Le'y♡

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When you finally realize your importance in his life but what now?

You just can't walk away as if nothing ever happened.

But what would you get other than pain even if you choose to stay?

Maybe you should save your pride and walk away but what if you lose yourself on the way?

What if only no one else feels like home?

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My heart has been broken before and I was pushing you away. Because I had the fear that it is always the same old story. You came in my life_with that conversation of ten bucks. That classmate bond, groupmate silliness and little butterflies during my dish washing phase. I wasn't planning to fall in love with anyone else. I had my heart broken pretty bad. I wasn't ready to move on. I kept pushing you away but right now, I'm so glad you held onto me. Even if we had our share of emotional dramas.

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"I am glad you've become the poetry you always wished to be."

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She was a beautiful girl.

She was a beautiful girl_

In her soul and in her core.

But she failed to acknowledge

That she was beautiful.

People told her of

How she shook the world

In her own gentle ways.

But how could she believe,

When the hell in her

Had damaged all those she

Ever held dear to her.

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"People you once called 'best friends' are now strangers you can't even face."

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Everytime I think of the kind of person you were, my heart aches. You were the type of person who was so lucky to have met. But also the type of person I was never meant for.

Relationship isn't supposed to be perfect and I know that now. I failed to grasp that concept two years ago and now it's too late. I am too late to get why you asked for that space from us, why you said we weren't ready for each other but you said you'd wait till I was out of school.

You were a guy with perfect hair which I never had the chance to run my fingers through, a handsome face even angels couldn't live up to, cool demeanor that I could never get bored of, cute moles on your face, a height I could die for and the vibe that stole my peace of mind.

But you aren't here anymore.