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Being controlled without realizing is so hot. Opening a file sent to me only to wake up hours later with no clues to what I was doing other than a wet spot on my seat. Having triggers implanted subconciously so I don't understand why I've suddenly dropped to the floor with my mouth opened, trying to figure out why I feel urged to follow someone's every command. I just need to be corrupted to do every humilating task asked of me until I'm nothing but a dumb puppy.

driftandsleep321

All I want is to be controlled. To be corrupted…wouldn’t that be great?

druidshollow

i thimk trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and everyone whos not cis should all love eachother forever and embrace eachother and listen to eachother and protect eachother. we should all be eachothers' shield

hungtsgoddess

the woman with a large penis would like to harm you for her sexual gratification

fucktoyambie

emptying your brain and surgically removing all those critical thinking skills until you get dumb enough that I can switch to suggesting IQ reduction without your smart ass going "erhm ackshually" about intelligence quotient...

lunarkittygirl

liking this post = kissing prev

reblogging this post = creampieing prev

adelaidethekitusne

Reblog to make prev a dumber more submissive slut~

homohypnoticus

there definitely is something fun about the idea of some part of you being trapped in an object like a doll or a crystal pendant. you know it's just a classic. it's got that creepy magical and evil vibe

emesissy

I have a potentially obsessive parasocial relationship with you <3

start telling everyone you know that we're friends (or more?) make it feel more real

laurawful

if we're mutuals we're already friends :)

homohypnoticus

fixation stuff is always better for me if it feels like the object has some significance or there's something it's doing to me, beyond just like, looking so nice i have to stare or something. although i guess i also like the complete opposite, when it's just like a normal object like a pen and you stare at it because you're being told to. but in that case i like it because it is just about directing you to stare at something. but like if the object itself is supposed to be interesting, then i need a little more than that. i just personally associate the like... staring at something because it's nice to look at thing with a more aimless kind of trance, and i don't feel especially like, hypnotically vulnerable like that. i know there are other people who do like the drifting and distracted and unaware kind of thing and that works for them, but to me it's like, that just means i'm not paying attention. it feels more like i'm just bored.

of course that's just how i feel about it right now. the thing about all this is that there's always a chance i'm gonna think more about it and convince myself. maybe there is a unique appeal to being kinda distracted and going along with something without thinking. it could be that the problem is more that the common objects people use just like aren't that visually interesting to me. which is funny huh. i mean i really do spend a lot of time looking at stuff and appreciating little details, every time i'm out on a walk i'm like looking at how people's houses are decorated, and all the plants, and the clouds. i was staring at the clouds a lot yesterday. but i see a crystal and i'm like. i mean it's nice but i get it already. there's probably also an element of being kind of contrary. sometimes when i'm told something like that and see it over and over it just annoys me and i wanna do the opposite of whatever i'm supposed to do. it's a whole thing