🌌 You can call me Rain. She/her, coming from a far east Asian country and studying in Europe.
🌌 I'm fairly new to LADS, but I am heavily invested in it at this point. I don't mind spoilers- for plot or memory.
🌌 This is a side blog, and so I might dip in and out frequently.
Regarding writing
🌌 I will write fics- short and long- requests, though are a bit touch and go.
🌌 My main LIs are Zayne, Sylus, and Caleb, so there's a very high possibility that I would write for them better as I have a better understanding of their characters.
🌌 Also, I humbly request that I do not receive criticism for my writing, mainly because I am doing this for fun, and not for anything else.
Warnings!
🌌 The blog is strictly 18+ No age indication will get an immediate block. Blank blogs as well.
🌌 And please do be kind.
Main LaDS fic: I hear you call my name (And it feels like home)
Poor LAP!Reader... Their mental health was never great (they're just good at compartmentalising and thinking that all this is a game) but it's taken even more of a dip following the prev chapter's ending.
Something about Rafayel having had always been the one to wait (bc Sea God) with MC but LAP!Reader being the one to wait for him. Something about Rafayel always being on the receiving end of the sentiment of 'wait for me' from MC but being the one to plea 'wait for me' to LAP!Reader. Something about role reversals and the divine becoming human in the light of something vaster.
So I read your fic fandom blind (found it from the isekai tag) and got curious about the game. now im 6 hours into playing the game and on one hand. It’s great fun! On the other hand I’m so confused on the mechanics of the game. And why im suddenly interior decorating rooms.
Basically thank you? And also wow Raf wtf. Why is everyone’s first reaction murder.
Hi!!! You have no idea how big of a compliment that is! Welcome to LADS! It's great fun! Compared to other otome games, the actual gameplay outside of the story is fun to do and comparatively less repetitive.
I get you- The home system wasn't there from the beginning and I had to drop out of the game bc the home system ate up so much of my phone storage. The mechanics are kind of just there to make the game more immersive? I think? But I mainly just use them to grind dias...
I hope you enjoy the game (let us suffer gacha together). Raf is extreme (understandably imho). Look, at least Zayne's first reaction wasn't murder-
Raf has caused a ‘one step forwards two steps back’ in R. Bc before that R was warming up to being in the LIs’ lives to some capacity but now they’re a lot more wary.
🤍 here been a while hehe, I took a break for a bit and have now returned to this Hyperfixation just to say,
First of all, I love how it's the Great Moon whose twins' are after since Sylus isn't the Highermost rank in the N109 zone and how they somewhat still did what Sylus did in the lore and simply gave back the responsibility in return of a bi weekly family date HSHSHSHS
Secondly, I was shocked at Raf's straightforwardness to steal the Great Moon's First(?) Kiss HSHSHSHSH such fitting audacity for the fishie and idk why but I feel some sort of indulgence to his unknown needs towards the Great Moon.
"…But that LADS player inside of you wasn’t complaining." So true Great Moon. So true. HAAHSHSHSHSH
I genuinely love how you took a different approach rather than what you usually see in a lads harem story where it's more focused on how complex Raf's thought towards everything and sometimes be immature of his actions by denying it rather face it itself, usually those stories including more often than not misinterpreted him and it pains me, so i love how you portrayed him as he's most likely would have an enemies to lovers arc along w caleb due to their big hatred towards ever, especially that the Great Moon is connected to one of their benefactors. I would love to see his afterthought and regret towards this event in the future
Oh right i remember reading a part where the Great Moon needs some sort of doppelganger to act as them while they were away, could this indicate a certain anhaunsen user being connected to that? Specially of how her evol works 👀
Besides that yap I hope you're well and dun be harsh on urself! I'm excited and willing to wait for the next chapter 👏👏👏
Hey 🤍 anon!! It's good to see you! Hope your break has been nice and that you've been well!
Thank you! I'm glad you liked my decision to have the Great Moon take Sylus' place in terms of the twins! I combed through the anecdotes to make sure everything was canon-compliant to a degree! R hoped the twins would latch onto Sylus and forget about them (bc that's what things are supposed to be canonically!) but they're not god- they did not foresee how big of an impact they had on the twins. Hence the bi-weekly family dates. I'm going to have so much fun writing/referencing some of the weekly family dates.
Honestly, it wasn't in my plans to have Raf actually kiss the Great Moon. Things were supposed to stop before he could, but the fishie took control of my hands and kissed them lol. It is! His impulsive decision to actually go after R and his kiss both stemmed from his conflicting feelings about them. There is a deep, inner desire for them but a harsher hatred for them. He needs them and he doesn't know why. In a way, he thinks that if he could kill them, that weird conflicting feeling would go away.
Great Moon is first and foremost a LADS player. And let's be real- who out of all of us would say no to a kiss from the LIs?
You're too kind, 🤍 anon! I tend to be a little insecure with my writing of Raf because he's such a complex character. There are layers to him that I think needs some degree of respect and understanding to write properly. He's such an easy LI to misinterpret. He really is the most likely one to have a real enemies to lovers arc with the Reader. Regret and afterthoughts will happen, though it most likely won't be during this particular first arc. He has a lot to make up for, really.
potential spoilers for the future arcs after the read more!
Ah, no. It unfortunately won't be our dear anhaunsen user. I think I insinuated it enough/it's not much of a spoiler for the future so I can firmly tell you that I was talking about Xavier.
Thank you! Hope you do well too, lovely 🤍 anon!!! Drink water and take care of yourself! Let's hope the wait isn't as long but considering my irl n the 12 sections I have to write for the next chapter the odds aren't great lol.
[Constellation ‘I’m running out of plant phrases’ perches on a moving box.]
Wait the little house they all live in has comedy potential. Caleb *always* cooks but only the Colonel. The others are a robot, a prince, and Perses. I’m not sure any of them have had to ever cook in their lives.
Then there’s one of the Xaviers banging on the bathroom door because Sea God Rafayel is taking a long bath again. But dammit, this pocket dimension house only has ONE bathroom! And King Xavier has so much hair he has to comb through now.
Zayne is asking Archfiend Sylus if he can do anything about Dragon Sylus clawing up furniture and Archfiend Sylus is trying to patiently explain that he claws don’t retract like a cat’s.
The Grand General Zayne and Farspace Colonel have games of the board game Risk that get so serious no one else wants to be in the same room as them except the version of Sylus from the Throne of Eros(blanking on his title). Who watches for tell them both what they did wrong but refuses to play.
All the predator versions of the guys sleep in the basement because they’re more comfortable down there.
X0-2 never had a normal life so the poor thing doesn’t quite understand how some things work around the house so all of them take turns teaching him the basics. X-02 is my favorite Caleb. I just love him so much. The most innocent and earnest version of him.
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They're all living together in a house adjacent thing that has wonky space/dimensions that shift all the time. You're so right- Colonel Caleb is the only one that cooks. I think X0-2 might want to learn though, and I genuinely think none of the other Constellations could really resist the weird innocence/naivety the guy has. And I think the Colonel would be especially more indulgent of him bc by the gods that could really have been him.
Xavier tried cooking (well, all of the Xaviers did) and everyone else unanimously decided to not let them ever do so again. Because their food is actually a hazard.
The bathrooms always seem to be in use! They know there's probably more than one bathroom but its stilla right war to get to it! The sea god variants really don't help with the constant lounging in the bath! What do you mean there's no swimming pool??? I think the long haired Constellations (Archfiend, LSG, and King) would talk conditioner and hair treatment lmaooo. I think that it'd be nice for them to have their hair combed by someone else too...
I LOVE THE MENTAL IMAGE OF DRAGON SYLUS SCRATCHING UP THE FURNITURE AND THE ARCHFIEND EXPLAINING THINGS FOR HIM LMAO- Sylus could take more care to not scratch the sofa with his claws but there's some kind of primal instinct in him that needs that. In a marking his territory kind of way. I bet some of the Constellations also complain about things being wet bc of LSG Raf lol.
I don't know what Risk is so I had to look it up but you're so right, 🌿 anon- Grand General Zayne and Colonel Caleb would be so competitive with it. It'd be in a silent, serious way too. Colonel would have had the advantage in the very beginning (considering how he knows a version of Zayne whilst the Grand General doesn't know any of the Calebs) but it doesn't take long for Zayne to figure things out. I think Tartarus (and maybe the Sanctarch too, actually) would be the only one brave enough to stay in the room as the two of them play the game as though they were in an actual war.
Now I'm thinking boardgame night with the Constellations. Uno would be a complete nightmare.
The Catch-22 versions would really be more comfortable in a basement adjacent area, yeah- the others try to convince them but no. I think the Catch-22 versions would also stick together considering how their world is so vastly different from all the others. The versions from the Throne of Eros can cope, considering how things don't seem to be as different from the canon verse.
I am also fond of X0-2. He's dangerous but also so earnestly innocent that endears me to him. He's so deeply devoted to his MC (or well, the R in the fic) in a way that seems less obsessive than any of the other Calebs (I do like the obsessiveness of the other versions, don't get me wrong). The other Constellations are most likely softer with him, considering his background.
Dragon Sylus turns into full dragon once in a while and herds all the Constellations into one room and wraps himself around all of them. That's his hoard now. No one can escape. Many have accepted their fate.
