on my way to find me

boring human being

[kosmogrl]

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

[kosmogrl]

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

[perfectfeelings]

“A healthy relationship is where two independent people just make a deal that they will help the other person be the best version of themselves.”

— Unknown

[lustingupon]

[ashotasfireandasdeepastheocean1]

...💗

.

[schuylerpeck]

“the body keeps the score” or my personal favorite, “the body is a fleshy calendar clock and worst/best keeper of time, alerting me early at the start of a month, ‘pssstt, hey you know those memories randomly creeping in? yeah, it’s because we’ve got trauma anniversaries forecasted for the next two weeks. just thought you should know. kgoodluckxoxo<3’”

[lostinlifes-stuff]

[lostinlifes-stuff]

what the sky in my town looks like

[yakultstan]

The Burden of Adulthood

sentimentality of childhood not by virtue of satisfaction or pleasure charismatic performance masked clouded actuality still, almighty hopefulness, ambition and drive confidence in a promising future the world was my oyster no longer confined by constraints of existence as a dependant child nor a state of geographical isolation now, wholly enslaved by my mind the world carries on spinning opportunity won't magically arise in time lest I stop cutting at my own throat

[creatingnikki]

November is the month that pushes me out of my comfort zone. So I'm always cursing it while it lasts and thanking it in retrospect. This time I know better so while I can't just thank it yet, I'll work with it. I'll let it do its job and I'll nod with understanding. You're the bad cop, because someone out of the 12 months has to be. December is too jolly and October is too lost, and the other months? They have their hands full already. So, this falls on you. I'll work with you and then I'll see you off well and I'll still try to fit in some fun because you deserve to see what that means too. I'm not going to burden you with NaNoWriMo this year and I'm not going to drain your energy away by demanding answers for my future. Let's just be here, let's just do this and be better by the time we see each other next year.

[lostinlifes-stuff]

deserves a ❤️

[tamsoj]

Charles Bukowski, "hurry slowly," from Come On In!

[typewriter-worries]

[ Text ID: the seats are empty. the theatre is dark. why do you keep acting? ]

[weltenwellen]

May Sarton, Journal of a Solitude

[typodescript]

[text: Life comes in clusters, clusters of solitude, then a cluster when there is hardly time to breathe.]

[luthienne]

“& my unsweet, uncharming, completely uninteresting sadness. I wish it could unbelong itself from me,”

— Chen Chen, When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities; “Elegy for My Sadness”

[soulfulreverie]

[soulfulreverie]

[lostinlifes-stuff]

Being forced to justify your weirdness is awkward, sad, and exhausting.

Weird is fine, weird is great, and if people don't get it, they aren't your people.

[incidentalcomics]

[bean-spr0ut]

feeling very mmmmmmmmmm *phases out of existence*

[soulfulreverie]

“What do you think is the cruelest thing the universe could ever do?” “Sending someone their soulmate at the wrong time.”

— s.a., ferocious

[lostinlifes-stuff]

applicable only if one believes in TOTGA