August @lov3rsbruis3s - Tumblr Blog

Intro post 🖤 🦴

“So if you need to be mean, be mean to me…

… I can take it and put it inside of me”

I Don’t Smoke

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⊹ Disclaimer: IWC!!!! I am mentally ill, I crash out and spam. I will talk about things like grief, sħ, @na, CSA/COCSA, emotional abuse and more. If that makes you uncomfortable, then block me. Don’t report. To the minors following me, I am not your dad. I am not a role model. Proceed at your own caution.

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⠀˚. 𝜗℘ August / 19 / bisexual ꒱ ׁ .

. ʚ 💣 He / They ͜͝ ̣̣̥| ۫ e

◞ ྀི INFP / jirai + yan blog / 🔒🤍 ͡ ། 🕷️

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⊹ prev acc @/loversbruises got t’d at 400+ followers. HELP ME FIND MY OLD MOOTS!!!

⊹ DNI: Radqueers, TCCers, yan fetishizers, jirai haters, “MAP’s”, anti recovery and Trump supports or bigots of any kind. FUCK ICE. ACAB. IM A SOCIALIST TRANNY FAG, SUCK MY DICK. Otherwise IBF

⊹ Anons: 💫, 🪦🥀, anons welcome!!!

⊹ Letterboxd, Pinterest and moots can ask for my insta or dc <3

NSFW blog: @pvppy-0wn3r (18+ only)

Yap/boy blog: @agust-of-wind

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d-1-zzz

Tag game!! Search "my character" on pinterest and fill this out with the first characters that come up! (Or just type them out if you don't wanna)

(Tags below the cut)

bl4ckcatintheruem0rgue

im too lazy to fill it out so uh i got akutagawa ryuunosuke from bsd, atsushi nakajima from bsd, yuuji itadori from jjk, junko enoshima from danganronpa, byakuya togami from danganronpa, ranpo edogawa from bsd, getou suguru from jjk, and sukuna ryomen from jjk

guess my top 3 fandoms rn /silly

open tags cuz i don’t wanna bother anyone

mus1c-of-the-angel

wahaha I did it

@deusyagami

@donttellmeurlooking4andyandy

deusyagami

Thank you for the tag.

Tags:

@ooooxoxo-ooxo--o @screamingrav3ns @d1vinedecay @spellcastinghearts @lov3rsbruis3s @funfettica @v3-ntr3-m @leftuntended @infested-carcass @notevilhanamurafuyume @lori-intestine @reverievelvet @fangedhope @lavenderedkat @outofpawket @cursedbutterfly @batty-isback @sugarkittybun @cyannidex33 @endless-distractions @aruhiyaidol @cutieririka @noaseuphoria @crazycassblog @m4lic3corps3 @empysonder @birdres @Iheartmuffins69 @teddy-bear-care @harmony-of-the-dead @claireslovelyshop @beat0heartofmine @y0url0serd0g @lambswinery @cirxlex @candiednightmares @harmony-of-the-dead + all my mutuals and followers. If you want to be added to my tag list, just ask.

lov3rsbruis3s

Got jinx but the pic was AI 👎 so I picked a new one

Tags @som3thing-0r-the-0ther @el1as1sd3ad @acicadahumsitsplea + whoever else I’m too lazy yet again 🥹

#tag game

Goodnight !

2.10am

*eats you whole like a snake*

Ah- *is eaten*

#hope you had a good sleep LMAO #yappucino

dispenser-of-provisions

Who up yaning their dere

syseekssanity

and no misgendering a trans man/woman bc they’re problematic isn’t ok

it reinforces the idea that gender is a privilege, which is pretty ridiculous

hi! i've been like super absent from your askbox lately so i wanted to break my weird silence thingy, hi! i saw you comment on Rue's post and just wanted to say thank you.. i've honestly been worried that like all my old mutuals would somehow hate me for possibly being a system so like im glad that you don't hate me! i have good news and that is that i finally got a doctor who did the "you can't do everything, if you over do it you will make your symptoms worse, you need to prioritize" thing which is honestly really sad sounding but.. deadass not new information to me because i figured out pretty quick that i end up in a lot more pain and with a lot more problems if i live like a normal person with no wiggle room. good part really is that it was said infront of my mom, so now she's (maybe..) going to not let my school force me to do two years worth of PE this year and maybe only make me do one.. which also like.. best you can do really? its not her fault that she just thinks im awful and unfit but now doctor said so so like :P. this is really all over im so sorry, im very scattered rn. remember to drink water and try to be kind to yourself, i care about u even tho i suck at actually like interacting, im haunting you just a little so like drink water.

