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What you do in private, shows in public. Reading shows in a conversation. Your diet shows in energy. Your discipline shows in confidence. Your focus shows in your results. You are what you cultivate when no one is watching. Prioritize your time & focus on discipline/consistency.

So AI is just taking our water, huh?

pmdd is not fun 🥲

wants to be in bed all day ♥️

I miss disgusting sloppy sweaty tipsy secks

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#Spotify

Maybe your mouth is a crowded city now, neon-lit, awake at 2am, someone else learning the architecture of your silence while I still carry the blueprint in my teeth.

Maybe casually content hands touched you like scrolling past a song you used to ruin yourself to. Meanwhile I treat your memory like a receipt I keep finding in winter coats, proof I spent too much somewhere beautiful.

I wonder if my name ever appears accidentally — in the pause before a moan, in the smoke between drags, in the cold side of a bed that would also forgive you.

Maybe forgetting is ordinary for you. Like seasons changing inventory. Summer packs itself away quietly, and autumn never writes back.

But I cherish you like flooded train stations love electricity: dangerously, beautifully, with the threat of collapse underneath everything.

And if I let another body hold me now, I think regret would sit at the edge of the mattress afterward swinging its legs like a child asking why I traded a wildfire for central heating.

You move on like spilled liquor — fast, evaporating, laughing too loudly in venues I’ll never enter. I stay like smoke in thrift-store denim, impossible to wash out completely…

But I do… wonder, while knowing, when you kiss them, do you feel alive or just temporarily unlonely?

#unwritten poetry