True to form, Y/N is glaring at him from the moment she opens her door to find Hiccup smiling awkwardly at her from the front step. “What do you want?” She asks crossly, making it obvious that she has far better things to do than entertain him.
Hiccup grins weakly. “I think I can help you.”
Y/N raises a dubious brow, taking an obvious glance over Hiccup. “You do? With what, philosophy?”
Hiccup forces a chuckle. “Maybe some other time. No, I’m talking about your, ah, dragon problem.”
If there was any doubt in Hiccup’s mind that Y/N was really afraid of dragons, it is completely erased from the moment he brings up the subject. Immediately, her entire expression ices over, but even as her glare sharpens in value, he spots something bright behind her mask, something like fear. She really doesn’t want anyone figuring out, does she?
Y/N glances around quickly to make sure no one could have possibly overheard, then quickly jerks her chin towards the inside of her house. “Fine. Come in.”
Inwardly, Hiccup cheers. He wasn’t entirely certain that she wouldn’t do something drastic to protect her secret, like stab him in the back or shove him into the sea. He still runs the risk of being poisoned, but he figures he’s safe from that so long as he doesn’t eat or drink anything while he’s here.
Once they’re both sitting opposite each other across her wooden table, Y/N fixes him with a steely gaze. “Start talking. How did you know that I–”
Her voice trails off, but Hiccup can guess she’s talking about her fear of dragons. “I only figured it out recently, honest. I had no idea until just now. No one would guess.”
“Yeah, I try to keep it that way,” Y/N remarks dryly. “But you could tell?”
“You don’t like Toothless,” Hiccup explains. “And yeah, he is a Night Fury, and that takes a little while to get over, but most people in the village consider him an ally by now.”
“Except me,” Y/N supplies, glancing towards the table.
“Yeah,” Hiccup agrees. “Except you. Plus, the hesitance to get a dragon of your own.”
“No Viking should accept a dragon unless they can defend themselves!” Y/N argues. “Otherwise, you’ll leave yourself stranded in case something happens. It would be a monumentally stupid risk to take.”
“I feel like that’s a really targeted comment,” Hiccup complains, “but yeah, even with that argument, it made sense once I connected the dots. You’re afraid of dragons.”
Y/N’s eyes narrow. “Did you just come here to hold that over me? What is this, blackmail?”
Not a fan of the way she’s eyeing the carving knife near her place at the table, Hiccup hastily raises his hands, feigning surrender. “Hey. Hey. No blackmail. That wouldn’t be very, uh, Viking of me. Where’s the strength in that? And you know I’m all about strength. And courage. Lots of courage. In fact, that’s why I came here today. I want to help you get over your fear.”
Y/N looks at him doubtfully, but at least she’s stopped inching her hand towards the carving knife. “You want to help me.”
“Yeah,” Hiccup replies earnestly, “I do. It’s better for all of us if we don’t have to feel like we’re hiding things. So? Will you let me help you?”
Y/N stares at him for a long time. At last, she jerks her head up and down in a sharp nod and says, “I will.”
Hiccup claps his hands together excitedly before pushing away from the table. “Perfect. I already have a first lesson in mind.”
Y/N looks substantially less inclined to trust him when she realizes that her first lesson involves getting to know Toothless on a far more personal level. “I thought we were going to ease into this. Like talking about it or something.”
Hiccup shakes his head. They’re both walking through the forest, crunching leaves and stepping over fallen boughs on their way to meet up with the Night Fury. “Not a chance. You don’t gain anything from talking. Besides, I figured you’re the kind of person who likes action over sitting around.”
“I do when it doesn’t involve dragons,” Y/N mutters from somewhere behind him.
Hiccup just grins. “You’ll like Toothless if you give him a chance, honestly.”
They emerge into a clearing. Toothless is curled up in the center, soaking in the sunlight. Immediately, Y/N freezes behind him. Now that she doesn’t have to try and hide from him, Hiccup can see firsthand how bad her fear truly is. Y/N’s eyes are wide, and her breath seems caught in her throat. She seems unable to move a single step.
Hiccup comes back to her side. “Do you trust me?” He asks plainly.
“I think,” she whispers back, her eyes still firmly fixed on the resting dragon in front of her.
“That’s fine,” Hiccup tells her. “At least believe me when I say there’s absolutely no chance that I’d let you get hurt. It would look awful if a chieftain’s son got his best fighter killed by his own dragon, wouldn’t it? You know it’s my responsibility to lead Berk, do you really think I’d risk my popularity by getting you murdered?”
“I trust that,” she admits, and lets Hiccup lead her further into the clearing, until she’s right in front of the dragon.
Sensing visitors, Toothless pokes his head up, exhaling a soft snort from his nose. Y/N flinches back from the movement, but to her credit, she doesn’t try to run.
