i know im not ur favorite record..

lourdes | he/him

[lourdesisnotonfire09]

intro. 🌌

"my screws are loose, my noose is tight, im lost, im back and forth, im inbetween."

hey....im lourdes. some things abt me. he/him, 18, from the bay area, and music is my favorite thing in the whole world. welcome to my blog ;)

i mostly just shitpost, rant about fics, make mood boards, and post edits/covers occasionally. and i have a bandom dead dove sideblog if u can find it..

music im listening to: p!atd, the young veins, fob, the like, tai, muse, the hush sound, radiohead, mcr

my ongoing panic song ranking!!

my fav tv shows/movies: adventure time, house md, heated rivalry (b4 the cis hets ruined it), handmaids tale, tlou, i saw the tv glow, the twilight saga

fav video games: valorant (clove, sage, astra main), zelda: ocarina of time,  minecraft, og tomadachi life, overwatch (mercy, sigma, d.va, zen main), stardew valley, gta v

comfort youtubers: gloom, dan and phil, dantdm, thekubscoutz, popularmmos, the basement yard, evan and katelyn

all time fav fanfics: in case the scene gets nasty, throam

warning: i talk about topics like sh and suicidal ideation, amongst other things so please dni if thats triggering for you. and ill try and tag stuff like that with #sh and #tw sui ideation if you wanna just block the tag.

and please DNI if u are: homophobic, transphobic, racist, maga, right wing, super religious/push religion onto other people, dont respect neopronouns/microlabels

and if you wanna follow me:

spacehey | spotify | main tiktok | panic tiktok | insta

[then0rthernd0wnp0ur]

panic at the polycule

that’s it. that’s the post

[prettyoddfever]

Brendon & Jon during an SYN radio interview in Melbourne on August 23, 2008

[yaoimaxxer48]

happy panic split day. unfriendly reminder that they will not tour again. brendon urie and ryan ross do not speak. spencer smith is missing. jon walker misses them like dead wives.

[zxagie]

nobody understands my niche references but maybe thats because all i do is scroll tumblr tiktok and instagram reels and refuse to socialize like a normal person

my therapist would be proud of me

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baking a cake to mourn the panic split

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happy 9/11 to those who celebrate

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i’m talking abt the panic split if that wasn’t obvious

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happy 9/11 to those who celebrate

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i might be going to the london jwalk show 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

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i was talking to my dad about the like and he was like “oh yeah the four girls in the black and white outfits?” excuse me. how do you know about my niche band that no ones ever heard of that’s literally just for me.

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is this a safe space to say that i think immortals is so fucking fire

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please bring back burning cds. i wanna give u a cd.okay.

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i wish i had someone i could send my playlists with really specific vibes to

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i love the like i love the like i love the like

[time3dance]

ryan moon propaganda. fall for it. pls.

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i’m so pissed off bc i literally saw my favorite tai song live but i didn’t know it yet so i don’t remember it

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who else does an annual funeral on the 6th