-Ci

Hellooooo of course I don’t hate you. I am very open and accepting to systems. It’s not something you can control and there’s no reason you should be ashamed of it. My ex was a system actually and taught me a lot and made me a lot more accepting and understanding of it (the only good part about them anywhooo) I already love you for who you are regardless, system or otherwise :)

thank God finally a professional said it in front of your parents so maybe they’ll shut the fuck up and let you actually rest for once 😭 you deserve a break. That’s natural for anything physical, if you don’t rest and let yourself heal then it’s only going to progress. Wait hold up how was your school forcing you to do two years worth of PE??? for the credit? If that’s the case, then you should be able to put it in your IEP that you can be exempt. I got exempt, but I went anyways during my freshman year for funsies.

You’re sweetttt thank youu same to you my dear! Try and rest as much as you can. You’re welcome here for any reason even if it’s just to bug or for big life dumps. I like hearing from you!

#a bugs song

Going to bedd it's 4.50am and I'm back homeee YAYAYAYAY

YAYYYY finally!!! Must be nice hehe and I saw ur other ask what did you eatttt

#yappucino

If I get attached enough to anyone even platonically I can find them again even if they delete their accounts and blocked me. You think you left? No I’m just watching quietly from far away <3

#even if you don’t like me or lost care for me I didn’t so like yeah I wanna make sure you’re okay #there’s only two person I haven’t been able to retrace #not exactly yan stuff I don’t think?#idk #lol

The new Tumblr update is FUGLY I've been complaining about this the last like dozen posts on my blog bruh

anyway I'm going to bed goodnight!! 2.05am

It is super ugly and I saw tumblr break for like a solid half hour for me because of this fuck ass update it wouldn’t show my notification section and wouldn’t let me reblog shit for some reason??? Hope you had a good sleep :D

#yappucino

You’re growing tired of me and all the things I don’t talk about.

#/lyr #breakdowns of an internet boy #jirai blogging #jirai community #jirai posting #jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #jirai boy #lifestyle jirai #jirai danshi #Mitski

My body betrays me.

#I hate being disabled #everything hurts rn for no reason 🖤#breakdowns of an internet boy #jirai blogging #jirai community #jirai posting #jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #jirai boy #lifestyle jirai #jirai danshi

Idk what to post on tumblr anymore I’m just sad and gay 24/7

#as if that wasn’t on my old account but okay lol #ramblings of an internet boy

lambswinery

yes i will get upset if you talk to someone more then me, yes i will get upset if you text someone while texting me, yes i will get upset if you call someone else instead of me, yes i will get upset if you match with someone else instead of me, yes i will get upset if you do anything that makes me feel like im not your number one priority. did you think i was joking when i said i was a jealous person?

slaughtyring

✿ 𓈒 Hurting myself on purpose, just so you can take care of me. I know it’s wrong, awful of me really — but I can’t fully bite back the grin as you dote on me and wrap my wounds. The scolding goes right through my ears, I’m just elated that you’re with me.

The red dripping down my arm is only a brief sting, and the more you feel the need to take care of me the better. Let me be your helpless little love, receive all your affections… and in response, all I’ll be able to do is smoother you in return!

streamsy

how it feels posting vents :

hpdamechan

tag game: describe these traits in yourself using characters!

personality:

hair color:

hobbies:

temper:

style/aesthetic:

issues:

me (in order): ame-chan, veronica sawyer (musical), christine canigula, ame-chan, sayori, ame-chan. (it’s pretty obvious im an introject huh)

tags: @pienkuro @pienpi @x-kangelkawaiii-x @w0rst-k1tty-ever @rain-doll-ame @tsukasa-of-jiraiblr @trashy-trout46 @yuki-of-jiraiblr @official-jirai-riamu @orange-of-jiraiblr @paintbrush-jirai @pipebombgirl @deathbysicko @godly--xx--girlfailure @jirai-birdbrain @jiiraiii @kiselangel @x-angelic-decay-x @v4nilla-pudding @virtual-angel-kanade @bpdgraham @naej-nko @nameless---anamolyy + open

godly-x-girlfailure

Thanks for the tag!! ..Oh gods never ask an introject heavy system this question.