“This is Y/N,” Hiccup tells Toothless. “You two are going to get to know each other, alright?”
Toothless regards Y/N with faint curiosity. Hiccup reaches out and presses a quiet hand to the dragon’s snout. “Now it’s your turn, alright?” He tells Y/N.
Y/N shakes her head quietly. “There’s no way I’m touching the dragon.”
“He’s not going to hurt you,” Hiccup promises. “Come on, we’ll do it together.”
He takes his hand away from Toothless’ snout and presses his palm against the top of Y/N’s hand. Slowly, carefully, he moves their hands together until they’re both resting against Toothless’ snout. Y/N breathes out once, a great sigh, but doesn’t move. Carefully, Hiccup takes his hand away, and then it’s just Y/N and the dragon. Toothless leans slightly forward into the touch. Hiccup waits for something to happen, for Y/N to flinch away again or give in to her fear, but instead, a shaky smile crosses her face.
“He’s nice,” she says.
Hiccup pulls a face. “He’s only trying to impress you.”
Even his feigned irritation can’t last for long. At the sight of the quiet joy on Y/N’s face, Hiccup can’t help but smile as well.
“What’s my next lesson?” Y/N asks.
“Flying,” Hiccup says. “Do you feel ready for that?”
Y/N glances back towards him, a cross look on her face. “I’m a Viking. I’m ready for anything.”
She laughs, though, and so does he. “I was hoping you’d say that.”
Hiccup climbs onto Toothless, then extends a hand to help Y/N up as well. Toothless, to his credit, is quite gentle when going airborne, although Y/N still holds tight onto Hiccup just in case. He’s not sure that he minds, though. She doesn’t, either, because she keeps holding onto him, even after the flying turns smooth, even after the colors around them flit from saturation to saturation, as clouds frost their vision and the air grows cold from height.
“I’ve changed my mind,” Y/N announces as they soar over the sea. “Nothing about this is scary. I can’t believe I waited this long to figure that out.”
“It grows on you, doesn’t it?” Hiccup remarks. “All of a sudden, it’s the only thing you want to do.”
“Yeah,” Y/N says. “Exactly like that.”
When he looks back at her, Y/N’s expression is soft and sweet. He doesn’t think he’s ever seen her like this, unafraid to be vulnerable, to let her real self shine through.
“Thanks for helping me,” she says quietly.
“Any time,” Hiccup promises, and he realizes he means it.
She smiles. “You have to be careful, I might take you up on that offer.”
Hiccup meets her gaze, and finds nothing but happiness there. “I’m looking forward to it.”
Below them, the waves surge, and the birds swoop. They fly on forever.
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Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III x Fem!Reader
Synopsis: four of the many times hiccup was oblivious to the fact he was in love with you and the time he finally realised.
Word Count: 1.5K
Tags: 4+1 fic, Fluff, Hiccups pov
Note: started this ages ago and only just got inspired enough to finish it.
1. Searching for you in a crowd
Hiccup would never admit it, even now that he is respected as the heir to the hairy hooligan tribe and his father is proud of him. That he still feels like an outsider.
Maybe it’s because they see him as this dragon master and while he might be if he’s to listen to anything Fishlegs says- he feels like they don’t see anything else- he is still just the chief’s son, the future of the tribe or their saviour if any of his work on the edge was talked about. He was never just Hiccup to them, even to his friends they see him as this omnipotent being rather than just a teen like them- capable of making mistakes.
He suggests that this is why he prefers to have time alone- just him, toothless the ocean beneath them and the wind carrying them elsewhere, where he can be anything.
Annoyingly, this is not something he can do now: walking into the great hall at dinner time. He can already feel the beginnings of a headache wracking his brain as he imagines the awkward conversations he is going to have with villagers about his work on the edge as of late or the nagging of his father and Gobber to come back to Berk so he can learn the ways of chiefdom- something he is unsure that he even wants.
Entering the great hall after a large exhale, Hiccup looks around, searching for something lips pursing when he can’t find it immediately. It is only when he walks closer to where his father is sat, calling out pleasantries to those who greet him on the way that his eyes lock onto your figure, listening intently to what Ruffnut and Tuffnut are saying. Following the movements of their arms with your eyes as they spoke animatedly about who knows what. Hiccup finds a small smile appear on his face at the sight of you, only looking away when his father claps a hand behind his back making him aware of his surroundings, turning towards his father struggling to listen to whatever issue his father needs resolving around Berk this time, his thoughts still surrounding his best friend, knowing that as long as you are here he can be himself, just Hiccup. As that was always more than enough for you and that idea alone makes him feel less like an outsider.
2. Missing you when apart
He was starting to regret saying you couldn’t come with him. Not that he doesn’t enjoy Astrid and (sometimes) Snotlout’s company, but it clearly isn’t the same. While he usually enjoys scouting missions as they are a peaceful opposition to the dangerous missions they have had as of late, you typically come with him.
