talk about anything

Welcome to my page/channel whatever you want to call this. I talk about anything that comes to my mind, so get comfy cuz when I talk I talk for a long time well depending on my mood.

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this describes my family

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my folks

i love them but my mother is rude. she constantly insults me and tells me i am never gonna do things on my own. but I do things on my own. I am 21 years old still live at home and she is the only one in the house that is never kind or nice to me. she is kind and nice to everyone but her own daughter. I feel hated by my mother. 

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my work

i love the people i work with but i hate getting out of work around midnight or rare occasions at 1am. I am a dishwasher if that explains why i get out of work so late. 

Everytime i get my paychecks tho the checks are always almost the exact same number, the only thing that changes is the cents. and the hours that my paystubs say are always 30 hours when i get in at work at 2:40pm and leave at around midnight or close to 1am. 

my folks are saying that my boss is screwing me out of my money and i am agreeing with that because i once worked a job that did this to me but not with my checks but with my hours the old job would let me work other people’s shifts and have my shifts off. I am starting to agree because even my bank people have said that my boss is screwing me out of my money.

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am i psychic or an empath what am i?

I have seen things that no one else catches at first sight. i feel things that doesn’t seem to be there. I do sense what is in a room and no one else does feel what I feel or see what I see other than my parents and my siblings. my dads side of the family is cherokee and i read up on how the cherokees are like with the spiritual world and when i read more on how they are with that. it makes more sense

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what am I?

i have had dreams about someone I know dying then years later after the dream has gone, the person had actually died. I have many dreams about someone I know and love dying and then years later into the future they die. I do become sadden when i have those dreams but when i am at a funeral i and sadden but little more at peace knowing i already knew they were gonna die.

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The Greatest Showman

The Greatest Showman is a really amazing movie, the songs are so good I sing them whenever I feel like I am not doing anything right. I love it so much. Amazing love stories and amazing music and Amazing actors and Amazing voices. 

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Band On the outside

OTO is a really good. I love their songs and especially their song just keep driving its a really good song to listen to when your with friends and want to have a chill drive around and talk about whatever comes to mind. 

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Cecil Hotel documentary

Last week i finished watched the netflix documentary about the Cecil Hotel and about the death of Elisa Lam. It was very informative there were so much things I didn’t know about the hotel and about the death of Elisa Lam, all I knew was that she was found dead in a water tank at the Cecil Hotel. Now that this case is being told in the documentary. 

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my high school crush is also one of my friends, i try to talk to everyday and he is so so so cute, he now lives far away from me, and how i wish i could hang out with him and do “things” my crush on him is so bad i wine about it when he sends me a picture of himself on snapchat.