❀ - Noel Gruber ( Ride The Cyclone ), Gunpowder Tim ( The Mechanisms ), Persephone ( Hadestown ), Jinx ( Arcane ), Persephone ( Hadestown ), And uh. All of the above? In that order.

Edit: Realizing I forgot tags! @landmine-luna @applausemachine @m1kumew @cogitocomplex @wirelessradi0 @lamentsoflonging @your-imaginary-guardian-angel @lori-intestine @bittersweet--jirai @yourlocalmonstermailman + open tags!

your-imaginary-guardian-angel

thanks for the tag mootie! <3

Pom (Puzzleheads) or Kangel (anime specifically?), omg i know NO characyers with dirty blonde hair- uhmm pass, Rhett (puzzleheads), it ranges from Ame-chan (NSO) to Rainbow Dash (MLP), Luz (ToH) or like i hate Jax but like Jax irl (TADC), Ame-chan (NSO) and Sayori (DDLC).

tags: @host-objectified-irl @annamanguchi @riddleribbonkat @sleepytinyangycutiebean @dumblilyaoinerd @thedeceasedsoldier @kriszekeda @leeleeeeeee @secretary-of-death @r3tten-ange1 @v3-ntr3-m @funfettica @explodingebi @sraphm @angel-pd @miruthebakerr @mistyped-birds @g0reybonez @fungusing-myself @hpdamechan @sea-leaf @rottingcannibaby @spellcastinghearts lmk if you wanna be added or removed !

v3-ntr3-m

Thank you for the tag dear!

Somewhere on a range from Johnny Silverhand (Cyberpunk 2077) and Fluttershy (MLP) depending on the audience and the day, Aragorn (LOTR), Marin (My Dress Up Darling) and Gale (BG3), Sheogorath (Elder Scrolls) it will change on a dime, Victor Frankenstein interpret that as you will, Cicero (TES: Skyrim) Kerry Eurodyne (Cyberpunk 2077) Thom Rainier (Dragon Age) there’s more but I don’t have time for that

× Tags :

@deusyagami @jirai-mage @pixicidal @y1x1 @r3tten-ange1 @melonshake @jirai-birdbrain @x-kangelkawaiii-x @cutz-and-bruizezz@landmine-dancer @d1-sinner @dpdsua @x-angelkawaiichan-x @meowrinluvsu @ghostsphotographs @witheringinthehospital @moncheeriii @pchanpawzz @needybloggeroverloadd @pienkuro @cheapsoda-angel @sudokuyam + open tags

deusyagami

Thank you for the tag.

personality: It depends, but on here, I'd say Light.

hair color: Similar to Atsuko Kagari, but a lighter shade of brown, and a bit more red? It's not really similar to any character.

hobbies: Mabel Pines.

temper: Nightmare Sans. Probably more of his passive form than his corrupted one.

style/aesthetic: There isn't really an accurate character for this, but I like the academia style, so also Light?

issues: Also Nightmare, but in a much more abstract way.

Tags (Feel free to ask to be added): @ooooxoxo-ooxo--o @screamingrav3ns @d1vinedecay @spellcastinghearts @lov3rsbruis3s @funfettica @pipebombgirl @leftuntended @infested-carcass @notevilhanamurafuyume @lori-intestine @reverievelvet @fangedhope @lavenderedkat @outofpawket @cursedbutterfly @batty-isback @sugarkittybun @cyannidex33 @endless-distractions @aruhiyaidol @cutieririka @noaseuphoria @crazycassblog @m4lic3corps3 @empysonder @mafuyu-is-still-empty @birdres @Iheartmuffins69 @teddy-bear-care @harmony-of-the-dead @mus1c-of-the-angel @claireslovelyshop @beat0heartofmine @y0url0serd0g @lambswinery @cirxlex @candiednightmares @harmony-of-the-dead + my mutuals and followers.