But he knows that you cannot leave the edge defenceless and Astrid was complaining about not getting out with Stormfly enough- so it all made sense logically for Astrid to come instead and for you to stay on land, protecting the dragon eye lenses the group had hidden.
He couldn’t trust anyone more which is why he was confused as to why he felt so anxious. Even Toothless could notice the angst radiating off his rider, making a noise of questioning at Hiccup when he was quieter than normal, not even going over the route the group were scouting- something he usually did a hundred times until the group got annoyed at him. Not even playfully joking with Snotlout about who was the better cousin until Astrid would make a comment that would set Snotlout off arguing with her.
Instead, the three riders sat in somewhat awkward silence with Astrid and Snotlout starting at each other trying to gauge if the other knew what was wrong with the boy and who was going to ask him as seemingly neither wanted to as usually you would look after Hiccup when he got like this but you were back on the edge and honestly Astrid was wishing she didn’t kick up such a fuss about her and Stormfly’s lack of action as even being bored back on the edge was better than being sat in this haunting silence.
It was only upon returning to the edge that the two saw his mood pick up, he nearly crashed Toothless into the ground at the speed he dismounted causing the other two to look around in panic until they saw him running towards you and then it all made sense. The two snickering slightly as they realised that he was only in a foul mood because you weren't around.
3. You looking after him when he gets sick
“It was only a matter of time” you muttered to him as you bundled him up in his blankets and he knew that you were right, you had been telling him for weeks to wear some warmer clothes during his flights with Toothless and his lack of listening has left him bedridden with a horrible cold, head pounding, nose blocked and red cheeks. He could only imagine the state of him somehow shaking and sweating all at the same time. He would’ve replied with something teasing if his throat didn’t feel so scratchy so he simply settled for a huff which made you laugh quietly in return.
“Okay, I will stop being mean, but only if you get some sleep” you reasoned with the boy as he whined at the idea thinking of everything he had to today
“I will get Astrid and Fishlegs to take your jobs for the day- can't have you getting any sicker what would your Father say?” you continued and at these words, the boy stopped fussing, the exhaustion finally catching up to him.
“Have a good sleep Hiccup, I will be here when you wake up,” you muttered as he dozed off.
For some reason, Hiccup couldn’t understand those words made him feel so much better.
4. When his dad mentions you
Small talk with his father even after all this time was still somewhat awkward, like the feeling of your skin being too big for your bones. But, it was much better than it used to be or at least Hiccup usually believed it was. Still, today he would give anything to be anywhere but sit with his dad in their family home as he couldn’t stop going on about you and possibly betrothals something Hiccup knew would annoy you.
“I heard a lot of the boys around here want to ask for her hand, so maybe you should get a move on” Stoick spoke trying to hint at the boy's clear feelings for you
“I- what?” Hiccup asked confused, when had he ever shown interest in that?
“Oh it's nothing” Stoick tried to cover his tracks feeling Hiccups in annoyance at his words ‘you two just remind me of myself and a special someone when I was younger”
“What are you and Gobber? I’m sure she will be very flattered by those words Dad” Hiccup laughed before quickly taking his leave before his father could sprout out any more nonsense.
“Me and your mother” Stoick muttered but Hiccup was already gone, probably halfway back to the edge due to how fast he bolted out the door.
5. The realisation
Watching you interact with Toothless was one of Hiccup's favourite things to do. Seeing his dragon take a shine to you just as much as he does makes a warmth spread all over his body in a comforting way.
“Hiccup, my brother! What’s happening?” Tuffnut called out as he made his way towards the boy Hiccup quickly looked away from you for some reason embarrassed to be nearly caught by the boy, his cheeks red and hot
“Not- not a lot” Hiccup tried to smile but it came off uneasy much like his words. To his luck, Tuffnut didn't seem to notice instead looking at where Hiccup had his eyes trained just moments before before looking back at the boy
“Don’t worry I see” Tuffnut nodded in understanding causing Hiccup to become confused
“See what?” he questioned the peculiar boy
“You were finally building up the courage to ask her out!” Tuffnut declared “I mean it’s about time everyone knows you have the biggest crush on her! Don’t let me stop you, in fact, I wasn't even here!” the boy quickly ran off as Hiccup's thoughts whirled around his brain about what on earth was Tuffnut on about he didn’t have a crush on you. No way. I mean sure you are the first person he looks for in a crowd of people, he gets irritable when you aren't with him on missions, you are the only one he would want looking after him and his father loves you but that doesn't mean he likes you right- your his best friend he couldn't possibly- could he?
Then it hit Hiccup, he did have the biggest crush on his best friend, more than a crush really. He was irrevocably in love with you and to make matters worse Tuffnut knew before he did.
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