LOTTIE

shit post blog | they/them

[lottiehasthoughts]

welcome to my personal blog, you can call me lottie :) i'm a 19 year old musical theatre student in london.

as far as gender goes i am unlabeled, i prefer they/them pronouns but i don't mind whatever. gender is a construct anyways

i love writing, poetry, tv shows, comedy, acting, dance, singing. hope u join me for the wild ride that is me on Tumblr x

[lottiehasthoughts]

i didn't know someone could be so loud and so condescending at the young age of 20

[lottiehasthoughts]

i'm just so angry that they exist and they've torn my life apart i literally can't be happy when they're around and i don't really understand why but it's pissing me off

[lottiehasthoughts]

also update on the man i liked. we're 2 years going strong this month x

[lottiehasthoughts]

i know it's been 2 years since i posted on here but things got so drastic i had to come back

[lottiehasthoughts]

why are you pissed off that someone told you the truth. the truth that you know but don't want to hear because you want to feel good about yourself. like it was your talent that got you in

i'm sick and tired of your face and your voice and your weird gross breath and the fact that i can't be with my friends when you're around.

[lottiehasthoughts]

good evening all. i am back and back with vengence and fire. i have much to complain about.

[vivi266-archive-deactivated2024]

some of you need to romanticise the fucking paragraph break

[lottiehasthoughts]

i want to ask her out but i'm also not really over him google search why am i like this

[lottiehasthoughts]

he makes me want to bang my head against a wall and bleed and have something to think about other than him oh my god

[lottiehasthoughts]

putting a label on us would just feel so wrong. like, i like how we are now, no matter how frustrating it is 😭

[kosmogrl]

[lottiehasthoughts]

it's feeling like a watching youtube to go to sleep so i don't think kind of night

[stuckinapril]

Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything

[lottiehasthoughts]

someone in this godforsaken place smells like him. i can't do this anymore

[papayajuan2019]

you lament how it hurts to be misunderstood, but do you realize how frightening it will be the moment you are understood. are you ready to not retreat when it happens

[cosmogenous]

jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily